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我已經孤獨過日子好久,久到孤獨彷彿是我緊密相連的影子,連著我與傘與菜籃,長長拉在淺色的柏油路上。136Please respect copyright.PENANArrF7C0jxJP
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那把傘是老頭年輕時買給我的,直到我收拾他遺物才再度被翻出來。它被收起來的原因我大概猜想得到--碎花陽傘早就不適合一名老太太使用,不知是老頭幫我收起來的,還是我自己收起來,竟一點印象也無。136Please respect copyright.PENANAL4qpp726cL
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今天我帶著老頭買給我的碎花陽傘,拉著不鏽鋼菜籃去菜市場買菜,偶然聽聞路邊攤販說:「那個老太太又來了,你皮繃緊一點!」136Please respect copyright.PENANAsIU0kcWlmX
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我兀自路過那間「皮要繃緊」的店,那名老闆坐下來包餛飩,根本不敢與我對視,只因他偷斤減兩被我抓包過,一台斤有多重我一提就知道。那名老闆年約五十歲,跟我的孩子年紀差不多,他們抓泥巴玩時,菜市場買菜時還沒有稱呢,偷斤減兩是家常便飯,那個時代活下來的人手堪比磅秤。136Please respect copyright.PENANAGRnQIjqmkI
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我的傘大約是一台斤,我的菜籃大約是三台斤再四兩,豬肉攤吊著的豬肉大約四台斤,芭樂攤的芭樂一顆大約四兩,所有我眼裡能見的東西我都知道重量!136Please respect copyright.PENANAdDKdf6OKuq
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最後我買了一把青菜便出了菜市場,清晨的寒風依舊料峭,日頭升起我的影子似乎短了一些。哦,對了,只有影子應該多少重量我不知道,長的影子,短的影子,還有進到屋裡連影子都糢糊的時候。136Please respect copyright.PENANAD8Xd0wdlsH
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我只知道四十五公斤的老太太這身重量不是身上骨肉的重量,而是幽遊人間孤單的重量。136Please respect copyright.PENANAxXs7T98wMN