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首先是學歷的問題。14Please respect copyright.PENANABFTSeb8Jkt
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上壹次黑子短暫的“獨立”生活中,因為沒有什麽官方的任何學歷證書或是技能,在應聘的時候吃了很大的虧。14Please respect copyright.PENANA74pj9Y8GC4
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然而這不代表他沒有任何知識儲備,赤司在和他平時的聊天當中,能感到黑子在漫長的獨居生活中、看了很多書所積累下來的各方面的零碎知識,甚至在某壹些問題上很有自己的見地和看法,不是配不起壹些相關學問證書的。14Please respect copyright.PENANAGJGrrrsyJA
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於是他就幫助黑子去申請壹些社會考試、幫他備考、拿到壹些基礎證書。又去申請了壹所有名大學的研究人員培訓的考試資格。那個培訓資格面向社會,不論妳之前的文憑,只是需要繳略昂貴的考試費用,考試結束選拔壹部分去進行拔高培訓。之後的費用更是昂貴,黑子有些不好意思花赤司的錢,但赤司壹點兒都不在意,反而笑他過於客氣。培訓的內容是壹些企業管理、物資管理等方面的拔高實地訓練。14Please respect copyright.PENANAhlwUDyCGbc
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黑子果然有那個才能,考試順利、拿到了那個訓練資格,學習了壹個月,又以優異的考核成績拿到了由本國有名的壹個經濟協會來頒發的獎勵證書。14Please respect copyright.PENANAocJTGqUvAL
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有了那張證書,通向他的路就多了很多。14Please respect copyright.PENANAuzoxTxEltD
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其次就是生活能力問題,黑子的生活能力其實在那壹次獨立生活後,好了很多。但赤司還是不放心,說是要帶個仆人但被黑子果斷拒絕了,沒辦法就找個人適當教黑子做些簡易的料理,叮囑對方不要總是在外面湊合。14Please respect copyright.PENANAbIuSlc9Khu
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再有的就是其他瑣碎的事情,黑子仍選擇用之前父親辦給他的鈴木哲也的證件。不過他之前就壹張信用卡,還弄丟了。赤司給他辦了新的信用卡並硬是打入了壹大筆錢、當地的公交卡(黑子不會開車、且堅決拒絕了對方教他開車後再送他壹輛的想法)、壹些醫療保險、等等等等。14Please respect copyright.PENANAKCbpVn2xGc
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赤司還特意去給他買了壹個新手機、辦了壹張新的電話卡,黑子自從給他強制帶過來,就再沒有過聯絡電話。14Please respect copyright.PENANAYgTtlMx4Qm
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交給他之前存入的唯壹壹個號碼是赤司的手機號,黑子拿到手機的時候就看見了。14Please respect copyright.PENANAffmo2MabmT
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幫他準備行李、決定要租的房間、購置壹些生活用品…其實黑子很想自己來做這些事的,但他拗不過對方,赤司堅持要陪他看租房的細節、壹些合同之類的東西。14Please respect copyright.PENANABs1hicj746
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他其實是有些感動的,自己上次獨立出去,別墅那邊除了管家肯給自己搬運壹些行李、辦理壹些證件,本家那邊並沒有人來花時間叮囑自己什麽要註意的事項。14Please respect copyright.PENANA9uczNx2U28
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說到底,其實他們還是不相信自己能做到真正的獨立吧,只是抱著拿錢養著的態度,反正黑子就算不真正獨立,也沒有關系,由著他搬出去、按時打給他生活費就好,找不找得到工作沒有什麽影響。14Please respect copyright.PENANAj3VjSvyhDl
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但赤司給黑子的感覺不同,不是敷衍般地幫著搬搬行李哄壹哄,而是真的想要幫他。14Please respect copyright.PENANAMRAInF62FW
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雖然也很有些誇張就是了,從如何快速打開消防拴和正確的逃生技巧、到哪些食物壹起吃會有不好的影響,大事小事,壹樣壹樣叮囑過去。14Please respect copyright.PENANAj0KC4y7QAt
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是老媽子麽?!14Please respect copyright.PENANAa83JeCP12J
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但黑子雖然心裏吐槽,但還是很感激的,而且在他的建議支持下,自己也拿到了壹些技能認證證書,這在以前自己是想都沒想的。14Please respect copyright.PENANAdJu4Y4GptU
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在那次談話過後又過了兩個月,黑子仍舊壹直呆在這別墅,壹個月的培訓期赤司或派人或親自接送。終於壹切準備做得差不多,黑子終於就要在明天正式搬出去了。14Please respect copyright.PENANA0zhxaQX0bY
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期間兩人是分房的,赤司雖然總來幫助他,但對他的行為從來沒有超過壹個朋友的限度。14Please respect copyright.PENANA2UPaSB9VCC
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他還是害怕,他害怕如果再壹次擁抱的話,他就忍不住將要離開那溫暖的恐懼。14Please respect copyright.PENANAKODaoEx1cP
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他也不是沒想過再次把對方囚禁起來,可那並不穩妥,如果黑子真正絕望死心的話,他也承擔不起。14Please respect copyright.PENANA5OyoNVZbOh
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而且自己也需要壹段時間,好好靜下心考慮清楚,如果真要選擇黑子陪自己走完接下來的人生道路,他自己要做的事也還很多。14Please respect copyright.PENANApgaW0R4CxA
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現在兩個人就這樣好好冷靜壹下,也是不錯的方向。14Please respect copyright.PENANA0GIJ4Mbsg5
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這晚黑子整理最後的背包,大件的行李已經運過去了,赤司還是堅持給他買下壹間小公寓,畢竟租的話他擔心房東會不會有問題,買下的話會省很多麻煩,這壹點上赤司壹點商量的余地都沒給黑子。14Please respect copyright.PENANAgkgh8pXBhQ
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房子的粉刷、家具添置也基本完成了,終於就是明天了,黑子整理完背包後窩在了床上。14Please respect copyright.PENANA9nTKLfgLzS
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門卻被打開了。14Please respect copyright.PENANAVQTMUbBJmh
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赤司隨意遞給黑子壹只蘋果,壹邊又開始碎碎念起來。14Please respect copyright.PENANAca4hGIfoDK
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各種叮囑、各種細節、各種註意…14Please respect copyright.PENANAliy7iYoJLm
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黑子壹邊笑著回答他,壹邊神遊起來。14Please respect copyright.PENANACr5VCwewPG
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畢竟這些話對方都說過好多遍,再說下去自己真的都會背了。14Please respect copyright.PENANAzhG7swExEO
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“千萬記得簽合同時仔細看。”14Please respect copyright.PENANA1pvFctMSnt
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“嗯。”14Please respect copyright.PENANAqqN5rOyGAX
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“晚上回家開門時,記得看看四周。”14Please respect copyright.PENANAp38hmbgitO
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“嗯。”14Please respect copyright.PENANAprGH6SUmKK
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“不要洗冷水澡,如果熱水出了問題及時和物業聯系或是找我,不要自己忍著。”14Please respect copyright.PENANAbyJD7XFeLN
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“嗯。”14Please respect copyright.PENANAtFlNkrKJkR
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赤司註意到對方有點不在狀態,也意識到自己好像是叮囑的次數有點多。14Please respect copyright.PENANAJjpoFIAOpG
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“我是不是太嘮刀了?”14Please respect copyright.PENANADvs7rorRaL
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“嗯。”14Please respect copyright.PENANA2kkbh5w9XH
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黑子仍舊沒仔細聽,但回完這句突然感到房間沈默了下去,對方怎麽突然住口了?14Please respect copyright.PENANA5H5NS39yuc
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他擡起頭,看到了對方有些失落的表情。14Please respect copyright.PENANAUvCuO81oDc
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仔細回想了壹下剛才灌進去的耳音,他趕緊開口:“沒有,妳沒有很嘮刀!”14Please respect copyright.PENANA6utNZ882io
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赤司還是失落地開口,有些委屈:“我說,妳壹定要走嗎?”14Please respect copyright.PENANAPmB1FTlmGF
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又急急地接著說:“即使不離開這裏,妳也能獨立啊!我的確需要壹位身邊的助理!妳的才學可以幫我處理壹些麻煩的經濟帳!我付妳工資啊!我是說真的!而且我絕對尊重妳!妳不答應我絕不亂碰妳!而且…”14Please respect copyright.PENANAQlivXDPJhs
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他還想說下去,但黑子輕輕地搖了搖頭,赤司低下頭,都這壹步了他還在說這話,也知道自己簡直是胡鬧,像小孩子做錯事般露出了委屈的表情。14Please respect copyright.PENANA3QWbfKmqIr
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黑子輕輕拉住他的手,開口:“我真的很感謝妳幫我做的壹切…”14Please respect copyright.PENANAmWSrsa2b0u
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“但如果呆在妳身邊,即使妳發給我工資,那也不算是真正的獨立…”14Please respect copyright.PENANAUv0Dm6of97
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“我需要壹段時間,好好想壹想…”14Please respect copyright.PENANA5r2T8d6sNs
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“妳也是需要的好好考慮清楚的。而且其實妳自己也明白這件事,對吧?”14Please respect copyright.PENANApvZe2KRhrA
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赤司看著他,說不出話。14Please respect copyright.PENANArMz1sewbAa
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他清楚啊,他當然清楚。兩個人不能這麽走下去,而且以後的路到底怎麽選,自己也不清楚。14Please respect copyright.PENANALmoYg6N0Sv
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可他以為他能坦然處之,他這麽長時間,為黑子做各種獨立的打算,他壹直表現得那麽淡定。14Please respect copyright.PENANAqtv8tkREwM
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可當離別真正到來時,當他切實地感到第二天這個人就不在這裏時,他才發現,自己根本沒有真正準備好接受這個現實,才說出那種孩子氣的話。14Please respect copyright.PENANA3JOLQuccw6
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赤紅的眼眸裏滿是不舍與留戀。14Please respect copyright.PENANAjvmHGB9to2
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黑子握著自己的手那麽溫暖,怎麽會那麽溫暖。14Please respect copyright.PENANAqwWepNfc9O
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他努力保持最後的鎮定,恢復了平時的理智。14Please respect copyright.PENANAaxeiNF7kgs
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“祝妳順利!”14Please respect copyright.PENANAFHzhhbQiE5
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黑子微笑:“謝謝,我會努力的。”14Please respect copyright.PENANAp7okvdvccZ
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赤司點點頭,離開了這個房間。14Please respect copyright.PENANALzAVahfBpw
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關上了門的壹瞬,他感覺全世界都被他關在了身後。14Please respect copyright.PENANAdlAduaZUCv
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他難得心裏有想哭的沖動,可他並沒有真正的眼淚流下。14Please respect copyright.PENANA97bVVh40gc
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哭泣什麽的,在很久很久以前,久在他遇見黑子之前,他就徹底戒掉了。14Please respect copyright.PENANAr1g15EQcq0
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“祝妳順利!”他在心裏又默念了壹遍。14Please respect copyright.PENANA5IUTduT7Ok
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真誠而哀傷。14Please respect copyright.PENANAgzCu2CLFT7
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祝妳順利!14Please respect copyright.PENANABSehPLqslr
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壹些無關的話(這次真的和文章主題無關 可跳)14Please respect copyright.PENANAEKQuFLn9W5
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其實我總是會糾結回復評論的事情。14Please respect copyright.PENANAyboir9UZaU
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妳們有的人大概也發現了,壹條更新下面,要麽所有人我都會回,要麽所有人我都不回。14Please respect copyright.PENANA8ZBqxwe6Pc
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說到底這是壹個有壹點點強迫癥的問題T^T14Please respect copyright.PENANAP0O8b3DW3u
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只是個人觀點:我自己是不想讓那些因為喜歡來評論的人產生——為什麽回復了其他人、但是不回復我的委屈感。14Please respect copyright.PENANAducgOI31rv
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妳們願意來給我評論、我是超開心的、我又不是什麽高冷的大手,所以不想顯得刻意冷落誰。14Please respect copyright.PENANAgfO3DMv5nI
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可是壹個個回是根本做不到的,有的時候我有空,所有人都可以回壹趟、可有的時候我就沒那麽有空了,只能瞟壹眼手機但是沒辦法壹個個去回。等再有空可能已經過了好長時間,我就又糾結該不該回了。14Please respect copyright.PENANABIScp9s4T4
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尤其是壹些朋友,有的人真的給我碼了好長壹段喜歡和鼓勵、評價的話,我每次看到超開心!但我自己組織不好語言也不知道說什麽,有的時候回得很簡短,不要介意~14Please respect copyright.PENANAy4W5zkdO2N
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也有短時間看漏評論和私信的情況,總之我想說的是,認識妳們我真的很開心,如果和我說話結果沒被回復、或者是在我回復了所有人的評論的微博/樓/文字裏,我單單沒回復妳壹個人,那壹定是我漏了或是實在來不及不方便,決不是因為這個人高冷啊什麽的、不想搭理妳!14Please respect copyright.PENANAFJTieP4OAQ
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妳們的每壹句話對我都是最好的鼓勵~我都會認真地看~(對,哪怕妳們中那些揚言寄刀片爬網線的,也是鼓勵!雖然我已經找了個小本本記下妳們的名字了2333)14Please respect copyright.PENANANjD904cf6M
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我想說的就是這些(這種小事本不該扯這麽多,但此人就是壹個糾結體)14Please respect copyright.PENANAo4J6XuVtkN
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我有時會覺得很奇妙,我們來自天南海北、卻可以因為同壹個喜歡的事物而相識!14Please respect copyright.PENANAn8TNqgAxNR
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網絡真的是帶給人很多好處呢!妳們中的許多人在高中、初中或者大學工作,說到這裏我要特別叮囑壹句!14Please respect copyright.PENANA1Er8HhOlTJ
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上課玩手機是不對的!有壹位童鞋妳物理課上的狀態我很擔憂啊!沒錯別轉頭就是妳!14Please respect copyright.PENANADUVsBwoldh
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唉,妳們這群熊孩子!14Please respect copyright.PENANA9bdyCyF5fc
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不過無聊的課除外!無聊的課我有時上課也會—嗶—14Please respect copyright.PENANAMLlJlnlWMp
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珍惜和妳們的相遇!願妳們都能人生如意!不知何時散去,且樂且行~ns216.73.216.187da2