15Please respect copyright.PENANAeYKNJ3R9KI
首先是學歷的問題。15Please respect copyright.PENANAzxl70OaLtd
15Please respect copyright.PENANAzcaPfuNVcG
上壹次黑子短暫的“獨立”生活中,因為沒有什麽官方的任何學歷證書或是技能,在應聘的時候吃了很大的虧。15Please respect copyright.PENANADul0bOXeck
15Please respect copyright.PENANASXZ214qtnd
然而這不代表他沒有任何知識儲備,赤司在和他平時的聊天當中,能感到黑子在漫長的獨居生活中、看了很多書所積累下來的各方面的零碎知識,甚至在某壹些問題上很有自己的見地和看法,不是配不起壹些相關學問證書的。15Please respect copyright.PENANAgLO6BLl51Q
15Please respect copyright.PENANAoRlKwomhU6
於是他就幫助黑子去申請壹些社會考試、幫他備考、拿到壹些基礎證書。又去申請了壹所有名大學的研究人員培訓的考試資格。那個培訓資格面向社會,不論妳之前的文憑,只是需要繳略昂貴的考試費用,考試結束選拔壹部分去進行拔高培訓。之後的費用更是昂貴,黑子有些不好意思花赤司的錢,但赤司壹點兒都不在意,反而笑他過於客氣。培訓的內容是壹些企業管理、物資管理等方面的拔高實地訓練。15Please respect copyright.PENANAEZnr714dbk
15Please respect copyright.PENANAIVpF4HgX7V
黑子果然有那個才能,考試順利、拿到了那個訓練資格,學習了壹個月,又以優異的考核成績拿到了由本國有名的壹個經濟協會來頒發的獎勵證書。15Please respect copyright.PENANAeJPTeQPQUR
15Please respect copyright.PENANAxR0VMkfh5o
有了那張證書,通向他的路就多了很多。15Please respect copyright.PENANATPtVkqobmp
15Please respect copyright.PENANAuLdiofwh5F
其次就是生活能力問題,黑子的生活能力其實在那壹次獨立生活後,好了很多。但赤司還是不放心,說是要帶個仆人但被黑子果斷拒絕了,沒辦法就找個人適當教黑子做些簡易的料理,叮囑對方不要總是在外面湊合。15Please respect copyright.PENANAOwJhYEV785
15Please respect copyright.PENANA1i4HWFmGcy
再有的就是其他瑣碎的事情,黑子仍選擇用之前父親辦給他的鈴木哲也的證件。不過他之前就壹張信用卡,還弄丟了。赤司給他辦了新的信用卡並硬是打入了壹大筆錢、當地的公交卡(黑子不會開車、且堅決拒絕了對方教他開車後再送他壹輛的想法)、壹些醫療保險、等等等等。15Please respect copyright.PENANAzOUOkaRevT
15Please respect copyright.PENANA2Cxe3yaKDr
赤司還特意去給他買了壹個新手機、辦了壹張新的電話卡,黑子自從給他強制帶過來,就再沒有過聯絡電話。15Please respect copyright.PENANAy6bmBuTlrI
15Please respect copyright.PENANA6GS3pzVPws
交給他之前存入的唯壹壹個號碼是赤司的手機號,黑子拿到手機的時候就看見了。15Please respect copyright.PENANAZYkNY2zv76
15Please respect copyright.PENANAvDfmXNXREz
幫他準備行李、決定要租的房間、購置壹些生活用品…其實黑子很想自己來做這些事的,但他拗不過對方,赤司堅持要陪他看租房的細節、壹些合同之類的東西。15Please respect copyright.PENANAETjreXYeiE
15Please respect copyright.PENANAK9E0hgPJmV
他其實是有些感動的,自己上次獨立出去,別墅那邊除了管家肯給自己搬運壹些行李、辦理壹些證件,本家那邊並沒有人來花時間叮囑自己什麽要註意的事項。15Please respect copyright.PENANAmE1q7r88rd
15Please respect copyright.PENANA3iayvlt7oH
說到底,其實他們還是不相信自己能做到真正的獨立吧,只是抱著拿錢養著的態度,反正黑子就算不真正獨立,也沒有關系,由著他搬出去、按時打給他生活費就好,找不找得到工作沒有什麽影響。15Please respect copyright.PENANA9kLmPE7tiF
15Please respect copyright.PENANAaHWkhbr43s
但赤司給黑子的感覺不同,不是敷衍般地幫著搬搬行李哄壹哄,而是真的想要幫他。15Please respect copyright.PENANAADWf2hYnqx
15Please respect copyright.PENANAJegEvxNBVB
雖然也很有些誇張就是了,從如何快速打開消防拴和正確的逃生技巧、到哪些食物壹起吃會有不好的影響,大事小事,壹樣壹樣叮囑過去。15Please respect copyright.PENANAMXla62X5pk
15Please respect copyright.PENANAgMTWOxZnaT
是老媽子麽?!15Please respect copyright.PENANAy5xj0aQJM5
15Please respect copyright.PENANAcr9cYHrxno
但黑子雖然心裏吐槽,但還是很感激的,而且在他的建議支持下,自己也拿到了壹些技能認證證書,這在以前自己是想都沒想的。15Please respect copyright.PENANAtgKS7OKQHr
15Please respect copyright.PENANAL1uZNhQgzC
在那次談話過後又過了兩個月,黑子仍舊壹直呆在這別墅,壹個月的培訓期赤司或派人或親自接送。終於壹切準備做得差不多,黑子終於就要在明天正式搬出去了。15Please respect copyright.PENANAkxseNA2Fdm
15Please respect copyright.PENANA04YxmN84Gq
期間兩人是分房的,赤司雖然總來幫助他,但對他的行為從來沒有超過壹個朋友的限度。15Please respect copyright.PENANAUnLVTYBIHZ
15Please respect copyright.PENANA1chsEYJZpj
他還是害怕,他害怕如果再壹次擁抱的話,他就忍不住將要離開那溫暖的恐懼。15Please respect copyright.PENANA92twS8DyRt
15Please respect copyright.PENANAQSmHUj2jv0
他也不是沒想過再次把對方囚禁起來,可那並不穩妥,如果黑子真正絕望死心的話,他也承擔不起。15Please respect copyright.PENANAYPFpnN4oou
15Please respect copyright.PENANAjCzKJB3Ze6
而且自己也需要壹段時間,好好靜下心考慮清楚,如果真要選擇黑子陪自己走完接下來的人生道路,他自己要做的事也還很多。15Please respect copyright.PENANArTuHmCGdxr
15Please respect copyright.PENANArFHAJaD2En
現在兩個人就這樣好好冷靜壹下,也是不錯的方向。15Please respect copyright.PENANAFW4EG2HxMU
15Please respect copyright.PENANAx42l1vTz74
15Please respect copyright.PENANAdQ3N5roANM
15Please respect copyright.PENANAH0nOnj6JsX
這晚黑子整理最後的背包,大件的行李已經運過去了,赤司還是堅持給他買下壹間小公寓,畢竟租的話他擔心房東會不會有問題,買下的話會省很多麻煩,這壹點上赤司壹點商量的余地都沒給黑子。15Please respect copyright.PENANAC8m9M9khCg
15Please respect copyright.PENANAWu8xLv8T8A
房子的粉刷、家具添置也基本完成了,終於就是明天了,黑子整理完背包後窩在了床上。15Please respect copyright.PENANAKRYbgl0hmo
15Please respect copyright.PENANA33v4CNMBm5
門卻被打開了。15Please respect copyright.PENANAmCvCcIRE1w
15Please respect copyright.PENANAuwEZVkyO4E
赤司隨意遞給黑子壹只蘋果,壹邊又開始碎碎念起來。15Please respect copyright.PENANAu2zX3sh6JF
15Please respect copyright.PENANA6C0Qwd0cuz
各種叮囑、各種細節、各種註意…15Please respect copyright.PENANAO4ATfpvHuI
15Please respect copyright.PENANAkBBlCnH6TS
黑子壹邊笑著回答他,壹邊神遊起來。15Please respect copyright.PENANA18FzwHEpNV
15Please respect copyright.PENANADuSVTP4enq
畢竟這些話對方都說過好多遍,再說下去自己真的都會背了。15Please respect copyright.PENANAAtz7pc5pR3
15Please respect copyright.PENANA3N0qXRkYdw
“千萬記得簽合同時仔細看。”15Please respect copyright.PENANAd2xRAFjmZ6
15Please respect copyright.PENANA5iGMeA3wIH
“嗯。”15Please respect copyright.PENANAZTmrFUUoVf
15Please respect copyright.PENANABd0VdL3Xcq
“晚上回家開門時,記得看看四周。”15Please respect copyright.PENANAnF9aBAunjT
15Please respect copyright.PENANAAcMAntL80p
“嗯。”15Please respect copyright.PENANAlqLDaW3I6k
15Please respect copyright.PENANA1nEaIRxa7s
“不要洗冷水澡,如果熱水出了問題及時和物業聯系或是找我,不要自己忍著。”15Please respect copyright.PENANAPrdgImM2qf
15Please respect copyright.PENANAJNfCpd0XlV
“嗯。”15Please respect copyright.PENANADhvNK0l0HG
15Please respect copyright.PENANAZtKQR7brVe
赤司註意到對方有點不在狀態,也意識到自己好像是叮囑的次數有點多。15Please respect copyright.PENANA0tioUj8P4d
15Please respect copyright.PENANAp5VjnlqG0v
“我是不是太嘮刀了?”15Please respect copyright.PENANAfpRUvArTGA
15Please respect copyright.PENANAt7Vu50oA6f
“嗯。”15Please respect copyright.PENANAUSsurRu9NH
15Please respect copyright.PENANAHbxXgFKY3S
黑子仍舊沒仔細聽,但回完這句突然感到房間沈默了下去,對方怎麽突然住口了?15Please respect copyright.PENANAgCX0BZOQa8
15Please respect copyright.PENANAL0ExJaV1c8
他擡起頭,看到了對方有些失落的表情。15Please respect copyright.PENANAbok82RuPm4
15Please respect copyright.PENANAwdjL0dloqU
仔細回想了壹下剛才灌進去的耳音,他趕緊開口:“沒有,妳沒有很嘮刀!”15Please respect copyright.PENANAIyhE6cRvC0
15Please respect copyright.PENANAWMTsmEGhav
赤司還是失落地開口,有些委屈:“我說,妳壹定要走嗎?”15Please respect copyright.PENANAqJVr9mOEfI
15Please respect copyright.PENANAOtMEhHVYNC
又急急地接著說:“即使不離開這裏,妳也能獨立啊!我的確需要壹位身邊的助理!妳的才學可以幫我處理壹些麻煩的經濟帳!我付妳工資啊!我是說真的!而且我絕對尊重妳!妳不答應我絕不亂碰妳!而且…”15Please respect copyright.PENANAwBnCEvcjSr
15Please respect copyright.PENANABzL4QSD4aZ
他還想說下去,但黑子輕輕地搖了搖頭,赤司低下頭,都這壹步了他還在說這話,也知道自己簡直是胡鬧,像小孩子做錯事般露出了委屈的表情。15Please respect copyright.PENANAokdgoVupt8
15Please respect copyright.PENANAUfk6TVHlZK
黑子輕輕拉住他的手,開口:“我真的很感謝妳幫我做的壹切…”15Please respect copyright.PENANAZepvycJyKS
15Please respect copyright.PENANAZW8B3STtKr
“但如果呆在妳身邊,即使妳發給我工資,那也不算是真正的獨立…”15Please respect copyright.PENANAQF2Lyv5XbU
15Please respect copyright.PENANAqJILy6ikx9
“我需要壹段時間,好好想壹想…”15Please respect copyright.PENANAOEXKxLEHoX
15Please respect copyright.PENANApSCvNmy9kp
“妳也是需要的好好考慮清楚的。而且其實妳自己也明白這件事,對吧?”15Please respect copyright.PENANAdVwOcT6rIw
15Please respect copyright.PENANAOiE1quvU3r
赤司看著他,說不出話。15Please respect copyright.PENANATLhK6iQbNN
15Please respect copyright.PENANAI4H3z7ms23
他清楚啊,他當然清楚。兩個人不能這麽走下去,而且以後的路到底怎麽選,自己也不清楚。15Please respect copyright.PENANA1PQ7CgVcWD
15Please respect copyright.PENANA1gti1Gwsek
可他以為他能坦然處之,他這麽長時間,為黑子做各種獨立的打算,他壹直表現得那麽淡定。15Please respect copyright.PENANAmU8qBqGiJv
15Please respect copyright.PENANAGVzLVJR0xA
可當離別真正到來時,當他切實地感到第二天這個人就不在這裏時,他才發現,自己根本沒有真正準備好接受這個現實,才說出那種孩子氣的話。15Please respect copyright.PENANAdsb8m9Duw0
15Please respect copyright.PENANAE9x4kHVW66
赤紅的眼眸裏滿是不舍與留戀。15Please respect copyright.PENANAkOQtdSGBCH
15Please respect copyright.PENANAIuCuH2ulbb
黑子握著自己的手那麽溫暖,怎麽會那麽溫暖。15Please respect copyright.PENANAJMSZPJIdun
15Please respect copyright.PENANAMrTPIl9y9t
他努力保持最後的鎮定,恢復了平時的理智。15Please respect copyright.PENANAMzZ53Kk4jV
15Please respect copyright.PENANArQHXMC55si
“祝妳順利!”15Please respect copyright.PENANAXNwxm4QTRh
15Please respect copyright.PENANA9P57f85Vfz
黑子微笑:“謝謝,我會努力的。”15Please respect copyright.PENANAQqa3lxJdHt
15Please respect copyright.PENANAdmlkTQMtUv
赤司點點頭,離開了這個房間。15Please respect copyright.PENANAyLpIJU9Tg4
15Please respect copyright.PENANAflQsqeBSLt
關上了門的壹瞬,他感覺全世界都被他關在了身後。15Please respect copyright.PENANAov5j6H5zxV
15Please respect copyright.PENANAZyI8BBCH0l
他難得心裏有想哭的沖動,可他並沒有真正的眼淚流下。15Please respect copyright.PENANAOCijaTTI4c
15Please respect copyright.PENANAPuuVqwi3WQ
哭泣什麽的,在很久很久以前,久在他遇見黑子之前,他就徹底戒掉了。15Please respect copyright.PENANAeXhBUQ0Q11
15Please respect copyright.PENANAGSiFjO2LTf
“祝妳順利!”他在心裏又默念了壹遍。15Please respect copyright.PENANADEUK6MJ78t
15Please respect copyright.PENANAa2xrLompE3
真誠而哀傷。15Please respect copyright.PENANAMY0Y2u6OoI
15Please respect copyright.PENANA8tBZNEV0BA
祝妳順利!15Please respect copyright.PENANA3pE4Iarbmb
15Please respect copyright.PENANATRCFJjRyU9
------------------15Please respect copyright.PENANAmqjOo3gqML
壹些無關的話(這次真的和文章主題無關 可跳)15Please respect copyright.PENANACqebVGni6S
15Please respect copyright.PENANA5nvynQL0Up
其實我總是會糾結回復評論的事情。15Please respect copyright.PENANAX76qoijNx6
15Please respect copyright.PENANAfcMsdBsGri
妳們有的人大概也發現了,壹條更新下面,要麽所有人我都會回,要麽所有人我都不回。15Please respect copyright.PENANAsfqLep6zNt
15Please respect copyright.PENANAR70FugrGUV
說到底這是壹個有壹點點強迫癥的問題T^T15Please respect copyright.PENANAST5Bh8HKMr
15Please respect copyright.PENANA38xODrAK3l
只是個人觀點:我自己是不想讓那些因為喜歡來評論的人產生——為什麽回復了其他人、但是不回復我的委屈感。15Please respect copyright.PENANAEFq1ghVs8U
15Please respect copyright.PENANAvk2rwVjhd0
妳們願意來給我評論、我是超開心的、我又不是什麽高冷的大手,所以不想顯得刻意冷落誰。15Please respect copyright.PENANAJURbbrqfca
15Please respect copyright.PENANAAej5u4c6ek
可是壹個個回是根本做不到的,有的時候我有空,所有人都可以回壹趟、可有的時候我就沒那麽有空了,只能瞟壹眼手機但是沒辦法壹個個去回。等再有空可能已經過了好長時間,我就又糾結該不該回了。15Please respect copyright.PENANArLDNXNH6h2
15Please respect copyright.PENANAHZrHLl8LeC
尤其是壹些朋友,有的人真的給我碼了好長壹段喜歡和鼓勵、評價的話,我每次看到超開心!但我自己組織不好語言也不知道說什麽,有的時候回得很簡短,不要介意~15Please respect copyright.PENANAxDgyKA6GRs
15Please respect copyright.PENANAgi6WWRz4Dq
也有短時間看漏評論和私信的情況,總之我想說的是,認識妳們我真的很開心,如果和我說話結果沒被回復、或者是在我回復了所有人的評論的微博/樓/文字裏,我單單沒回復妳壹個人,那壹定是我漏了或是實在來不及不方便,決不是因為這個人高冷啊什麽的、不想搭理妳!15Please respect copyright.PENANAlNNI5RgzQV
15Please respect copyright.PENANA93VpttUFM4
妳們的每壹句話對我都是最好的鼓勵~我都會認真地看~(對,哪怕妳們中那些揚言寄刀片爬網線的,也是鼓勵!雖然我已經找了個小本本記下妳們的名字了2333)15Please respect copyright.PENANAN0NH4PZodc
15Please respect copyright.PENANAZl0tXIvbVc
我想說的就是這些(這種小事本不該扯這麽多,但此人就是壹個糾結體)15Please respect copyright.PENANA3nKwtdcTEZ
15Please respect copyright.PENANAjMqNR4U5eX
我有時會覺得很奇妙,我們來自天南海北、卻可以因為同壹個喜歡的事物而相識!15Please respect copyright.PENANAS9IYXmV4j3
15Please respect copyright.PENANAcIKWRHgxDR
網絡真的是帶給人很多好處呢!妳們中的許多人在高中、初中或者大學工作,說到這裏我要特別叮囑壹句!15Please respect copyright.PENANA5lAO51Jxed
15Please respect copyright.PENANAqMLplt7lyU
上課玩手機是不對的!有壹位童鞋妳物理課上的狀態我很擔憂啊!沒錯別轉頭就是妳!15Please respect copyright.PENANAIga5Obi1y0
15Please respect copyright.PENANAPz4CjLzb92
唉,妳們這群熊孩子!15Please respect copyright.PENANAVdG7BL2Kzr
15Please respect copyright.PENANAMOv1LLNL0Y
不過無聊的課除外!無聊的課我有時上課也會—嗶—15Please respect copyright.PENANAyopYa8BW1f
15Please respect copyright.PENANA59QQcQLfWB
珍惜和妳們的相遇!願妳們都能人生如意!不知何時散去,且樂且行~ns216.73.216.10da2