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猜不透外面天空。243Please respect copyright.PENANA5xfokndkNg
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但我想應該是惆悵的幽藍色,才配得上現在沉重的鬱悶感。243Please respect copyright.PENANAfJENIbgEJQ
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我是泰,這裡是專屬於我的世界。243Please respect copyright.PENANAc5jrDZNGnQ
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每從眼睛睜開的那刻起,即是例行檢查,而醫生所做的診斷也只是義務性。243Please respect copyright.PENANA2aYUFCncR2
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就像現在。243Please respect copyright.PENANA7e7gc1qndt
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「泰先生,昨晚有好好的睡一覺嗎?」醫生戴著口罩,遮住了一大半的面容,但聽得出來是很誠懇的問候。243Please respect copyright.PENANAJzotmFg7TY
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「還可以。」我慣例的回答。243Please respect copyright.PENANAgbnMN0Zfq8
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接著,醫生就會拿出手中的病例報告,並開始在上面劃記,至於寫了什麼其實我也不太清楚,總之就是很學名的字樣。243Please respect copyright.PENANAikW4jwh0Rw
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但,對治療任何幫助都沒有。243Please respect copyright.PENANAuogZHHopnj
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「很好,再來我得問些問題。」醫生用手上的筆敲了敲報告。243Please respect copyright.PENANAkNxWqg1WiO
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「你的大名是……?」243Please respect copyright.PENANAfivdlbL7sY
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「泰。」243Please respect copyright.PENANAv4d5d4Hzn1
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「痾,我是說你本身的真實姓名。」醫生顯得有點無奈。243Please respect copyright.PENANAcfngu8X8FD
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可是我很肯定,我就叫這名字啊!243Please respect copyright.PENANAAy1Qk6Wa25
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「好,那這樣子好了。」醫生看我沒多做表示,只好將筆尖朝向我疑惑的滿臉。243Please respect copyright.PENANA2tjvH7PH2x
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「你有沒有看過一位身高一米九,身材略微纖瘦,頭上像是狗啃過的捲毛亂髮,重點是那極其深邃的五官臉孔,給人一種混血兒的感覺。」醫生繼續問道:「你知道我在說誰嗎?」243Please respect copyright.PENANAiOOlsK8iXS
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「抱歉……我不太有印象。」我看著筆芯尖頭,腦袋根本毫無頭緒。243Please respect copyright.PENANABzmOwg5ZKa
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「嗯,好吧,那今天的訪談就到這裡,待會我請護理人員送早餐過來。」醫生默默闔上報告,從病床旁離開。「好好休息!」243Please respect copyright.PENANABrn8u9XDPm
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我是泰,面對醫生是我的日常。243Please respect copyright.PENANAKbEfHBglYN
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漫無目的的問答,拖著一天又一天。243Please respect copyright.PENANABKzksusyl4
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誰還抱有任何期望,可以從中解脫?243Please respect copyright.PENANASOY7aZflIz
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某醫生辦公室。243Please respect copyright.PENANATPQM1jaJJG
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散落在桌上的是一大疊的文件及相關資料,內容不外乎就是「泰」這患者的病例報告。243Please respect copyright.PENANAouTXRql6gY
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人格障礙,或人格(性格)疾患/異常/違常(Personality disorders)。243Please respect copyright.PENANAqeVqfLAqI3
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「長期性的社會封閉,導致現在對於角色認知上的障礙嗎?」醫生提出了這樣的假設。243Please respect copyright.PENANAOP5diXZ6Cn
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「李珍小姐,你對這位患者有什麼看法?」醫生拿起手邊的杯子走到咖啡機前。243Please respect copyright.PENANAiNfRzxLi2u
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「在我看來,他跟一般人沒兩樣。」李珍隨口答道,「手腳完好無缺。」243Please respect copyright.PENANACBCobfgmRO
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「你明明知道我在說什麼。」醫生按下自動沖泡鍵後,機器就開始運作,那是熱騰騰的黑咖啡。243Please respect copyright.PENANAybUyNqv9ss
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「這幾天他總是拒絕回答,像是在隱瞞什麼實情。」醫生摘下口罩,喝了第一口咖啡,濃郁的香氣撲鼻而來。「我希望李珍你能夠用關心的方式問出來。」243Please respect copyright.PENANAR8MeO52V7F
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「關於他的真實身份還有來歷。」243Please respect copyright.PENANA97ygP185nh
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「我待會準備好早餐就過去探訪。」李珍笑著點頭示好,便開始忙起手頭的餐點。243Please respect copyright.PENANA87jMg1JYqg
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醫生再度喝了一口,能感覺到自己與咖啡的苦澀融合,就像思緒交雜煩惱般。243Please respect copyright.PENANACDttesuaJv
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那是泰進來這裡前,講的第一句話:「我也許能夠主導性命吧,就像是死神到處揮砍人的腦袋那樣,醫生相信我做得到嗎?」243Please respect copyright.PENANA6ug99ZhXrr