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復活節那天,我推說自己肚瀉沒去赴約。雖然我跟羅信健之間的關係,就只有幾句說話和一隻復活蛋,但我還是盡了最大的力氣替他和任星兒來牽紅線。160Please respect copyright.PENANAvRHVGnyZ5B
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我知道,一定會有人問,為甚麼我害的不是搶走任星兒的羅信健,而是那個無辜的四眼妹?這一切是為了任星兒的幸福。對於任星兒,我心裏沒有半點佔有慾,因為我知道這只是一種徒勞,是癡心妄想。160Please respect copyright.PENANAGr9ULBpzvO
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像我這種沒有才能的人是配不上她的。我是個半點音律都不懂的人,還有——身為女兒身的人。160Please respect copyright.PENANAdxbz76DJzO
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如無意外的話,他們今天便會去海洋公園玩個樂而忘返,會見到可愛的小熊貓,會一起坐過山車和海盜船。不知道任星兒會否害怕離心力呢?她驚惶失措的模樣又會是怎樣的呢?我躺在床上,百無聊賴的幻想著。160Please respect copyright.PENANAj28Rvxd1jO
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說不定……說不定,任星兒今天便會向羅信健表白的呢。160Please respect copyright.PENANAqBmU95sGmA
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我想到這裏,便不禁輾轉反側,把臉埋在枕頭上。如果是這樣的話,任星兒便會很幸福吧,跟羅信健成為絕配的情侶。復活節假期過後,同學們一定會議論紛紛的,說他們是全校最為匹配的一對。不過任星兒的媽媽如此保守,說不定會反對這段戀情,那時候又要怎麼辦才好呢。對了,那個四眼妹後來又怎樣呢?會不會跑出來壞我好事?160Please respect copyright.PENANATqnkRQcTrh
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太苦惱了。結果我打開電腦,在當時才剛剛流行的YouTube上,點播了彩雲國物語的片尾曲——《最好的單戀》。160Please respect copyright.PENANAUvgeRJ9l3c
外邊鈴的一聲響,我便有了不好的預感。是任星兒表白成功,之後打電話來報喜嗎?160Please respect copyright.PENANA5GBPq67Jis
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「喂,阿瑜,有個男生打電話過來給妳。」160Please respect copyright.PENANAEuig8sU8od
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正當那首日文曲播完時,姑姑再次從飯廳走了進來。160Please respect copyright.PENANAzeXfUidjcX
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男的?不是任星兒嗎?160Please respect copyright.PENANAn78PDeoS7N
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「喂?是誰呢?」160Please respect copyright.PENANA7ShNnqib9N
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「甚麼啊,聽起來不是挺精神的嗎。」竟然是羅信健。160Please respect copyright.PENANABejMME07mm
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「是你?為甚麼你有我家的電話……」160Please respect copyright.PENANAGr4mCwt8Pb
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「我問任星兒拿了,不好意思,這麼唐突的打過來。」160Please respect copyright.PENANA10jplQrmkM
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「啊……這樣……那她在哪呢?」160Please respect copyright.PENANApI7lzOQ1LK
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「她回家去了。我也在回家的路上。」160Please respect copyright.PENANAL74X4yVMEF
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「哦,這樣……」該不該問出口呢?160Please respect copyright.PENANAYArg1pHL2g
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「妳今天突然說不適,我有點擔心,便向她拿了妳家的電話。」160Please respect copyright.PENANAk96fGNexT4
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「啊……這個……今早是有點肚瀉,但現在沒事了。」160Please respect copyright.PENANA5YH5zyGcjO
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「真的嗎?以我對妳的了解,妳是除非快病死了,否則都不會缺席的類型。」160Please respect copyright.PENANAkM6u8bv7fk
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「呃?」160Please respect copyright.PENANA6STwM7RFHy
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「就直覺這麼覺得啦。好幾遍我看妳戴著口罩來上課,快虛脫的樣子,還沒早退。」160Please respect copyright.PENANAAQiSQwKlbE
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「謝謝關心。」他打電話來,真的沒有任何事要交代嗎?160Please respect copyright.PENANArEtbzzuvtu
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「沒有就好,妳看起來就很虛弱的樣子。」160Please respect copyright.PENANASAgMFbIZqi
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「哪有呢……」明明看著就知道是貧血的人,是羅信健來著呢。160Please respect copyright.PENANAyxrXpbMK2e
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「那我掛線了,妳多點休息,等妳病好了,我們再去海洋公園。」160Please respect copyright.PENANAcEGhAeqv9s
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「慢著……你們今天玩得盡興嗎?」160Please respect copyright.PENANAkip5zOd9xT
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「嗯,還好,我們都不是很喜歡刺激的機動遊戲,都是看動物為主。」160Please respect copyright.PENANAcIXoqzKSJv
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「哦……這樣……沒別的事嗎?」160Please respect copyright.PENANAlWSmId28st
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「會有甚麼事嗎?」160Please respect copyright.PENANArzYFoQ4aQd
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「不……例如是,你覺得任星兒怎樣?」160Please respect copyright.PENANAFDJR9lGOHM
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「挺好的啊,是個好女生。」160Please respect copyright.PENANAHd9yG0G1Jb
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「就這樣而已?」160Please respect copyright.PENANAMejSkMAUwp
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「妳很關心我和她的關係呢。」160Please respect copyright.PENANAIcwkBjqIHB
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「才沒有……」160Please respect copyright.PENANAeD59A2Lsw8
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「難不成妳在擔心甚麼嗎?」160Please respect copyright.PENANASNUfrX1u9k
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「呃?」160Please respect copyright.PENANArP4m7Beuxk
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「妳在吃醋嗎?」160Please respect copyright.PENANAnFdaJMeQxG
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「甚麼?」160Please respect copyright.PENANAwgHjscXbcU
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「說笑的啦。不說了,我要上巴士……」160Please respect copyright.PENANA3xMdRey7LI
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我的確是在吃醋。只是,對象不是你罷了。160Please respect copyright.PENANAl41wBVWWBo
自那天起,任星兒就再沒有打過電話來。我總覺得那天他們之間一定是發生了些甚麼,她才會完全不跟我聯繫。160Please respect copyright.PENANAmhAihIpQn0
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復活節過後,我回到熟悉的課室,任星兒卻變得有點陌生,即使在走廊上看進來,也故意裝作看不見我似的,跟其他班的同學直行直過。160Please respect copyright.PENANAATruMQz0n1
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「羅信健!我有點事想跟你說……」四眼妹再次出現在課室門前,羅信健像沒事發生一樣,從容的走了出去。160Please respect copyright.PENANA24OuX7GTM4
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四眼妹從書包裏拿了些東西給羅信健,好像是些心意卡和書本,然後四眼妹通紅的跟他道別走了。160Please respect copyright.PENANA2BdrxV7S8f
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「她發生了甚麼事嗎?」羅信健回來時,一臉凝重似的,我便禁不住問道。160Please respect copyright.PENANAfzACMiJ7Tg
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他再次拉開椅子,坐在我的位置前。160Please respect copyright.PENANA5UmgTINOlS
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「她……暑假前就要走了,所以把好些東西都送給我……她要出國讀書去了。」160Please respect copyright.PENANAkj5eob6loX
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是因為我的原故嗎?因為我在援交網站上偽裝她,她便要去讀書嗎?160Please respect copyright.PENANA7MgHBI7yKQ
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「她父母早就想讓她出國讀書,還有個家境不錯的大伯願意支持她的生活費。只是因為一點事,她才遲遲沒有走,堅持在香港讀完中一才離開。」160Please respect copyright.PENANAYmgWc457NJ
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我聽著聽著,內心便痛苦得像被紥住了一樣。我耍了這麼多的無用功夫,害得四眼妹要走了,任星兒卻對我變得不瞅不睬。四眼妹沒有變得幸福,任星兒也不幸福,到底我費盡心神,換來的是甚麼呢?160Please respect copyright.PENANAaRbLECKqvk
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「妳怎麼哭了?」160Please respect copyright.PENANAxzm5099bGY
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當我還在罪惡感中沉溺時,沒注意到兩行暖流在我臉上滑過。160Please respect copyright.PENANAs5jpKCVEAi
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「沒甚麼……只是覺得……跟朋友分離很可惜。」160Please respect copyright.PENANAhnBkQUak1q
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「沒甚麼可惜的,妳也知道之前出現過些關於她的傳聞吧?」160Please respect copyright.PENANAWIH85gyah9
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他說的正是我做的惡事吧。160Please respect copyright.PENANAKukAPn0BKY
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「除了這件事外,其實我覺得她出國讀書是件好事。她是個很有創意的人,英語和畫畫更是非一般的好,如果留在香港的話,將來發展很有限。」160Please respect copyright.PENANAUeOeBBa4qO
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我實在聽不進去,滿腦子都是內疚感。160Please respect copyright.PENANAbPuf6lm97v
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「更重要的是……我不想她為我浪費前途。」160Please respect copyright.PENANA8t8HJMB0Qc
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「你早知道她喜歡你?」160Please respect copyright.PENANADflpg8SCDS
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「嗯,儘管到最後她還是沒說出口。大概是因為那些傳聞,她才沒有說出來吧。至於那些傳聞,我知道都是假的,因為她不是這樣的人。」160Please respect copyright.PENANAEfdRAs63mW
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對不起……160Please respect copyright.PENANANmzvlaG7CI
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「但正因為她沒說出來,我倒是鬆了一口氣呢。」160Please respect copyright.PENANAeCM8eSpXXq
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「為甚麼?」160Please respect copyright.PENANAW74EGhiXuJ
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「那我就不用費神去想怎樣拒絕她了。我們以後還能當好朋友,不用覺得尷尬。」160Please respect copyright.PENANAPOhi5Ql8iK
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是這麼一回事嗎?160Please respect copyright.PENANAISk8R5IEP7
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「所以,我們還是得要謝謝妳。」160Please respect copyright.PENANApGv7Xd0CSv
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「呃?甚麼?」160Please respect copyright.PENANA1PG6hXHnZV
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「那件事是妳幹的吧。」160Please respect copyright.PENANAd7w4erImQY
本來還在自責的我,頓時嚇得目瞪口呆,不懂得如何反應。他突然抓住我的手,看著我的手指。160Please respect copyright.PENANAZPtbVx13aM
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「上次送妳復活蛋的時候,我就察覺到了,妳左手的無名指和食指都有兩顆痣。這特徵和那個網站上的主角一致。」160Please respect copyright.PENANACvKJevV1op
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他用力的抓住我的左手,半點沒有鬆開的意思。好可怕,原來他早就知道了……這是甚麼回事?他要拆穿我的真面目嗎?任星兒躲開我的原故,難不成是他趁我不在的時候,跟她說了我的壞話嗎?160Please respect copyright.PENANAyUbclMNfuO
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因為任星兒覺得我嘔心了,所以躲開我嗎?160Please respect copyright.PENANAr7vIiZRA2X
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淚珠一顆顆失控的掉下來,旁邊的同學也開始察覺到氣氛不對的我們,開始竊竊私語起來。160Please respect copyright.PENANARhxP00kks8
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我不想失去任星兒,我不想失去我現在擁有的一切。好不容易考進來的中學,好不容易建立的形象……這一切都要毀於一旦嗎?我開始喘不過氣來,張開了口,卻無法自如的呼吸。160Please respect copyright.PENANAIDYuZJGHS3
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「對……對不起……對不起……」我用盡了全身的氣力,卻只能發出嘶啞的聲音。他大概也感覺到我的手在發抖,目光放在我的手上。160Please respect copyright.PENANAjfSlAi5VwT
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正當我以為他會責罵我的時候,他卻突然站起身走過來,把情緒崩潰的我一下子擁入懷中。他一直撫摸著我的頭和後頸,任由旁邊的同學驚訝的看著我們。160Please respect copyright.PENANACuxTxOfxd1
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「妳甚麼都不用說。想宣泄的話,就好好宣泄吧。」160Please respect copyright.PENANAQOgCbtuenC
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