Olivia
I slept in Y/n and Vanie's room last night. Y/n fell asleep with her arm around Vanie and her ear close to Vanie's chest. When Vanie woke up, so did Y/n. They have that bond. It's like telepathy. Or a mother and daughter bond, although Y/n is not Vanie's mom.
Y/n has always been like Vanie's mom though. Vanie's mom doesn't want Vanie. She regrets having Vanie. She says that if she never had Vanie she wouldn't have to deal with responsibilities of being a mother. Y/n is now 22 years old. She started taking care of Vanie when Vanie was only 7 months old. When Vanie's mom started to abuse Vanie.
Y/n couldn't stand to see that happen to anyone. That was when Y/n was 14 years old. Y/n has been like a mom to Vanie since she was 14. Vanie's mom always called Y/n, handing Vanie over to her. Vanie's mom is a hoe. That is why she doesn't want Vanie. Vanie basically grew up in Y/n's room. There was a crib in Y/n's room, as well as diapars, bottles, and everything in between.
Me and Y/n have been best friends since we were six. 16 years. Y/n got her first job so she could buy Vanie clothes. Y/n and her step-mom enrolled Vanie in school. They bought her school supplies. And that is why there is such a bond.
And that is why when Y/n turned 19 she started working at a foster home/living facility. It's where kids who can't be with their parents or are emancipated or are coming from jail for kids go to. They really like her. The kids like Y/n.
She understands where they're coming from and she is good at her job. My aunt is the boss of the facility and loves Y/n a lot. My aunt raised me because my dad left and my mom died. My aunt has known Y/n since we were six. Y/n has a kind and loving heart and is very caring. Everyone she meets she tries to help or give them a reason to be happy in life.
That is why she is so good at her job. She has saved countless kids from killing themselves. She makes them really happy and they end up loving her. They call her big sister because that's how they feel about her. Of course, some people didn't like her but the good always out numbers the bad.
You may be asking right now, who is Dongin and what did he do to Y/n? He is her ex. He is 23 now but they were dating when she was 19 and he was 20. She loved him very much for the good things about him. But there was so much bad about him that even I could see. She thought she could help him.
She had bad dreams. She would be getting abused by Dongin and he would cheat on her in front of her in the dreams. She would tell me about them. She would wake up in a cold sweat and call me immediately. I had a bad feeling about those dreams. They just seemed too vivid to me.
And eventually what I was thinking came true. He began to abuse her and cheat on her. He began to show his true colours. He almost got Y/n fired because she had so much marks and she didn't want the kids to see her like that. She started calling in sick a lot. When I found out he was abusing her, I almost killed him. I lost it.
I called Y/n's step-mom and we went over to her house. There we found him drinking and yelling at her. Y/n's step-mom had to force Dongin out. Y/n has been scared of her vivid dreams from then on. And that explains why she is suddenly scared of Jimin. But this time, I can feel that it's just because of her step-mom dying. No one is here to protect her like her step-mom did.
Her step-mom was always there for Y/n. That's why I think this about the dream of Jimin. I think I know my best friend really well. I think she really wants Jimin to help get through the death of her step-mom. And that is why, I have to put my hands into it this time.
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Y/n is still sleeping by the time I'm ready to go and get her stuff at 12:45. But Vanie is wide awake. "I want to come with you." She says. "I don't think Y/n would like that." I say. "Please~!" Vanie begs. I sigh. "Fine. But you will be good and we will not lose your inhaler again. And you better tell me if your chest hurts. Come on, let's get you dressed." I say.
After Vanie is ready, I write a note and leave it on the door. I took Vanie with me. We'll be back soon. Don't freak out. We love you. Me and Vanie travel the same way we did yesterday. Except for candy. Vanie said her stomach hurts from the candy before.
We get to building just when I wanted to. When the boys were saying goodbye to us ARMY's. When Jimin spots me and Vanie, he points at us and says something a guard. Well, I guess he was expecting us. When everyone else leaves and Vanie starts saying 'Oppa' a lot, they come up to us. They as in the members of BTS.
"Annyeonghaseyo," I say. "An what?" Vanie says. I look down at her and smiles up at me. I smile. I turn to the boys. "Just a minute," I say and turn to Vanie. "Okay, hello in Korean is 'Annyeonghaseyo' and that's what I said. Do you want to say it?" I say. Vanie nods, excitedly. "Okay, say ahn," I say. She copies me until she gets it down pat. Or so she thinks.
We turn back to the BTS members. "And yangsio." Vanie says. Me and the members of BTS laugh and she giggles. "Hello, little one. You are feeling better today?" RM oppa says, bending down to her height. Vanie looks up at me, surprised. "They speak English!?" She exclaims.
RM laughs. "Yes, we speak English." He says. Vanie straightens up. "I am feeling better today." She says. "How old are you, young one?" Jin says. "I am 8 years old which makes me a second grader." Vanie says happily. V sticks his hand out and Vanie gives him a high five.
I smile. "I am here for my friends things." I say. "Where is she?" Jimin says, stretching his neck to see if she is behind me somewhere in the hallway. "She's at our hotel. She is sleeping. I came to get her things for her." I say. "Oh." Jimin says, obviously sad that she is not here. Jung Kook puts his arm on Jimin's shoulder. "It's okay." He says.
I suddenly get the stupidest idea and it might never work. But it's worth a try. "Maybe you could come to our hotel room and give her things to her yourselves." I blurt. The boys all look at me. "You know...that isn't a bad idea." SUGA says. "How would we get there?" j-hope asks. "We can ask Pdogg if we can borrow the car and ask if some guards should come with us?" RM says after thinking for a while.
"Come with me Jung Kook and Jin hyung and Yoongi hyung." RM says and they go back stage. "Jimin, you go get her things. Me and j-hope will go get things to sign for her." V says. They all run away in different directions. Me and Vanie just stand there and look at each other. We sit down and play patty-cake. I let her play on my phone.
When the members come back, RM says, "We can go. The guards are waiting for us." And catches his breath. They were all running and rushing for some reason. V and j-hope's arms are full of things to sign and still have two people behind them holding more things to give to Y/n, signed.
Jimin has a thing for her, they're treating her like she is his girlfriend. I love this. They all sit there on the floor next to me and Vanie and start signing. Jimin hands Y/n's backpack to me. "Do you have her phone?" I ask. "I was going to ask...Can I give it to her myself?" He says.
"I mean, sure. I guess." I say. He likes Y/n! Yes! I play patty-cake with Vanie again until they're ready to go. The pack the things they signed, such as hoodies/merch, plushies, notebooks, photocards, phone cases, and more into bags. Me and Vanie help them carry the bags out to the car we will be taking.
Vanie falls asleep in the car and Jimin fidgets with Y/n's phone. "Do you think she doesn't like me?" He suddenly blurts. "Why would you think that?" SUGA asks. "She snatched her hand away yesterday when I touched it. Maybe she doesn't like me." He says. I take her phone out of his hands gently. I unlock it with my face. Yes, we're those best friends.
I go onto her Snapchat. I go into her memories. There is a video of RM telling Jimin he has no jams. "Jimin, you got no jams!" RM says on the video and everyone laughs, remembering that day from years ago on their trip to LA. "Jimin, you don't understand. And you might never know what I mean. But the captions of the videos she has of you show how much she loves you. This one says; 'Jimin oppa! You do have jams! I love you, don't think I don't!'," I slide to the next video.
Another video from the same day on the plant to LA. It's where Jimin makes a L with one hand and an upside down V and made it say 'LA'. "This one is; 'This is so cute, Jimin. Please. I love you so much~!'" I lock Y/n's phone back and give him her phone.
I unlock my iPhone and go to my and Y/n's iMessages. I read them out loud.
Bestie <3: Oh, my goodness! Liaaa! I miss Jimin! I wish I could meet and tell him how much I love him!
Me: What if one day, we did go?
Bestie <3: I would cry. He would never like me though. I'm just not pretty while he is everything and more :(
Me: Do you want to die? Say you're ugly one more time. I dare you. Say it.
Bestie <3: ....
Me: I dare you.
Bestie <3: .....I'm ugly.
Me: I'm coming to your house right now with a Chimmy plushie, the 'Love Yourself' albums, and ice cream. You're gonna love yourself!
Bestie <3: Ouh~ Ice cream? I'm waiting ;)
The boys laugh. I go to my camera roll. "This is from that night." I say. I show him a video of me walking up to her apartment and mumbling, "Gonna say she's ugly. I'll show her." The video shows me knocking on her door and her opening it. "Oh, my gosh! Hi!" She said acting like she didn't know I was coming.
I show another video of me and her dancing to the songs on the albums. Another one where she is running around her apartment in her BTS hoodie and pretending she was skating with socks on. I then show him a video of her lying next to me, cuddling with me.
"I love him. I think I'm in love with Jimin from BTS." She said. And the last video is of her sleeping clutching the Chimmy plushie I brought over. I let her keep the plushie. Jimin sits there and smiles. We pull up to the hotel and climb out of the car. Please, Y/n, don't hate me.
Part three tomorrow.
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