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although I know it's wrong I don't care. I love my brother and that's what matters. now, you may be asking right now how loving my brother is wrong. but I don't just love him as a sister should. I want him to be my mate.161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHjXfdVXtcF
I know that most cats hate cats who date each other and are closely related. cousins might get you a little hate. but anything less related than that cats won't care.161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡihUSotIwhw
but if two siblings become mates then surely nobody will accept them. I try not to think about my crush but every day it just gets worse and worse.161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡym0l5GqUpa
after all, who wouldn't love Lionpaw? he's so handsome, strong, and overall just a good apprentice. It's a surprise he isn't a warrior yet.161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFKYx8zbNe2
Lionpaw has golden fur with orange tabby stripes and gleaming amber eyes. he also has a few scars despite only being an apprentice. but just his looks aren't the only thing attractive about him.161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYUyzivifxG
Lionpaw has some anger issues I will admit that. but they aren't that bad and he never snaps at me or our other brother, Jaypaw.161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLO5BrHfXfU
I know that deep down Lionpaw is a kind and caring cat even if he doesn't always show it to others. but Lionpaw is truly himself around me.161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJLbNT93DVn
although at the same time just because Lionpaw acts like a different cat around me doesn't mean he loves me. after all, most cats don't love their siblings in this way and if they do then they keep it to themselves.161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvq3zXJ9QZF
a part of me hopes that Lionpaw does love me back and that we can become mates. although deep down I know that life isn't that simple and things won't turn out this way.161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfYs0LIZBrl
maybe it is for the best if Lionpaw doesn't love me back. then none of us will get in trouble. although technically, incest isn't against the warrior code.161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhFBgJB49Ra
I do follow the warrior code and the rules as closely as I can. but even if Incest isn't in the warrior code it is wrong in many cats eyes. yet I still can't force away these crude thoughts.161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡctUcb73fhh
sometimes I wonder if I should just simply give in. after all, what's the worst thing that's going to happen? I shouldn't care how cats think about me. but then I remember my family.161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmHGHykuIeJ
what would Jaypaw, Squrrielflight, and Brambleclaw think? or what would Firestar or Sandstorm think? they are my grandparents after all...161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡihwQvghQD1
sighing softly I flop over in my nest. it is late at night and I shouldn't be thinking. I should be resting and getting prepared for tomorrow's training. but I still can't sleep.161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJMek3sVJtj
I move towards Lionpaw's nest, hopefully trying to snuggle up against him. but I feel nothing. I then open my eyes and realize that Lionpaw isn't in his nest.161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNm2sq44fXW
instantly my heart starts to rapidly beat and I panic. I don't know what to do.... is Lionpaw okay? I try to force away my thoughts and worries though. surely, Lionpaw is fine and I'm just overreacting.161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHdn83qwLS6
after all, Lionpaw is a strong apprentice. stronger than his own mentor, Ashfur, and I wouldn't be surprised if he was stronger than Firestar himself. so he can defend himself.161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡopAKqh2UJ1
there's a chance that he's doing something wrong but I doubt it. Lionpaw is just most likely making dirt.161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ71oCE1t9Kz
I decide to wait for a few heartbeats but after a few minutes passed I realize I have to do something. even if Lionpaw is doing nothing wrong there's a chance he's in danger. even if he's strong I still don't want him to get hurt.161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMXLK2CQHPh
carefully getting up out of the apprentices den I make sure that I didn't wake anybody up before going out the dirtplace tunnel. leaving the camp like this feel wrong. but it is going to be worth it as long as I find Lionpaw.161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyDLJlBzgjI
I hope that Lionpaw isn't breaking the warrior code. then again sneaking out like this could be considered breaking the code. but at the same time, it is not bad if Lionpaw is just out taking a walk or going on a hunt.161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5vt6dAAAks
soon I caught Lionpaw's scent and I realized that it led to the windclan border. my green eyes widened. why was Lionpaw near an enemy clan?161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj9cxYc5OvD
that made me get even more curious and worried. I began to sneak near the edge of windclan territory. because of my black pelt, it makes it so nobody can see me. so if Lionpaw is getting attacked I can easily defend him.161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLhEndJlZNl
but what I saw next shocked me. Lionpaw isn't getting attacked by a windclan cat. he's playing with one! from the pelt of the cat I assumed that they were Heatherpaw, a light pink she-cat with purple eyes. she's around Lionpaw's age.161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3v2T7FE7O4
Lionpaw and Heatherpaw were smiling, leaping onto each other, and giggling. soon Lionpaw was on top of Heatherpaw and he leaned down, licking her face.161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJoNzcn3xru
"I love you," Lionpaw muttered.161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz4yXY7tcgF
"I love you too," Heatherpaw replied.161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIKhOYFBTE1
hearing that made my heart shatter. Lionpaw is breaking the code! but more importantly, Lionpaw doesn't love her. he loves a windclan she-cat.161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhFRgXjUtWK
suddenly getting angry I leap out of the bushes and glare at the two apprentices.161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoFpxgVFhmi
"What in starclan's name do you think that you are doing?" I demand.161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyr4awkG7ZD
instantly Lionpaw's eyes widened and he nuzzled Heatherpaw up and smiled. "go back to the windclan camp. I'll see you soon." 161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrB8IGRcS7u
Heatherpaw nodded before leaving. "alright." 161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZZXNl8tn5k
once Heatherpaw was gone Lionpaw then turned to Hollypaw. "Maybe I am mates with her. does that matter?"161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Xcifi4IKi
"of course it does! you are breaking the code." I point out.161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa0TE4ynnw3
"so? the code doesn't matter. my love is greater than the dumb rules." Lionpaw declared. "why do you care?"161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlAlfUBOSpK
"because you are my brother and I love you!" 161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVMgtY7vG8g
once I said that I know that what I'm going to say is dumb and that I'll regret it in the future. but right now I don't care.161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ7iKBULJEG
"I love you more than that though. I'm bad because I'm jealous and I want to be your mate." I admit. 161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpqrs8Ys0Dp
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