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although I know it's wrong I don't care. I love my brother and that's what matters. now, you may be asking right now how loving my brother is wrong. but I don't just love him as a sister should. I want him to be my mate.127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa6ThL0KBhr
I know that most cats hate cats who date each other and are closely related. cousins might get you a little hate. but anything less related than that cats won't care.127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG8YBEq04Ah
but if two siblings become mates then surely nobody will accept them. I try not to think about my crush but every day it just gets worse and worse.127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTlQAHd6yas
after all, who wouldn't love Lionpaw? he's so handsome, strong, and overall just a good apprentice. It's a surprise he isn't a warrior yet.127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB4OwrQofeL
Lionpaw has golden fur with orange tabby stripes and gleaming amber eyes. he also has a few scars despite only being an apprentice. but just his looks aren't the only thing attractive about him.127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc4PE7JDwEE
Lionpaw has some anger issues I will admit that. but they aren't that bad and he never snaps at me or our other brother, Jaypaw.127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw6pRK4VfVp
I know that deep down Lionpaw is a kind and caring cat even if he doesn't always show it to others. but Lionpaw is truly himself around me.127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj4mGuNZSNV
although at the same time just because Lionpaw acts like a different cat around me doesn't mean he loves me. after all, most cats don't love their siblings in this way and if they do then they keep it to themselves.127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3kkDBVwyEo
a part of me hopes that Lionpaw does love me back and that we can become mates. although deep down I know that life isn't that simple and things won't turn out this way.127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRqocDHhDZf
maybe it is for the best if Lionpaw doesn't love me back. then none of us will get in trouble. although technically, incest isn't against the warrior code.127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeImxIHyYgy
I do follow the warrior code and the rules as closely as I can. but even if Incest isn't in the warrior code it is wrong in many cats eyes. yet I still can't force away these crude thoughts.127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKOowZXKTSy
sometimes I wonder if I should just simply give in. after all, what's the worst thing that's going to happen? I shouldn't care how cats think about me. but then I remember my family.127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBhK89D0Ty6
what would Jaypaw, Squrrielflight, and Brambleclaw think? or what would Firestar or Sandstorm think? they are my grandparents after all...127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdXRoLozSVZ
sighing softly I flop over in my nest. it is late at night and I shouldn't be thinking. I should be resting and getting prepared for tomorrow's training. but I still can't sleep.127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgCxJo2dLAs
I move towards Lionpaw's nest, hopefully trying to snuggle up against him. but I feel nothing. I then open my eyes and realize that Lionpaw isn't in his nest.127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH7wnVggD4x
instantly my heart starts to rapidly beat and I panic. I don't know what to do.... is Lionpaw okay? I try to force away my thoughts and worries though. surely, Lionpaw is fine and I'm just overreacting.127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoGSqbZ8RrJ
after all, Lionpaw is a strong apprentice. stronger than his own mentor, Ashfur, and I wouldn't be surprised if he was stronger than Firestar himself. so he can defend himself.127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡplxFPijeV9
there's a chance that he's doing something wrong but I doubt it. Lionpaw is just most likely making dirt.127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWl3mIfLFPO
I decide to wait for a few heartbeats but after a few minutes passed I realize I have to do something. even if Lionpaw is doing nothing wrong there's a chance he's in danger. even if he's strong I still don't want him to get hurt.127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxoNkWo07NF
carefully getting up out of the apprentices den I make sure that I didn't wake anybody up before going out the dirtplace tunnel. leaving the camp like this feel wrong. but it is going to be worth it as long as I find Lionpaw.127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCkbXCgWWxj
I hope that Lionpaw isn't breaking the warrior code. then again sneaking out like this could be considered breaking the code. but at the same time, it is not bad if Lionpaw is just out taking a walk or going on a hunt.127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiBOIm0SEiC
soon I caught Lionpaw's scent and I realized that it led to the windclan border. my green eyes widened. why was Lionpaw near an enemy clan?127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzLdj4AmAHx
that made me get even more curious and worried. I began to sneak near the edge of windclan territory. because of my black pelt, it makes it so nobody can see me. so if Lionpaw is getting attacked I can easily defend him.127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3H9rIde2eP
but what I saw next shocked me. Lionpaw isn't getting attacked by a windclan cat. he's playing with one! from the pelt of the cat I assumed that they were Heatherpaw, a light pink she-cat with purple eyes. she's around Lionpaw's age.127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ57X5dXCNRT
Lionpaw and Heatherpaw were smiling, leaping onto each other, and giggling. soon Lionpaw was on top of Heatherpaw and he leaned down, licking her face.127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuqrM1LO7Ro
"I love you," Lionpaw muttered.127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLh3l6vwjz4
"I love you too," Heatherpaw replied.127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPELSyKcAoj
hearing that made my heart shatter. Lionpaw is breaking the code! but more importantly, Lionpaw doesn't love her. he loves a windclan she-cat.127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRZ1lRgrANe
suddenly getting angry I leap out of the bushes and glare at the two apprentices.127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkjUdQQjt0b
"What in starclan's name do you think that you are doing?" I demand.127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYZeyiHflAh
instantly Lionpaw's eyes widened and he nuzzled Heatherpaw up and smiled. "go back to the windclan camp. I'll see you soon." 127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgnHEwGf1z6
Heatherpaw nodded before leaving. "alright." 127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwVf8DliCgF
once Heatherpaw was gone Lionpaw then turned to Hollypaw. "Maybe I am mates with her. does that matter?"127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYqcPGHsBZ1
"of course it does! you are breaking the code." I point out.127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRakto1S3AJ
"so? the code doesn't matter. my love is greater than the dumb rules." Lionpaw declared. "why do you care?"127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHew5yMRalG
"because you are my brother and I love you!" 127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk31rDdGdp0
once I said that I know that what I'm going to say is dumb and that I'll regret it in the future. but right now I don't care.127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlFahDCU1Ul
"I love you more than that though. I'm bad because I'm jealous and I want to be your mate." I admit. 127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ9R2eg2tX5
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