今天,若有人對你說,在來到這個世界之前,你已先行去設定了自己的人生路程,並依照要演繹的劇本,去投進這趟人生歷程,你,會相信嗎?69Please respect copyright.PENANAGV8ZvUhZVu
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這個假設,去問十個人,十個都不會相信。。。69Please respect copyright.PENANAvcGSIyEyvc
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因為,在一般人認知裡,由出生到懂事前,就如一幅大砌圖般,慢慢被拼上了情感, 記憶, 知識, 價值......種種小塊,一切,彷似慢慢地推進,聚合而成。69Please respect copyright.PENANAnfrlHh2EgU
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特別是,在一歲前,唯一可以表達的,就只有哭,不論是生理上需要(肚餓,身體的冷熱感覺,被大小便黏著的濕膩不舒服感),還是心理上的感受(怕黑,怕陌生,怕孤獨),總之不合意的,一律就哭個不休
正常來說,在沒有絲毫思維的情況下,到底用什麼,去作為規劃的依據呢?69Please respect copyright.PENANACWmnE1A38V
人的一生中,看似沒有劇本去演繹,然而,於何時遇上某些人,做某些事,作出什麼選擇時,總會有點似曾相識的感覺,例如:69Please respect copyright.PENANA3Pw8iTBeDn
從未到過這地方,但有點印象‧‧‧‧‧‧‧‧‧69Please respect copyright.PENANAs3lAENRO5L
這個環境下,這個動作,好像以前發生過...............69Please respect copyright.PENANAy3Y4Whg5b5
和這個人剛剛認識,隨即衍生莫名好感,相逢恨晚,就像一直很熟絡似的.............69Please respect copyright.PENANAJQh7OC2JFT
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而相對地,印象,可以是好,亦可以是很差69Please respect copyright.PENANA7Q2Aqs5jSf
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初到一個新地方,已感覺不安,恐懼,想立即離開69Please respect copyright.PENANAwTmIO7bmA3
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明明從未見過這個人,剛望一眼已覺異常討厭,難以接近................69Please respect copyright.PENANAxZ8OugrENP
很多時候,無論以上感覺是好是壞,總是相隔一陣子就會重覆,互相交織,拼湊,成就了人生經歷的一點一滴。69Please respect copyright.PENANALJbvGqElBP
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看似自然而成,其實,並不尋常。。。69Please respect copyright.PENANAku5fLWKnUx
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而有些人,在某些時侯做某些事,面對任何需要取捨的情況,就如看過自己的劇本一般,懂得如何去選擇。69Please respect copyright.PENANAnQQQrwHsDi
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簡單地說,就是完全相信自己的直覺69Please respect copyright.PENANAkcZafLLlDa
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產生直覺的念頭,全是一閃即逝,沒有連續的69Please respect copyright.PENANAmdpzQX75Rg
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當然,無論最終結果如何,亦不會覺得後悔
若要解釋上列情況,容我來一個假設性結論: 人對規劃自己的人生過程是有所印象的,不然,如何單憑直覺,懂得何時該做什麼,該怎樣行怎樣走,只是,這印象隨著出生而被擦掉了。69Please respect copyright.PENANA73AmUf7itX
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而對於活到了今天的我來說,回想從前經歷的種種,由出生,學習,工作,感情,待人接物,若要給自己評分,前半生盡是對感情虧欠,不懂如何珍惜,對親人歉疚,學業平平,不時轉換工作環境,在社會浮浮沉沉,不善理財,違反誠信最終構成人生污點........總括而言,活活就是一個爛攤子,人生反面教材!!69Please respect copyright.PENANAV8Klxiev0x
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而當中遇到的人和事,如何去面對,相處,就像沒有預先排練就直接演出般,無心演繹,得過且過,完全浪費了自己有份規劃的一個好劇本!!
但,未知是我有印象的是劇本後半部,還是經歷了種種人生上的失敗不堪使然,竟然開始懂得如何去演繹,去迎合,累積蛻變自己所需要的種種元素,去構成如今在工作上,生活上都尚算穩定下來的自己69Please respect copyright.PENANARntb5Wx44n
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正在以為,一切開始否極泰來之際,沒想到近日身體突然響起了警號,突如其來的隱憂,令我不期然產生惶恐,無助及難受感,怕會失去現在擁有的一切.................
幾年前,憑以往經驗配合直覺,面對工作,生活,懂得如何取捨,權衡利害69Please respect copyright.PENANA6cWueYYnF7
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但今次,遇上的是從未嘗過的危機,單憑直覺,我實在沒有自信去想像該如何面對..............69Please respect copyright.PENANARwQGzs3PiU
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現時未有確實結果得知身體出現什麼毛病,仍然處於猜度,依靠資訊去推敲會發生什麼病變的過程中,總會胡思亂想,將情況想至最糟透,希望實際情況比想像中要輕微,這種作好最壞打算心理準備的應對,是我唯一想到的方案.69Please respect copyright.PENANAIphLPgMXCV
而現階段可以做的,就只有等待!!
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