於是，Tim少和阿樂下樓吃飯，再買了一個蛋糕。回家，放進雪櫃，然後開始打機。800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNM0jiYhiOl
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青青外出和好友度過午餐和下午茶時段。800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKkU47EfMmB
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之後，她去旺角，等Matt；他們約六點半，她先到，不停地來回審視自己的臉容，到洗手間看看有沒有面泛油光、甩妝，再仔細地梳一梳頭。六點五十五分，Matt出現。800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIO3AVyMsqt
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「好耐冇見。」800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6AN9iYdzRF
800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpTgU8fDDNb
「係。」800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYSeVFGHNLt
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接下來的不足兩小時，他看她像遇上瘟疫一樣，避之則吉，連正視她的眼也像害怕感染病毒，總和她對看一會兒然後移開。800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk5fs5zICFO
800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcGk4WEWC7W
沿路，她問了很多想知的事，還自己一個死心；他說了一些她應該想知的事，渾身不自在，忽然覺得很祼露。800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY0yDGI0Syt
800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZuSzlGItIJ
他們都覺得對方是陌生人。800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ02aK52tJhH
800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ2HCMYK5yU
但，他們分明知道對方的名字、知道對方穿幾號鞋碼、知道對方的恥毛長度。800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIBWzhnZEL8
800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi00urV9m7I
就像恰恰一對普通的白色筷子，明明在湯熱麵熟的時候他們是極其有默契的一對，和對方攜手穿梭不同的質感，偶有碰撞但仍在磨合中互相協作；可是，當過了那短暫的時刻，就只被隨便洗刷再扔回去雜亂無章的櫃裏，沒有再一起，對方也不再重要，因為下次自然會與另一枝筷子成為一對。800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcNrtTCvapa
800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHEprwH5K1w
就像，一切都沒發生過一樣。800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpS10XabMjb
800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyU60QxyuNt
「明明應承咗我唔揾第個㗎嘛——」、「你話遲啲先得閒，叫我等到嗰時先多啲見㗎喎……」、「啫係你出軌？你係因為識咗佢，所以先想走？」800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeJlbHMTizv
800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU9Spy6q35N
「我同你分手之前，只係同佢傾幾句咋。」、「後尾我同佢互相都鍾意咗大家。」、「有呢個因素，但又唔可以咁樣歸因……」800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7FwwOVmd4P
800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBBwH47nWPM
青青變得咄咄逼人，Matt仿佛努力地或以真話、或以假話去抵擋她的攻勢；她誓要剖家析族的知個明白，但他在說的時候卻感到難堪，偶然他回頭看見她小心地仰頭，防止眼淚掉下時，他又會感到心軟，如他所言：800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoSIsL6FzIG
800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ogNijza1f
「咁真係我辜負咗你嘅。」800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLNQj0kg4ro
800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOKay3Us9Jj
但Matt並沒有和青青說過一聲「對不起」，只逕行，最後不情不願地和她快快吃一個飯，然後趕急地跳上的士離去。800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡozNcZYHfe3
800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe8okH7xqqi
青青覺得自己今晚的行為很反常，平時，她的眼神從來不兇狠，也不會不停地追問一些已然沒有意義的答案，更不會捨棄自尊要求他人順她的意。800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqL6O3JZ9hn
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對。800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4M28DSuDCt
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她有些不一樣了。800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC0xv4NzrpJ
800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9EWIWE6Pqi
她傻就傻在，有些東西，她想知得很清楚，如果不明不白又覺得很不甘心；但知道以後又更揪心。800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdVGJBeDoDB
800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9zoAv0tjtB
是她，將心掏出來，還將刀遞上去，留有一點卑微的盼望——800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSCrPNWaLSe
800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLfcYYkNX3K
希望他殺人就殺人、切莫誅心，留她一點尊嚴，不要講出太過殘忍的內情。但從來，說清說楚都不會有任何的好結果，被拋棄的人沒有資格說尊嚴，真心愛人何有好的結果？真相是真，比真相是假可怕億萬倍。800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡClu2L2hYVt
800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFexSbM3MhN
是她幼稚，不懂得原來，感情的真相是不可推敲的，只可瞞騙。800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmia7mpdUke
800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk6EuW9PaCp
最後，青青輕輕地和Matt握手，像剛才所有的不愉快從未發生，迴光返照地笑說：800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFMX7JTEiVF
800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkAhiht8Xyh
「祝你平安。前程萬里。」800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ35Qxp088F8
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Matt有些錯愕地回握：800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ32Nol3WBIB
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「你都係。」800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ179QGghIIw
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沒走幾步，他大喊，她聽不清，停下；他走到一個她勉強能聽見她說話的距離：800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrOCndX0jOn
800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5P8X2hBVlO
「返到屋企同我講聲啦，注意安全。」800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUXdebWNT1P
800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwY0ViPjrYm
她挑眉，對他不可置否地笑笑，大步挺身向前行，因為她清楚，他不是真心的。800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL79lI7zhZO
800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF584YlVq1C
行到轉角處，她突然覺得腳軟，隨之而來的是整個人的脆弱，她忽然覺得好悲傷，何有什麼落落大方的離別？她已死去一萬次。800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzyZDTbg5JL
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屌，失戀啫——800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQcQHoLcZKl
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但是她不能再怎樣了，所以她行去乘車，到某個站下車，再行回家，感受着絕望得弱小的風在吃力地撫慰她。800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhXQlTDpLzh
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好痛。800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsrtumtWAsx
800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmEKrhmdvrH
回阿樂住處之前，她先回原先的家，拿走了她的身體磨砂膏、髮膜，以及一套她從未穿過的內衣。800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7kTUkNx3oh
800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwJnz3GIVB6
今晚，她會和阿樂更輕鬆地聊天。800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ01RAIT4T7r
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在放過自己之前，首先要懂得折磨自己。對不起。800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrSCrc5I29g
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夜晚十一點半，青青到達阿樂的屋，他替她開門，見她熱得臉紅紅。800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlIO69JgqGD
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「返嚟啦？食咗咩呀？」800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy3rGH5mopG
800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxwHuuMpJJx
「Jollibee，但我嗰時冇乜胃口，宜家又有啲餓。」800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeIzUxI3cVB
800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡERbVHe7T86
青青只食了一隻雞腿和呷了幾口汽水，感覺什麼都沒有下肚就要走，後來悲傷又填滿了她的胃，一路行回家時還有些消化不良。現在，就如此直直地客廳燈照耀，仿佛是個胃鏡看見裏面空空的，又立刻感到餓。800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeSEZcisJzu
800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCxEaJrolOd
「咁就啱啦！我買咗個蛋糕，今日仲未過，快啲吹咗蠟燭先！」800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNSGvbGw2Sn
800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4wUQWihgtR
阿樂遂去雪櫃拿出蛋糕，寫着「青青生日快樂」，黑森林口味。800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxk4ALQ3xhB
800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg81674yU2t
青青呆了好久，她沒有想過阿樂會給她買蛋糕。800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzyGrVmvEZw
800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4vAeXcR1Sv
出外一整天，整個人都零散地歸家，無論他送不送蛋糕，只要他講一句：「返嚟啦？」其實對她來說，已是安慰，因為怎樣都比Matt冷漠的眼神温暖。但現在阿樂捧出整整一個蛋糕，像是告訴她不需獨自吞下所有情緒，她就感動，非常感動。800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3uK0p1JQq4
800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnlIHImLsn9
青青有些哽咽，但又開心地笑：800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT66fYboKGk
800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1CXXCWwbo7
「哇、哇！竟然有蛋糕食。多謝！」800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRnC1Z16ym9
800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡietyQ7QjTb
阿樂見她眼紅紅，大概猜到，無謂多問破壞現在的氣氛：800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4dWsD5do3H
800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡej9VyE9Yqg
「快啲許願啦。」800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj1XNg9S87S
800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAd0qm4GAXo
青青閉眼，吹熄蠟燭。800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTpo09L79YZ
800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuSBVGILBrp
「多謝多謝！不過我出埋文、沖完涼先食，出咗成日街好污糟。」800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLcR2RCPI0k
800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8X48gX6z7n
她多在電腦磨一會兒，電話收到訊息，她打開一看，些許憤怒，絲毫不想回覆，然後將目光放在電腦上，打字打得極響。800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpctn8fIaB3
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過後，就去洗澡，擦上身體磨砂，敷上香得要死的髮膜，然後再自己的所有部位洗得乾乾淨淨，一併沖掉。抹乾身體後，再搽上body lotion，換上內衣，外穿睡裙。800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAAzub6IgpT
800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKqgVi2IWpH
她看着鏡子。800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeQMXiBaT98
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一直以來，她都有些猶豫，但她決定交給阿樂決定，如果今夜裏他主動吻她，他就會被動地接受她看似被動的攻略。她沉默地觀望自己：800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl6JFL92awd
800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVMiBYvFRoQ
我都要證明，我有本事。800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNO8MqBpLDH
800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLI6vbfISU5
他在她的房間等她，心想：今日搞咩搞咁耐？平時好快就出嚟。800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuUOAPTAqU9
800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXuJV7JAFaK
他想知道青青和Matt傾了什麼，他見她興致平平但不至頹喪，眼睛裏只有累的感覺。800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTgsnUA6xzP
800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ429noidL0a
她出來，整個人都很香。800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5zUp3RZc5t
800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3HFC5c5gBk
阿樂拿出蛋糕和酒，把刀給青青切：800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeB7a3TNivS
800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRkuaqHF9Gk
「唔好切到底，如果唔係會嫁唔出。」800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6xdpOnigmK
800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY7dv8qUR8v
「你咁迷信咩？」800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbzjZgufx8v
800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4BGwblO09k
她又真的小心地切，提防切到底；她再見到這個蛋糕，還是覺得很感動，阿樂對她竟然這樣好，尤其是她傷心的時候。800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfj9IfMTLFi
800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡITmLKDtRFE
「寧可信其有。不過咁囉，如果你真係因為咁而嫁唔出，我都肯抵諗啲要咗你嘅。」800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1HwZRsxSy3
800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGhQLmeBdw6
阿樂笑笑，接過她手上的刀替她分蛋糕。800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiWlAtlKiPS
800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbQRjC94yEi
「吓話？」800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl6kS5a3AOr
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「講嚟聽吓啦，你哋今日做咗咩嚟？」800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqi62ipkIJy
800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfpTDLsX1Te
他們開始飲酒，開始說廢話，講講下午和朋友吃了什麼、做了什麼；阿樂也大概知道青青和阿Matt分手前的事，大概是：Matt因為Retake DSE而忙，青青和他很少見面，之後他就和青青說沒有了感覺。800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡirZxu3aBhC
800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgJ8qRe7V4d
慢慢，青青的臉通紅，頸也微微緋桃，呼吸輕輕加快，說了最近最多的話，情緒開始激動，但完全沒有前文後理，又突然加入一個新的女角：800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV3yH5N4y9d
800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1VI7LnTWoS
「佢——啫係我前男友，話俾我聽，個女仔同完佢原本個男朋友分手之後，就同佢一齊，但冇幾耐又揾返佢個Ex——你知唔知？我當時聽到個心好翳？800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLbaR7PvKDn
800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT682I7K7di
以前，我連佢少少傷都唔敢俾佢受……男人忌諱呢啲綠唔綠帽嘅嘢，我明。一開始拍拖，我有同過以前追過我嘅人傾偈，佢發現咗之後唔太開心，之後我就冇再咁做。800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOLqNd5Yo3a
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後來，亦都冇試過同男仔單獨見面，都避哂啲曖昧嘢。就係因為我唔想佢因為咁而唔開心，所以從來冇做任何出格嘅行為，宜家呢？800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN1ItAj7hn8
800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYuFSMej47x
佢出面嗰個女仔咁樣對佢？我將佢擺喺心尖上面啊！但佢出去就咁樣？好心痛呀！800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXzZ3TZGU0c
800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL7q3yKVRok
但係……當我潤完佢咁都鍾意個女仔，佢答我話：『我都好心痛㗎。』，你知唔知點解？我突然間真係有啲着咗火嘅感覺，覺得個心喺度燒。800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDO4U2ZZIqy
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我真係……用哂全部對愛情嘅精力去對佢好，我真係唔捨得佢受到委屈，至少喺我呢度，我真係、真係已經盡全力去保護佢唔好勾起唔好嘅回憶——佢以前有不愉快嘅經歷，然後呢？佢鍾意咗一個咁樣hurt佢嘅人？並且仲要繼續同個女仔過？仲繼續鍾意佢？仲因為佢，所以唔要我……800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE9gDs5H6I0
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