「我都係咁話。」690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwjawMxnuwI
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但她以前相信那是正貨，真的、不會爆炸、無有害物質，更苛求那並不會過期。690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbOBnUVN93t
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阿樂點頭：690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7zwHS84CLG
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「算啦，證明呢個人同你唔啱囉。」690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBONhQhDWb7
690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ46d5wI12Og
「係呀。算啦。」690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBMfDQArxGB
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他們各自回房。690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2wKV0j8vRI
690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEYDTanVXkh
Matt有什麼值得青青念念不忘呢？690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Oysff6tzc
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有。他有一些地方異常地吸引她。690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2IPUXF3qes
690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdfMTT2Jv33
縱然青青和他的結局不是那麼完滿，但她依然覺得，他這個人本身不錯。只是，可能，就是少了點緣分，他才另有新貴。客觀又撇開一切私人恩怨，她以冷靜的目光數了很多Matt的優點。690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqfszWWynu5
690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNLVLyehREI
Matt聰明，頭腦很清晰，想事情很快、又可以多角度思考，邏輯思維佳。他的觀察力也很好，足夠敏銳去發現身邊不同的事。690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNQglNLGF7E
690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVywYRCnldE
還有些細心，很温柔，很懂得照顧人。690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXOfLhdH9rS
690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp5LOQkcp3i
興趣很廣泛，好像什麼都能聊一下；他們戀愛期間很少Dead air，大概都要歸功於他。690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbIORMmc5cu
690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeFRALQzKJn
他對她很好，出門在外會保護她、一同在家的話又很關心她、只要她提要求他都會實現、總是記得她說的話、紀念日又會送些禮物；包容心很強，包容她的不安情緒、做作、無甚戀愛經驗的稚嫩。690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjZluoJY4Ix
690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtSiejZSqQG
曾經他在入睡的時候叫喚了她的名字，已夠她融化。690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGgjzYxeJEw
690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJe7C9wDK8E
對，就回憶到這裏吧。因為，在分手前的一段時間，其實很多事情都變了，她清楚這一切都是回憶。690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1yOvhnGPEY
690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa63S90vCfa
正因Matt「可以」是一個這麼好的人，她更怕。690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3zxKxkOKdz
690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCLqCMeIZae
她不明白，為什麼這樣的好人、曾經對她這樣真心真意的人，也會就此離她而去呢……她越念記他的好他的優點，就是一下下地自我控訴自己的無能。690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL0Gmvn8Btb
690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqdGrdrIVJx
那些最後的日子，他像變了一個人。690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHwouv4qMjD
690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCnRr6Twfo7
她有什麼問題嗎？690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfS1LhrYBaV
690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8XTHYQOeuW
她是不是很不堪？690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgMMFThnAMi
690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYMgkInqS1Z
為什麼？690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡme94NZibNJ
690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0SlKQS1YGb
青青打開Instagram，動態回顧提示她，去年今日，她曾在密友功能放閃。690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy55rmss7NU
690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRvxPrRLfPq
於是，她開始翻看和Matt的Direct Messages。690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ79JwSM1p6w
690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRMz6ikFhPf
Matt看到有趣的帖文會分享給她。690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0f9JP7j9dZ
690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMKdr7ewkbd
Matt會回覆她的Story，會是一個表情，會誇她漂亮、可愛，會詢問她在說什麼，會說「愛你」。690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡquwCkeeGlS
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Matt也會秒回她的Direct。690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsfNZBv7BB5
690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPMHOaZjrh2
青青看見，一次，她在發佈了和Matt的合照供密友查看，寫着：690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5hQjUdAozT
690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkVd20bqSmz
「曬恩愛，好驚將來會被打臉添：P」690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOcBqWELXwt
690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt09cIbIs1o
Matt回覆：「唔會呀寶！傻瓜」690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDCAcXj5Jpl
690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYkvTLotaHB
她吸了一口氣，繼續看，繼續翻下去。690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWqFknKZStp
690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBx8HMJ4wNo
慢慢，他不再回覆她的Story。690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH5XYoj05mw
690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoHiy97Y7qY
慢慢，他冷漠地回覆她的回覆，可能不回，或者簡短的答。690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9x99ZctOX9
690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4GhNDUAzTU
慢慢，他們DM的頻率極低。690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8alNVe4LlV
690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiLl71uaZZV
然後，沒有了。他們已經分手。690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgfmMjbSIuc
690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeTGUzXTVzl
青青想起，Matt考數學DSE那一天，她偷偷地去了他應考的學校等他出來。她並不是想要和他吃飯、阻他時間，只是想見他一眼，就一眼，因為她想念他，非常想見到他的臉，聽見他的聲音，觸碰他的手。她以為他也是，因為他們已經半個多月沒有見得上面。690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8LZCPQJGVI
690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXDuQ2bUA12
青青在校門外等。終於，她見到Matt低頭行過，她滿心歡喜又充滿期待地拍拍他的肩：690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYFwVZvovNo
690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo9duBCi77r
「靚仔，考成點啊？」690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPGyPjxNH5Q
690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyO0knmOvDk
但Matt轉頭，馬上瞪大眼睛，瞬間反應過來後，非常厭惡地看着青青，問：690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa66XwBBLgb
690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb5oNie5mME
「點解你喺度？」690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXnvhTmTeYg
690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcoD4M0gAaz
語氣非常不情願，仿佛她是什麼垃圾。她有些愕然，因和預想中他的反應很不同，身邊有人回頭打量他們，她尷尬地抿唇笑一笑：690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjNAMcVUPy3
690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdOuz3uIQ9a
「冇啊，我想嚟見吓你咋嘛！」690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL5yzBdAc1b
690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Sgc02wbVR
他皺眉，有些兇地講：690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzBdVn0dWK1
690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo7NtkvdOTx
「點解嚟啊？嚟做咩啊？」下一秒，見到她呆滯的表情，才稍稍放輕語氣：「你屋企離呢度咁遠，我驚你辛苦咋，做咩咁傻啊？」690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBqubxinUWi
690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF3DFHgTFXr
「唔辛苦吖，都係一陣咋嘛。」690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw32JRpryJj
690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyqtrj00MaG
傻嗎？這個舉動本身，她覺得不傻；但被他這樣講一講，又有些洩氣，即使她毫不辛苦。690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuNmjclGpfv
690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOgASPjdy44
然後他牽起她的手，送她到旁邊的車站乘車，期間一邊行，一邊說：「以後唔好啦，做咩嚟啫。」和以前温柔的他，變了兩個人一樣。690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGGqbQ1dOeM
690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpQBmmO7uHc
「咁我想見你吖嘛，唔緊要啦。我冇諗住揾你食飯㗎，我只係想見你一陣咋嘛！你掛唔掛住我啊？我掛住你。」690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrVtS1mUfUA
690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG15OGsXWWH
她將聲音放軟，聽起來很有撒嬌的意味。690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrtftVDH78y
690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrPV3ZyYutV
他沒有回答她的問題，只看着前方的路道：690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLNV1wMPbhu
690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFe4QAxalLf
「以後唔好啦。」690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNGuEgaBXjm
690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7oJCPQqwbb
她問他考得怎樣，他說OK；也就聊聊最近怎樣，但是他好像很不耐煩，真的，Matt，你當時很不耐煩。她想，是因為壓力太大，或者未盡人意吧，所以她也不多說什麼，可能是她出現所以無法令他好好放鬆心情。690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmvwYIrqNx1
690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOW0DsARvxN
直到去往車站，Matt仍不斷重複「做咩嚟」、「點解嚟」、「傻」，像青青真的做錯事一樣；她越聽越委屈。690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4dBPDPhZ4p
690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOX4I1LjAUR
他沒有錯，這只是他的情緒表達。其實，她只是想來見他一面，沒想過他如此反感的。690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpplZ24F9R6
690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc7NCZW6cvB
青青努力微笑，務求眼睛不要有眼淚。因為她感覺到，如果她哭，Matt絕對不會再像以前憐愛地心痛，只會覺得她很煩。690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIUyVzxu8No
690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE3jhABQhj0
愛哭的孩子有糖食，但她已不能夠是孩子了，因為，他不愛她了。690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIh664brEbU
690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS3LoADqpMh
那天，他們見了十分鐘。青青只在分別的時候，看見Matt的笑容，她也回報他一個微笑。690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQeDTyQjSqS
690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnRoDWM4nK4
不夠一個星期後，Matt和青青提出分手。690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHxF7NDH4GH
690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPIQQTlpBFY
其實，就算沒有Yuki，青青也不能和Matt在一起了，因為，他已經不愛她了……動作、神態、語氣、情緒，都與當初他熱烈追求她時，大相逕庭。690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3aGRyDHLu0
690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO3kPE7Dx0Y
很明顯了吧。690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxcIlXqRp6m
690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsQxIAPmhhU
何需怪責他人？是他們不夠緣分。690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡonzOKyHohy
690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfvjV9d4n9c
叫她怎能不害怕呢，這次戀愛，血淋淋的告訴她，就算一開始有多好，最後都難免傷心。690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1HnLAFbkbQ
690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB8n3ihucef
所以，她恐懼。690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTPiby6HsOg
690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoPRINL2TC2
青青關上電話。她已經沒有當初那樣澎湃的情緒，只是她矯情，想起一些事時還是有「嘶——」的感覺。690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm6VKfQf7Wp
690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpeiQu6dF3N
但閉眼，湧上心頭的還是好時光，這是她貪戀舊故的理由，因為她仍在思念那些快樂的愛。690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUFRzdB6N20
690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHhHDnsRjCa
她不知道自己是在想念舊人，還是那段舊情。690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ4GtHu1lid
690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV094d6dd6f
如果這是一部小說，讀者還有耐性看下去嗎？因為，女主角一定很煩膠，很不討喜。690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0GSxIWzqXV
690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlD1fovAKhf
創傷的復原，需要時間、新鮮，或者，另一種傷害。690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO8Ds9hx0ZG
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