「Tanya啱啱臨走前，攬咗我一吓，之後，我又去攬返佢一吓。但佢推開我，個樣好反感咁……你覺得係點解？」621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIlbeQTcwYm
621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZo0wUBtkDm
啫係叫你收皮囉……621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb2qniCGM2S
621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbaBYEdLWxs
青青內心如此嘀咕，對上他氣餒的臉，問：621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdzBxDJ7nJ3
621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6W3OxxG3wy
「你以咩身份去攬佢？」621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡetSxdszn7V
621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV60YBXpAMA
他沉默兩秒，他沒有任何身份，只有一顆於Tanya不知何意何義的真心；反而Tanya才是那個地位崇高的人。621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaljz6W95gw
621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnMIiNoSnsJ
「咁我見佢攬我——我以為我都可以……」621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9FExKPZbjd
621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4oxSaxsEHB
阿樂越講越細聲，像萎縮一樣。621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL4kGSAh4bP
621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrF30fhdfE3
青青說話一向很直接，唯有努力令語調聽來柔和一點：621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtiDkhGLJcp
621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDOe13Bl3FI
「佢攬你，係派糧啩，或者佢就係想攬吓你呢。你攬佢，就……可能，佢唔想啦，都已經攬咗。」621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZjpuiZ7AO2
621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXOrEff9Y6p
她拍一拍他的肩，廚房的光照在青青的眼上，他盯着她的瞳仁：621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHe3ggjO2Dv
621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXbXpNjrob3
「點算？」621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIR6DMvELL7
621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCwCfwQIheq
「睇你㗎咋。」621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr0UL5i0GPS
621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4GzxVZyEwZ
放棄，或者，狗衝，大家都心知肚明。621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8xwacm3k9b
621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡebsevhbaJ8
阿樂明白，只是，如果放棄他不甘，如果狗衝卻無果、直接失去Tanya。在不甘與不再奉獻之間，他選擇不來。他含糊地說：621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg2t8X1BIz7
621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡha2Y9gctF8
「我覺得宜家咁樣都幾好嘅。但係，原來，又唔夠好。」621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXe5Jmx34vh
621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa2Ytq60uek
青青咬下一粒提子，點頭示意明白：621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX6ioEftp4V
621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9FF4WAyQut
「冇計啦，一日唔達陣，一日都唔心足嘅。」621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUAqpYcMZx5
621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfbjiYFNFLw
她內心想：單戀真係好濕滯，好難搞。為什麼Tanya不喜歡他，卻要擁抱他呢？正常人，都會覺得這是一個訊號吧？但她沒有資格質疑別人，因為她也跟阿樂做了愛，然後也沒有然後。621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsZqvSniyRP
621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi6ZilSFFSh
「咁，點算？」阿樂又問。621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJY8NPEr2al
621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMvEGUK8Qei
「冇呀，睇你。」621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9D6C2KtH5b
621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0I0oRaKIv2
他們的對話開始重複，在又暗又明的客廳中相視一笑。621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO49v2n5k51
621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrDsScJhoik
這種感覺很奇妙，他們兩個不算開放的人在上了床後，有過一些糾纏，但最終，各有心上人；現在，還與對方剖白對別人的心意，仿佛一切都沒發生過。621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYm44lmIg19
621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKGKCToyl2R
有趣的成人世界，氛圍和善得像戒毒分享會。621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1wowKGUR42
621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8bCE40UBN7
「你要對自己好啲，唔好乜都諗女神啦，你覺得點樣自己會開心啲啊？」621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnF7Q6i0CXR
621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIjCw8Ju12m
講經了，青青開始變身煩膠，她已很久沒對人說很多的話。621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMukYyWHgxZ
621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSXkVRybkzH
「唔知啊。」621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkXJ38Noke4
621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3KcrcGvBFY
阿樂空洞的看着沒有打開的電視機。621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwqIbj5jqYs
621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTdosfIpv6G
「同佢一齊？」621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb8xJdLzTfk
621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSPdnD1PuBx
「可能係啦……」621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzziueTmSX7
621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjrNlfpDMSi
阿樂常常都說「唔知」、「可能」這種字眼；青青問：621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcg5C6m6z8k
621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGPCUtVITa1
「咩叫可能，係定唔係㗎？」621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡafX3Tflzga
621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjzzl0aDtVn
「係嘅。」621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVKA6MIQ5a8
621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9tZEDwRT8r
青青覺得阿樂的心很模糊——不過行動二選一；但又有個大概——終於確認自己喜歡誰人，像剛剛好五百度近視眼中的風景。她竟然也敢批判他，她理應慚愧。621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ70jKNYhNwk
621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmFghVBQEom
「咁其實你當兵，開唔開心？」621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPUnIN8zaHE
621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAg7lZGaWtY
她又跟隨他的視線看黑色的電視螢幕，身往梳化的背挨。621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjego471Vi7
621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfJdH6cYNN7
「見到佢開心，我都開心。如果我哋傾得好埋，又開心。有時佢讚我，或者需要我，嗯，都開心。」621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ974s3EtcsZ
621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfWv78RLaiI
阿樂認真思考，他真的在說心底話，這客廳的感覺過分舒緩神經。621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOsWQpAAzGc
621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Lb2ZSRIMi
「咁『鍾意佢』呢件事本身呢，開唔開心？」621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡunM5DyWPaY
621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1w3uKknug0
阿樂沉默。青青也不再說話，她就專心地吃提子。良久，他說：621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6V1MaGccMz
621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7okdOa2K2M
「分唔開。啲記憶Mix埋一齊㗎嘛——唔知啊。」621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0mpCZH4Enl
621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1PFVBtwezB
「你咩都唔知㗎。」621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrah7bmHbh6
621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMDWoUeMtf4
青青笑他，但看見他沒精打采的樣子，突然覺得不忍——他的悲傷，似乎是來自不夠愛自己。621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUy5tNolyUe
621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQimnSRBPNh
「係啊，可以點，又唔到我決定。」621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUbqN1EBVjx
621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLyKl3d5ofH
阿樂不可置否，他確實無法找到一個方向發力，忽然佩服自己何以能夠追求青青。她反問，大膽起來：621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFUR8dI7m0R
621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaL4ODXUwZS
「係咩？你可以決定自己要點做㗎嘛。你真係好捨得令自己唔開心。」621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFCJVX5k0W0
621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIrvuqA1Wfo
「其實你之前已經話娘娘係唔好惹，叫我女死女還在。但係，就係冇計啊，我就係鍾意佢。」621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2fkjXfRSN9
621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUnun8yr6d7
他也誠實地、肯定地講出心上人。621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ96scSb5izH
621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpCnGWNDKLn
「唓，一時一樣嘅。」621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvjSSKIY26P
621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbpwRk8oA6C
「Sorry。」621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVo6Oiw44hT
621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbTsN8ZEDDu
「我都係。」621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ogJP4xwhp
621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgdnaTOYiBo
這沒頭沒腦的道歉和跟機，他們一同歎氣。621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm4TePqyYD4
621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡElr0vriE2R
「真係唔明佢諗咩。」阿樂感慨。621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ05nfnSLQHv
621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFPwTAmMfRN
「你連自己諗咩都唔知，仲想諗人哋？」621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡequwMiMwmK
621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI6rIjkB5jx
「係嘅。」621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡclswmJudtE
621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDf07T1khvM
他們坐在梳化上，得斜右方的廚房有光，昏昏暗暗，感覺極度安全，世界好似只剩下他們，無人窺探他們的秘密。站式風扇輕輕地轉頭，帶給他們一點點舒適的涼意。621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD6qmUmE0xA
621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLyJsCEca7d
他們都沉默許久，青青說：621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFGBejJeM6F
621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOJTYjhBRCx
「阿樂啊。621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgxDKc2ZeXj
621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1jjduHxclW
阿樂，你可以更加珍惜自己啊。你嘅搖擺不定同埋考慮，好似都、未曾將自己嘅心意擺喺首位咁嘅。621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgMPkenEd7N
621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXRGyFQv17D
兜兜轉轉又陪喺女神身邊，但係，又好似唔知想點咁。咁你自己呢？你想要咩？621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe3hhiZuamA
621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUSIOQXdUZW
你自己開唔開心啊？」621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwGXTunClDE
621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaA4cQ2vmsY
青青就是覺得，他不夠將關注放在自身。自尊呢？卻因心儀對象捨棄……但對方似乎不痛不癢。621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0AhhzwHcWJ
621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVXBKLTt9iU
「媽媽。」621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfok8N47851
621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjIAw3BOfbI
阿樂笑她長氣；她反了一個白眼：621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFEg1wOd6i8
621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQhlhhTt0nA
「咪笑啦，係有啲講經嘅。」621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmseqlRiGNP
621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrYJPPDV0m6
阿樂喃喃，但又是說給她聽的：621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBLU3Ry2Yla
621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9GQxFRMM9z
「你個《十年》故，我睇完之後，其實好羨慕阿朗（男主角）。就算佢迷失，但最後都諗得通，又有思思（女主角）陪佢。其實點解呢？」621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxQcVl3ScsE
621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMptPEty0fV
「哦，阿朗靚仔啩。」621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡszA5AIXkEF
621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN557lY7PgO
「屌你咩。」阿樂笑。621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMMpjlfroIt
621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZUqxjlI8Gc
青青筆下的男主角，與阿樂在性格上差距很大，她嘗試梳理記憶：621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXhVab8msCp
621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYrsouRNGDT
「佢好知道自己要咩㗎喎，要老婆，要屋企。而且，佢迷失嗰時都係Focus喺自己情緒㗎，揾Fiona（女配角）其實講得好聽啲，都係照顧緊自己個心啊。621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpNGSagIVnP
621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMjbcybkfkU
同你唔同啊，揾親女神，你都係唔開心嘅，或者係佢開心你先開心。621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFrApJGF8Kz
621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrnO8lrud5M
如果，你可以為鍾意女神呢件事本身而開心，咁就最好啦。欣賞吓自己嘅堅持同毅力囉，好勁吖，喺呢個世代，好難得㗎，你已經好犀利。」621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2XtUholkJO
621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGXrxCzpEqf
阿樂的眼眶濕潤，青青看見他不斷眨眼。621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrxNu29KHBv
621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqvmPIe7Epn
「多謝。」621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa54N5MZJBM
621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBZkUzUI8Pl
「呢個氣氛，好啱我，即刻成個阿婆咁。」621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW7Q7vVWMFs
621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmTnUOP2md3
她突然好為人師——對住比她年長的人。這算是她的缺點吧。621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi6fNn5ida9
621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrK3FtgiwMD
「係有啲長氣。」621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6yYJWkhKmj
621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡquGM04gWvR
阿樂又嘲笑她。青青也笑，看看他，點頭問：「咁所以點？」621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ05XCcOLQ1C
621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUNQ8aMgGhq
「見步行步囉。」阿樂答。621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6rFp8GAZbB
621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXKApnrM413
「可以啊。」621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF0baBYfo4Y
621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2XA2rJEH9d
「繼續，直到我唔可以再繼續。」621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlPBBoWKFbN
621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3pzVvZMP5Y
「好。」621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlnxAQlPHoy
621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLnCkOeUmF5
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