而阿樂,也回到了當初。443Please respect copyright.PENANAHn5Bk1XAlC
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青青常常聽見阿樂在講電話,經常「嗯」、「哦——」、「係啊」、「係咩」、「咁得意嘅」,青青都會向他投向奸狡的眼神,一聽就知在和女神聊天。阿樂會沒好氣地笑笑,目送她回房的背影。443Please respect copyright.PENANAc67uVtIspC
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阿樂像以前一樣,會和Tanya聊電話。443Please respect copyright.PENANAQoQI5vb9aQ
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他們會連線煲劇,他會打電話叫她起身,偶然會出街食飯。只要Tanya約,阿樂就會應約。他們的WhatsApp、Instagram direct幾乎沒有斷過,不斷和對方分享所見,看到無聊的笑話會一起笑,看到嚴肅的政事會一起討論,看到共同朋友的帖文會一起八卦。443Please respect copyright.PENANAo9V7m6BxPz
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又是如此,又、又、又。443Please respect copyright.PENANA9BBnPd63j4
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和以前不同的是,Tanya單身,完全單身,情感狀態應該是穩定的。443Please respect copyright.PENANAA7cnxnbHiU
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有天,阿樂和Tanya外出,有說有笑,非常開心。443Please respect copyright.PENANAvg79MEEDOP
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晚上,他送她回家,到達她住的大廈面前。443Please respect copyright.PENANAyunqlGpWtl
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Tanya温馴地擁抱了阿樂一下,說:443Please respect copyright.PENANA9F9fCf351s
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「拜拜,今日我好開心,多謝你啊樂仔。」443Please respect copyright.PENANAQqDNFdpF36
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當下,阿樂不懂反應,只靜靜地感受這一刻的美好,他緊張、胡思亂想——她竟抱了他,不再因為求安慰,而是就這麼單純地擁抱了他。443Please respect copyright.PENANAh1ThdaZjLc
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她對他瞇起眼睛笑,然後轉身。443Please respect copyright.PENANAVu78exWrTZ
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有瓦行人路頂的燈照射在他們身上,冷清,阿樂突然覺得身上的餘温應該要延續,不應如此逐點揮發、流亡於沒有記憶的街道。443Please respect copyright.PENANA3vE1JisjI2
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他追上去,拍拍她的肩。443Please respect copyright.PENANAMyPQeIeYmI
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Tanya回頭,和阿樂對視,好奇地問:443Please respect copyright.PENANAs4Ude01rlq
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「做咩啊?」443Please respect copyright.PENANALZ7mpXyii3
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阿樂心跳加速,像要跳爆了。他吞一吞口水,抱住了Tanya,他的下巴擱置在她的頭上——像她剛才埋首於他的懷內一樣。443Please respect copyright.PENANAfPj8CCGdTf
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他享受了她的體温。443Please respect copyright.PENANA2iweuzuIsF
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他才享受了她的體温不夠兩秒,她就伸手推開他,皺着眉頭道:443Please respect copyright.PENANAZMyRyAFWgh
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「你做咩啊?」和剛才的語氣不一樣了,帶點反感。443Please respect copyright.PENANAL3ySkIyyD7
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阿樂錯愕,但明明他只是,對Tanya做了她對他做的事。僅此而已。443Please respect copyright.PENANAvNUFu9jpJ7
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他不解。443Please respect copyright.PENANAxiKna65f5e
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「冇啊,我、我想——」阿樂無法組織語言,一刻洩氣:「對唔住。」443Please respect copyright.PENANAbHANzZQhrt
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Tanya將頭轉向右方,只點點頭。443Please respect copyright.PENANA87q5fGLi4M
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「其實係,我見到你攬我,所以——」443Please respect copyright.PENANASG23Zv93oZ
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所以,我以為我都可以。443Please respect copyright.PENANAmAtbExb2H4
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阿樂沒有講出口,就在這一刻,Tanya的神色告訴他,有些事,她可以做,但他不可以。443Please respect copyright.PENANAuLf1UX9xYQ
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即使他們同為人類。443Please respect copyright.PENANAI9V0UTRylV
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但是,他們卻有階級之分,從他喜歡她開始。很明顯。443Please respect copyright.PENANAnv23Yo5uui
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此刻,他做出僭越的行為;原來抱她一下都已是逾越,始終,他是「低等」的。即使,她先主動抱了他。443Please respect copyright.PENANADooywAZYTE
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是嗎?443Please respect copyright.PENANAudwlQVmdzX
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單戀者。兵。沒有資格提要求,只能被索取,不可乞求一點點的愛欲嗎?443Please respect copyright.PENANAKXCT6wz6zO
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是嗎?443Please respect copyright.PENANA0Qz60oWjLO
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「哦哦,好,冇事。」443Please respect copyright.PENANAgrq0ab8k0f
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Tanya回復以往的平靜,對他微笑,然後邁步向前,回家。443Please respect copyright.PENANAO5960CRAOp
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一刻,阿樂的胃有些抽搐。443Please respect copyright.PENANAKtg1pPl5zr
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他認清,他們之間還有一段很大的距離,即使他已與她每天通訊,但原來他們仍然遙遠……大概,所謂親密與疏離,都取決於心的距離,摟肩翹手不過是閒來無事的恩賜,並非實則的憑據。443Please respect copyright.PENANAWeSWAyH4He
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但他痛恨自己並不驚訝。443Please respect copyright.PENANACIbgK5CsmR
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他的錯愕只維持數秒,後退,卻理解、認為這是「理所當然」的。443Please respect copyright.PENANAglCOmt5DBc
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說到底,他的主動於Tanya屢屢無果。表白?失敗。約會,若然她想才能見面。擁抱?只能她給。443Please respect copyright.PENANAgeCAxd4tud
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他應該明白,應該早已習慣……443Please respect copyright.PENANAzxYUNTTbxL
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他生氣不來,認清他沒有氣她的權利。是他自己刎頸奉血,她都沒有說要,他就獻了這個殷勤,既然自尋煩惱,煩惱終於找上他來,得償所願。但始終他也是人,他不只是披盔戴甲的死士,還是一個有血有肉、仍活能死的人,他不樂。443Please respect copyright.PENANA5KCo2CejYf
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回家,阿樂仍然苦口苦面,思緒混亂。443Please respect copyright.PENANABxRxXfoS5B
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客廳沒有開燈,只得廚房有光,青青在洗提子。她拿出客廳,坐在梳化上,借着廚房的燈看見了阿樂垂頭喪氣的側臉,而且,他不發一語。443Please respect copyright.PENANAe9eE2zCw2o
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青青看見他低落的樣子,問:443Please respect copyright.PENANAGTw2HqrtYY
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「做咩咁嘅樣啊,唔係同女神出街咩?」443Please respect copyright.PENANANJOTTUdXY9
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她拍拍梳化的空位,着他坐下,又指了指提子着他吃。阿樂點頭,問:443Please respect copyright.PENANArTJZb7lenk
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「可唔可以問你一個問題?」443Please respect copyright.PENANAR0dxqJ6Pbk
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這語氣死寂得生意盎然。她連忙說:443Please respect copyright.PENANAwDiHLqJVdP
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「好。」443Please respect copyright.PENANAmEgUMS9aZZ
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阿樂認真地問,即使他已經有答案:443Please respect copyright.PENANA7rPuxme00I
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「Tanya啱啱臨走前,攬咗我一吓,之後,我又去攬返佢一吓。但佢推開我,個樣好反感咁……你覺得係點解?」443Please respect copyright.PENANA9DYnIY9qbv