「我都係咁話。」636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb1zQhmvudC
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但她以前相信那是正貨，真的、不會爆炸、無有害物質，更苛求那並不會過期。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT0lxWHSZs6
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阿樂點頭：636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvhxtUqGbTl
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV9uRFkWycs
「算啦，證明呢個人同你唔啱囉。」636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAeiZ8vn1Pt
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRpe0NH32Mn
「係呀。算啦。」636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6BBzylI9u0
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyGXtH82IWY
他們各自回房。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaOzu0UUkis
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZATQPRigw9
Matt有什麼值得青青念念不忘呢？636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD6YgINXzbO
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZGD7vTBuaa
有。他有一些地方異常地吸引她。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcekPVMU3H7
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfYxRztRXN8
縱然青青和他的結局不是那麼完滿，但她依然覺得，他這個人本身不錯。只是，可能，就是少了點緣分，他才另有新貴。客觀又撇開一切私人恩怨，她以冷靜的目光數了很多Matt的優點。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbJPP2u0y7m
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1pJWBH1ZC1
Matt聰明，頭腦很清晰，想事情很快、又可以多角度思考，邏輯思維佳。他的觀察力也很好，足夠敏銳去發現身邊不同的事。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn2P6CERAAt
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7FBgZR8uXt
還有些細心，很温柔，很懂得照顧人。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrvMbuEfl6p
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCYdxPzSpLY
興趣很廣泛，好像什麼都能聊一下；他們戀愛期間很少Dead air，大概都要歸功於他。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6olshTly1n
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdsHHecghtw
他對她很好，出門在外會保護她、一同在家的話又很關心她、只要她提要求他都會實現、總是記得她說的話、紀念日又會送些禮物；包容心很強，包容她的不安情緒、做作、無甚戀愛經驗的稚嫩。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmvxSUUAQpe
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTRXCfqvISf
曾經他在入睡的時候叫喚了她的名字，已夠她融化。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfeVxZKt3TW
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfzRwO7qcXm
對，就回憶到這裏吧。因為，在分手前的一段時間，其實很多事情都變了，她清楚這一切都是回憶。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVUAqJQTGMp
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnxTyLR47b8
正因Matt「可以」是一個這麼好的人，她更怕。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡORZSbXsEB6
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB19ywquM2K
她不明白，為什麼這樣的好人、曾經對她這樣真心真意的人，也會就此離她而去呢……她越念記他的好他的優點，就是一下下地自我控訴自己的無能。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLOqg6sn95G
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡILoYkh8R8c
那些最後的日子，他像變了一個人。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRHICHGB6F7
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ixpQ7qdoB
她有什麼問題嗎？636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxtrQs6v04v
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5xS4QwjBf8
她是不是很不堪？636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5K04VNagNr
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡczpJypuXL6
為什麼？636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7bXChwB63f
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYeHsxd1nGO
青青打開Instagram，動態回顧提示她，去年今日，她曾在密友功能放閃。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5P6GXbtfqi
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ0fwT4Z5F3
於是，她開始翻看和Matt的Direct Messages。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhi1Lb35ZeI
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwurgRtrASW
Matt看到有趣的帖文會分享給她。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFusagPb02q
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiFtsYz0EkW
Matt會回覆她的Story，會是一個表情，會誇她漂亮、可愛，會詢問她在說什麼，會說「愛你」。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi7tuAcPaZZ
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmZzMY5Zxsd
Matt也會秒回她的Direct。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXLQhrUkh1x
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ixzDi0vTf
青青看見，一次，她在發佈了和Matt的合照供密友查看，寫着：636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9SoNwRgcS8
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuarlBcUBYG
「曬恩愛，好驚將來會被打臉添：P」636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhCjvCQ0rij
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLCaLrlyeWj
Matt回覆：「唔會呀寶！傻瓜」636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrwjCDzLRvS
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7F3VNaiiZa
她吸了一口氣，繼續看，繼續翻下去。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTJWGDhztyb
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcyUO5onjge
慢慢，他不再回覆她的Story。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHWZuFXOvFi
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3TbzplHcWA
慢慢，他冷漠地回覆她的回覆，可能不回，或者簡短的答。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡorYas59Hit
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOemYNuYnkb
慢慢，他們DM的頻率極低。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSgkURFLKuU
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvAQw2qzjns
然後，沒有了。他們已經分手。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2RP8DnaQ8S
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEWYa8pgRKM
青青想起，Matt考數學DSE那一天，她偷偷地去了他應考的學校等他出來。她並不是想要和他吃飯、阻他時間，只是想見他一眼，就一眼，因為她想念他，非常想見到他的臉，聽見他的聲音，觸碰他的手。她以為他也是，因為他們已經半個多月沒有見得上面。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmxDnOkl0Ox
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDMBb2iHf5A
青青在校門外等。終於，她見到Matt低頭行過，她滿心歡喜又充滿期待地拍拍他的肩：636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvvfEdyg7iq
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk2jdLo6yY9
「靚仔，考成點啊？」636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Rvt94pnM1
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtVJdKetKLq
但Matt轉頭，馬上瞪大眼睛，瞬間反應過來後，非常厭惡地看着青青，問：636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb9K6oFzLUB
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡixnc8zfXix
「點解你喺度？」636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrl14GaZ4Qf
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd2YgFt3vDG
語氣非常不情願，仿佛她是什麼垃圾。她有些愕然，因和預想中他的反應很不同，身邊有人回頭打量他們，她尷尬地抿唇笑一笑：636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcVGovxQvzc
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡftDjXhAlBA
「冇啊，我想嚟見吓你咋嘛！」636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYeJLjlBxjd
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXLjliXJkXl
他皺眉，有些兇地講：636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhtC3TWafbJ
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrjmjn96Z8Q
「點解嚟啊？嚟做咩啊？」下一秒，見到她呆滯的表情，才稍稍放輕語氣：「你屋企離呢度咁遠，我驚你辛苦咋，做咩咁傻啊？」636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ0ls6Xj2aM
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBO62oF52HS
「唔辛苦吖，都係一陣咋嘛。」636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0v13vBIEdV
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhc3XxOrxKh
傻嗎？這個舉動本身，她覺得不傻；但被他這樣講一講，又有些洩氣，即使她毫不辛苦。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfM79mzpaYO
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY8Enq8HnLw
然後他牽起她的手，送她到旁邊的車站乘車，期間一邊行，一邊說：「以後唔好啦，做咩嚟啫。」和以前温柔的他，變了兩個人一樣。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX6XRRVhSN6
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnNcXNcnJUl
「咁我想見你吖嘛，唔緊要啦。我冇諗住揾你食飯㗎，我只係想見你一陣咋嘛！你掛唔掛住我啊？我掛住你。」636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡip2326utzH
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdoCIukVZBq
她將聲音放軟，聽起來很有撒嬌的意味。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlseRKHIpfS
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjs36UlC6AR
他沒有回答她的問題，只看着前方的路道：636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPrym0xAZB1
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVPjKLnwk43
「以後唔好啦。」636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdZxwspWdCC
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy1LPu0gd7L
她問他考得怎樣，他說OK；也就聊聊最近怎樣，但是他好像很不耐煩，真的，Matt，你當時很不耐煩。她想，是因為壓力太大，或者未盡人意吧，所以她也不多說什麼，可能是她出現所以無法令他好好放鬆心情。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtRGHXMlisd
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCWMxrS3d6r
直到去往車站，Matt仍不斷重複「做咩嚟」、「點解嚟」、「傻」，像青青真的做錯事一樣；她越聽越委屈。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9a1bGR2w0b
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiBOQHwpNE5
他沒有錯，這只是他的情緒表達。其實，她只是想來見他一面，沒想過他如此反感的。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvuHQ7C0wk3
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYhCGeSPjpI
青青努力微笑，務求眼睛不要有眼淚。因為她感覺到，如果她哭，Matt絕對不會再像以前憐愛地心痛，只會覺得她很煩。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgqCpOcU4id
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhMZFiyKcKi
愛哭的孩子有糖食，但她已不能夠是孩子了，因為，他不愛她了。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSOGj8vLOFs
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjdST6Q0pUk
那天，他們見了十分鐘。青青只在分別的時候，看見Matt的笑容，她也回報他一個微笑。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJHDRvkh0Vl
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6BeDT12ujP
不夠一個星期後，Matt和青青提出分手。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZK26Xp9VXL
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdkoAuLVECX
其實，就算沒有Yuki，青青也不能和Matt在一起了，因為，他已經不愛她了……動作、神態、語氣、情緒，都與當初他熱烈追求她時，大相逕庭。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwVAMYYdNuD
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQjCiuvF039
很明顯了吧。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfTxabP16lj
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnxMcELERK8
何需怪責他人？是他們不夠緣分。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡenoSVFkrTi
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZZbe9ie0xn
叫她怎能不害怕呢，這次戀愛，血淋淋的告訴她，就算一開始有多好，最後都難免傷心。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrV5lEqP5f5
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmuSAQBBC5Q
所以，她恐懼。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1MdoGqaSGk
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcVKPfcpV7Q
青青關上電話。她已經沒有當初那樣澎湃的情緒，只是她矯情，想起一些事時還是有「嘶——」的感覺。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUFYptPO4Qv
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt6npkAENe5
但閉眼，湧上心頭的還是好時光，這是她貪戀舊故的理由，因為她仍在思念那些快樂的愛。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMyZw9Gc8qU
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp3Su9tDj68
她不知道自己是在想念舊人，還是那段舊情。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV3aJg4YXHy
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTcnp8RFUgF
如果這是一部小說，讀者還有耐性看下去嗎？因為，女主角一定很煩膠，很不討喜。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiDxcPCBHPN
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEGed48fYUv
創傷的復原，需要時間、新鮮，或者，另一種傷害。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkerA0BxIVl
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