I didn't answer or reply to any of Ryan's calls or texts. I decided to pay him back for what he did I didn't answer or reply to any of Ryan's calls or texts. I decided to pay him back for what he did by playing his own game but with my way. While he kept his phone off, I kept mine on and straight out ignored his calls.1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLnJqq5ZC9w
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It's Saturday, so naturally our usual coffee shop is hosting a karaoke night tonight. We'd often go there and conquer the place like it's ours. The guys suggested doing so tonight, and I couldn't agree more. It was a good distraction to lighten my mood a little. I invited Denise, who invited Charlotte and Veronica. I was a little surprised when Denise told me she's friends with the twins. Apparently, they all went to gymnastics classes together since the beginning of high school. They're really "dope" people, she told me. I didn't mind extra company anyway, and neither did the guys. They were actually pretty cool about it when I told them about the girls coming, especially Cody.1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4L3SPWkzOr
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"It's good to have some femininity among the group for once," Cody said.1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGW7MWUHjWS
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"Say that again and slit your throat," I reply with a sarcastic, sweet smile.1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN630vZ0kyP
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We went and greeted the workers like they're old friends. The whole group was there, even Amber (yay!), but I didn't see Charlotte around. I asked her sister, who told me that Saturdays are anime marathon nights, in which charlotte and her boyfriend, Luke, would watch anime shows all night.1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOXIhhIbsjb
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"They're Otakus," Veronica said.1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ89OKQAfgOP
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"Oh-Tacos?" I marvel at the unfamiliar word.1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1hlidPgEtQ
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"Yeah, I thought it was food, too," Denise said.1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRY6RReAcRU
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"It means their strong anime fans," Veronica clarified.1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUTd7GsK0i6
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We started singing solos, duets, and even as groups. We didn't care about the people watching us as we sing unattractively. The boys would choose Taylor Swift or Katy Perry and sing along to the lyrics in their own girlish ways, and the girls would score their impersonation accordingly. I rapped along with Jordan and Cody a couple times and was crowned Queen of Rap by Denise, much to everyone's opposition.1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjt3iwLv28U
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We disturbed a lot of costumers and workers, who kept telling us to keep it down. That only made us sing worse and louder than before, earning more complains as a result. One of us earned a few claps from the audience: Tyler. He surely can sing like a pro, and he never ceases to impress us every time we hear him. Of course, whenever he held the microphone, Amber would cheer for him dramatically as if he's singing in a concert.1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ss2i6h8XE
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I felt carefree, just doing what I wanted, careless of others' opinions and thoughts of me. I ignored everything else and focused on having fun. I pushed all the drama and troubles out of my mind. I didn't think of Ryan just once.1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuSylAGUFJA
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Denise invited herself over to spend the night, much to Cody's satisfaction. I didn't mind her at all. Although I only met her two days ago, she's treating me like we're old buddies. She burrowed a pair of orange shorts and a spaghetti white shirt from my wardrobe and made herself at home. We grabbed junk food and drinks before going to the living room to watch a movie. Cody and Will were playing FIFA before we turned it off to watch our movie. We settled on Magic Mike because why not? Cody and Will cringed from the thought, so they moved to Cody's room to continue their game there. Kat and Rosie went to sleep early tonight, saying that they're going house shopping tomorrow early for Rosie since Kat had no work.1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBwQVMOojGY
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My phone rang in the middle of the movie, lighting up with Ryan's picture. I silent it and go back to the movie.1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnMpR5EguXi
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"You still ignoring him?" Denise asks.1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRvupHoOmb5
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"Kinda."1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz2w1maSgXc
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"Kinda? Girl, you're totally shutting the poor guy off."1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxch2MSZ5Cp
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"Well, he deserves it, "I shrug, sipping from my coke, "And are you taking his side?"1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3kKXXp0t3R
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"I ain't takin' nobody's side, sister. All I'm saying is give him a chance and listen to what he has to say, you know?" She answers, quickly taking defense mode.1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡghtYr5zYAp
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"He's making me regret worrying about him," I explain, "Like it's my fault at the end."1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQHlSaa9Hgu
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"Maybe he just needs time before telling you what happened to him."1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFBw7DMm72z
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"How much time? He needs to know that I'm not a patient person."1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPcudnGGy0u
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"Well, then be patient for, Nicky, and maybe he'll be patient for you when you need time one of these days."1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOmK8oQrIPj
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She rests her hand on top of mine and looks at me assuringly. I t feels nice just having someone like her to talk to when I need it. I never had a girlfriend before, so having Denise treat me like that is something new to me coming from a girl, yet it has some familiarity to it in some way.1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGytGd4tXQ4
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"Maybe you're right."1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7xvGK4mo9M
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"Like hell I'm right! I'm Denise McQueen, Nicky."1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB9IdiESnmh
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"What's up with the new nickname?"1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMQSoTeGVz9
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"I just felt like it'd time I have a different name for ya."1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡicgkLB0fGy
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After Denise left the next day, I spent my day in an inner battle with myself and debating whether or not to pay Ryan a visit to talk. Denise had me thinking about what she said all night last night till I came to the decision: I should go open up the topic with him. And yet I was never more hesitant about it. Even after getting his address from Dylan, who I figured would have it, I was still not close to decisive.1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡygi4X7GlFW
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I ended up taking Cody's car and waiting outside his house for 25 minutes, doing nothing. I took a deep breath before I left the car to walk towards his mansion. Oh, did I mention that he lives in a fucking mansion? The thing is so huge it can fit the whole school in it.1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0UUQNDT5Ty
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I pass by two guards, who don't bother to ask me who I am. They need to do something about their security. I mean, one of the guards just grinned at me like it's my place.1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLoxbENpnVS
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I reach for the doorbell, and as I wait for it to open, I recite what I was planning to say one more time.1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2lFqk58uSM
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Ryan, I know that there are things you prefer to keep hidden from me, but I want you to know that I care about you because you're my boyfriend and I care about you...1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI0TZureigM
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Shit, I'm really bad at this!1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFlc4bmCkBI
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The door opens, and I hold my breath in anticipation. A pretty lady in a maid uniform opens the door with a smile and my heart beats go back to normal. She asks who I am and I respond back, "I'm Nicole. Is Ryan here?"1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXMXsCBpN3d
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"Matilda, who is that?" A woman yells from inside.1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxcaAcdN2uP
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"It's a friend of Mr. Ryan, Ma'am," Matilda calls back.1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYsL5VBPXQg
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Listen, Ryan, I get that you wanna keep things from me, but you need to know that I only wanna help you...1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3lbi9YZRur
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"I'll take care of it, Matilda. You can go now," Ryan opens the door wider. He was wearing a sleeveless tank with dark blue shorts and looked like he was in the middle of a tough workout session.1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdYtdlIt1Rn
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"Shadow."1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ31szKSmJUv
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"Ryan."1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA6YcI7P8Sa
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He waits for me to start, and for a few seconds, I forget why I came here in the first place. I guess it's because he looks like fucking beast with his muscles flexing and sweat dripping from his body that I got lost for words.1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRmZBy2nV9G
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And then I recall what I'd been reciting since yesterday.1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcb43PoL1wl
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"Oh, you um...forgot you pen with me." That's it Nicole, smoother than silk. What the fuck is wrong with me?1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMAV829Qfsq
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I point the pen in my hand at him, "I came to return it." I try hard to avoid his hard gaze that's piercing through my body.1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtIIqVrJ7fv
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"But this is not my pen," he raises an eye brow, humor and amusement simultaneously evident on his face.1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgK5MEgCkLv
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"Yeah," I lift my hat up, brush my hair to the back then put it back on—an action I unintentionally do when nervous—and mentally curse myself and my damn dignity. The whole thought of apologizing or even admitting anything I've done wrong is not exactly something innate in me. Yes, it's selfish and not right, especially when it's really me at fault, but I can't bring myself to do it.1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3RHt99XeKV
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Then again, for certain people in your life, you'd do whatever it takes to fix your relationship with them, even if it means bringing your stupid ego below their feet.1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ym4IzKl4y
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"It's actually Cody's; I found it in his car, and..." I trail off and watch his expression getting more and more humorous. "Look, I'm really bad at this."1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7U17RRVqlm
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"You don't say."1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvykQiuFqvk
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"Please, just go with it as it is," I take a short breath. "I know I've been a little pushy lately. And I know that even if I'm you girlfriend, I shouldn't be like that. I also know that there are some things you don't want me to know. But I don't give a crap about all of this because I care about you. So can you just please let me in? I know I might be asking too much, but like I said before, I don't care about—"1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ZyD4wpN0G
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He cuts me off abruptly, holding my face with both his hands and kissing me intently. I kiss him back with similar affection, taken a bit off guard by the sudden gesture. He pulls apart a couple seconds into the kiss to look me in the eyes and say, "you know nothing, Shadow."1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy1UasXP6VV
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"Huh?" I say, breathless.1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRaYshLiepr
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"I said you know nothing. All you said might be true to some other guys, but not to me. In fact, I wanna share with you everything about me—all my problems and stress. I was planning on telling you everything in the right time, but you never gave me a chance."1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgkkx04zkkg
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"I'm sorry, Ryan."1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAhy2Ekdtv5
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"There's nothing to be sorry for. We both just had to get each other better, that's all," he then pulls me into a hug. "I know I can be really understanding, babe."1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAwrPls4z5B
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I push him away, "Don't get too full of yourself, Hastings." Then I punch his chest, "This is for interrupting me earlier," I punch him again, "and this is for hugging me while you're sweaty."1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAJQniRjvPH
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"How sweet of you," he says sarcastically, rubbing circles around his chest. "Now, don't you wanna come in?"1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhDlBYaVgKX
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"No, I better go back before Cody realizes I stole his car."1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv5M6tBtorK
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Right on cue, Cody's stupid face lights up on my phone screen. Ryan leans against the doorframe while I answer, only to earn myself a shitload of yells from my dear friend.1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg8AK43Z0Zd
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"What the fuck, Nic? You stole my baby? Are you fucking me over, right now?! I told you I have a date tonight."1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5CO4KkSThU
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He did?1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzYXj7taRxn
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"Calm down, bastard, I'm on my way back."1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAe2pDlChpT
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"You better be here before I tie my shoelaces," and he hangs up.1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhSIHmV7mdy
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"He really needs to see a doctor," I sigh.
