燈管傳來陣陣暖流,安靜之中能聽見那嗡嗡電流聲。空氣裡飄散著塵埃,牆上的小窗口,隱約看見另一邊的房間。87Please respect copyright.PENANAB6IVULtqbg
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各位,我的名字是王逸芯,來自三合一傳道會中學。我的右小腿内側有一塊鳥型胎記,因此大家都叫我小鳥。87Please respect copyright.PENANA7BywPLucUQ
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我從少便夢想成為一名修女。對我來說,修女代表善良、慈愛和奉獻精神。我想像自己穿著潔白的修女服裝,戴著頭巾,用柔和的聲音為人們祈禱和提供幫助。87Please respect copyright.PENANA0wqujXprtX
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可惜,我被中學老師評定不適合修女的工作。我嘗試據理力爭,只可惜依然不獲接納。我向現實低頭,一度放棄了這個夢想。
直到來到EX班,我的夢想之火又再度點燃。得到同學兼好友亞砂的協助,我們在班房用桌椅和黑布搭建了這座告解室,我終於能體驗修女的工作了!87Please respect copyright.PENANAQpm6Sm2dJA
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「是的,請從這邊進來。」亞砂扁平易認的聲音從外面傳來,我的第一件工作要來了!87Please respect copyright.PENANA6wJizZth55
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「你好?請問是甚麼都可以說的嗎?」隔壁傳來怯生的男聲。87Please respect copyright.PENANAb0EwBzjGi4
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「秘密只會留在告解室,有甚麼煩惱都可以分享,神一定願意傾聽。」我放輕聲音,柔聲說道。87Please respect copyright.PENANA4gohfLrTcV
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「修女小姐,我有罪。我偷竊女同學的東西,目的只想引起她的注意,讓她跟我說話。雖然目的達成了,我卻感受到極大的罪惡感。」87Please respect copyright.PENANASETE1Kh5Xa
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「迷途的孩子,任何人都可能犯錯。只要能迷途知返,神一定會原諒你的。請把東西物歸原主,別忘記要鄭重道歉。只要真誠地看著對方的眼睛,必定能將自己的真心傳達給對方。」87Please respect copyright.PENANAHk93mGEuPP
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「明白了,謝謝你。這件事困擾著我,說出來後感覺好多了。」男生直率的表達著感激。87Please respect copyright.PENANAcc0vJS9Iob
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我内心的鳥兒簡直要飛起來!這就是我夢寐以求的修女工作!今天真的太棒了!87Please respect copyright.PENANAsnr5CdBqTX
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男生:「我會把東西歸還的,那件偷來的備用絲襪,我現在就去洗手間脫掉。」87Please respect copyright.PENANANR2wRUDxR4
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碰!心靈衝擊過大,害我一頭撞上牆壁!87Please respect copyright.PENANAJN41CkCp7q
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「修女小姐,你沒事嗎?!」87Please respect copyright.PENANAYB81iRUY1V
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「沒事,很好!」我急忙坐正姿勢。
不行啊,不能因此就動搖,修女必須是成熟穩重的牧羊人,「把穿過的絲襪還給別人太不衛生了,請你買一對新的作為賠償。」87Please respect copyright.PENANAvsuGzUF54V
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「我知道了,這件我就留著自己穿,感覺還挺舒服的。」87Please respect copyright.PENANAFNZC9Vufpp
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我原本想說些甚麼,想了想還是罷了。男生再三道謝後離開了告解室。87Please respect copyright.PENANA5xnbkx1sNy
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安靜後,各種各樣的情緒沉澱下來。
我小看了修女的工作,所謂的告解就是直視人類的罪孽。在萬惡的業障之中保持堅定,引領羔羊投入神的懷抱,這正是神職人員的使命。
趕快數質數冷靜下來,「17、19、23、29、31……」87Please respect copyright.PENANASoAhETHOZY
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隔壁房間傳來動靜,下一位告解人已經來到。我收拾心情,重新鼓起幹勁。87Please respect copyright.PENANAwEYUPp5FKV
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「只要誠心告解,神一定願意傾聽。」我柔和而堅定地說道。87Please respect copyright.PENANAaPBwLdfAeJ
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女生的聲音說,「我因為一些誤會,與最好的朋友鬧翻了。一時怒火中燒說了很過份的話,現在覺得非常後悔。」87Please respect copyright.PENANAuP0GGTS67E
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「寬恕別人,等於寬恕自己。不妨由你先開口向對方道歉,坦誠的態度必能化解隔閡。」87Please respect copyright.PENANAkrEhc0l2tJ
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「原來告解真的有用,和你說過話後,感覺好多了,我這就去跟朋友道歉。」87Please respect copyright.PENANALSHXtd1EFi
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「願你們能重修舊好,我會為你們祈禱的。」87Please respect copyright.PENANArspsKc1shy
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「現在想想,男生無端白事,怎麼可能會偷我的絲襪呢?我果然誤會他了。」87Please respect copyright.PENANA66i2VdLl0K
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碰!我跳起來撞上天花!我摁著頭,咬牙忍痛……87Please respect copyright.PENANALWkchRFyGf
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「修女?」87Please respect copyright.PENANAooeTRNkT75
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「沒事,沒事!」原來是受害人啊!我應該把實情告訴她嗎?你沒有誤會,他還穿著你的絲襪趴趴走!87Please respect copyright.PENANAVnmJBpQUoj
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不行,告解室的秘密只屬於我們和神明,絕對不能違反鐵則。87Please respect copyright.PENANAmzU5Lh2PFf
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「雖然寬恕是美德,但不是必然的。在完全理解事實的全部後,接納對方的罪孽,原諒對方的過錯,這才是真正的寬恕。」87Please respect copyright.PENANAUQcA7SV7lF
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「聽起來很深奥,意思是我要先把真相搞清楚嗎?知道了,我會先把事情問清楚。」女生說,「嘛,反正那是我阿嬤的絲襪,只要不是被他偷去,不見了就算吧。」87Please respect copyright.PENANAFr5rdRjjlI
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女生離開了告解室。87Please respect copyright.PENANAIzlhLrJxCi
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我的心情還未來得及重整,房間傳來巨大動靜,看來是一位體型龐大的學生擠進來了。87Please respect copyright.PENANAhCblEdaxnb
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「那…那個,修女小姐?」87Please respect copyright.PENANACjXjOHW8Ab
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「是的,神一定會傾聽你的訴求。」我說。87Please respect copyright.PENANAw01eBoqOlA
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「那…那個,會有色色的告解服務嗎……? 」87Please respect copyright.PENANA6ZAPIAhSUP
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我:「……」87Please respect copyright.PENANAs8vuCOLlUN
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他:「……」87Please respect copyright.PENANAnd8zDoORkm
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「你是肥蔡吧?」87Please respect copyright.PENANAgwbairWbaA
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「為甚麼你會知道…!」87Please respect copyright.PENANAY3Vm1lDdko
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「太明顯了吧!」87Please respect copyright.PENANAl18hAFtrQi
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他:「……」87Please respect copyright.PENANAuw2pkhGByQ
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我:「……」87Please respect copyright.PENANAeXSSZzYFcf
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「那個…色色的告解?」87Please respect copyright.PENANAqy5LwrbWRp
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「沒有那種東西啦!而且我是男生啊!」87Please respect copyright.PENANAYjC1lP6FYq
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「吓!!」整間告解室抖了一下,「可是,你自稱修女,還穿著裙子啊…?」87Please respect copyright.PENANAxuJi125oEV
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「那種事不是重點!」87Please respect copyright.PENANAUvpJN2bx9E
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他:「……」87Please respect copyright.PENANA5XysqGsZ2K
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我:「……」87Please respect copyright.PENANAjGJX2MHQv7
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「那個…色色……」「給我回去啦!」87Please respect copyright.PENANAEC0Mlrchij
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終於把肥蔡趕出了告解室,可惡,越想越不爽!原校裡的老師們也是用性別來否定我的夢想!87Please respect copyright.PENANAoSBVcWRQY0
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我是男生和我想當修女有甚麼關係!87Please respect copyright.PENANAYfimO6B8Wn
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隔壁又傳來了聲音,帶著甜絲絲的香水味,是一位女生。87Please respect copyright.PENANAkVd5RSLQzM
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「請問有甚麼煩惱?神一定會傾聽。」我說。87Please respect copyright.PENANAsg8Pszuvlp
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女生沒有馬上回話,我細心等待。小窗口傳來呼吸聲,她在深思如何開口。87Please respect copyright.PENANAv78ZJEAzxx
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我下意識地坐直腰,看來是需要嚴肅認真的事件,「慢慢來,不用著急。你不需要立即和盤托出,讓我們分享這段靜穆的時光吧。」87Please respect copyright.PENANAdsdRJwiDcA
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好一段時間裡,我只聽到規律的呼吸聲……87Please respect copyright.PENANAmPYaVqtP0m
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「吉露露露露露露……」87Please respect copyright.PENANAMAo8VmS3fe
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我通知外面的亞砂,把睡著的吉露露抬了出去。87Please respect copyright.PENANA3aGweIujno
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神啊,我受夠了,難道就沒有正常一點的告解人嗎?淨是些亂來的傢伙,真不愧是龍蛇混雜大亂鬥的EX班。87Please respect copyright.PENANASJlAj9aKfw
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又有人坐進來了,而我的耐性被消磨得七七八八。87Please respect copyright.PENANAiFSBXTa233
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「有甚麼需要告解,神在傾聽。」87Please respect copyright.PENANATzB8NVLInC
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「你好,我是卡特!」87Please respect copyright.PENANAZBbbSQSfdS
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「這裡是告解室,不用報上名來。」87Please respect copyright.PENANAv0NH4PqTzg
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「哎呀,對不起,習慣了,哈哈!」87Please respect copyright.PENANAHseic4okIQ
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我仿佛看到那個皮膚黝黑的男生在搔頭,印像中卡特是個常識人,希望他的告解也能正常一點。87Please respect copyright.PENANAkfo8Uc4oeH
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「那麼我要說了,最近有一件事纏繞著我,我實在不知道該向誰說。」87Please respect copyright.PENANASpqv71Kx6D
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「迷途的孩子,任何事情都能向神傾訴。」87Please respect copyright.PENANAsHNZkcDm61
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「其實呢,我啊,」他發出很大的吞口水聲,「自從來到EX班,我認識了兩位很要好的異性朋友。我們之間是純粹的友誼,我非常珍惜這段關係。」87Please respect copyright.PENANAmQRfR0HoEF
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「……」我的腦中浮現加里和沙織的模樣。87Please respect copyright.PENANAF0DSjmlr2A
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「最近,我卻對她們產生了友情以外的情感,我怕自己會犯下大錯,親手毀掉這份真摯的友誼。」87Please respect copyright.PENANAZi7D2EJCx6
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「可以跟我講一下,是甚麼情況讓你產生『那種』情感嗎?讓我們可以對症下藥。」87Please respect copyright.PENANApwjWmINUgp
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「要怎麼說呢…?我不知道其他人會不會有同樣的想法……那個,就是說……」87Please respect copyright.PENANAysFAQnCZDP
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卡特深深地吸了口氣,「之前,加里跟我們合照,她的手機啟用了特效濾鏡,讓我們的臉變成貓貓狗狗。」87Please respect copyright.PENANAGFggyB5nsk
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「……」87Please respect copyright.PENANApnfnTEezj2
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「狗狗加里和貓貓沙織,看著變得毛茸茸的兩人,我竟然興奮心動!我這個人太差勁了!」87Please respect copyright.PENANA1l7o0G2eP6
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「……我先確認一下,你對還是人類的兩人有感覺嗎?」87Please respect copyright.PENANAnZcOWQxsy5
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「跟平時一樣,沒有感覺。」87Please respect copyright.PENANAkWuIIFfq3j
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「你這種情況……叫做『獸控』。」87Please respect copyright.PENANAqGnrMTaabm
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「獸控?那是甚麼?」87Please respect copyright.PENANADArwIyDQNj
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「我不方便說太多,總之關鍵字『F—U—R—R—Y』,其餘你自己上網找。」87Please respect copyright.PENANAVA989625fR
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「好吧,謝謝?」87Please respect copyright.PENANA3FwVMthRMN
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神啊,請你引導這名羔羊,不要在性癖的探求路上走歪路,阿們。87Please respect copyright.PENANAZ4AyVbkilk
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亞砂撥開布簾探進頭來,「還有最後一個,你還行嗎?」87Please respect copyright.PENANAKdh28onSln
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「讓他進來吧。」我說。87Please respect copyright.PENANAKA1Q3WdcIi
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我感覺到一名男生坐下了。87Please respect copyright.PENANAu9z5uBlFDj
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「神在傾聽你的煩惱。」87Please respect copyright.PENANAnmZLlGZSdQ
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男生:「我想告解一件事,關於我童年的時候,和一條魚——」
「停止!給我回去!」87Please respect copyright.PENANAhmn5pptRTV
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