我攞起咖啡,加入少少白糖,為既就係減少咖啡因帶來既苦澀。82Please respect copyright.PENANAFbGqXSQ28p
成件事會唔會好矛盾呢?明知咖啡係苦,點解要特登加糖落去改變佢原本既味道呢。82Please respect copyright.PENANAfXtp9sm4jB
有啲事,就算你點努力去改,一萬年都唔會變。82Please respect copyright.PENANAsUIEgYPJgW
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嗎?82Please respect copyright.PENANA9fdcDq0oq2
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自從見完Jessie半年後,佢Whatsapp status狀態一直都係處於下線中。82Please respect copyright.PENANAa6VzU7uIz5
可想而知,佢一直都冇覆我,好似人間蒸發左一樣。82Please respect copyright.PENANAQ9iW30S6Es
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出於好奇心,呢半年黎我一直都透過佢身邊啲朋友問下佢最近既動向。82Please respect copyright.PENANADlnEiMiRUs
但係得到既都係「唔知呀」「冇聯絡好耐喇」「你失戀傻撚左呀?」82Please respect copyright.PENANAQQ9rKlwupG
冇錯,大家都知道我係Last day既時候比Jessie飛左。82Please respect copyright.PENANAk4QjPZXC3m
但係,妳果晚點解要突然出現,突然講話好鍾意我?82Please respect copyright.PENANAb5U4YdvRXC
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呢半年黎,我每一日都過得好心不在焉。82Please respect copyright.PENANA2HwSo05XaE
我好掛住Jessie,好掛住佢。82Please respect copyright.PENANA7SF8z3qeC0
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叮~82Please respect copyright.PENANAtb4G8550en
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我媽媽send左段訊息比我。82Please respect copyright.PENANAjXgoAkZfLN
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「仔,今日房屋署好似寄左封信俾我地,你返去幫我睇下,我放左係櫃桶度。」82Please respect copyright.PENANAVF8bvxri4L
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我send左個OK既emoji比佢之後,就慢慢咁行返屋企。82Please respect copyright.PENANAQVcra1ohAa
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返到屋企,望下門外既信封箱,發現原來我都已經一段時間冇負責拆信了。82Please respect copyright.PENANA0dC0Qc5YWz
每當有啲重要信件,我呀媽都會同我講聲,所以一直以黎我都冇主動去做呢樣嘢。82Please respect copyright.PENANAHmwSg5R8Jm
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拉開櫃桶,第一個就係房屋署既文件,正當我打算關左佢既時候。82Please respect copyright.PENANAa4BjSYGwWJ
「To James, Jessie」既文件映入我眼簾,我手開始震,已經攞唔穩任何野。82Please respect copyright.PENANAJnnaXLAToH
我好震驚,好嬲,好自責。82Please respect copyright.PENANAxyqOJ3v2NB
我好嬲我呀媽冇同我講?我好嬲自己我檢查信件?我好自責自己冇早啲發現呢封信...82Please respect copyright.PENANAxwstiuS2s8
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過左一陣,心情恢復返,我即刻打電話比老母問佢做咩唔同我講有信件比我。82Please respect copyright.PENANAs9hIOn9dou
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「咁見你呢排都好似唔開心咁,咪打算之後同你講咯」82Please respect copyright.PENANAgdngzoBMye
「咩信咁重要呀?」82Please respect copyright.PENANADqeJX4oXbO
「你講野態度可唔可以好啲呀?」82Please respect copyright.PENANAnWKttrl0yz
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我太嬲,果斷地cut左佢線。82Please respect copyright.PENANAhZjbzQ1iqk
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攞住封信返左間房,total有三封。82Please respect copyright.PENANAsUKpGZFTot
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【第一封】82Please respect copyright.PENANAe5WHHcxCIH
「Hi James,你睇到呢封信既時候,我諗你已經whatsapp唔到我喇,對唔住好多野黎唔切同你講,但係我真係開。心可以見返你,雖然一齊既時間好短,但係呢種感覺好似返左去中學既時候咁。82Please respect copyright.PENANAwSwG7eSjko
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希望你唔好唔開心啦,我因為一啲事情所以同外界斷左聯繫,但係我地可以寫信呀!82Please respect copyright.PENANAs9veC20sXV
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Love,82Please respect copyright.PENANAZvbRg6fgbR
Jessie」82Please respect copyright.PENANAkw7qAVaiJw
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睇完呢封信,我既淚水莫名地留下。82Please respect copyright.PENANAjxecqkVKSX
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【第二封】82Please respect copyright.PENANAuNJNRivGs1
「Hi James! 做咩仲唔回信呀,再唔回信俾我就嬲你架喇,哼!不過我有啲野想同你講,我對唔住隱瞞左你咁耐,其實我想趁仲有力氣既時候解釋返中學Last day果日我點解拒絕你。82Please respect copyright.PENANAUzSTSoQDO2
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我中四果年比醫院診斷為後天性腦癌,但係好彩高中三年病情仲未惡化,感謝老天爺比我陪到你,經歷左咁多開心既事。Last day果日我拒絕你係因為我屋企人打算帶我去美國治療,以香港既醫療條件,等待我既只有前往天堂的路。82Please respect copyright.PENANA1Un5nGsk0Y
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過左Last day我下一日就同屋企人飛左去美國,對唔住,冇同你講。我話我有男朋友其實係呃你架。82Please respect copyright.PENANA3dKJ7RhpLk
但係點解我會返黎香港呢,因為我屋企人為左我既醫療開支,積蓄都已經洗得七七八八,我索性同佢地講不如聽天由命吧,我同屋企人都嘈左一段時間,但係因為我唔忍心見度佢地繼續承擔巨大既支出,所以我都係堅持唔需要繼續接受治療。82Please respect copyright.PENANAUSE9R5ri6Q
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到寫緊信呢一刻,醫生話我如果唔接受治療,剩低既時間就只有半年。82Please respect copyright.PENANAONZ5bA5HUj
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Love,82Please respect copyright.PENANAWD7qwV5tEX
Jessie」82Please respect copyright.PENANAbTGINO0wiQ
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我呢一刻好無助,原來佢發生左咁多野,我咩都唔知,點解我可以咁無用。82Please respect copyright.PENANAG5A4pptcuU
睇返寄信既時間,正正係六個月前。雖然我唔想往壞方向諗,但係我大概知道最後一封信既內容係咩,我有種不祥既預感。