阿樂和Tanya沒有任何契約，她甚至拒絕了他，但他仍覺得自己有變心的罪名。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvQ1FO4Mlu9
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ59e4wlZc76
「呢間好唔好？」Tanya問；阿樂點頭，然後和她一起行入去。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhPn5AV1t3a
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpcjHOJckVQ
Tanya坐在阿樂的對面，低頭打開餐牌，他看得見她的睫毛根根分明、也在眼尾上揚，頭頂的髮看起來也異常順滑。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqUpZ3nLy1c
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2VkQHCORNp
和青青不一樣。青青的眼睫毛只長長地垂下，沒有生氣，頭上也有些呆毛。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7tzFyWuZ2p
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbpCEcttxaU
阿樂不自覺地將青青和Tanya對比，但她們的身影未曾重疊，始終，他清楚她倆是很不一樣的人。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaSrCo46A6h
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3rlCQLEdR2
而且，他一直清楚，他不會愛其他人、比愛Tanya還愛……681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEEVWsF1fPX
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHXFk2AfUNK
即使，他後來喜歡青青、想和她在一起、肆意追求她；但如果、或者青青是Tanya，阿樂根本不會對她的拒絕、將他由天堂砸至地獄，而感到生氣和失控，因為那種情緒就變成了頹喪，心頭的委屈卻仍唯唯諾諾，不敢作出任何行為傷害她。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdRroB4XceB
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9wuwF1qPDt
唉——愛？681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuXgtgiVf3o
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPAIsx6QMR3
唔知吖，唔知係咩嚟，唔知點解。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUbJgsKwcT2
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmZAtJ3ebpy
「我揀好啦，A3，嘢飲照舊，你幫我叫埋吖。」681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡalUR6jax1R
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyeOcdzwd4A
Tanya喚一喚阿樂，然後拿出電話，將其亮屏，又熄掉。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsY0svaslNv
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt0onO4ClzN
阿樂看了看Tanya揀的是麵，所以他決定選一個飯，以免與她重複，因為她喜歡在一頓飯裏吃出不同的口感和味道。每次和她吃飯，他都會如此，已成習慣。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPNrjEiUhwy
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWf1K2h39vw
「一個A3，一個B2，兩杯凍檸茶，一杯少冰。」681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtkpNQ2P7KP
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡezNTjgBftZ
阿樂來回頭向侍應和Tanya，她就如此笑笑看着他，當中竟然滲集着崇拜，像他在建立什麼豐功偉業一樣。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh1p1krLlTp
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmJl4tsHRXB
然後，二人脫下口罩。Tanya拿出酒清搓手液，示意要擠到阿樂的手上。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡafECOhTGjy
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSch3yojHDY
「我同男朋友分咗手啦。」681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo5X9A106wK
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhVPJBPnJT8
「係。」681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrDNRF381pI
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoRC98ILTxv
「今次係真係分咗手啦。上次見你嗰時，啱啱分咗，但之後我哋有一齊返過十幾日，但之後，都係分咗手。」681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF9AD8dT4Ys
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ0zwpO2AQi
「點解？」681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcBBt0ZJGqE
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlVVN2e7Jxm
「冇嘅，我突然覺得，想要嘅唔係佢……我同佢，硬係好多拗撬咁，就算一齊咗成年，但係都好多不滿。」681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKgyPce7sCy
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcWuP43dlpB
阿樂心想：但平時，Tanya的post散發着甜蜜的氣息。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxvmRImnnZM
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYI9auutIxx
「咁你想要啲咩？」681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnGDSsaSJuv
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDYGnXhJT4d
「嗯……就得我㗎囉，真係錫我㗎囉，最好唔好同我咁多嗌霎啦。」681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ961kWe4Yqw
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxCfCFAvLeg
「哦……幾好吖。」681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqnCDox5u0l
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg6rTYEzXgn
他不敢直視她，因為他突然害羞，總覺得她口中想講的人，就是他。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCzxnfMRRnP
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkrQg17K5pJ
他能夠遷就她、也足夠疼愛她、平時都不會和她唱反調，非常順她的意。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0MhglzvpWw
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1iFzTSedHz
「唉，唔知世界上有冇呢啲男仔呢？」681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOjecEsywXS
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjzy6t0hR7L
Tanya對着阿樂微笑。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHQnh9GdMGc
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtLE0SEWnzv
飲品到，他替她篤檸檬，以往，她讚他將酸度調至剛剛好，有檸檬味又不太酸，他竟從中有成就感——其他人如他一樣知她心意嗎？681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGkWMZOHWsb
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkS9GNevVSo
阿樂想起和青青吃飯時，青青喝的是熱檸水，然後將四片檸檬全部篤爛；當時，他覺得，還是Tanya的「難度」大一點，要好好照顧Tanya的難度大得多。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7yGqZRqSUl
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSwDMmSCvcy
「好飲。好耐冇嚟啦，對上一次嚟，仲係同Ex添。」Tanya漫不經心地說，又補充：「幾好食㗎不過都。」681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcMu0pi3A35
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9rKBjxryad
「咁咪好囉。」681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRf6Xx8c46t
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa6TlT1NHLn
在阿樂聽來，Tanya不斷散發單身的氣息。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI36wSahyaf
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0b8kA489gM
「我個Ex呢，佢……」681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLzvoaGs58j
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡymK6wvkbIA
然後，Tanya就開始批評她的前度，什麼情緒化、幼稚、小氣、爛玩、懶惰；每聽一句，阿樂都在心裏暗忖：好彩我唔係咁啫。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzeklIQVEgi
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8IJO82IdUd
Tanya的舊男友和阿樂很不同，屬於帥氣的「MK」，以前阿樂極度不忿，覺得自己才是忠心對她的那一個，認為他們很快就會分手。事實上，Tanya也不斷在想分手、分緊手、唔想分手之間不斷遊蕩。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBJLlXMJ9TY
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF2NdcWbcOv
現在，她終於分手，回復自由身，並說出她想另覓一個符合阿樂條件的男友。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡof9bOIS24b
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzZnng7vtVl
這是在暗示他吧？681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU9iIT4hGsq
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGOT0fA0Oud
是吧？681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Jitg5ztUd
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdKhj6rzGDI
「算啦，都過咗去啦。」阿樂假惺惺地說，但其實在心裏暗喜，他一直都喜歡聽Tanya說男友的壞話，仿佛她說得越多，就是越喜歡與其男友類型完全相反的他。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡREXIBZGxoQ
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyMX39oGYEX
他們低頭，吃了兩口。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5AgHXRnim8
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRWA1L31mf3
「都係嘅，點似你吖，咁好仔。」681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmg4AAg8SWI
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUBVWhtqr7B
Tanya帶點揶揄又帶點調皮地道。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9PxgOARAkC
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG0vJoOG820
「當初又唔揀我？」阿樂試探地問。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIEUikdFnM7
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrqwAynKkxM
「係囉，後悔囉。」Tanya似笑非笑地答，根本分不清真假，但已夠阿樂竊喜：「哈哈，最好係啦。」681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡabb1NvSzAl
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfux3cN7ycO
她不再提記和他和一輩子的好兄弟了！681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXJMiURCTxF
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA7OoDPPW7S
「傻㗎咩，我哋一生一世都會係好兄弟嚟。」681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlaniXdigGV
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW92y46ggu3
他的心不自覺地加速，一下、兩下，呯呯呯。這不是在收他做兵吧？681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7WigIukMul
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcZdVNxZm9k
「咁你呢？樂仔，你最近點吖？」681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQA0bW3cP8z
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZyPcamSLBb
「幾好吖，唔錯。」681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDZKn5amn64
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQqeg9S7wD7
是，阿樂應該要證明，他是一個獨立的個體，讓Tanya知道他可以很好，絕對不輸那些她口中很自信的男生。但竟見她有些隱隱的落寞，他就忍不住補充：681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI7uc62VlpT
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ujDhAdt1q
「都係以前好啲嘅。」681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKWqagc73p2
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmq3kWpJlDh
然後，Tanya笑問：「有冇識到女仔啊？」681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw06a3Kny8p
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBiqxBYC2DM
阿樂心虛，擺手答：681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKyjOZVnJPC
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpO2ffMyNF8
「冇啊。」681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVyJMVxjGh1
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyl4kYKr6rJ
他講了大話。他覺得，不能讓她知道。阿樂和青青的事，是他永遠都不能說的，因為這樣，他就不忠誠了，是為棄卒。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdybRpHmGNa
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2EAU5MxAUi
「點解你好似咁唔自然咁嘅？」681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS7S82HzFtQ
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMzzCB2E2CF
Tanya狐疑；阿樂說：「啱啱有一啖，太難吞。」681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9HlhWWhkYH
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8bgQL0iI3t
就在阿樂說「冇啊」的一刹，他突然覺得自己沒有多喜歡青青，此刻，他甚至後悔這些天的一切一切，他已不能給最純粹的Tanya了，他也背叛了那一個說會永遠守護Tanya的自己。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlp0qG7ZP3a
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡapJuPwxfbc
如果此刻Tim少在，他會說：681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6CFQAfOQus
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYt0VC7VUMZ
「你條仆街個腦係咪裝屎？呢條女收你做兵，宜家揾返你，竟然令你後悔自己食過呢一條女？681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6lhkgTBZcA
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1hov65nHoH
你究竟想要啲咩？午時花、六時變咁。」681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC9IgeoWsdL
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpE7nGwJHKO
悲劇。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH1Hh1DThkX
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5utIyiYw5L
阿樂的心突然湧上對青青的愧疚，他昨夜不應對她如此無禮……他深化了自己的情感，將首次追求受挫失敗的嬲怒、歸類為愛而不得的失落，但他的愛卻不至於令她遭受這樣的對待。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9n1b9lCyKa
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡecsDII34O5
他暴走了，一刻思潮汹湧。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVqdMEVXmKr
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOi8daioPUp
像一部爛透的小說，作者因為過分情緒化而寫出亂七八糟的情節。這文章和寫手都太糟糕了。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpTnDpJ68xe
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiNyxoXDrx7
愧疚，他以情緒加深了對青青的喜歡，他也在哄騙了她。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfHypQ4FPVB
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDGTH3SUQwR
Tanya多吃幾口，她的聲音又將阿樂喚回了現實：681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMNdy1cfAaB
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUqk4iwup53
「咁你會唔會想要一個女朋友啊？」681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSyCjGJhMsH
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw8bp5jhv5g
「想嘅，如果有。你呢？」阿樂點頭。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRsNy8jpHDc
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS9mn4FRlxz
「我唔想住啊，拍拖咁麻煩，宜家咁咪幾好。」681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEvhmaU78iX
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdNCok97V8Z
Tanya啜一啜飲管，然後抬眼看阿樂——她好漂亮、表情好可愛，世上竟然有這樣的人。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQYIK9obAfc
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwEnrmoxSvz
「哦……慢慢嚟囉。」681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCiHEC3RlJ4
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRzFQLRhjbQ
阿樂認同又似不認同，但他至少看到了希望，Tanya在單身的情況下和他見面，然後說出一些令他感到欣慰的話。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlKOy1gkxAU
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPAiL87ZHxW
青青於阿樂的印象開始模糊。是。若說阿樂如此自私、忘情，他是、他是；但，誰又敢保證在女神出現在自己面前的時候，不會自我質疑？這想吃了很久的葡萄啊，在心間永遠都是甜的，給他送上別的蜜桃、雪梨，都不是最初想吃的那一串提子。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWHYb2nmLVg
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRlYUOzawyz
誠實問心，意義不一，悲哀地。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYNZUtR82si
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMtmbWJKm1U
「等間有冇嘢做？嚟你度睇Netflix得唔得？」681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEEBZH0XA3U
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0jxJqXUMPg
Tanya又朝阿樂笑。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHJ9Ev4oIOJ
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJmc0tZLq6G
「得嘅……」681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡokihj6SBvo
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzlqkeTpUWm
一切，又回歸到最初的那時，像什麼都沒有發生。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOhT9Ab6jkp
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1KysNrri0k
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