而阿樂，也回到了當初。729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡycFWTSRURa
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青青常常聽見阿樂在講電話，經常「嗯」、「哦——」、「係啊」、「係咩」、「咁得意嘅」，青青都會向他投向奸狡的眼神，一聽就知在和女神聊天。阿樂會沒好氣地笑笑，目送她回房的背影。729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz6ifUhIMFX
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阿樂像以前一樣，會和Tanya聊電話。729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpXAOLWn6m8
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他們會連線煲劇，他會打電話叫她起身，偶然會出街食飯。只要Tanya約，阿樂就會應約。他們的WhatsApp、Instagram direct幾乎沒有斷過，不斷和對方分享所見，看到無聊的笑話會一起笑，看到嚴肅的政事會一起討論，看到共同朋友的帖文會一起八卦。729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9bYQ4mnrDj
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又是如此，又、又、又。729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSeTDkWtSjj
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和以前不同的是，Tanya單身，完全單身，情感狀態應該是穩定的。729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpVLOdPxo6J
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有天，阿樂和Tanya外出，有說有笑，非常開心。729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡen1msbW3Dj
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晚上，他送她回家，到達她住的大廈面前。729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡScsSEaGjPs
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Tanya温馴地擁抱了阿樂一下，說：729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxjnQ1TFe7z
729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXDJrXDSmvk
「拜拜，今日我好開心，多謝你啊樂仔。」729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOKRdvlMXvD
729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhShZymb8N9
當下，阿樂不懂反應，只靜靜地感受這一刻的美好，他緊張、胡思亂想——她竟抱了他，不再因為求安慰，而是就這麼單純地擁抱了他。729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGUSWmjSnun
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她對他瞇起眼睛笑，然後轉身。729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLufaZOLtZy
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有瓦行人路頂的燈照射在他們身上，冷清，阿樂突然覺得身上的餘温應該要延續，不應如此逐點揮發、流亡於沒有記憶的街道。729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfVcMio1POv
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他追上去，拍拍她的肩。729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWbvYIE0dYB
729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3WoNxeJLNe
Tanya回頭，和阿樂對視，好奇地問：729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpZ0ZTMax4B
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「做咩啊？」729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcrRtcJQndk
729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4HehYyjkBJ
阿樂心跳加速，像要跳爆了。他吞一吞口水，抱住了Tanya，他的下巴擱置在她的頭上——像她剛才埋首於他的懷內一樣。729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKRf5susCCg
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他享受了她的體温。729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO5wxjof6df
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他才享受了她的體温不夠兩秒，她就伸手推開他，皺着眉頭道：729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaYMQZOJsZf
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「你做咩啊？」和剛才的語氣不一樣了，帶點反感。729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnB6Qoqm4PB
729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDBJklmZL8r
阿樂錯愕，但明明他只是，對Tanya做了她對他做的事。僅此而已。729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEdt64S31ym
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他不解。729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM9VpgjSNY6
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「冇啊，我、我想——」阿樂無法組織語言，一刻洩氣：「對唔住。」729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjUw00QEpp5
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Tanya將頭轉向右方，只點點頭。729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFpwhoYTvvJ
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「其實係，我見到你攬我，所以——」729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2YdMMRAuug
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所以，我以為我都可以。729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSHGTSqnKqG
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阿樂沒有講出口，就在這一刻，Tanya的神色告訴他，有些事，她可以做，但他不可以。729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJzXqF2baHw
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即使他們同為人類。729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxtb7usDWAg
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但是，他們卻有階級之分，從他喜歡她開始。很明顯。729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmVnH0OGRYG
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此刻，他做出僭越的行為；原來抱她一下都已是逾越，始終，他是「低等」的。即使，她先主動抱了他。729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp0ofrcouPY
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是嗎？729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHGLeaCi7Ei
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單戀者。兵。沒有資格提要求，只能被索取，不可乞求一點點的愛欲嗎？729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnJqJwTz8pT
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是嗎？729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOoaNzNURIo
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「哦哦，好，冇事。」729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqU9Et3TrzH
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Tanya回復以往的平靜，對他微笑，然後邁步向前，回家。729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYKGvTVudQb
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一刻，阿樂的胃有些抽搐。729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ1xR1OFbov
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他認清，他們之間還有一段很大的距離，即使他已與她每天通訊，但原來他們仍然遙遠……大概，所謂親密與疏離，都取決於心的距離，摟肩翹手不過是閒來無事的恩賜，並非實則的憑據。729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmQ2K0MUMgc
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但他痛恨自己並不驚訝。729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWV7vxosUAd
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他的錯愕只維持數秒，後退，卻理解、認為這是「理所當然」的。729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ82phNuTbyR
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說到底，他的主動於Tanya屢屢無果。表白？失敗。約會，若然她想才能見面。擁抱？只能她給。729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ63RsvkGIOt
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他應該明白，應該早已習慣……729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsp3glSbKAo
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他生氣不來，認清他沒有氣她的權利。是他自己刎頸奉血，她都沒有說要，他就獻了這個殷勤，既然自尋煩惱，煩惱終於找上他來，得償所願。但始終他也是人，他不只是披盔戴甲的死士，還是一個有血有肉、仍活能死的人，他不樂。729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiqFZsFdn5n
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回家，阿樂仍然苦口苦面，思緒混亂。729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8brIwRMiug
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客廳沒有開燈，只得廚房有光，青青在洗提子。她拿出客廳，坐在梳化上，借着廚房的燈看見了阿樂垂頭喪氣的側臉，而且，他不發一語。729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv5bZjI9109
729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe7Bh8awIBh
青青看見他低落的樣子，問：729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaHspAGYhZx
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「做咩咁嘅樣啊，唔係同女神出街咩？」729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBPASIAYYtd
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她拍拍梳化的空位，着他坐下，又指了指提子着他吃。阿樂點頭，問：729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2DbY4Nwxli
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「可唔可以問你一個問題？」729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBz5gqT1kGc
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這語氣死寂得生意盎然。她連忙說：729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnzXfLsgNVo
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「好。」729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAXUZ1wR5SO
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阿樂認真地問，即使他已經有答案：729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0uspSbw2SB
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「Tanya啱啱臨走前，攬咗我一吓，之後，我又去攬返佢一吓。但佢推開我，個樣好反感咁……你覺得係點解？」729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB2iuShxoI2
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