而阿樂，也回到了當初。671Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk7J8hYjVLF
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青青常常聽見阿樂在講電話，經常「嗯」、「哦——」、「係啊」、「係咩」、「咁得意嘅」，青青都會向他投向奸狡的眼神，一聽就知在和女神聊天。阿樂會沒好氣地笑笑，目送她回房的背影。671Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1J9EiV5mPK
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阿樂像以前一樣，會和Tanya聊電話。671Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2EgejwovCc
671Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡavIrHf05PH
他們會連線煲劇，他會打電話叫她起身，偶然會出街食飯。只要Tanya約，阿樂就會應約。他們的WhatsApp、Instagram direct幾乎沒有斷過，不斷和對方分享所見，看到無聊的笑話會一起笑，看到嚴肅的政事會一起討論，看到共同朋友的帖文會一起八卦。671Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi3N2rz0233
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又是如此，又、又、又。671Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFV1E8Etrux
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和以前不同的是，Tanya單身，完全單身，情感狀態應該是穩定的。671Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdbsnh6LyIr
671Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOCvBjYvJsZ
有天，阿樂和Tanya外出，有說有笑，非常開心。671Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyzsvaOrxZb
671Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡipEoErAiwQ
晚上，他送她回家，到達她住的大廈面前。671Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaIQzpi67pI
671Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1SIK4myAaU
Tanya温馴地擁抱了阿樂一下，說：671Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhnZL6Ff0iA
671Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyEgfDBKJh5
「拜拜，今日我好開心，多謝你啊樂仔。」671Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVk1ReJQUZ7
671Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJioahwnj1p
當下，阿樂不懂反應，只靜靜地感受這一刻的美好，他緊張、胡思亂想——她竟抱了他，不再因為求安慰，而是就這麼單純地擁抱了他。671Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ273sxWXhPV
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她對他瞇起眼睛笑，然後轉身。671Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡERw0pjikZS
671Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8eg2HoRHyC
有瓦行人路頂的燈照射在他們身上，冷清，阿樂突然覺得身上的餘温應該要延續，不應如此逐點揮發、流亡於沒有記憶的街道。671Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5zMgpvCBqs
671Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPmbQ5whLH8
他追上去，拍拍她的肩。671Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC5BYk3gs9U
671Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEeXJDWXgXq
Tanya回頭，和阿樂對視，好奇地問：671Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv5GX0uiheh
671Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbQ4JRhJUnA
「做咩啊？」671Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzozMXZNGq6
671Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9EfrM7z04T
阿樂心跳加速，像要跳爆了。他吞一吞口水，抱住了Tanya，他的下巴擱置在她的頭上——像她剛才埋首於他的懷內一樣。671Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRY4wHjKEgp
671Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡseL8SLAtNM
他享受了她的體温。671Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIaebqLOWwr
671Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSjuNQcU6di
他才享受了她的體温不夠兩秒，她就伸手推開他，皺着眉頭道：671Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ06ws4WFyZH
671Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOMgVVnn5RZ
「你做咩啊？」和剛才的語氣不一樣了，帶點反感。671Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAe0qx7kXtk
671Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyYp3e6nlLK
阿樂錯愕，但明明他只是，對Tanya做了她對他做的事。僅此而已。671Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD1E1YWWHEu
671Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0szjcNDSUx
他不解。671Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDLbYA1llAB
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「冇啊，我、我想——」阿樂無法組織語言，一刻洩氣：「對唔住。」671Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkhqzSRJdkq
671Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfdeAmQFdG8
Tanya將頭轉向右方，只點點頭。671Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtqrGRUXDeW
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「其實係，我見到你攬我，所以——」671Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCLpDu4fOkG
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所以，我以為我都可以。671Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpUl11poK23
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阿樂沒有講出口，就在這一刻，Tanya的神色告訴他，有些事，她可以做，但他不可以。671Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt8sZb6WjeO
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即使他們同為人類。671Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHedmhOkAY2
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但是，他們卻有階級之分，從他喜歡她開始。很明顯。671Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZkhpe74OCz
671Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn5YxPB9plw
此刻，他做出僭越的行為；原來抱她一下都已是逾越，始終，他是「低等」的。即使，她先主動抱了他。671Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlL4cLmyue3
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是嗎？671Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAjJavHrNsh
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單戀者。兵。沒有資格提要求，只能被索取，不可乞求一點點的愛欲嗎？671Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxFl3VaOTpi
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是嗎？671Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdOzHbMeLBq
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「哦哦，好，冇事。」671Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMtzXjoIujG
671Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgskPKE1DrQ
Tanya回復以往的平靜，對他微笑，然後邁步向前，回家。671Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbBt0rihnMJ
671Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLjTmKwHR1Y
一刻，阿樂的胃有些抽搐。671Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4qZJ0sCNQc
671Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCMUF0xqO69
他認清，他們之間還有一段很大的距離，即使他已與她每天通訊，但原來他們仍然遙遠……大概，所謂親密與疏離，都取決於心的距離，摟肩翹手不過是閒來無事的恩賜，並非實則的憑據。671Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY16pAm0SHo
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但他痛恨自己並不驚訝。671Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOxL6LMGmz1
671Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfxNFaQeAEy
他的錯愕只維持數秒，後退，卻理解、認為這是「理所當然」的。671Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9l3QUs9vs7
671Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡma3xcrDOGd
說到底，他的主動於Tanya屢屢無果。表白？失敗。約會，若然她想才能見面。擁抱？只能她給。671Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDQEro7N2YJ
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他應該明白，應該早已習慣……671Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqGdN5Hv6u6
671Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPOnlcGirKp
他生氣不來，認清他沒有氣她的權利。是他自己刎頸奉血，她都沒有說要，他就獻了這個殷勤，既然自尋煩惱，煩惱終於找上他來，得償所願。但始終他也是人，他不只是披盔戴甲的死士，還是一個有血有肉、仍活能死的人，他不樂。671Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7NJ2BmzISG
671Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH88xsiQkXA
回家，阿樂仍然苦口苦面，思緒混亂。671Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5nxn5jJj0p
671Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEIIe5dabKX
客廳沒有開燈，只得廚房有光，青青在洗提子。她拿出客廳，坐在梳化上，借着廚房的燈看見了阿樂垂頭喪氣的側臉，而且，他不發一語。671Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYQjso6OGPa
671Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL01auFN3Zz
青青看見他低落的樣子，問：671Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp5yTFdWhOK
671Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQiXaYVtRA4
「做咩咁嘅樣啊，唔係同女神出街咩？」671Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE1D7pogsmU
671Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNizRuWYRnj
她拍拍梳化的空位，着他坐下，又指了指提子着他吃。阿樂點頭，問：671Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXCHYPO2BR3
671Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdZ1cswn54Z
「可唔可以問你一個問題？」671Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6dyFsIl8Ny
671Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQhqz4Y7E6V
這語氣死寂得生意盎然。她連忙說：671Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnnjGehyGuI
671Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBomj9WszbS
「好。」671Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv173HGpljb
671Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOE4nOV61ue
阿樂認真地問，即使他已經有答案：671Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYKPeuesW6k
671Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡImRfSoHfxZ
「Tanya啱啱臨走前，攬咗我一吓，之後，我又去攬返佢一吓。但佢推開我，個樣好反感咁……你覺得係點解？」671Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzl2GDQ9zZ6
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