「我都係咁話。」707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0lVXOV9vpV
707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8FjkOqEKU3
但她以前相信那是正貨，真的、不會爆炸、無有害物質，更苛求那並不會過期。707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjfpVm2Y1td
707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk72WNz9h3T
阿樂點頭：707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHbKn0uvS4A
707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Ty7Xx5eRF
「算啦，證明呢個人同你唔啱囉。」707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6vCobINmGj
707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq87CSZRT9p
「係呀。算啦。」707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2jtpSuGakn
707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHlX4MMi8w7
他們各自回房。707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxuYfTsP6l5
707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaPc3ipT1fQ
Matt有什麼值得青青念念不忘呢？707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD5ayCieQMA
707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe0faWoPHaV
有。他有一些地方異常地吸引她。707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡphHuz2o9zV
707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCKMgCJYQ8I
縱然青青和他的結局不是那麼完滿，但她依然覺得，他這個人本身不錯。只是，可能，就是少了點緣分，他才另有新貴。客觀又撇開一切私人恩怨，她以冷靜的目光數了很多Matt的優點。707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgbxAVjYzFs
707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOnV6hmtmcG
Matt聰明，頭腦很清晰，想事情很快、又可以多角度思考，邏輯思維佳。他的觀察力也很好，足夠敏銳去發現身邊不同的事。707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvMI30PZtrq
707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8vqRXFxwPf
還有些細心，很温柔，很懂得照顧人。707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIgTAUhZ4Nl
707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZdpcEydExi
興趣很廣泛，好像什麼都能聊一下；他們戀愛期間很少Dead air，大概都要歸功於他。707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLpr9kbpMwF
707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc2dOntKCtg
他對她很好，出門在外會保護她、一同在家的話又很關心她、只要她提要求他都會實現、總是記得她說的話、紀念日又會送些禮物；包容心很強，包容她的不安情緒、做作、無甚戀愛經驗的稚嫩。707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4YyW34dVlh
707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbvkkHyslmB
曾經他在入睡的時候叫喚了她的名字，已夠她融化。707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzlSzI7RHEp
707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZR1nV3gMy3
對，就回憶到這裏吧。因為，在分手前的一段時間，其實很多事情都變了，她清楚這一切都是回憶。707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3S1GLDBj6G
707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmBFt27fXRK
正因Matt「可以」是一個這麼好的人，她更怕。707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU375gzyvIF
707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbDMWKG1oF1
她不明白，為什麼這樣的好人、曾經對她這樣真心真意的人，也會就此離她而去呢……她越念記他的好他的優點，就是一下下地自我控訴自己的無能。707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjySKEe2XYq
707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHgG0MqyPDs
那些最後的日子，他像變了一個人。707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpI68lB1oal
707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzcdEMcCuW1
她有什麼問題嗎？707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcUvwpQ77hn
707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhi9zqo8o4x
她是不是很不堪？707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡepyK56oCf8
707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtNcqgKInry
為什麼？707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIEhjo9X5z5
707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4pwBd0TJk7
青青打開Instagram，動態回顧提示她，去年今日，她曾在密友功能放閃。707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGPDmoMmIfH
707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdVwW16pShl
於是，她開始翻看和Matt的Direct Messages。707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtDhIvUfGkz
707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKklDxWloHE
Matt看到有趣的帖文會分享給她。707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa8MYoBYab9
707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd2QUqtpaRU
Matt會回覆她的Story，會是一個表情，會誇她漂亮、可愛，會詢問她在說什麼，會說「愛你」。707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoMquem2SS3
707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhG477hMexn
Matt也會秒回她的Direct。707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcJ7hliq5uF
707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCfmSrm3czE
青青看見，一次，她在發佈了和Matt的合照供密友查看，寫着：707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡonUJZWu0nE
707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCjmjMwGwY0
「曬恩愛，好驚將來會被打臉添：P」707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ57m5cPSZyY
707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx0Tv5Z8EUU
Matt回覆：「唔會呀寶！傻瓜」707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYceInGK452
707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzA0rKzFQbU
她吸了一口氣，繼續看，繼續翻下去。707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnqOwEkkuGw
707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF5MRokDcu4
慢慢，他不再回覆她的Story。707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpqcSWD9LU3
707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYTAVtggNcT
慢慢，他冷漠地回覆她的回覆，可能不回，或者簡短的答。707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi5HiXAvM2b
707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2FxmattaW7
慢慢，他們DM的頻率極低。707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl5cz8WxcD3
707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5tvMfzFz45
然後，沒有了。他們已經分手。707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYYGaFHSDg4
707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPFk89nev9W
青青想起，Matt考數學DSE那一天，她偷偷地去了他應考的學校等他出來。她並不是想要和他吃飯、阻他時間，只是想見他一眼，就一眼，因為她想念他，非常想見到他的臉，聽見他的聲音，觸碰他的手。她以為他也是，因為他們已經半個多月沒有見得上面。707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP2yXEdsnOG
707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiNWYygtvlZ
青青在校門外等。終於，她見到Matt低頭行過，她滿心歡喜又充滿期待地拍拍他的肩：707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLNfWvXQYPC
707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb2RFctmDWK
「靚仔，考成點啊？」707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyhkH7UGsM3
707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMSqN4gGzBd
但Matt轉頭，馬上瞪大眼睛，瞬間反應過來後，非常厭惡地看着青青，問：707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOatP3Bz2MA
707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9dCNnXQkRI
「點解你喺度？」707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl7CYLNbhBc
707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdWSjoBx4Uq
語氣非常不情願，仿佛她是什麼垃圾。她有些愕然，因和預想中他的反應很不同，身邊有人回頭打量他們，她尷尬地抿唇笑一笑：707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSGSPhdzyoW
707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf83Zwvmnpc
「冇啊，我想嚟見吓你咋嘛！」707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeuyzxETTbF
707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr9TPUkIpqj
他皺眉，有些兇地講：707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvFPkHB7ZPv
707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡICAW21f6vL
「點解嚟啊？嚟做咩啊？」下一秒，見到她呆滯的表情，才稍稍放輕語氣：「你屋企離呢度咁遠，我驚你辛苦咋，做咩咁傻啊？」707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD8oAjqgH6l
707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQNqS743Hoj
「唔辛苦吖，都係一陣咋嘛。」707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1vPWWbnkDC
707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmVdhYTdCM8
傻嗎？這個舉動本身，她覺得不傻；但被他這樣講一講，又有些洩氣，即使她毫不辛苦。707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa73UTevsnx
707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIbt4hZsCqa
然後他牽起她的手，送她到旁邊的車站乘車，期間一邊行，一邊說：「以後唔好啦，做咩嚟啫。」和以前温柔的他，變了兩個人一樣。707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1KWPUMutaB
707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMkD4DOWvV6
「咁我想見你吖嘛，唔緊要啦。我冇諗住揾你食飯㗎，我只係想見你一陣咋嘛！你掛唔掛住我啊？我掛住你。」707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYEPrvougzr
707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJJzkb5Bmn9
她將聲音放軟，聽起來很有撒嬌的意味。707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbKzwnH0iB9
707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEoRzRIPmY6
他沒有回答她的問題，只看着前方的路道：707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXTMRUD8gZI
707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8LkEpfFHUp
「以後唔好啦。」707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlQPgIBO3pD
707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK1AdVVnLQE
她問他考得怎樣，他說OK；也就聊聊最近怎樣，但是他好像很不耐煩，真的，Matt，你當時很不耐煩。她想，是因為壓力太大，或者未盡人意吧，所以她也不多說什麼，可能是她出現所以無法令他好好放鬆心情。707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT0gKcvDXnt
707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlrLbvD0a5r
直到去往車站，Matt仍不斷重複「做咩嚟」、「點解嚟」、「傻」，像青青真的做錯事一樣；她越聽越委屈。707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZZ0EWqcSaw
707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Y7BM1TinH
他沒有錯，這只是他的情緒表達。其實，她只是想來見他一面，沒想過他如此反感的。707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLfAfM33eEn
707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡROJb8NKhyX
青青努力微笑，務求眼睛不要有眼淚。因為她感覺到，如果她哭，Matt絕對不會再像以前憐愛地心痛，只會覺得她很煩。707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlhTA3hfW5r
707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ19LXMFnWtO
愛哭的孩子有糖食，但她已不能夠是孩子了，因為，他不愛她了。707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE6f0n5v1nV
707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡocHxM4EtDv
那天，他們見了十分鐘。青青只在分別的時候，看見Matt的笑容，她也回報他一個微笑。707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ84ALhtlz19
707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBCoreaQfjX
不夠一個星期後，Matt和青青提出分手。707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfwT0q1C65f
707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHctpk2k7Aq
其實，就算沒有Yuki，青青也不能和Matt在一起了，因為，他已經不愛她了……動作、神態、語氣、情緒，都與當初他熱烈追求她時，大相逕庭。707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQJJKSz2P49
707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI0pHeejz1b
很明顯了吧。707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7QfjxGoKMj
707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Fw4fBGAqO
何需怪責他人？是他們不夠緣分。707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvgzpBEGwtj
707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFGUFO25vmg
叫她怎能不害怕呢，這次戀愛，血淋淋的告訴她，就算一開始有多好，最後都難免傷心。707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuEd652w0eb
707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgZlY2A4lwZ
所以，她恐懼。707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlht2o2nKaj
707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKSWgEbG1IH
青青關上電話。她已經沒有當初那樣澎湃的情緒，只是她矯情，想起一些事時還是有「嘶——」的感覺。707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFE3XPNl9RE
707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz5dNpvc1iB
但閉眼，湧上心頭的還是好時光，這是她貪戀舊故的理由，因為她仍在思念那些快樂的愛。707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLtZitHU7B7
707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5VbQ2gg8Sv
她不知道自己是在想念舊人，還是那段舊情。707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRLXUSoZ6Wv
707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTFqlVajQOD
如果這是一部小說，讀者還有耐性看下去嗎？因為，女主角一定很煩膠，很不討喜。707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzeQlejLMVw
707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbD77Xy3sPP
創傷的復原，需要時間、新鮮，或者，另一種傷害。707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSB5liqGBgH
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