「Tanya啱啱臨走前，攬咗我一吓，之後，我又去攬返佢一吓。但佢推開我，個樣好反感咁……你覺得係點解？」697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzoOoVnb50g
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOHjQkbRghm
啫係叫你收皮囉……697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3dn1TgVtIy
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWSagZ26WDO
青青內心如此嘀咕，對上他氣餒的臉，問：697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnQmaGGQqhk
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEzoOvm28b0
「你以咩身份去攬佢？」697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv3etwAAt4g
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvxRSxQTRI3
他沉默兩秒，他沒有任何身份，只有一顆於Tanya不知何意何義的真心；反而Tanya才是那個地位崇高的人。697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTZq5vHIRty
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5yguJ2V3IE
「咁我見佢攬我——我以為我都可以……」697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5lWqGo67Fp
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcaXUZ9HNFM
阿樂越講越細聲，像萎縮一樣。697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPeUGn8YQ24
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZIctObEWFV
青青說話一向很直接，唯有努力令語調聽來柔和一點：697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5s3TXJu8qq
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyrFlkhvNgw
「佢攬你，係派糧啩，或者佢就係想攬吓你呢。你攬佢，就……可能，佢唔想啦，都已經攬咗。」697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZioLf6AQCB
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrPcjfzxGX8
她拍一拍他的肩，廚房的光照在青青的眼上，他盯着她的瞳仁：697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzLdzlrHV6B
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2sUSetR3Gp
「點算？」697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkirfV6GDiR
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU6hRuZNqPn
「睇你㗎咋。」697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9dNSWIDjFu
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUfKFWhZ21N
放棄，或者，狗衝，大家都心知肚明。697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqjZPU2EA58
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1DT02FUkiT
阿樂明白，只是，如果放棄他不甘，如果狗衝卻無果、直接失去Tanya。在不甘與不再奉獻之間，他選擇不來。他含糊地說：697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZYiRUwfbOE
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ60EEZAF2SX
「我覺得宜家咁樣都幾好嘅。但係，原來，又唔夠好。」697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFpRkBI1hA6
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS5i9jHrHej
青青咬下一粒提子，點頭示意明白：697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6882Pojlbu
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd24px8c5g9
「冇計啦，一日唔達陣，一日都唔心足嘅。」697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLHOJAE1936
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEmLNb6Jp1J
她內心想：單戀真係好濕滯，好難搞。為什麼Tanya不喜歡他，卻要擁抱他呢？正常人，都會覺得這是一個訊號吧？但她沒有資格質疑別人，因為她也跟阿樂做了愛，然後也沒有然後。697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXgb8xgho4R
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡywTrnVygXH
「咁，點算？」阿樂又問。697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmDdtz253lA
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9l058mhBLg
「冇呀，睇你。」697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoYlQkQMA6Q
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ2fTGobQFV
他們的對話開始重複，在又暗又明的客廳中相視一笑。697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFhkys8etRf
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgswCWPpoVf
這種感覺很奇妙，他們兩個不算開放的人在上了床後，有過一些糾纏，但最終，各有心上人；現在，還與對方剖白對別人的心意，仿佛一切都沒發生過。697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAek82s6D5T
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt0BcrSUXcG
有趣的成人世界，氛圍和善得像戒毒分享會。697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL30LHj2qB0
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBNIr0HLnZO
「你要對自己好啲，唔好乜都諗女神啦，你覺得點樣自己會開心啲啊？」697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDcj3ESPGfP
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQcv1IL8j3N
講經了，青青開始變身煩膠，她已很久沒對人說很多的話。697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg8xOnYsH3k
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkbx8monmrQ
「唔知啊。」697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXFSTDEd8f1
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxB4WuFtkVa
阿樂空洞的看着沒有打開的電視機。697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzqK6RUeKKo
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbH5yUk9VFr
「同佢一齊？」697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEGyQVqoOk5
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDTbjZ4CkpM
「可能係啦……」697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq4HkWPohkN
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKumN6KJGSv
阿樂常常都說「唔知」、「可能」這種字眼；青青問：697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoHNcPz1vP9
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUlyL4qmirj
「咩叫可能，係定唔係㗎？」697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpJvNugrX8a
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv5u8M9671b
「係嘅。」697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaORIvJaaXq
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuJJmusBJOa
青青覺得阿樂的心很模糊——不過行動二選一；但又有個大概——終於確認自己喜歡誰人，像剛剛好五百度近視眼中的風景。她竟然也敢批判他，她理應慚愧。697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Z4lKPFgmH
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9twjQpGEcQ
「咁其實你當兵，開唔開心？」697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtTYSS5qjvT
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk1cYoq7D2i
她又跟隨他的視線看黑色的電視螢幕，身往梳化的背挨。697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlqPh9JQwwe
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd7oS8h2Sv7
「見到佢開心，我都開心。如果我哋傾得好埋，又開心。有時佢讚我，或者需要我，嗯，都開心。」697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnjNaeuOlc0
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlHlS3jOcpt
阿樂認真思考，他真的在說心底話，這客廳的感覺過分舒緩神經。697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlEezUKKytK
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIbfLHeA5w9
「咁『鍾意佢』呢件事本身呢，開唔開心？」697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVs8F4mHCuk
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3t7aedLSI0
阿樂沉默。青青也不再說話，她就專心地吃提子。良久，他說：697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQiY7ozthC9
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHMuPsXlXuh
「分唔開。啲記憶Mix埋一齊㗎嘛——唔知啊。」697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKj1TEMCyX5
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYCAV2GhOem
「你咩都唔知㗎。」697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqU8eZlDzM2
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkhGknqNAlk
青青笑他，但看見他沒精打采的樣子，突然覺得不忍——他的悲傷，似乎是來自不夠愛自己。697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcAjonYHfoA
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPHASpOdbg1
「係啊，可以點，又唔到我決定。」697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt6BORQFwpd
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK03AAODDMf
阿樂不可置否，他確實無法找到一個方向發力，忽然佩服自己何以能夠追求青青。她反問，大膽起來：697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVNUXHInmDu
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwz1pfE1dz5
「係咩？你可以決定自己要點做㗎嘛。你真係好捨得令自己唔開心。」697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0lh61dtiAY
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3DpXNe0jIH
「其實你之前已經話娘娘係唔好惹，叫我女死女還在。但係，就係冇計啊，我就係鍾意佢。」697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnD8OxcJWNT
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5PovWc5s88
他也誠實地、肯定地講出心上人。697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDooFpJm4aq
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfZ19MtVlyy
「唓，一時一樣嘅。」697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0dtMLvAODI
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3b3PmgVUDM
「Sorry。」697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTZelCh6z2h
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC7V1tJrmC6
「我都係。」697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ35wiKPrcuC
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvyYp6J4dPg
這沒頭沒腦的道歉和跟機，他們一同歎氣。697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5vttPotx43
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCQ0h2xj07Q
「真係唔明佢諗咩。」阿樂感慨。697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjUTMIDcRAR
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMpmmUmURRG
「你連自己諗咩都唔知，仲想諗人哋？」697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQDglQTmDwM
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg6okIDilZn
「係嘅。」697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaJ0J3pWX3q
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP2bW4D0y92
他們坐在梳化上，得斜右方的廚房有光，昏昏暗暗，感覺極度安全，世界好似只剩下他們，無人窺探他們的秘密。站式風扇輕輕地轉頭，帶給他們一點點舒適的涼意。697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk8kupScwcB
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHg0mmBE6za
他們都沉默許久，青青說：697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFf9JKaeqDY
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbxmAwSPkJL
「阿樂啊。697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5liR3JX4af
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBenpE2Ek9G
阿樂，你可以更加珍惜自己啊。你嘅搖擺不定同埋考慮，好似都、未曾將自己嘅心意擺喺首位咁嘅。697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1qB1IdANUB
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ14jhOgz3T8
兜兜轉轉又陪喺女神身邊，但係，又好似唔知想點咁。咁你自己呢？你想要咩？697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXZyypBS4Il
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1wqeLAsnlc
你自己開唔開心啊？」697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡilvPC5WHOc
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbHR0vQTZLY
青青就是覺得，他不夠將關注放在自身。自尊呢？卻因心儀對象捨棄……但對方似乎不痛不癢。697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsDOoKZ5fhb
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuBZF4UHkIY
「媽媽。」697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHTmFcMHDEq
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ15cs3jHXpd
阿樂笑她長氣；她反了一個白眼：697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ76XwDN2sxW
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8uDUDcXDzP
「咪笑啦，係有啲講經嘅。」697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfljMbIg6wS
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcc4tLOOV0H
阿樂喃喃，但又是說給她聽的：697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWEYehu0lnz
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTqnFoafTxU
「你個《十年》故，我睇完之後，其實好羨慕阿朗（男主角）。就算佢迷失，但最後都諗得通，又有思思（女主角）陪佢。其實點解呢？」697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3vLKmsNe2k
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCQPzAaBJgT
「哦，阿朗靚仔啩。」697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp9WJ1Qp0Mb
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqc8BkLNzqv
「屌你咩。」阿樂笑。697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJF32pAKpTe
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFWWTVdQgaA
青青筆下的男主角，與阿樂在性格上差距很大，她嘗試梳理記憶：697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWF6p299ZvT
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDjbwWjb0p8
「佢好知道自己要咩㗎喎，要老婆，要屋企。而且，佢迷失嗰時都係Focus喺自己情緒㗎，揾Fiona（女配角）其實講得好聽啲，都係照顧緊自己個心啊。697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzkAdZgVzdJ
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaHp5hAdciP
同你唔同啊，揾親女神，你都係唔開心嘅，或者係佢開心你先開心。697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbTrqnZetT2
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDejk3MpjN2
如果，你可以為鍾意女神呢件事本身而開心，咁就最好啦。欣賞吓自己嘅堅持同毅力囉，好勁吖，喺呢個世代，好難得㗎，你已經好犀利。」697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwm79VTBFST
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuI9ZPI8rzO
阿樂的眼眶濕潤，青青看見他不斷眨眼。697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ65q5BPVb9A
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc1VkzDSeJk
「多謝。」697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZfjShDtdDK
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCWqDCTv1Sq
「呢個氣氛，好啱我，即刻成個阿婆咁。」697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl3I5FEUU3B
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlZa64t24oc
她突然好為人師——對住比她年長的人。這算是她的缺點吧。697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa67fgVW4I4
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5iP85aGCOT
「係有啲長氣。」697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgQN2URLFGv
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRDQXNpk1H3
阿樂又嘲笑她。青青也笑，看看他，點頭問：「咁所以點？」697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6YpgVqk2YY
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyAcC8Qi90u
「見步行步囉。」阿樂答。697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnrnIEr2tLh
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPIM1nQZzgk
「可以啊。」697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkdxPj51vFL
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡABoDxfflGr
「繼續，直到我唔可以再繼續。」697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMHQsbuuoa2
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwJh2k2GX1i
「好。」697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVaPYL1wo52
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf0EMCNRgL4
一次沒有什麼進展的對話；但總有想通了一些什麼。
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