「Tanya啱啱臨走前，攬咗我一吓，之後，我又去攬返佢一吓。但佢推開我，個樣好反感咁……你覺得係點解？」643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiwYBGZot2M
643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd2mCAMOQNf
啫係叫你收皮囉……643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGMsQRYMGZ1
643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsmVEXxAO5y
青青內心如此嘀咕，對上他氣餒的臉，問：643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlX0aZQKMwQ
643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Ie945vIHj
「你以咩身份去攬佢？」643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhyaIhHzpxX
643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKuxGHtLf9R
他沉默兩秒，他沒有任何身份，只有一顆於Tanya不知何意何義的真心；反而Tanya才是那個地位崇高的人。643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyfAgev5Ww6
643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUV6QhqqDQy
「咁我見佢攬我——我以為我都可以……」643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt61KHyb1av
643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGvhHmTWhKz
阿樂越講越細聲，像萎縮一樣。643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYyHpvcoQ4B
643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZeRyxmbYSo
青青說話一向很直接，唯有努力令語調聽來柔和一點：643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEecXt3GzTQ
643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrcixOhlKeY
「佢攬你，係派糧啩，或者佢就係想攬吓你呢。你攬佢，就……可能，佢唔想啦，都已經攬咗。」643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQdeRG5FtLO
643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcSZ73exR3q
她拍一拍他的肩，廚房的光照在青青的眼上，他盯着她的瞳仁：643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdySCuDYin7
643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFqFVCW3cFW
「點算？」643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAbmj6RMF7M
643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWKcTVnSIAT
「睇你㗎咋。」643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9bVKJaxwfa
643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjki9aMNCHr
放棄，或者，狗衝，大家都心知肚明。643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ74Q5poD9mJ
643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZLAeDPNS3L
阿樂明白，只是，如果放棄他不甘，如果狗衝卻無果、直接失去Tanya。在不甘與不再奉獻之間，他選擇不來。他含糊地說：643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZNcn4j3WBf
643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbVPIp5LGV1
「我覺得宜家咁樣都幾好嘅。但係，原來，又唔夠好。」643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOnzstbFQuI
643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7qKxv0dQIt
青青咬下一粒提子，點頭示意明白：643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKOxid4SoBf
643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOXK0sU9QvY
「冇計啦，一日唔達陣，一日都唔心足嘅。」643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTkZp24yPrm
643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfOlaPviVZ1
她內心想：單戀真係好濕滯，好難搞。為什麼Tanya不喜歡他，卻要擁抱他呢？正常人，都會覺得這是一個訊號吧？但她沒有資格質疑別人，因為她也跟阿樂做了愛，然後也沒有然後。643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb4L78JZM8E
643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy03FeZZwN7
「咁，點算？」阿樂又問。643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7xFlnP3ShA
643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLdI5wG0VPs
「冇呀，睇你。」643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIaECaAAGqp
643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl1I5vO2rBM
他們的對話開始重複，在又暗又明的客廳中相視一笑。643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡexiL98Y9dO
643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy4wx0hJNcu
這種感覺很奇妙，他們兩個不算開放的人在上了床後，有過一些糾纏，但最終，各有心上人；現在，還與對方剖白對別人的心意，仿佛一切都沒發生過。643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjyAezJAbI8
643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7cex2shZt5
有趣的成人世界，氛圍和善得像戒毒分享會。643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoEGeTWpUYV
643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIclxZo525i
「你要對自己好啲，唔好乜都諗女神啦，你覺得點樣自己會開心啲啊？」643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡynHW13wURh
643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ2lt4UDVlu
講經了，青青開始變身煩膠，她已很久沒對人說很多的話。643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡegy44tpix3
643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTsNVqNI7Pt
「唔知啊。」643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJanczSkdZL
643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzi6mu2DjtB
阿樂空洞的看着沒有打開的電視機。643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO0P9EJs7y9
643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9f6Ew2Z9cT
「同佢一齊？」643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAB2qOqkOnu
643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwPfrGlXxyL
「可能係啦……」643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEpQZkE7UaY
643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmM0a34sBOr
阿樂常常都說「唔知」、「可能」這種字眼；青青問：643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ0VoeMKfSV
643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTGdStnbKH0
「咩叫可能，係定唔係㗎？」643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJV6inszBsA
643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ImKFXAUhy
「係嘅。」643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBzupAiR940
643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTIUYlG62MF
青青覺得阿樂的心很模糊——不過行動二選一；但又有個大概——終於確認自己喜歡誰人，像剛剛好五百度近視眼中的風景。她竟然也敢批判他，她理應慚愧。643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡECdO7HKiFY
643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8kz0dN2bKE
「咁其實你當兵，開唔開心？」643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYE5LcA2e25
643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqWFljdffOu
她又跟隨他的視線看黑色的電視螢幕，身往梳化的背挨。643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrkwYZeO00g
643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdXEHEwve6S
「見到佢開心，我都開心。如果我哋傾得好埋，又開心。有時佢讚我，或者需要我，嗯，都開心。」643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡud5CKgT2kz
643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSaytA73FI4
阿樂認真思考，他真的在說心底話，這客廳的感覺過分舒緩神經。643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ZBAEW5BrH
643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHNaScy58SK
「咁『鍾意佢』呢件事本身呢，開唔開心？」643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCAxSgrdtcl
643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKU3xUtZH0v
阿樂沉默。青青也不再說話，她就專心地吃提子。良久，他說：643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3FiUKppFKF
643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlwRKWHwcmC
「分唔開。啲記憶Mix埋一齊㗎嘛——唔知啊。」643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxXQPiXbNsy
643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Kp65JavSm
「你咩都唔知㗎。」643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ42ch2HvK9g
643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6rs4RYRn9J
青青笑他，但看見他沒精打采的樣子，突然覺得不忍——他的悲傷，似乎是來自不夠愛自己。643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBsmDQaK7mu
643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyzE9rWl4eK
「係啊，可以點，又唔到我決定。」643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4NqyJI1E1S
643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPsaZu2q4cU
阿樂不可置否，他確實無法找到一個方向發力，忽然佩服自己何以能夠追求青青。她反問，大膽起來：643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjavSSmsHol
643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjGH4uflPR6
「係咩？你可以決定自己要點做㗎嘛。你真係好捨得令自己唔開心。」643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlxpQl6bknE
643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjjGx7QQFyh
「其實你之前已經話娘娘係唔好惹，叫我女死女還在。但係，就係冇計啊，我就係鍾意佢。」643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkYTPz3kSMk
643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtHhcq69GaM
他也誠實地、肯定地講出心上人。643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnMYzYIXh21
643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS6CPDDrzeJ
「唓，一時一樣嘅。」643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtRcrREbpd5
643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8OmsoVnn1S
「Sorry。」643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkgHRBGYwo0
643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdblBctdWh3
「我都係。」643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsmRHV1AdH9
643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiE3nMKMki6
這沒頭沒腦的道歉和跟機，他們一同歎氣。643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡupEoMBgJpH
643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZTHzxjQoEY
「真係唔明佢諗咩。」阿樂感慨。643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFNgQ9dWQXG
643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSbHaRxqrZV
「你連自己諗咩都唔知，仲想諗人哋？」643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRpgAZ7qpMF
643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoCKElUUsX6
「係嘅。」643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0z0iywbGTU
643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtzVeORnbJI
他們坐在梳化上，得斜右方的廚房有光，昏昏暗暗，感覺極度安全，世界好似只剩下他們，無人窺探他們的秘密。站式風扇輕輕地轉頭，帶給他們一點點舒適的涼意。643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg12hARmMBN
643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAdLoqZeg7U
他們都沉默許久，青青說：643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCCjdgsz3ts
643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeMnk7alkv4
「阿樂啊。643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCCU6kQmEK9
643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡseDjglCSTW
阿樂，你可以更加珍惜自己啊。你嘅搖擺不定同埋考慮，好似都、未曾將自己嘅心意擺喺首位咁嘅。643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSate3u1YQ0
643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi4CTtztS4W
兜兜轉轉又陪喺女神身邊，但係，又好似唔知想點咁。咁你自己呢？你想要咩？643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXyv8TbklU1
643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVAmYFztTsG
你自己開唔開心啊？」643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwEBBSy8hJH
643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdd6F37bfas
青青就是覺得，他不夠將關注放在自身。自尊呢？卻因心儀對象捨棄……但對方似乎不痛不癢。643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPC5r34DtCq
643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJg2NVKATx5
「媽媽。」643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs2vpgGUaSi
643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv39JVzZyUs
阿樂笑她長氣；她反了一個白眼：643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlolvZpIUK6
643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ8KofOENre
「咪笑啦，係有啲講經嘅。」643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPRlBvNkasl
643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxxg4gXxG44
阿樂喃喃，但又是說給她聽的：643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCiCCCiU9wv
643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhNciR3cJxB
「你個《十年》故，我睇完之後，其實好羨慕阿朗（男主角）。就算佢迷失，但最後都諗得通，又有思思（女主角）陪佢。其實點解呢？」643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdLMtktyJmt
643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPjiStUSxNu
「哦，阿朗靚仔啩。」643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ52vHipEP4R
643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSNf5Co36nF
「屌你咩。」阿樂笑。643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu1Hhopn4zM
643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyUUhDWes8q
青青筆下的男主角，與阿樂在性格上差距很大，她嘗試梳理記憶：643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHCNw7eIzod
643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHmiy7tthbC
「佢好知道自己要咩㗎喎，要老婆，要屋企。而且，佢迷失嗰時都係Focus喺自己情緒㗎，揾Fiona（女配角）其實講得好聽啲，都係照顧緊自己個心啊。643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq9CHCVDRLG
643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡERjbeL1c9I
同你唔同啊，揾親女神，你都係唔開心嘅，或者係佢開心你先開心。643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ycBtT6TbY
643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡokGHvfHnxf
如果，你可以為鍾意女神呢件事本身而開心，咁就最好啦。欣賞吓自己嘅堅持同毅力囉，好勁吖，喺呢個世代，好難得㗎，你已經好犀利。」643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaHPNa8MN77
643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdNopl0ExkH
阿樂的眼眶濕潤，青青看見他不斷眨眼。643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMcgueYmBhs
643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3gPoZNY5HX
「多謝。」643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKxeexw6YkB
643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr42eNIzSOd
「呢個氣氛，好啱我，即刻成個阿婆咁。」643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz7DacsY3UK
643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxT7moDiKPP
她突然好為人師——對住比她年長的人。這算是她的缺點吧。643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsoAGQN8Epo
643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJLOfsc8o4U
「係有啲長氣。」643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsiCr7AkijA
643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9oeB9uP8hJ
阿樂又嘲笑她。青青也笑，看看他，點頭問：「咁所以點？」643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6tI36SWVSS
643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPswLeRJdM9
「見步行步囉。」阿樂答。643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK4OgIJ0XGm
643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYWXKn3Gmki
「可以啊。」643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡajguk4Ygw6
643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt6r8Pbxg02
「繼續，直到我唔可以再繼續。」643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKtJY22rOAi
643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeG0Bb2ebwC
「好。」643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5OmGMR3nmu
643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVEpddhoglN
一次沒有什麼進展的對話；但總有想通了一些什麼。
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