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天氣:陰355Please respect copyright.PENANANDW2nabNqy
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在我的印象中,他是個很寡言的人。355Please respect copyright.PENANA5XIQrnSfeS
「喂——你今天衛生紙帶夠了嗎?」一個男生推了推他,以大家都能聽到的音量大聲說。355Please respect copyright.PENANA39HhX9OOkF
幾個人笑出來,跟著起鬨。355Please respect copyright.PENANAblXGkalVlp
「鼻血哥,你會不會失血而死啊?」355Please respect copyright.PENANAOziFuKEIM0
「噁,反正別沾到我就好。」355Please respect copyright.PENANALngWNUMH1p
許多人以玩笑的語氣圍在他身邊戲弄道。355Please respect copyright.PENANAwiEtGsfpmx
而他本人只是坐在位子上,默默把正留著鼻血的鼻子捏住,以熟練的動作止血。355Please respect copyright.PENANA9eciN5tgrh
好像是開學幾天後知道的吧。知道他因為鼻腔內部比較脆弱,因此只要有些微的刺激,就會流血。355Please respect copyright.PENANAJz9B5AKWjP
「你衛生紙真的都不離手欸。」A把整包衛生紙拿走。355Please respect copyright.PENANATj5raUq9cy
「這樣他要用什麼擦?」旁邊的B問。355Please respect copyright.PENANA3hoWGi3HT5
「用——啊哈,這個!」A把B的手帕丟到那個人桌上。355Please respect copyright.PENANAcWiUoUZNqL
「不要拿我的啦!你們很無聊欸!」B同學拿走手帕之後就出了教室。355Please respect copyright.PENANAj7dHdjy0Lc
「______,他不借你耶。真可憐。」A說,並把衛生紙連同那句話丟還給了他。355Please respect copyright.PENANA4ZBi0Vc5L1
我每天都會看到類似的情形上演,因為我一直在他身邊看著。355Please respect copyright.PENANAeH9T03J1v5
儘管每天聽他們喊,但不知為什麼,我到現在還是記不起他的名字。355Please respect copyright.PENANAnr7f5qo6t6
或許,你會問:為什麼沒人制止?畢竟,總會有幾個正義感比較強的人去說說他們吧。355Please respect copyright.PENANA0fVshJLAfd
但事實上,真的就是沒有這樣的人。355Please respect copyright.PENANAAFzwX5O0gU
每個人都不曾從自己的小小空間裡跨出那一步;只有當別人越界了,才會有所反應——就像那個B一樣。355Please respect copyright.PENANAUOAZLpVJcW
就這樣形成一個氛圍,大家都以看戲的表情,看著這齣每日戲。355Please respect copyright.PENANAC7pMxgP4Qz
雖然,他們並不知道,自己也是戲裡的一員。355Please respect copyright.PENANA4jgjYfzpj8
「獨善其身的演員們」,我這樣為他們命名。355Please respect copyright.PENANAWPdF7u01G4
那麼,在這齣戲裡,誰才是反派的一方呢?355Please respect copyright.PENANAwEPP1OAUyU
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有一天,我趁周圍都沒人時,問那個人:「你不厭倦嗎?」355Please respect copyright.PENANAhRwAY0gwJI
他頓了一下,然後輕輕點了點頭。355Please respect copyright.PENANAmgxSBPiRqZ
「你難道不希望他們不要再這樣鬧你嗎?」355Please respect copyright.PENANA3XGDyDW2V0
——他點頭。355Please respect copyright.PENANAEcsot89jGj
「那你為什麼都不說話?像反駁之類的,總之說點什麼。」355Please respect copyright.PENANAlrwimhjhFy
他猶豫許久,才小聲說:「我沒那個膽。」355Please respect copyright.PENANAmWOiii6koT
沒那個膽。就這樣直接把我想試圖接下去的話給截斷,連同可能會有所改變的未來。355Please respect copyright.PENANAtYSlXpDOK6
「好吧。」355Please respect copyright.PENANAeP9LwnPaKy
既然你都這麼說了。355Please respect copyright.PENANAc19xE5xe2H
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我呢,是個旁觀者。355Please respect copyright.PENANAFexSrnM8oL
現在是,以後也不會變。355Please respect copyright.PENANAZD9LTaDJvI
我會跟其他人一樣,只待在自己的空間內。355Please respect copyright.PENANAazZkEw2i0Q
因為,我已經收到他的答覆。沒勇氣嘛,就只是這樣。355Please respect copyright.PENANATM3Y9bRwT9
好可憐。355Please respect copyright.PENANAAolDxUGYn5
真令人唏噓啊。355Please respect copyright.PENANA2Xqj8RlJAl
嗯,我想我下次再遇到時也不會幫他吧。355Please respect copyright.PENANArF3DOcJDkb
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一個身影坐在書桌前,在日記上寫下最後幾個字。355Please respect copyright.PENANAlh8BYd3aY4
他從桌子上拿了幾張衛生紙,把不小心滴到本子上的液體擦掉。355Please respect copyright.PENANA1zSXuLCspp
「⋯⋯可惡,髒掉了。」他邊說邊收拾桌面,把水杯移到別的地方。355Please respect copyright.PENANA811pvEdcjg
「討厭死了。」他厭惡的說。「我要去洗燥了。」355Please respect copyright.PENANAQe8O5YKXMT
碰的一聲。房間門被關上。355Please respect copyright.PENANAXkl0YsRzI6
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桌上,留下了沒擦乾淨的血漬。355Please respect copyright.PENANA19HP1PpVCj
以及不知到底誰才是主角的日記。355Please respect copyright.PENANAdUaHfRdk7R
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草:以防有人看不太懂,日記裡的「我」和「他」其實是同一人喔
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