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“ Speak what you think today in hard words and tomorrow speak what tomorrow thinks in hard words again, though it contradict every thing you said today.
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Ralph Waldo Emerson ,
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You can have regret from yesterday, fear tomorrow, but peace today by sharing your heart’s deepest feelings. A life spent being fearful of showing your soul is a life not worth living.
Shannon L. Alder
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4. speaking out
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"Freyaaaaa!!" Amaya exclaimed laughing hysterically, she was always happy unlike me. She rushed to hug freya and freya who was much taller than she was had to bend her head a little so the side of her face could touch Amaya's head. Amaya Pecked her giggling.
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"You are so short," I teased Amaya. Amaya pushed me to the corner with so much force I almost fell, she eyed me then she started laughing. I laughed back even when my stomach hurt from where she pushed me and in my heart I cried, I wailed but no one heard me.
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The three of us started walking to the gate of our faculty building, the both of them laughed and joked but I was alone, abandoned. I have always been alone even when surrounded by people especially when surrounded by people.
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When I'm with my diary I feel my own presence, my mind was my only faithful friend but even she has betrayed me. Why can no one truly love me? Just why? Am I that unlovable?
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My eyes glistened with unshed tears and to distract myself I listened to their conversation even if I was not part of it. They talked about feminism which Amaya was in strong support of, she was a loyal to the course, a loyal feminist. She belonged to groups and clubs that advocated women Rights. She overdid it.
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"I don't support feminism right now because now it all looks like madness to me, to me people have mistaken feminism for sexism" I blurted out.
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I never wanted to say it out loud, I didnt want to argue with Amaya about anything. In my heart I was always wrong,I didn't have a right to believe and I didn't have a right to speak. If I didn't have a right to speak why could I speak?
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