my heart is cursed by a small but emotionally fragile creature. in the hopes that i would not give my feels that he longed for to some or something else...699Please respect copyright.PENANAzeggXNiwSw
699Please respect copyright.PENANAC6hWJmdm3l
to pretend to love someone, to act like i like them so that they will not break down when i turn there invitation down... what some's happen is said to come to hunt me. and yet i sleep fine... i can do all the thngs to show you effection. a hug, a kill, maybe cry even have sex...699Please respect copyright.PENANAA6lMfo00Hz
699Please respect copyright.PENANAXJhgXTg3dP
but what you'll never hear is me using i, and love in the same sentence.699Please respect copyright.PENANAwXpiMjnQoP
699Please respect copyright.PENANAfwjfWo0BfO
its just how the creature felt. when one had a repulsive truth, they'd do anything to keep it from getting out and take it to the grave... it was the same for me except in this case it was more painful for him then for me ...699Please respect copyright.PENANAkdWnqR0SGq
699Please respect copyright.PENANAYkoPWipKUP
" love no one and tell to nothing"699Please respect copyright.PENANAw0jn24fw0f
699Please respect copyright.PENANASpEuav6S5D
not just unable to tell someone but also no thing a person, a hobby, and ideal, or a drawing.699Please respect copyright.PENANAHydlmqUsuH
699Please respect copyright.PENANABGlMlFBBQG
" that i loved what they were"699Please respect copyright.PENANA4lqoHQbctI
699Please respect copyright.PENANA3GexPlZPYn
a girl i dated, in her head we were a thing, if only i could tell her that she was a genie pig in my little lab that i had nothing true n terms of feels except curiosity699Please respect copyright.PENANAOoH1VTYoRC
when all said and done i threw her away, she just didn't realize it yet 699Please respect copyright.PENANAkorGXyW0Pz
and then she called and told me:699Please respect copyright.PENANArUqejOSjvz
" i don't want to date anymore"699Please respect copyright.PENANAincB9m37Gt
didn't feel like a breakup or being dumped more like we were playing a video game that only one of us were taking seriously...699Please respect copyright.PENANAc5GAhybimN
699Please respect copyright.PENANAg3KPdBa6d6
in further truth it didn't feel like any emotion was ever being shown...699Please respect copyright.PENANAwsUGf58lvR
no hugs, no kisses not even a holding of hands no physical contact what so ever...699Please respect copyright.PENANAajSVLyXyWD
hard to feel any since of heart break...when the was nothing to break, not in the since that it was already broken glass but more to the idea o my heart being as emptiy as the water in a glass... after all you cannot break what does not maintain its form right...699Please respect copyright.PENANAVFpsxEzCIv
699Please respect copyright.PENANAkbyrtX2nZc
the only thing fun about this was how i was manipulating her into thinking we were actully dating... we were already friends she was a loner convinced that no boy would love her and me a guy with nothing to do that had no true feels to lose, nothing lost nothing gained just a bit of harmless fun, especially since she thinks she was the one who let go of the leash, even though i had put out the light first as if a dog to lose interest in there owner before they did...699Please respect copyright.PENANAPEbbezEiUr
699Please respect copyright.PENANAUuKZhzZdQ2
so you say "how does it feel to love someone that doesn't love you back"699Please respect copyright.PENANAcwnBkpH3sq
perhaps the answer would be699Please respect copyright.PENANAZTqY8ip3tI
" you tell me"699Please respect copyright.PENANA4p9ECLKrCK
or rather " it doesn't"699Please respect copyright.PENANAseurbXDIyD