「央,幫我拿藍色,好嗎?」804Please respect copyright.PENANALrzEIUpOPm
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李央睜開眼睛,發現自己又回到白色的房間、又變回十二歲的模樣。李康坐在那邊的梯子、拿著筆刷,將房間的牆壁,塗得五顏六色。804Please respect copyright.PENANAWcUQt0lIwo
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「……。」804Please respect copyright.PENANAND6Mz2Bj6K
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一開始,李央搞不清楚狀況,直到想起李晴煬──想起那兩發子彈,他意識到什麼,躺在床上笑了。李央兩手摀著眼睛,邊笑邊哭。804Please respect copyright.PENANA6Pof1JKoAm
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「哈哈……哈哈哈……哈哈……」804Please respect copyright.PENANAt6pDDymUGb
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這是地獄──沒錯,屬於他的地獄。李康是他的心魔,他將永遠被困在這,和他最害怕的哥哥一起。804Please respect copyright.PENANAi8HHLjyhMH
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「央。」804Please respect copyright.PENANAdwX3OaRLve
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李康從梯子上下來,走到床邊。804Please respect copyright.PENANAAMT9xXqj7d
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「歡迎回來,央。」804Please respect copyright.PENANAhlZvLkHAYR
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「……嗯。」李央抽氣,「我回來了,哥哥……」804Please respect copyright.PENANAkCq3Icwweo
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「哭什麼?」李康握住他的手,「你就這麼不想,看到我嗎?」804Please respect copyright.PENANAz9GJuX1MBY
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「不。」804Please respect copyright.PENANAWFVBPKSeg5
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李央把手拿開,哭紅的眼睛看著哥哥,然後笑了。804Please respect copyright.PENANAfY1JZ0xu2S
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「我很想你。」他絕望笑著,「我很想你,哥哥。」804Please respect copyright.PENANAjzsVyCHUuR
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「想我?」李康歪頭,「我記得你說,你討厭我。」804Please respect copyright.PENANA9pFQcwS8Zt
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「對,我討厭你。」李央告訴他:「可是,你不在,我連一個人睡覺都做不到。我只能和你生活,只能跟你在一起。」804Please respect copyright.PENANAoRDHCy2IJT
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──誰都好。804Please respect copyright.PENANAYNrY2XOXnM
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李康笑了。804Please respect copyright.PENANAc70lbXB69r
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──我想成為那個「非你不可」。804Please respect copyright.PENANAT1uEUE5juS
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一開始,只是想減輕心裡的通苦,所以說服自己、原諒對方;然而,斯德哥爾摩症候群,忘記自己是受害者,將這份感情視為愛。804Please respect copyright.PENANAoVvy0eF2lm
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「……沒錯。」804Please respect copyright.PENANA0KDTWN4A3x
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李康露出漂亮的笑容,「這就是『紅心傑克』。」804Please respect copyright.PENANA0MI6lsEn9B
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名為愛的暴力。804Please respect copyright.PENANAslG4bTbbvU
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他們為此而生,也為此而死。804Please respect copyright.PENANA7qJCKtjlKj
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「哥。」804Please respect copyright.PENANA6zwBAhVkBi
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李央看著哥哥──反正已經無藥可救──他問李康:「你想要什麼顏色?」804Please respect copyright.PENANAZARG47hB41
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「白色。」804Please respect copyright.PENANAHD7KmBeZBm
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李康說,將金色的頭髮捋到耳後,「我要,這個房間的顏色。」804Please respect copyright.PENANAW6npisqRYq
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「……沒問題。」804Please respect copyright.PENANANWxPB7ITdd
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話落,李央主動伸手,將李康拉到床上。少年優美的身軀展現在前,他們擁抱彼此、感受彼此;同時,李央的頭髮和眼睛,漸漸和李康一樣,變成漂亮的金色,與血腥的紅色。804Please respect copyright.PENANAZpnrvK3gHA
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「你是毒。」804Please respect copyright.PENANA70gGt9rPku
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李央咬著李康的後頸。紅色、金色……直到白色出現,他告訴李康:804Please respect copyright.PENANA5Jglfiq06u
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「而我,飲鴆止渴。」