她記得曾經看過一部電影《高年級實習生》,安海瑟薇飾演事業有成的女老闆,老公卻外遇,可是她知道自己不可能再遇到和他一樣,能夠包容她的男人,她更怕自己有天老了,獨自離開人世的那種寂寥。364Please respect copyright.PENANApNNc14rbBF
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人再邊緣,勢必需要一個伴——馮宥姬希望是陪她走過六年青春歲月的鄭江緯,因為在她人生最低潮的那幾年,對方不離不棄,有個直覺告訴她,他們會步入禮堂,會白頭偕老。364Please respect copyright.PENANAMlkd4i9oyE
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今天馮宥姬打定主意,要再次告白,要告訴他心中這些話,然後儘管她沒準備婚戒,至少用現場的花環作證,表明想要娶他回家的決心。364Please respect copyright.PENANAnZmUBg9bAq
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是啊!誰說女生一定要等男方告白和求婚?馮宥姬認為自己是新時代女性,不必遵守那些陳禮舊俗。364Please respect copyright.PENANAoTLr6bAENC
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「差不多該去送客了。」馮宥姬長期拿不定的主意終於確定,她離開梁燕琴的肩膀,重新打起精神,跑去換回原來的工作制服,畢恭畢敬站在大門,對每一個離開會場的嘉賓鞠躬致謝。364Please respect copyright.PENANACnot4NMJTK
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會場的音樂聲越來越小,最後停止播放,整個空間剩下工作人員鬆了口氣的聲音,他們恢復場地和器材,一些人推著推車放置器材,一些人負責將剩下的食物打包,他們打算晚上一起去夜店狂歡。364Please respect copyright.PENANAHL2uV1ctLl
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順帶一題,那是老闆請的,沒有不去的理由,他還邀請端木介青去,不過理所當然被拒絕,不用想也知道,高高在上的他哪會去充滿庶民文化的場所,搞不好會一個人窩在家裡,聆聽歌劇之類,這樣比較符合他的人設。364Please respect copyright.PENANAdBn8EhEYWc
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婚禮顧問的工作暫時告一段落,馮宥姬換上另一個身份——鄭江緯的女朋友,左手抓著掛在牆上的花環,右手鬼鬼祟祟撥打他的電話號碼。364Please respect copyright.PENANATq3SRn78tL
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那種偷偷摸摸、做壞事要給對方驚喜,是她失去已久的熱戀期感覺。他們之間的關係的確不像以前那般熱絡,隨著年資增長,工作和責任加深許多,很少有共同時間吃飯約會,更何況他們的工作性質差異很大,一個忙內,一個忙外。鄭江緯總是在外拍,有時待北部,有時待南部,甚至出差到國外。364Please respect copyright.PENANAp44E9A05Pc
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他年紀大她七歲,有股熟男才有的魅力。面頰粗曠,黑色大濃眉,微捲的中長髮帶著野性之美,那對炯炯有神的眼睛拍出許多與眾不同的照片。她喜歡他拍的照片,新人總能透過眼神流露對彼此的傾慕,更喜歡他粗中帶細的溫柔,每次夜晚在床上會靠在她耳邊說些甜言蜜語,惹得耳朵發癢,雙頰潮紅。364Please respect copyright.PENANApQfsx2MDcl
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她路上遇到鄭江緯的同事,興奮地問:「Jeff,你有看到江緯嗎?」364Please respect copyright.PENANAVNWWHOQ4t9
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Jeff同為一名婚禮攝影師,他滿臉鬍渣,露出猥褻的笑容,黃齒間看得出來他剛嚼檳榔,「江緯啊?我勸妳不要去找他,免得掃興。」364Please respect copyright.PENANAYKrcuT6oh1
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為何不能找他?馮宥姬將問題藏在心底,說道:「我沒時間跟你開玩笑啦!我想給他一個驚喜,快跟我說他在哪。」364Please respect copyright.PENANABdDLE7dBgc
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「他在服裝秀後台,你去的話,真不知道是誰嚇誰呢!」364Please respect copyright.PENANAnyF9EPW7Hh
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語畢, Jeff朝她揮了揮手,往另一個方向離開。364Please respect copyright.PENANA5HHrUrT8O4
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他的回應加深馮宥姬的懷疑,她總覺得會有不好的事情發生,因為服裝秀撤場後,不應該有人在那邊的,至少她確定大家移動到酒敘會場時,服裝秀的後台只剩她和端木介青,不可能有其他人在那裡。364Please respect copyright.PENANAl0n92pkRe9
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馮宥姬緩慢打開服裝秀會場大門,還沒走到後台,聽見一男一女對話的聲音。364Please respect copyright.PENANAz7rUAjyj86
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「緯緯,你的手機從剛剛一直響,是女朋友找你嗎?」女聲嬌嗲說道。364Please respect copyright.PENANA7EAgCkXlkA
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「不用管她啦!現在你跟我在一起,就是我的女朋友,而且跟你比較輕鬆自在。」364Please respect copyright.PENANA4lpgt2kXRf
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幾個親吻,女方又繼續說:「那我哪點比前女友好呢?」364Please respect copyright.PENANAoPfpyJKsLs
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「Molly,我最喜歡看到你的笑容和貼心,記得去年我們去一月日本京都拍攝你的和服照,你怕我冷,將身上的厚外套披在我身上,結果你打噴嚏的事嗎?」364Please respect copyright.PENANAuQddVYWY36
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「討厭,幹嘛記住我的糗事,你還沒跟我說前女友……」364Please respect copyright.PENANAPHpYGIEbI6
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「你不要那麼在意她,我早就和她沒啥關係了,而且她不需要我也能一個人過得很好……看她都勾搭上端木介青,不知道何時跟他那麼親密,誰需要她啊!」364Please respect copyright.PENANAYZQIValb5R
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「是啊,誰需要她!緯緯有我就夠了。」364Please respect copyright.PENANAOEFzLcL48d
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「不想提那個令人掃興的女人!你過來點。」男子粗暴說道。364Please respect copyright.PENANAqUQ3F3pw8l
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他們不知道馮宥姬躲在柱子後方,望向兩人上半赤裸緊擁,衣衫落一地,不堪入耳的喘息聲接連不斷,交合的身影錯動,微弱的燈光照射下如幢幢的鬼影,364Please respect copyright.PENANAr7mbx3eTer
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她發現自己卻異常冷靜,淡然看著鄭江緯劈腿另一名女子的畫面,好比對著不小心切到成人頻道那般對待。隨後,她低頭輕抿下唇,步出這棟大樓。364Please respect copyright.PENANAUtWom8pm5V
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現場遺落了她當初要求婚的花環,孤零零躺在地上,對著如烈火燃燒乾柴的鄭江緯和那名小模。364Please respect copyright.PENANAUSxls5bij6
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外頭正下著雨,溼溼冷冷,街上人潮稀疏。364Please respect copyright.PENANAIKpjYwhQxQ
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馮宥姬狼狽走在街上,臉上的妝花了,磨破腳跟的傷口從襪子滲出血,然而她感覺不到任何疼痛。落在她臉上的雨水,像是代替無痛楚的她難過,淌下情淚。364Please respect copyright.PENANA7F0qIvD5JT
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漫無目的走了一陣子,她腦中響起一個討人厭的嘴臉,用那個清晰的嗓音說道:「一個女孩子不好好裝扮,能力再好也不會有人疼惜你。」364Please respect copyright.PENANAM5jDIRV9vu
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這句話現在聽來格外諷刺,她自嘲地笑了幾聲。364Please respect copyright.PENANAWvQGH69CTH
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「憑什麼?」364Please respect copyright.PENANAfCN9G8Fuwd
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內心不斷發出聲音說起這句話,想要從端木介青說的話掙脫出去,不想承認那句話已成事實。364Please respect copyright.PENANAAy41IO71N1
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她記得鄭江緯手上捧著的那個女孩Molly,中文藝名為張香茉,是一位二十二歲的小模,網上有自己的粉絲專頁,偶爾直播吸引萬人觀看,前年開始和他聯手拍寫真集,聽說銷售還不錯,所以又赴日拍了第二本,兩人便一直合作至今。364Please respect copyright.PENANAxVdPEYfjvE
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這些全是鄭江緯和她說過的話,要她放心在家好好等著,就像他當初也對她說:「我很喜歡你的笑容,整個人被療癒了。」364Please respect copyright.PENANAbxIepe2Rt8
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馮宥姬停下腳步,心想那個混帳是不是對所有女人都用同樣的招術拐騙,甚至同居?364Please respect copyright.PENANA6wxXUyPROo
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男人都是一個樣,不論是他,還是那個討人厭的傢伙。364Please respect copyright.PENANAa81oX5cjpk
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她耗費了無數青春在他身上,連初夜也獻給他,六年間她付出的不比他少,她得到他的感想只剩下「令人掃興」。364Please respect copyright.PENANAN6xDm21opL
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憑什麼?364Please respect copyright.PENANAwmK0SlyQUP
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馮宥姬抬起頭,仰頭看灰濛蒙的天空,看著雨水持續從空中飄落,又繼續走在街上。364Please respect copyright.PENANA55icZLcC5i
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那天晚上她全身溼透,來到高中朋友江倪妮的家,打算住在那邊一陣子,她沒多說失戀的事,只是姊妹們都很清楚,不用明說。364Please respect copyright.PENANAy3LpB1TuvT
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馮宥姬待在江倪妮的寢室,趁著她去整理另一個房間時,打了通電話給鄭江緯,說道:「我們分手吧!我的東西記得郵寄到倪妮那兒,我用Line傳地址給你。」364Please respect copyright.PENANA2JszRabMDv
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「為何?馮宥姬,你又在鬧什麼彆扭?我哪裡做得不夠好啊?你說說看……」鄭江緯不明白地問道。364Please respect copyright.PENANAponuv8AJY1
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馮宥姬沒理會他的抗議,直接掛斷電話,攤坐在地,纖細的手慢慢握緊拳頭。364Please respect copyright.PENANA5iUBegSYPE
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「憑什麼?」她喃喃自語,心中有道不盡的苦楚。364Please respect copyright.PENANAtT02xSMVKX
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憑什麼我該受到這樣的待遇?女人難道這麼好欺負,睡過就能拋棄?就像玩具一樣,可以喜新厭舊——馮宥姬不想用這種方式發洩情緒的,但眼前一片模糊,她分不清楚東南西北,感覺天花板轉得特別厲害。364Please respect copyright.PENANALyTjyKXQjV
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她倒臥在江倪妮的床上,哭聲淒厲,差點沒嚇死對方。364Please respect copyright.PENANAxT0FLk8Ohq
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馮宥姬發燒了一天一夜,拳頭仍緊握,在夢中不斷發誓自己要變得不太一樣。364Please respect copyright.PENANAHtTSsutX4z
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「誰需要男人的滋養啊!」她連夢中都在詛咒害她受傷的男人們。364Please respect copyright.PENANAMVhZgIxN00
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三年後。364Please respect copyright.PENANAWJuAHzXcYb
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一個女人燙著大波浪捲髮,嘴唇塗了大紅色,配上深V的上衣和突顯S曲線的窄裙,雙腳踩著八公分的紅色高跟鞋,闊步在走廊上,抬頭挺胸,兩眼直視前方,準備去接待一組新人。364Please respect copyright.PENANAOXsKiNIQvs
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她是馮宥姬,人稱「顧問一姐」,臉上露出專業的笑容,說道:「久等了,金先生、岑小姐您們好,很高興您們指定我的服務,請您們先坐下來,我們再來商談舉辦婚禮的細項。」364Please respect copyright.PENANAjTR1wYoLWU
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她請梁燕琴倒兩杯茶……不,三杯茶給面前的貴客。364Please respect copyright.PENANAfvUfj8OHut
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「對了,負責您們禮服的是本公司禮服設計鬼才『端木介青』,相信您們應該不陌生。」馮宥姬瞪了那個討厭鬼幾眼,再恢復職業笑容。364Please respect copyright.PENANAMJmau6YGpG
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「什麼細節等下再說。」端木介青回看她,睫毛垂簾,「兩位要穿我設計的作品可以,但得先告訴我你們相戀的故事,這樣才方便我製作出獨一無二的禮服,規矩只有這樣。」364Please respect copyright.PENANA49C17j8B3D
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馮宥姬的嘴角微微抽搐,誰叫那個討厭鬼老是破壞她的計劃。364Please respect copyright.PENANASCfKkgLLEx
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馮宥姬心想自己真歹命,甩了一個渣男,卻從此和另一個男人脫不了關係。364Please respect copyright.PENANA0yf8gqJ09f
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這孽緣不要也罷!364Please respect copyright.PENANAJ1i8lfYkX8
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