I was surprised on what she said... Angeline told me there is this guy that she liked, and his name was Satou. I asked her when did she start talking to this guy, she said only for a few days, it was kind of love at first sight ordeal, she would always tell me about him a lot and she would cling on to him like duct tape sometimes. But with that being said i felt like the two got along just fine so i was not too worried about it at all. Little did i know that Satou will eventually change her because she will experience her first heartbreak in the future.
Our normal conversations obviously stayed normal but with Satou now in the picture. Sometimes all she would talk about was Satou and how their talks are. It wasn't laborious cause i talked about the same with my bf too with her, so its only fair that she can do the same with me. On the same day or if not months later we met this woman and we will call her Kaye. Kaye and Angeline got along right off the bat and they call each other twinsies and i am not going to lie to you, i felt extremely jealous and kind of useless to her now because they get along so well it's not even funny... Its almost like they can be sisters if they wanted to. It did not even take that long until she claimed Kaye as her best friend too. I got jealous and asked her "i thought i was your only best friend?" And she said "no, there is no such thing as having only one best friend, you can have two or three or however many you like, now i have two best friends which is you and Kaye." She told me not to worry because she still considers me as her number one as always. I believed her though as long as she doesn't treat me any different...
It did not take long on her changing though, seems like Satou and Kaye made a huge influence on her, days flew by she became more edgy, her interests started shifting, sometimes i can't even relate to her kinda but our closeness was still there, but i felt uneasy like as if something was going to happen.
Not too long after that i started playing an online game and got into gaming, i met new people and i started dating somebody in game, and i told her about it and she did not seem too happy. She said she does not approve of the guy and she thinks he's not right for me. She wanted me to leave him just because of her assumptions about this dude. I told her no, he is a good guy and he is genuine, we both love each other. After having a lot of indifferences with each other we got into a huge fight. We never spoke to each other and unfriended each other for a good while. The suffering i felt just because she couldn't accept a guy and he happy for me was immense... i thought heavily was it my fault that i chose my boyfriend over my friends? I felt lonely once again... I talked to Kaye for the first time and tried to seek answers from her about her input on the situation, she told me if she was in my place she would have chosen Angeline any day than a random guy that she just met in a game. I didnt know what to think, but i chose to stay with him though. I did not fully ignore her during the fight, i would always ask her through our friend how is she doing and if she even thinks of me. Their answers made it seem like she doesn't even care about me one bit so i became a little spiteful. I always posted pictures of Freya and Chii from Chobits because that's what she considers me and her as. Twin sisters with a strong bond but we were long lost sisters. I was Freya and she was Chii and i would caption it with quotes from random people that i would find that would fit the situation.
After a while i tried to message her again and i asked her if she hated me, i told her I never did. She was the one who tried to make me leave a person i was happy to be with instead of supporting me. We both admitted we were wrong and i apologized, she did too, she told me while we weren't talking she was in so much pain that she wrote me letters long ones. I cant remember what she said about them anymore but she did do it. Eventually we were able to reset to our normal life except she and Kaye got closer and i felt like i was going farther. Its true that she was there for he during our fight, it made me think i was a bad friend and i regret choosing a guy over my friends. Since then the principle of "bros before hoes" was forever drilled in my head.
I never forgot about Satou, i dont fully remember what happened between her and Angeline anymore because this was almost ten years ago when it happened. But what i do know is Angeline was heartbroken cause the dude led her on and pretended to like her, fed her with false feelings. She was broken in half and she was not her old self anymore. This is where she started changing and her change is what changed me, my friendship with her and her friendship with the friends that we are friends with forever. Not only that, it also changed on how we saw her forever. It had the most impact on me because i was her best friend. And i thought the fight was something but it wasn't...
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