螺旋律.Part2:藍眼睛
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若是你全身光明,毫無黑暗,就必全然光明,如同燈的明光照亮你。(註一)13Please respect copyright.PENANAwTcwvYKwvx
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筆記本的沙喃細聲嘎然而止,亞瑟眨著眼,朧黑裡的燭光披著霧一般飄晃的煙紗,凝附於黏答潮暗的空氣,他放下羽毛筆,這刻才看見自己在錯綜複亂的地下街地圖旁側寫了什麼。13Please respect copyright.PENANAHlDvenisrK
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你的眼睛就是身上的燈。點劃過紙頁的指尖發麻,他默念毫不陌生的句子。你的眼睛若瞭亮,全身就光明;眼睛若昏花,全身就黑暗。所以必須保持眼睛的雪明和堅持,穿越厚重夜層筆直守望日出之處。(註二)13Please respect copyright.PENANAR8ivUA2qnD
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那 自己首先必須知曉日昇的方向,亞瑟覺得好笑唇角卻無法挪動半毫,他仰頭的呼息逃不出薰染溼黑的天花板,囚禁在這個沒有陽光沒有月輝的地底街城。到底他從地 面墮落幾天根本無從記起,時間在這裡宛如上帝眼中的短瞬亦如地獄的苦長,亞瑟唯一得來的鐘秒提示來自一個瘋子,當時那個人撫摸自己的臉龐笑說,你昏迷好久 了。13Please respect copyright.PENANAQ9gJATRJSb
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的確是太久了,亞瑟想,他狠狠揮開對方的觸碰投出最憤怒的瞪視,畫中青年露出被割出傷口的表情卻始終瞇著眼角微笑。13Please respect copyright.PENANA32cM8jrmOC
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亞瑟。對方難掩喜悅的聲線底下捲著令人心顫的柔和,眼鏡之後的天藍色燦爛狂眩地明亮。亞瑟。亞瑟。他把自己的名字唸得多麼好聽、多麼疼惜──13Please respect copyright.PENANAuXEcIboKU1
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亞瑟。13Please respect copyright.PENANAmvnA9sbMvM
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呼喚不斷迴響,寒意肆意侵上骨脊,他抖縮大衣內並死死盯著緊閉的木門。千萬不要來,他警戒的目光滲入絲絲惶然,緩慢纏緊縛住。不要來。不要靠近過來,離我遠點!那時候他朝身份不明的瘋子大喊,裝作看不見對方流動哀黯的眼神。13Please respect copyright.PENANA2f93RZqjP9
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門仍然忠誠未動,亞瑟喘著氣頹然仰落磚牆,這場夢魘早該甦醒,但他依舊沉睡深陷。逃不出去。無法從那雙藍眼睛逃離,顫慄的直覺告訴他對方將以恐怖的笑容將自己虜歸手心。亞瑟。他的指甲抓出書皮纍纍彎痕,卻撕不去烙印腦海裡的那抹呼喚自己的淵藍。13Please respect copyright.PENANAfcziSzkAZp
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散 落泛黃薄頁上的線條交錯出地下街的紋理,那是他在劍橋草草抄畫下來的,本來該用於在圖書館的對應和筆記,而非逃生用的地圖。何況這一點幫助也沒有,亞瑟扯 起臉皮逼出苦笑,他只記下街巷名字,彷如曾書寫過的各種名銜一般輕然旁漠,長狹寂寒的Mary King’s Close、曲折陰暗的Stewart’s Close,沒有告訴他哪一道樓梯伸向日光。13Please respect copyright.PENANAX7zNqYX7IJ
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茫然凝視魅黑墨水勾出骨長尖鋭的軌跡,就像蜘蛛編織勒網,無聲而致命地繞上那些魅秘字語。他聽見耳畔柔聲反覆細說著,將飄渺的幻想染成厚重的森寒,瘟疫、血族、王位鬥爭、甦醒……13Please respect copyright.PENANA8z9MaDWj0T
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我愛你。空氣如此盪擺沉說。13Please respect copyright.PENANAqbaG1FwsFM
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他赫然抬頭,驚慌失措的綠眼瞳扯入光中,空氣柔和地亮了起來卻誘來冷風竊笑。亞瑟本能地往後退直到石牆把脊骨壓得倔痛,那提燈晃在半空朝他走近,把大半房間蒙上沉沉昏影,只有那個眼鏡框架恬靜地和應燭火的搖動。13Please respect copyright.PENANA6mHseO3yGo
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「找到你了,亞瑟。」13Please respect copyright.PENANA9TvGfrsFMw
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他逃不出去,畫中的金髮青年輕輕關上了木門,瞇著淺笑的藍眼睛沒有離開過他半刻半秒。13Please respect copyright.PENANAr1EBOH1Dew
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那個人蹲跪在無助的孤影面前,黑長衣由隨意擺落的燈依附暗牆融為一色,他伸出脫下皮手套的手握住亞瑟的,自然得令心太過惶亂不安。13Please respect copyright.PENANABwjweF9Lib
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「先生,注意你的禮儀──」13Please respect copyright.PENANApvPqAou3FV
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「很冷吧?你的手摸起來冰冰的。」啪。彷彿聽不見冷漠的開場白亦看不見被狠狠拍走的回絕,那個人繼續低聲訴說,語調浸溢著關懷:「來,亞瑟,我在房間生了火,那裡會暖一點。」13Please respect copyright.PENANAtGOqAkLlFE
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亞瑟縮抖一身,無從得知是寒冷還是無名恐懼所帶起的浪紋,抿住嘴唇嘗試直視進對方深淵似的藍眼眸。像個勇敢的戰士,他默然命令自己。沒什麼可怕的,上帝依然在看顧著。但吐出來的薄弱地支撑著,輕易由對方灼熱的呼息壓碎。13Please respect copyright.PENANAntDCA0UI6w
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「我在這裡很好……謝謝你的關心,先生。」13Please respect copyright.PENANAzjWNAXQFxr
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「亞瑟,你喜歡這房間嗎?那麼你休息完後我們移到這裡好了,現在先跟我回去好嗎?」13Please respect copyright.PENANAbFScyHesak
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「不,先生,我還想在這裡……」13Please respect copyright.PENANAH0Bkl0mQ4U
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那我在這裡陪你,把你的手給我幫你取暖。笑意如同搖舞不定的火光漾染臉容,亞瑟屏息的目光閱讀著對方奧晦難懂的深刻五官。青年跟畫像所見的一樣端正筆挺,甚至散發的氛圍都一致無誤,亦正因此令亞瑟急著逃開每一次的對視。那是毫無來由的、本能的畏懼。13Please respect copyright.PENANAi4sX5FBSna
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啪。兩手再度甩離,手指隱約殘刻對方的溫熱,瞬即被寒冷肆蝕得一點不留。亞瑟急促站起身來,為什麼。他扯動著嘴角讓聲音出走,卻可悲得連自己也捉不住問句。他不過是醉心歷史的學者,或許筆記本上紀錄了太多幻夢夢囈,只是、只是──他不該遭此下場,他什麼都沒做過,不是嗎。13Please respect copyright.PENANA5SFRMBYiNi
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嗯?那個人仰頭換上滿臉單純無知,晃光讓矇騙變得輕易,但他不會忘了那把空氣逼得滚燙的呼息,剛剛那個人就與自己相距指尖碰上的短寸。上帝,幫助祢的子民,不要離棄祢的子民。讓他擁有面對黑暗的勇氣。亞瑟顫抖,咬牙,定住俯視望落的眼神。13Please respect copyright.PENANAgQcSMZAbnp
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「為什麼要這樣做?」13Please respect copyright.PENANAPX61oevKHu
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藍色眼眸的青年僅僅把笑容咧得更開。13Please respect copyright.PENANA9oiLE0JTzJ
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他拉起亞瑟的手,垂頭留印一吻,輕輕但慎重忠誠。13Please respect copyright.PENANAvpIgwPQhHq
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「因為我是只效忠於你的吸血鬼獵人,血王陛下,只屬於你的金色信使。」13Please respect copyright.PENANAqj6ep171ma
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哎,多麼柔和,多麼堅確,多麼美麗的虛想呀。唯獨他並不歸附這樣的世界,他不相信這樣的世界。13Please respect copyright.PENANAzthlcTJpgy
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他立刻抽走了手。啪。這次對方緊隨而動,亞瑟恐然往牆陷藏卻經已後退無路。藍眼瞳閃過尖銳的冷光,匕首扣禁於黑皮革手套裡伺機而動,他的視線不自然地遊向刃尖,竟然聯想起青年嘴角不退的笑意,然後握著爍銀的黑色手指朝木桌上的蠟燭横舞揮過,斬落火光斷頭滅亡的墮響。13Please respect copyright.PENANAqMPIQZLFS2
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影子又更放肆了,那個人的眼底卻不改不變,一樣鬱沉,一樣寒亮。13Please respect copyright.PENANAMcoOsdJ34B
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「亞瑟,你現在依然是人類的身體,著涼生病就不好了。來,乖乖的聽我話。」13Please respect copyright.PENANAHP7ZtihC2V
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喉結艱澀遊動。他不敢問那個依然意味什麼。13Please respect copyright.PENANAP1F1uVhdED
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那個人的肩背寛闊有力而瀉滿壓逼。亞瑟默然沒聲跟在後頭,也許是那雙彷如要敲碎地板的靴子所翻起的過餘想像,青年走路的姿態就似軍人堅挺昂傲,空氣流過高大的身體皆被削成戾刃展外肆殺,他僅僅佇立或緩步,暴囂陰沉的呼息毫無掩飾。13Please respect copyright.PENANAk3DK9vUi3U
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亞瑟虛望前面的衣擺厚重無力地搖晃,不管底下埋著哪種秘密和真相,這個人的確被教得很好,披著一身黑色的穩重冷靜,畫上討人喜愛的笑臉,誰也不會懷疑柔和的藍眸底下是深淵。13Please respect copyright.PENANA0d4mxBhwER
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亞 瑟伏隨於暗燈的影下,他望不見盡頭的光。青年口中吐出的那些夢和幻甜如劇毒,令他憶想孩童時代鍾愛卻無法如願拿得的糖果,那時候亞瑟會怯畏而悄悄伸出手, 然而隨之立刻被咒罵叫喊憤怒怨氣纏縛起來抓獲起來,他傷痕累累的手心終究還是空的。亞瑟知道,那個人所做的所說的一一引惑著他,血族的謊言紡織疼溺,深情 的愛語交疊傳說,明明難以置信……但依然敗落於誘人甘蜜。13Please respect copyright.PENANAF1OYH81373
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他說,青年的眼瞳的雙手的腳步的笑容如此說著,你是血族之王,亞瑟,你是跟我誓 約廝守的愛人。覺得混亂沒關係,慢慢記起來就好。他從畫裡微笑細語。不要緊的,亞瑟,我在這裡唷,你不用害怕什麼,不會再有那些令你傷心的事情,我們永遠 不會再分開了。他彎身靠前幾分,鏡片後的微瞇眼角就似個善良單純的孩子。13Please respect copyright.PENANAAU44sRqi5b
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不可能的。亞瑟默唸,徒勞嘗試扼住那人溫柔深沉的嗓音。13Please respect copyright.PENANATTFJWTFHeR
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我 愛你,青年總是輕聲呢喃,眼神卻是蝕透他一般的橫強凝視,仰頭對看,他由淵亮藍天望見了一樣澄澈的愛意。愛是純粹而美麗的,清藍水光以羽毛抖著心跳的恬靜 搖盪著;愛也因純粹而危險,冰藍火焰肆舞直至燒得萬劫不復。那雙眼睛早已連同青年的身體化為燼灰,傾瀉而下的水亦沒法拯救罪孽沉重的亡靈。13Please respect copyright.PENANAsstlrmhaFa
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亞瑟覺得自己遇見了一個偏執瘋狂的鬼魂,因為深愛和悲痛過度而留守往昔,還在地獄裡築起了虛緲的樂園,只是藍眼睛的鬼魂沒有喝下勒特的河水,他終究沒有遺忘亦沒有再活。可憐的瘋子,因愛成狂、可怕又孤獨的瘋子啊。13Please respect copyright.PENANAstsWmg3pZu
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明明那個亞瑟.柯克蘭已經死去了呀。13Please respect copyright.PENANA0GWiYsQ5Qy
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「告訴我,亞瑟,你在想什麼?」13Please respect copyright.PENANAuXWLTNVXEz
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不知哪時回首的金髮青年對他露出溺笑,搖曳提燈吱吱啞啞地作響,勾裂耳畔刺耳的鐵鏽幽笑,刮起浪疊不斷的寒顫疙瘩。他步近過來。13Please respect copyright.PENANALwSuf4UgUH
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「你思考時的表情完全沒變過,總是一副你人不在這裡的樣子。」湊前吐嘆,惑人暖息瀉落誰的抖肩,他微瞇眼角,也吸嚥晢頸急促的呼氣:「我就知道,即使轉生成為人類,你還是一樣的亞瑟,不過失去那些我們在一起的記憶罷了。」13Please respect copyright.PENANAhZW5Gp3Fg9
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亞 瑟難語,撐起肉骨的殘存傲勇叫他偏過頭直視陰闇。不要轉開視線,他告訴自己,不要中計,不要墮落黑影。眼睛若瞭亮,全身就光明。溼沉墨跡漸漸融化在喧沸人 聲的浪濤,那些囂喊正撲面襲來。記住、記住你的烙印,他上方迴響著震耳撼地的炫目忠告,那是天使拯救你的神聖潔證。眼睛若昏花,全身就黑暗。亞瑟,你必須 自己抵抗魔鬼。他搖頭急著揮甩那些告誡的聲音,卻經已沒入邃暗。13Please respect copyright.PENANArMrTBZivjQ
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青年專橫灼熱的目光虜住了他惶然睜瞪的蒼綠。13Please respect copyright.PENANAHvueb9zlCW
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「你就在我面前,卻不會凝視我、走近我、吻我、擁抱我、喚我的名字。」他伸出手想輕撫冷硬倔強的臉龐,指尖卻僅僅點劃過空氣,寂寞觸感牽出一樣空寥淺笑:「亞瑟,你不會想像到經過一百年的等候,這到底有多痛苦。」13Please respect copyright.PENANAHrhEiRlnBm
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所以快點回來吧。回到我的懷裡。13Please respect copyright.PENANAfT2wCjVneD
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他垂低眼簾漾溢寵愛,嘴唇將要緊隨呼吸吻落。13Please respect copyright.PENANAHWZwLv4nhF
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急 跌一地的燈染成黯痕,亞瑟惶亂看著對方促拙退下兩步遠離自己,自己歸為空無一物的手驚顫不已,剛才刀刃穿過皮膚插入心臟的撕裂官感黏附入指尖的血管滲融骨 髓深處,清脆得令人心寒,他甚至幻覺自己手不斷地執行著殘忍的死刑。不不,饒恕他,他是有原因的,亞瑟的眼神恐狂無助地請求原諒,他不這樣做就走不出去, 這人已經徹底瘋了……13Please respect copyright.PENANAzdqr4QWPzs
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青年低首看著胸前的鮮紅匕首,像難受得無法思索,浮渺的衣擺使他明瞭自己的口袋是空的,但他沒有反應,憤怒或怨恨,一、點、也、沒、有。亞瑟。他只是喃喃呼喚自己,依然寧靜溫柔得心痛。不要,不要逃,不要離開我。13Please respect copyright.PENANA17LU3iRJu2
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亞瑟咬緊牙舉拳再次襲去,將一切錯誤的惜憐抹滅殺盡。13Please respect copyright.PENANAK9lMnMxvBP
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門在前面。亞瑟粗喘的呼吸聲隨樓梯奔逃潛下,殘壞石梯卻不讓他稱心如意,提燈照不到的虛無把他扯低滾落,暗光在他眼角忽爍忽滅,幾乎要被暈眩痛覺吞噬,啊啊忘了痛楚吧忘了傷口吧,只要他逃出去就可以他要逃出去他要逃出去他要逃出去他要逃出去。13Please respect copyright.PENANApL63vOExyU
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呯。木屑雨下,破碎燈框與他一起靜止倒在寂寒街巷,黯淡但微暖,他茫茫滯望那一點不願死去的光暈,多像自己啊,綠色眼眸幽幽開合,眼淚將要流淌而出般的。13Please respect copyright.PENANAJHRXvX01aq
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黑色的風也撲面而臨。13Please respect copyright.PENANAgdviUp24Ik
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亞瑟僵結慄住,沉寂太久的漣光再度遭由絕望淹沒,他緩緩抬起視線。那個人,鬼魂似的瘋子,瘋子似的鬼魂站在他面前,眼鏡後閃著平靜得冷酷的奧藍星火,看來魅惑英俊但危險陰鬱,他手裡的匕首一點一滴嘶吟著鮮紅,接著一把俐落拋入絕闇的街後,宛如佇站地獄入口的引領者。13Please respect copyright.PENANA308I7PLv0h
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他垂下身子,殘息苟活的燈火照出那被染深不祥的背心,黑手套不容拒絕探前把亞瑟的手放在劃烙傷痕的胸口,默然不語的眼眸幾近柔和。13Please respect copyright.PENANAPUFVfo9fwh
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呯動呯動──心到手心,溫熱的血到冷顫的血管,誰的心跳一響一動傳遞而去。13Please respect copyright.PENANAcO0Xis4tPx
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怎麼可能!恨不得急促越快越好越遠越好甩開那撫印,亞瑟眼球狂亂轉動反覆低唸擺脫不了的詛咒,他的呼吸被割去再投入冰潭盡底,那一手刺撕膚肉心臟的觸覺再度復甦,枯綠崩塌瓦解驚惶恐懼傾散一地。13Please respect copyright.PENANAq8M7T0BsUi
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「乖,不要怕。」13Please respect copyright.PENANAYabCgt1EOS
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「不可能、不可能……你到底是什麼東西?!離我遠點!!」13Please respect copyright.PENANArRUAJgHmRF
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亞瑟過來吧,不用怕的,那個人越是靠近越是輕聲誘哄而他越是害怕地躲遠,但空氣暴露的血猩凶戾太過明顯。尖銳寒毒的聲音貫穿他的耳膜把他逼至壞碎,這段時日他已經看得太過感受太過置身太過了!13Please respect copyright.PENANAk3o2soYCcl
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「夠 了!不管你是什麼我忍受夠你的折磨了!」滿身戰慄到底是附身太久的畏怕抑或急湧的怒意都沒所謂,他只知道他必須喊吼解放哀弱不堪的靈魂,他無法再承受地下 獄場的癲狂苦刑了!「我根本不認識你也從來不是你所愛的那個怪物!請你醒來吧,他死了!已經死了!!我不是你所知道的亞瑟.柯克蘭!我永遠都不會是 他!!」13Please respect copyright.PENANAC0k9GScFsK
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冷刃終於如願刺入血流不止的致命傷口,沉穆的藍眼睛裂開露出鬱黯深淵一發不可還復,亞瑟瞬即由扼碎骨髓般的瘋狂抓著翻身,狠狠壓倒落地。13Please respect copyright.PENANANLBH11UFee
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「那我就先把你再次變成我的吧,亞瑟。」13Please respect copyright.PENANATGge2tAuqN
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跨坐上掙扎和抖顫交間不斷的脆弱身軀,他伏前伸舌舔吮身下人的耳朵,溼熱似狼的吐息瀉滿肆愛思念獨占以及更多禁忌苦痛。13Please respect copyright.PENANAdWkJFwvYC2
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黏軟放肆的吻擄住肌膚強逼纏綿,暈麻難受得有如浸溺於噬浪無法歸岸,能昏迷多好,趴伏地上亞瑟的意識在寒慄的暗海潛浮不斷。對方一手撕開他的衣褲、他的外殼、他的自尊,活生生剝下他的所有即使殘餘那一點也要理所當然奪去。灼惑的魅慾氣音滲深血裡肉內訴說,你是我的。13Please respect copyright.PENANADB0iSp6ej7
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「不要怕,不要逃,不要再離開我。」雙唇所撫所觸的皆為輕柔,奔動脊線腰間的霸道指節卻把謊言扼穿殺盡:「亞瑟,我的心不能再承受一次破碎。」13Please respect copyright.PENANApnA4rJt6Ua
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亞瑟只管拼命搖頭,比起應答更似欺瞞自己一切都會安好,死命抓劃刺銳的石道刮得滿手滿臉血傷。不能屈服、不能放棄,他睜著眼瞳近乎偏執地追尋微光,沒事的,亞瑟.柯克蘭不要忘記你活過五歲的劫難,現在一樣可以!13Please respect copyright.PENANAxGv57PvU7O
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「嗚──!」13Please respect copyright.PENANAPQud1cmhLg
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痛吟猛烈拉高,對方啃咬他光裸左背的十字架騰印,由積疊難耐的溼唾吞入罪惡絕淵,汗、液與慾味在骨皙蒼白的膚軀交融成濃稠一層,分不清他的哀鳴或對方的昂息。13Please respect copyright.PENANAJk44Rt7Y2t
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粗喘結著厚厚的渴餓隨時咧牙嚥落,丟除黑手套讓炙燙有力的手指親自游移涼顫,直到挑起褲沿一路扯落到纖幼兩腿,脫去的大衣被扔遺一角,伏擁而上的沉甸重量宛若囚籠,以火熱禁錮了將無法遠走的孤雛靈魂。13Please respect copyright.PENANA70Odv3pcJz
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逐根逐根翼羽撕走就不能再飛,燒下烙印就不能再跑再逃。瞇成一線的邪魅眼瞳彷彿正在屑笑的低哼,他挪動下身,殘酷地沒入貫穿。13Please respect copyright.PENANAiLW4YK6ynY
猛然仰頭張著口,亞瑟直直瞪望無底的噩暗永夜。他根本聽不見自己刺蝕全身的慘叫。13Please respect copyright.PENANAhwZ7hMirVn
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那抖慄猶如一嘗成癮的毒藥。承載節奏的吐息盡是壓抑不住和越加昂衝的滿足,烈焰昇起融化成水,汗露由肉體廝磨蒸騰,滴落或是撒開都同呻吟呼吸再度交合,不斷推進,不斷輪迴,不斷升熱。13Please respect copyright.PENANABw3Y17Xp7C
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愛,與,慾,如此令人癲狂。13Please respect copyright.PENANAS2QsWWOtrE
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本能的蠻横擺動並沒遺忘心底蔓生的溫柔,他一直細意地吻,從髮梢眉額眼簾臉頰唇角到下巴,即使亞瑟狂亂尖嘶掙甩也忠誠吻著,只想緩和叫破音的喉嚨血口。支撐著,很快就會好的。13Please respect copyright.PENANAnAJFyzx4iW
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「很痛嗎?答應我不會離開我。」13Please respect copyright.PENANA4XDc8Jd64Q
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亞瑟,只要答應我這一切就會停止。浮踏雲上的音節依然溢瀉憐溺,握著傷痕累累的雙手收在保護之內,他渴望凝視摯愛的綠寶石,對方卻作對地別過頭去。13Please respect copyright.PENANALX6TN6NRI6
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「魔鬼!你這魔鬼!」亞瑟喊啞的聲線激盪著狂烈的怨怒和憎恨,每字每詞沖撞著他與亞瑟覆疊相觸的心跳,刺落顫震不停的絕望:「我跟他只是同名!只是同名!我無論如何都不會變成他──啊啊啊!!」13Please respect copyright.PENANAPLrIjsuQfY
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汙濕髮絲蒙過他不語的泛湧眼眸,放開的手轉而拉高環起無力反抗的腰,將兇暴的飢燙嵌得更入更深。13Please respect copyright.PENANA0rqjxT6VRr
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不要做、不要說。不要聽、不要停。什麼都不要,乖乖躺在我懷裡就好。負載重沉的喘哼融入嘶叫的淒厲吟唱,火一啪一啪的迴響幽巷,燒得越加肆野淫魅,最後釀滴出黏溼醉誘的水音。13Please respect copyright.PENANAKP8HcKe3g0
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這是一場靈魂的二人舞,他放任佔慾盡情享樂的同時心思空虛地飄搖,彼此在同律脈動裡頭交換甜惑,也於囓咬之中互相報復苦楚,纏綿即為誓言,就似傷口永遠烙留。13Please respect copyright.PENANAPHK9I6ypkO
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居高臨下看著亞瑟無助的軟扭叫他裂出乾澀的笑意,喃喃悄語,答應我就好,不要再折磨你自己。13Please respect copyright.PENANAlMA7bAAxZ1
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「騙我也沒關係,亞瑟。」13Please respect copyright.PENANATOkizHdRVY
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亞 瑟仍然喊他魔鬼,仍然倔強不願回應渴求至極的凝望,那不斷弓曲撐直尖叫的脊背浪線刺痛著他的眼睛,卻又妖惑美麗得令人著迷。灼熱的目光順延滑下,細腰就緊 握在他手中隨時粉碎、圓臀與他緊吻難離、雙腿聽話伏倒身下。亞瑟是他的,依然是他的。身體是,視線是,聲音是,心跳是,靈魂都全是屬於他的,無論他要等待 多久付出多少殺戮多少。13Please respect copyright.PENANA3ixFC6lp8d
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到最後只會是他的。13Please respect copyright.PENANAPl66f8Dc3w
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狂橫抽動的毒麻亢奮蝕入骨髓,他瞇起眼全力撞陷到最柔軟的盡底,在淚流汗水體液的融河撒下極樂昏眩的黏白,再添上艷紅淋漓。13Please respect copyright.PENANAd2gFAGnQVy
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亞瑟。他吻著懷裡人濕透的額頭。亞瑟,聽到嗎?我們的心跳是一樣快的喔。由他的引領,亞瑟染紅的手心按落於他的暖胸,而他的撫著亞瑟的,兩手兩心相印相同,一起沉伏在餘韻浪層的醉迷旋律。13Please respect copyright.PENANAJSHnwSjkJH
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亞瑟始終不發一語。13Please respect copyright.PENANAMbBOjdOqCx
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吻蔓生到耳廓綻出笑意,沒關係,他朝亞瑟耳語。13Please respect copyright.PENANAHCziKfcRXp
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「你不肯答應的話,我就做到你答應為止。你不肯求饒的話,我就做到你求饒為止。」13Please respect copyright.PENANAYW0wmfrXPm
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藍眼睛閃爍著寒酷狼渴的狂亮,他將神情空洞宛如玩偶的愛人抱落地上,打開聽話伏著的大腿。13Please respect copyright.PENANAJzFXAuw6ri
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藍眼睛13Please respect copyright.PENANAJIkk82YXip
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註一:《聖.經》路.加.福.音11:3613Please respect copyright.PENANAM8IFEO11TF
註二:你的眼睛就是身上的燈。你的眼睛若瞭亮,全身就光明;眼睛若昏花,全身就黑暗。《聖.經》路.加.福.音11:34