Joey Fordcopyright protection196ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6XbNWUtnhk
November 2, 2016copyright protection196ＰＥＮＡＮＡuwKusHIoYd
Week 10: Journal 3copyright protection196ＰＥＮＡＮＡCeKTUoVPJ9
We're in the middle of week ten and I still haven't gotten anywhere in my stupid art appreciation class. My group wants to meet up on Friday since it's November. But we still haven't gotten anywhere in the project and I honestly feel like I've barely even done anything in this whole class. You know, if whatever classes I have coming up for this art major are just as...nothing, then I see no point in staying an art major. Then again, what the hell do I want?copyright protection196ＰＥＮＡＮＡtQ7ED3z7rQ
So I took a nap for about two hours yesterday. When I woke up, I still had at least an hour before I needed to go pick up Bunny. So I decided to be a little productive. I called the parents of Abigail and Leah after putting it off for the longest freaking time. Abigail's parents weren't answering their phone and have yet to call me back. I called them two more times today and they still haven't answered. Looks like they're trying their hardest to burn that bridge with me. Makes sense since they haven't bothered to call me once since Bunny's last day of kindergarten.copyright protection196ＰＥＮＡＮＡrWnbrQT9fS
Leah's parents actually did call me back sometime when I was at work, which of course I didn't answer or even see ringing since my phone was off. I couldn't call them in the middle of the night, so I had to wait until this morning to get back to them. Thankfully they answered the phone this time. Unthankfully they weren't all that kind to me. But when have they ever been kind to me?copyright protection196ＰＥＮＡＮＡnS67M1wHQg
Leah's mom decided to insult me for not answering her call even after I gave a valid reason. "We called you back as soon as we could, just like you asked. I guess that's not what you really wanted." I'll admit it, I didn't think things through well enough. Maybe it was a bad idea to say: "Call me back as soon as you can" when I would have to turn my phone off for work in an hour. But I'm human and I don't make the right choice every single time. Cut me some freaking slack. At least I bothered to call you. Which you haven't bothered to do once in these past six months.copyright protection196ＰＥＮＡＮＡRk7ZZL3ySu
Leah's mom also for some reason felt the need to insult me because I didn't have a house phone......why? What the hell does it matter that I don't have a freaking house phone? Welcome to 2016 where iPhones and iPads rule the world. Many people are perfectly fine with just using mobile phones exclusively. Justin and Josh don't have house phones. Angie's parents eventually got rid of their house phone. Hell, several people I've met don't use house phones. Who gives a freaking damn about house phones? Seriously?copyright protection196ＰＥＮＡＮＡokqMwRCp1S
At the very least, Leah's parents are perfectly fine with dropping her off at Kaitlyn's house this upcoming Saturday. So at least Bunny will get to see one of her old friends again. It's too bad that Abigail won't be there. Then again, I can't help but feel glad that I didn't speak to Abigail's parents. I can only handle so many insults in one day.copyright protection196ＰＥＮＡＮＡhoKnwwp3ef
Even without the insults, I'm not really in the greatest mood. This morning, Bunny for the hundreth time begged me to watch that Trolls movie that comes out this Friday. I've been hoping for some sort of miracle that would absolutely make sure we have enough money to go watch that movie, but sadly life's not always some cheesy TV show where everything works out wonderfully in the end. I did some deep analyzing of my budget earlier and it's not looking like we're going to have enough to watch a movie anytime soon. I hardly have enough money to eat out anytime in the next two weeks.copyright protection196ＰＥＮＡＮＡj6zq5zb874
I'm now extremely grateful that Josh was willing to give me that money for Bunny's Belle costume, because there's no way I would've been able to afford that costume on my own. Even with an ordinary shipping. The day before Halloween, I paid all my bills for the apartment, which pretty much drained my entire account. Not only that, but my recent paycheck was much lower than I expected. And I need to go shopping soon. I'm currently at that point where the money in my account can only go towards the essentials and nothing else. And part of me is worried that I'll have a hard time just paying for the essentials. It would be an incredibly unwise move on my part if I spent ten to twenty dollars or whatever on movie tickets.copyright protection196ＰＥＮＡＮＡDvo3iUVUkX
I'd be lying if I said I wasn't extremely tempted to ask Josh for money since I know for certain he'd send me all the money I need without even blinking. But since I'm still incredibly curious how he and Courtney can afford to even pay for their own apartment with all their constant spending, I'd feel like a horrible person for mooching off of him. I'm not going to mooch off of anyone. Which obviously means no Trolls.copyright protection196ＰＥＮＡＮＡNBlxZS4oVi
I already know Bunny's going to be pretty disappointed when I tell her this. And I'm not at all looking forward to telling her. She probably has her mind set on watching this movie and she and her friends have been talking about it nonstop. Obviously a silly kids movie isn't anything that severe when you're an adult. But a six year olds mind works much differently. I've been six before, I know this. The instant something doesn't happen the way you had hoped, it's the end of the world. There were several times where I would get upset as a kid because I wouldn't get a video game or console I wanted. I still remember how upset I was when my grandparents wouldn't get me and my brothers the Dreamcast when it first came out (mainly because they had just spent a ton of money on several video games). Even with video games all over the house, that broke me for at least two weeks. We did eventually get the Dreamcast and I ended up selling it in high school because it was the console I cared the least about.copyright protection196ＰＥＮＡＮＡEeoeFuNRCU
I already know what's going to happen. Bunny's going to be upset. Her being upset is going to make me upset. I'm going to stay upset all throughout work. I'll wake up tomorrow being upset and feeling like the world's worst dad. That's pretty much what happened with Secret Life Of Pets.copyright protection196ＰＥＮＡＮＡVfqjjIefDy
All I can say is, at least I'm working with Brenda tonight. I'm already under a lot of stress right now. I don't need Ruth making it worse.copyright protection196ＰＥＮＡＮＡdqayY9r2ym
That's all I got. Wish me luck I guess.copyright protection196ＰＥＮＡＮＡkcAJrgdf7Q
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