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——湛霖——8964 copyright protection4ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1w5kg4RaSL 維尼

8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG0k6uZAIe9
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我走進靈堂時，世界只剩一種聲音。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1FsFAH3zAY
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——鐘聲。8964 copyright protection4ＰＥＮＡＮＡIqMZJWsEAP 維尼

8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb09IpTCknv
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低迴，沉重，像每一聲都在敲打我的骨頭。8964 copyright protection4ＰＥＮＡＮＡChwK7kmGzW 維尼

8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPIUHX4AtEj
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我記得第一次見妳媽媽的那晚，她手裡那杯茶還有熱度，8964 copyright protection4ＰＥＮＡＮＡJivXKbqW6J 維尼

我們兩個人坐在沙發邊，像夜裡兩個不會發亮的星星，努力握著彼此的溫度。8964 copyright protection4ＰＥＮＡＮＡMPAQeJfw2V 維尼

8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq5avCyEhi1
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她說了好多話。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC7Rqt5pdXV
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也說過：「我只剩這孩子了。」8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAPFFAGZbZD
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但現在，她什麼都沒剩了。8964 copyright protection4ＰＥＮＡＮＡgOpVmECMdH 維尼

8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3igGMcWDqq
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我不知道該怎麼走到她面前。8964 copyright protection4ＰＥＮＡＮＡcHTew75i1Y 維尼

我甚至不知道，自己還有沒有資格站在這裡。8964 copyright protection4ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5QDBSqccBf 維尼

8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2RtEFrg0eR
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因為——我食言了。8964 copyright protection4ＰＥＮＡＮＡRfsbsSLScM 維尼

因為我沒能守住妳。8964 copyright protection4ＰＥＮＡＮＡkGdYnyRdQ8 維尼

8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDqgQ1Nwd16
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我讓妳一個人，在我們的愛裡受傷；8964 copyright protection4ＰＥＮＡＮＡajgMQ9pZWi 維尼

我讓妳在最脆弱的時候，看見我擁抱了別人。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDc9Ck6XvdL
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我親手，把妳推回那個從小不斷撐著活下去的夜裡。8964 copyright protection4ＰＥＮＡＮＡXuoGFBVzis 維尼

8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHqQr6gUiWb
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但妳媽媽，卻像那晚一樣，先開口了。8964 copyright protection4ＰＥＮＡＮＡZHJPTt0F96 維尼

8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZWpRNrHCvN
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她走向我，臉色蒼白，雙眼紅腫。8964 copyright protection4ＰＥＮＡＮＡQh0S6r5fIu 維尼

她站在我面前，喉頭動了動，終於說：8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuEefTyTtT7
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「……她真的很愛妳。」8964 copyright protection4ＰＥＮＡＮＡuNskjGbEQq 維尼

8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxGydfYxLDm
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我幾乎跪下。8964 copyright protection4ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3sMLJXSpfE 維尼

8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY2C6tp5DTO
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「對不起……」我顫著聲音：「是我沒能……」8964 copyright protection4ＰＥＮＡＮＡjAl28UtP1z 維尼

8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoyXOtpuGIN
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她卻搖搖頭，撐著我的手臂，哽咽而用力地說：8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfKC1xFxp09
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「不是妳的錯。」8964 copyright protection4ＰＥＮＡＮＡGdYgvtijuG 維尼

8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaQuv0lfvqD
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「是我們……太晚發現她有多孤單了。」8964 copyright protection4ＰＥＮＡＮＡqbgufN5thI 維尼

8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZd19REEbFj
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「我們都……沒能早一點，把她留住……」8964 copyright protection4ＰＥＮＡＮＡUmIyN4uep3 維尼

8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZuCGC2r2Nc
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我沒有再說話，只是慢慢低下頭，額頭貼在她的手背上。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUSkBc2LhwQ
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她的手很冷，但她沒推開我。8964 copyright protection4ＰＥＮＡＮＡjWFqHJo6Li 維尼

8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkU0m6QOcGi
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那天的靈堂很安靜。8964 copyright protection4ＰＥＮＡＮＡd32E723TJx 維尼

來送她的人很多，但我什麼都聽不見。8964 copyright protection4ＰＥＮＡＮＡghsTtfmvuN 維尼

8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyQ3Cs0YooQ
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我只是一直望著那張遺照──8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFBxYcW1pua
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那張妳笑得有點笨拙的照片。8964 copyright protection4ＰＥＮＡＮＡexFw9IZu45 維尼

8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbZKv0A1bTJ
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我知道那是我幫妳拍的，妳當時被貓親了一下鼻子，嘴角勾著笑，臉頰紅紅的，說不要刪。8964 copyright protection4ＰＥＮＡＮＡDRqXfIB2x4 維尼

8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnByL2E4MdS
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我一直沒刪。8964 copyright protection4ＰＥＮＡＮＡf9OvmNgnkt 維尼

8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy04hY7xw9t
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我以為未來我們還會拍更多。8964 copyright protection4ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7vPO0kIUWf 維尼

8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡegP2tlcpWM
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媽媽後來把一個信封交給我，說是她清理遺物時發現的，寫著我的名字。8964 copyright protection4ＰＥＮＡＮＡw99CWuRYdm 維尼

8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp1uZzqR4OL
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我打開，是妳的字跡，還有……一段沒寫完的話：8964 copyright protection4ＰＥＮＡＮＡmAHCY6YwO3 維尼

「妳總說我是妳的光，8964 copyright protection4ＰＥＮＡＮＡeflO0OVPog 維尼

可我這盞燈，其實已經……」8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYsB3UvU1ZB
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就停在那裡。8964 copyright protection4ＰＥＮＡＮＡGUCvxga8ko 維尼

8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7a1rLWGPos
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妳是不是在猶豫？8964 copyright protection4ＰＥＮＡＮＡjAHlSF2oWd 維尼

是不是在最後一刻還在想著，要不要再等等我？8964 copyright protection4ＰＥＮＡＮＡNfwzGKpIfN 維尼

還是已經決定要熄滅自己，只是捨不得這封信落到我手裡？8964 copyright protection4ＰＥＮＡＮＡpRhWYoZveY 維尼

8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO7OHOiIGfO
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湛霖捧著信，眼淚一滴滴落下，沒有聲音。8964 copyright protection4ＰＥＮＡＮＡw8NroMBgVZ 維尼

8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmIkC6Sx2ks
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她蹲下來，坐在靈堂最後一排的角落，就像那天的夜晚──8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUI9sdod7w2
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她蹲在家瑜媽媽面前，許下承諾的那個位置。8964 copyright protection4ＰＥＮＡＮＡEYJy7GfKHf 維尼

8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGhztQEjSSe
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但這次，她只能無聲地說：8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbo6UyDed3y
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「對不起。」8964 copyright protection4ＰＥＮＡＮＡrFKaOxWrJB 維尼

8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9UL5vJzSeh
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「妳只剩她了，而我連這都沒守住。」8964 copyright protection4ＰＥＮＡＮＡjA8YyAfOGc 維尼

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之後，湛霖會每天去那個墓前。8964 copyright protection4ＰＥＮＡＮＡjdkwm2Q8Ie 維尼

8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡioXUglsT0B
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她不說太多話，只會坐著，有時候像以前那樣翻開家瑜的筆記本，幫她寫上今天的溫度，今天天氣陰，今天她夢到家瑜說想吃芋圓……8964 copyright protection4ＰＥＮＡＮＡXxt057EP4g 維尼

8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwEiNVhZezn
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她知道這一切都不會傳到家瑜那裡了。8964 copyright protection4ＰＥＮＡＮＡjtgoMI2nVV 維尼

8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKBlWdz975c
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但她還是會寫，因為她知道：8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYHZxGDI8ld
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那麼努力活過的家瑜，那麼溫柔地愛過，8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhqJBiuyFRT
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至少這世界上，還會有人記得。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtBS78TbmxT
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8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXX3bNb32SG
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永遠記得。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFKuPiteWu0
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