剛洗完澡,電鈴就響了。有人今天沒帶鑰匙?294Please respect copyright.PENANAMmLkrfjHh9
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我開門,花豹站在外頭。294Please respect copyright.PENANAxK5rVvcuaH
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我先是一愣,趕忙開門讓牠進來,進到我擁擠的小房間。花豹沒有坐下,牠開口:「我拿這個來跟妳交換。」邊遞出了一個緞帶綁的蝴蝶結,我接過來,滿臉疑惑。294Please respect copyright.PENANAYwGRpyjWi6
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「我要妳幫我保管的東西。」牠提醒。294Please respect copyright.PENANAmMoXFtN5yK
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「啊!喔…好,等我一下。」我翻找自己放飾品的小盒子,拿出牠的領結。自然又順手的就幫牠繫上,調整好位置。294Please respect copyright.PENANAyA8TPlavMg
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牠盯著我,幾秒後,牠垂下頭,摸了自己的領結…然後是好長一陣沉默。294Please respect copyright.PENANAglE8dUGiK6
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這個動作……294Please respect copyright.PENANAcbD71v3M55
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我瞬間明白了牠來找我的原因。294Please respect copyright.PENANAtPeczzeya7
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等牠抬起頭時,我忍不住擁抱了牠。294Please respect copyright.PENANAGtf5K1bHIr
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然後牠說「妳記得『哀悼的原因』嗎?」294Please respect copyright.PENANAr5DToKczv4
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「我記得。逝去的不會重生,所以哀悼是為了…感謝他們曾經出現…」294Please respect copyright.PENANAVRXxYa3fvU
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花豹對我微笑。294Please respect copyright.PENANAIYEZl9pVEg
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然後牠在我旁邊坐下,和我說了那條緞帶蝴蝶結的來由。294Please respect copyright.PENANAMETckQCEzq
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「幾個月前我不想再繼續哀悼了,就去做別的事。」294Please respect copyright.PENANA99LLJgSZEy
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「『哀悼』如果是一份工作,那『慶祝』就是另一份工作。」294Please respect copyright.PENANAmJhgvvCMuQ
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「這條緞帶,就是『慶祝』時必須用到的。」294Please respect copyright.PENANAnFaUhohga0
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「『慶祝』的內容是什麼呢?」294Please respect copyright.PENANA5D11eyejbH
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「哀悼為失去,慶祝則是為收穫。」294Please respect copyright.PENANApYKzDQgb0W
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牠說牠為懷孕的母親慶祝、為考滿分的孩子慶祝、為成為新嫁娘的女孩慶祝、甚至只是幫一隻餓壞的流浪貓得到晚餐而慶祝。294Please respect copyright.PENANAa74G6rTFMh
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「然而,不是每種收穫都值得慶祝。」294Please respect copyright.PENANAHHbrP5ymPk
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牠為分到遺產的人慶祝、為詐騙集團得手而慶祝、為走紅卻變壞的藝人慶祝、為一個吵鬧不休而得到玩具的孩子慶祝…294Please respect copyright.PENANATFQ0gNhGI7
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「『慶祝』根本不管收穫的原因、得到的是好是壞…『慶祝』只為了當下的『得到』與『擁有』。」294Please respect copyright.PENANAF7b50RPaIF
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「有時候我才剛慶祝完,就看見負責『哀悼』的在外頭等了…」294Please respect copyright.PENANAhqKBub1sCT
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我聽牠說完,點點頭,手中捏著那個蝴蝶結。294Please respect copyright.PENANAfq6iOIDFGp
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「所以,我也許不適合『慶祝』。」294Please respect copyright.PENANA7bWoUyjpHY
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「那你為什麼要把這個給我呢?只是為了換回你的領結嗎?」我問。294Please respect copyright.PENANAY0WGbQSgMg
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花豹搖搖頭。294Please respect copyright.PENANAL9eXQWrfCU
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「我拿回領結,重回我負責『哀悼』的身分,回來第一個哀悼的對象,就是妳…」294Please respect copyright.PENANANGI0P78SvF
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「但是,妳應該收下這份『慶祝』。」294Please respect copyright.PENANA6uwCkILhqh
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「妳得到了些什麼,對吧。」294Please respect copyright.PENANABQHsWRCvf5
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……我點頭。294Please respect copyright.PENANAbVpt7H27Sg
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前幾天,一個重要的傢伙過世了。294Please respect copyright.PENANAYUfHTIYSTg
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我在失去的同時,得到了……294Please respect copyright.PENANAp3w1ktihId
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我想,花豹想說的是,294Please respect copyright.PENANANxHpGgM5jg
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有時候,不是「得到」或「擁有」,只是「學會」罷了。294Please respect copyright.PENANAyhQudHb9Ft
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難怪我們常常覺得快樂很假、難過很真,因為慶祝不分快樂的來源,只為了當下的快樂,而哀悼卻不是為了當下的難過。294Please respect copyright.PENANAEi0mk66But
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「逝去的,就不會再重生,唯一能做的就是哀悼,感謝他們曾經出現。」294Please respect copyright.PENANAjICkhYsMBj
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花豹走後,這句話還在我腦海裡繞。
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