文: 譚嘉燕 FB PAGE: https://www.facebook.com/katetam1228/
「妳不是一直都很不屑吃這種卡通主題餐廳的嗎？妳說價錢貴，只是弄個卡通形狀的食物而已，那些公仔帶不走的，完全很騙錢。今天為什麼忽然有興致主動被騙錢？」小榆不留情面直接吐嘈莊雨。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJIyfGY3xIN
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgAtVYLCLp3
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKaAKdotjpM
莊雨吐吐舌頭：「就嘗試一下新東西嘛，做人不用太理性，就感受一下卡通裡的輕鬆氣氛啊。而且妳不覺得姆明還蠻可愛的嗎？」357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlPT7uLGyjx
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiW3TKZ9noL
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSSxFlj3z8S
今天莊雨塗上了海藍色的啞色指甲油，穿了一件白色襯衫，配上一條蔚藍色碎花長裙和粉紅色圓頭平底鞋。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNex0b5Q8Yt
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXW0u0aR6Xg
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3C5L7jSVNV
「妳何時喜歡上這卡通公仔的？」小榆伸手摸摸放在她身旁的姆明大毛公仔。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM2A9cyltZM
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPWfmTKUJv6
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2yGEZEPAz4
主題餐廳內，每桌客人身旁都會放置一隻大型毛公仔，裝潢是參照卡通片內主角的屋子，牆上也貼滿主角或其他角色的照片和圖畫，令客人彷彿置身另一個可愛、無憂的時空裡。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx4CkzFeClF
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡugwjjipL0s
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGWReqZG209
「我也不知道。其實我沒有說很喜歡它，只是覺得它臉鼓鼓的，這蠻有趣的。」莊雨啜飲著綠茶牛奶，廚師還在奶蓋上還用巧克力粉畫上一個姆明圖案。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡclAlrjpnMq
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTLeV51hTkk
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ29AtyCbr7P
一開始莊雨還啜飲得小心翼翼，深怕會弄到公仔圖案，但後來她索性用吸管直接把它劃破。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡizOszwZCDI
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWKQ0QetXf5
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEwE8Dgvagy
待離開後，莊雨在附屬餐廳的精品店內買了一件印著姆明圖案的T恤和毛公仔吊繩。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGxee97mt7D
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYqLUWA7ODT
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9qOpVmqGoW
「妳真的很喜歡這隻公仔耶。」357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNRVLEjYkXp
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrYWlcWu0Qu
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡamMdtOqD9Q
「沒有啦，就一個紀念品而已。」357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgpK9NFfkjN
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR46JhbM02X
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcyOGpQXLo9
——————————————————————357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1vGd6FvMBQ
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9zRwPBtm4d
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWzMEaB1BGj
莊雨又站在手錶店門外，注視著玻璃窗內的一支手錶——簡約風格的薄身大錶面，配上深藍色寬身錶帶的手錶。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyyxSnmxbfc
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGGSMuMgZEC
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrkBEbYLx3X
她察覺到自己最近一走在街上，眼神就會忍不住打量路人手腕上的手錶款式。而且她也變得喜歡遊走在各間手錶店，觀賞玻璃櫥窗內的各款手錶。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5bt99segBv
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡixLPsC5mOU
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡebCYwNCpmd
透過觀望別人各式各樣的手錶款式，她愈發現其實自己只是在尋找某一支手錶的輪廓。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWgOLOP4q4c
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdNSIZf9OHT
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWkPIny8aBF
莊雨喜歡這支手錶，卻一直沒有買下。本來她就不是特別愛好手錶的人，對手錶沒有感覺，也很久沒有戴錶的習慣，對上一次戴手錶已經是四年多前的事，她較習慣看手機去知道時間是何時何分。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJuaA5J5Zzc
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRpmNc5Wch1
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG8pI1AER12
「妳覺得我要不要買下那支手錶？還是算了比較好？」中午吃飯時，莊雨詢問好朋友兼同事——阿梨的意見。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw3bsaW8U6C
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUd95FHO8gR
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo7BEAttyPd
「妳喜歡的話就買呀。不過我都不知道妳對手錶有特別的愛好，之後都沒看過妳有戴手錶耶。」357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOfGpu0KriH
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO2Ue5UOj7V
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh18oY1hsWm
「就覺得戴支手錶感覺也不錯呀。」357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡolkk2gzitb
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ygrCtRuxY
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiEZfVMbH3O
「為什麼忽然對手錶感興趣？總有一個原因吧。」阿梨好奇地把身子靠向莊雨。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4wTdpCgFW1
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMCDxwkwlvD
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW6LSRtRScu
「沒有吧，就真的只是覺得戴支手錶在手腕上的感覺也不錯呀。」莊雨以稀疏平常的口吻重覆。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFdDg8QjUnT
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu55RsDaZey
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrf9Gxv0q9O
「是嗎？」357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJdDex7KBvh
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkWSD1KAjs6
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ydFWh7fwD
有時候，莊雨會覺得自己好像一道影子般，只是賴隨著影子的主人去生存著。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8OH6sTD3FJ
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡho3XousV3d
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj3ZXAVjANC
——————————————————————357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFOAhe818bd
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0mzpf1vKpl
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzoxFhukDKC
在台灣戶外的車站月台上，被熾熱的陽光曬得汗流浹背的莊雨不斷用紙巾印走額上的汗水。她今天就穿了早前買下的姆明圖案T恤，配上白色短裙子和草織帽。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS3aOb99rYf
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL4zNdAVaUO
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ30inK5gYb
「沒想到妳會跟著我來旅遊啊，妳不是很害怕離開熟悉的城市、害怕到外地旅遊的嗎？」芷琳打開專給自由行旅客看的旅行書，再次閱讀她早已計劃好的行程路線。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaznrXCaCkL
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE1GIwVHTVW
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJop6o2i2RC
「哎呀，我想豐富自己的人生閱歷，更新自己的眼光嘛，只待在同一個城市實在太苦悶了。」莊雨的臉被曬得紅彤彤。「我只是純粹想離開一個地方而已。」357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBWQ1NHmCKA
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu8Xg8bT9f7
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6pioNIbghz
「哈哈，妳終於想通了，懂得享受人生了。」357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ssfW9hGSK
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN6tl5p8hh0
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo3x1DjtISr
「今天我們去哪玩呀？」357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5MqoEgraLc
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpjGnwvF75R
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ60QZlLME7I
「我們中午可以先去農場看綿羊和風車，下午就回民宿休息一下，晚上再去夜市吃點小吃，這樣好嗎？」357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUoN0fgKWxD
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvhK2wOx3Ij
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ZOT2ir3jr
「只有這些嗎？不如多加一、兩個行程吧，把時間填得滿滿的，這比較充實喔。」357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1YXsDJPqYJ
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbwKmZ0s7Mu
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQsFhBbcRvS
「近來妳好像變了另一個人似的，妳不是說過最討厭現在的都市人太過於寂寞和逃避自己嗎？妳說大家只懂得吃喝玩樂去把時間塞得滿滿的，因為要逃避安靜下來的時候，所以一點都不懂得留白去面對自己和梳理內心。」357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcCxfdT7V81
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ83j5ZALKJQ
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJxYW6rHaFi
嗯……很多朋友都說她最近變得不一樣了，行為和心態都跟從前判若兩人。她有時會意識到這些改變，更多時候是不自覺。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFUYywDz1zx
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHQ1RGAfePg
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpRmRQSuWEk
乘了半小時的火車，她們終於到了農場。在一片大青草原裡，伴著藍天白雲的晴朗天氣，就算不用特別做些什麼，莊雨已經感覺非常愜意。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDjEM4Wb6qh
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡimWjac05wj
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Qtf72St0U
農埸內有一個風車區域，七彩繽紛的彩虹風車乘微風吹轉，身處其中的莊雨很迷戀這些愉快的時光，她知道自己需要這些可以帶給人快樂的景色，但她的眼角卻緩緩流下一串淚來。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMv69HVRz2B
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAd8j43kt1r
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnMogE8viOX
——————————————————————357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIdCCSwM5yi
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiSKPC2dUBM
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIjZzIKN8gO
到了晚上，停下追追趕趕的生活節奏，拂去人群內的歡笑和交談聲，只有靜悄悄的空間裡，有一個鮮明的人影映在莊雨的心田上，才被她清晰地看見。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnDouL7WoU7
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYafuUAOkdP
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsHK2HuiKaG
關於他的一切，莊雨已經拼不回一幅大圖畫。他有否戴著眼鏡、他曾說過的話、他習慣的小動作、他離別時最後的一個神情等等的一切，已在她的記憶中漸漸變得模糊，隨時間過去而流逝，任她如何用力想記住，也無能為力。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyNB03l6wm5
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaVch20uV42
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrjrwKDlJXr
但莊雨卻深刻記得他生氣時那氣鼓鼓很像某卡通公仔的面容、他手腕上的深藍色寬身手錶帶、那件有點微皺的淺藍色襯衫、他那道與他年齡不符的孩子氣聲線……這些記憶的零碎畫面卻在她腦中揮之不去。她甚至忘了他的手錶的款式，卻對他有戴手錶這件事情印象深刻。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ38vdawjtP
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmJl2s3O5D7
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhusXVsaqGb
我們去異國展開旅程，去逃離原來的苦悶生活，我們渴望看見新的風景，去另一個地方遇見另一個自由的自己，我們遊玩異國陌生的一切一切：在味蕾感受到美食的刺激時、在眼睛吸收到美麗又新奇的景色時、在與朋友閒談而發出愉快的笑聲時、透過享受生活去增加自己的人生經歷時，都更加深刻牽動著另一人藏在自己心坎的感覺，勾起心中掛念的那個他／她。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY2eQSBHuDP
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGBLRhfRx9n
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJIBdKG7EvY
原來豐富了的人生經歷，並不會把我們記憶中原本的人和事給沖洗掉。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqAf8qoSCfr
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCDlL5USElT
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM6fv1CSOUb
莊雨一人睡在床上，在獨自一人的夜裡，只能帶著這份強烈的思念入眠，埋進無聲的夢中。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiWk1tFIeqG
文: 譚嘉燕 FB PAGE: https://www.facebook.com/katetam1228/357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTC55LRwCt6
