二零一八年一月十日，我接管了一間工作室。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGk5KNeF9r5
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工作室的前主人，是一個無名的男插畫家。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo4WJAeGJv0
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwSQfCUSPWP
那孩子，於一個月前以低價轉讓出自己曾經的寶貝。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSc2GLAzt7r
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXWevvnD4x0
那個插畫家年僅二十五，是一個家人不支持他，認為他是一個年輕不有為的大小孩。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoiZwHl1bff
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ83lkM2DMn6
接管工作室鑰匙那天，那孩子哭得十分悽涼，說:「拜託你，好好珍惜我的工作室。求求你...」581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ46vljGfXK0
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfhH8dd2wnf
他緊握我拿著工作室鑰匙的雙手，一雙有著堅定眼神的眼睛中，藏著海量的淚。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD7mTnImE1j
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS1QGoSB0p3
我點點頭，皺著眉頭並給予他回應:「我會，好好珍惜它的。」581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdMcFNfOhNh
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3FyoSl9Rfa
他以微笑作回應。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5XGQQdiyqH
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMkLyE5yKX2
鬆開我雙手後，他在這只剩四道牆壁、沒有任何色彩的工作空中，收拾著一個月前被遺漏的作品。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlNhwr4KP9j
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsyV16vWFg5
在我眼中，那些畫作只有黑白色，但卻看得出來，那孩子的畫功，十分精緻。「謝謝你，我走了。」581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj6uabg7UiX
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl8qcQG9Rbb
帶著哭腔，他毫不遲疑地離開了曾經屬於他的「畫廊」。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE8oT2okSgm
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUGDNm6Hbr9
我的視線緊跟著他的背影。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRomAGCHpDt
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5u0JRql2lM
直至，他離開了工作室，徹底消失在我眼前。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCXF6qw7bm4
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Gw4kd9uHT
他離開後，我鬆了一口氣。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2jzKfgnCZf
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJjyBCmRCxA
看著這曾經熟悉的工作室，十分感慨。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGNE3PDRV4i
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJnhlFvd0rE
忽然想起一件很重要的事情...我走至牆壁處，雙手雙臂都緊貼著牆壁，深深嗅了一下，鼻腔頓時充斥著油漆的氣味，「還是...來遲了...」對，遲了，挽回不了了。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGpp7aLCLuK
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhMd637avTG
我一如既往的拿起刀子，向牆壁用力一刺，刀子果然陷入了厚厚的油漆層中。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8zJCwULFbJ
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxMGfWAySJF
刺了一下又一下，撕開了一層又一層的油漆。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIX2iOVXToq
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMUDwqa9WVX
我，再一次，放棄了。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGrunlcXqKD
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ985OWmzSDa
「果然，怎樣也回不去。」581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv8AiufQs5z
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmXSmzxucBC
我跪在地上，雙手捂著臉，哭了個死活。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuHyuB1NMdx
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeitawpH8IK
沒關係，下一次再試就好了。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4iDiOTkg5J
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK938xXvae8
我經常這般對自己說。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyT2lxYJtVC
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但...也許，再沒有下一次了。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXOLteTkgCX
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5XNLHZXSke
雙手移到心臟所在的位置，「也許，真的沒有了..」581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOhc5NyVBuB
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlPEY1QqKLU
那孩子的眼裡，藏著一整個海洋；而我的眼裡，只剩下一遍死海、不再有生氣。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL7TeR4tk3m
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi9ADpAWXxl
我已經，再也看不見色彩了。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaIPHLM1PZp
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnMHRG7HrFA
至少，讓那孩子看得到吧，拜託祢...雙手合十，懇求著那位至尊至聖的父親。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTnb3KwPucn
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ30fLwdWhqm
我以亞孟作祈禱的結尾，以滿臉的淚水作誠意。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvlNGYITCaV
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc0VPoV2Vho
「除了我的靈魂和心靈，我沒甚麼可以奉獻給父親祢了。」581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdIzYDmTDHO
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ31IK3IDsZ9
或許那孩子並不認識我，但我卻比任何人更要了解他。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPxSn0RhPJu
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdhcUr4Ojae
他，名叫李浩誠，一個大學藝術系畢業的才子。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN3lnxRaQLs
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWTLVcEWkvp
一心想一輩子都用來追尋自己的夢想，卻已經留不住夢的二十五歲插畫家。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZfYfE5dP6y
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEziVVGAjez
家人不斷地阻止、打壓、不給予支持，甚至以言語漫罵，說:「我看死你會後悔一世。為甚麼不好好聽話？為甚麼要辛苦自己？明明你是當醫生的材料...」581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc8xGjnXyAW
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd0evP60mgw
為甚麼、為甚麼、為甚......家人一句又一句的為甚麼，讓我的壓力及情緒都累積的頂點。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyzwqhj3qNR
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbWKVwUSuBx
對，是我的壓力。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvyEt5Q1qiU
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ihFjyQVek
那些無形的壓力陪伴了我有五年之久。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡstBGULOpR1
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzoaMNih4eF
我，力不膚支。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡck8wBOE2mA
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJZWanLHl1S
在我把工作室出售的那一天，一個男人來找我，並把我罵了一頓。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNSYEj3OIil
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0GeO02CueS
「你真的甘心放棄追夢嗎？」581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkgCTzI09Gf
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKlDAJ2gXuo
不，我不甘心。但我不敢反抗。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMPiTM1Y4nQ
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9zj4sOtEEX
那天，我在他面前把地板哭濕了。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnhgGF6Q25s
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIvng5mWdqT
他給予我擁抱，我卻毫不猶豫地離開。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0pLSCR6CPE
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrmMpEfuFb1
我承認我沒膽量繼續去闖蕩，也不再有能力守護我的「畫廊」。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKjILtLAhTo
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaZaGGAAgUG
我沒資格。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpoF5xl9Z53
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5cvBxYJdG3
我合上眼，背後出現了一個黑洞。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyWQ8uyM6q3
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtC3ECuOfYJ
黑洞裡伸出了無數隻屍手，想把我狠狠拉進黑洞的最深處。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiyjLYW2n34
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbFDNu3RaAF
我已無力反抗，任由黑洞把我吸進去。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBhTZCY7bA3
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