Being this close to Alara makes Arya’s insides churn, but it’s a necessary evil. For the longest time she just watches Alara interact with her child. She hasn’t had the nerve to go near her. The last time she allowed herself to get close to Alara her throat was slit. She didn’t trust herself to be alone with Alara. There was too much temptation there and Arya didn’t know enough about the shadows around Alara to breach proximity. She left that up to Tomich. Alara seems to have a soft spot for the Historian and her shadows seem to purr whenever he’s near.copyright protection105ＰＥＮＡＮＡoRF78MbY1Z
“Your majesty,” Evander startles her, “Forgive me for the fright, but we’ve heard back from his highness prince Jarrah and he’s denied your request for council.”copyright protection105ＰＥＮＡＮＡLb8pctQFOM
“He what?” Arya scoffs.copyright protection105ＰＥＮＡＮＡAJcq774l6B
“He denied your request.”copyright protection105ＰＥＮＡＮＡEutkCB6Nz8
Irritated she asks, “Well did he give a reason why?” copyright protection105ＰＥＮＡＮＡNljVLwoBbd
“No your majesty,” Evander shakes his head.copyright protection105ＰＥＮＡＮＡnMWzc3HgpN
Of course Malich Jarrah would punish her for breaking off their relationship. She saved him and he still couldn’t extend her this one courtesy. Arya sighs. There’s rumors he’s been working his way through the female population at the Summer Court and she wonders how true they are. Part of her can’t fathom the thought of him with anyone else so she quickly pushes both Malich and his nighttime activities to the back of her head.copyright protection105ＰＥＮＡＮＡS4iloVXvJx
“We need to learn everything we can about her,” Evander stares over Arya’s shoulders watching Alara. “She’s Darkin. Power like that only comes from the Unseelie Court or the Gods who rule it.”copyright protection105ＰＥＮＡＮＡDwSXrEuQfF
“That would require going near her, which I haven’t found the nerve to do.”copyright protection105ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Ds0dF4VVt
“Well, until you do, a particular fire-breathing monstrosity keeps eating the towns livestock.”copyright protection105ＰＥＮＡＮＡIOx1aWX7rG
“Drakor?” Arya sighs.copyright protection105ＰＥＮＡＮＡF5dy3Fcxvr
“It appears so. The nobles and the citizens of the Seelie Court are rather afraid of the cranky old bastard. If he won’t return to the alumni training camp, then perhaps a conversation with the beast is in order,” Evander suggests.copyright protection105ＰＥＮＡＮＡdz5GAilEdh
Arya nods then heads out into the garden. She calls to Drakor and he presents himself several minutes later. “I hear you’ve been a naughty boy,” she gently rubs his beak, along his neck and then over his shoulder. “You must stop eating the livestock here. Go to the Summer Court and eat their livestock. Anan knows those nobles there deserve it.”copyright protection105ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8W5FYgCVo4
Drakor bobs his head and nudges her with his beak. She laughs and steps back to watch him launch into the air. “Was that wise?” Evander smirks. copyright protection105ＰＥＮＡＮＡB39OBduNLZ
Arya shrugs. “They have more than enough livestock, and if he should happen to char the arse of a particular reluctant prince I can kill two birds with one stone.”copyright protection105ＰＥＮＡＮＡfZzkF9D0NQ
Evander laughs. Arya can’t help but think smiling suits him. His green eyes dazzle when he smiles and for once he appears as youthful as he looks. Evander is over five hundred cycles old. Like Malich, the cycles have been kind to him. He doesn’t look a moon over twenty-five cycles. copyright protection105ＰＥＮＡＮＡhVNnBLDdG1
Arya takes in his proud stance and the muscles protruding through his clothing. Her eyes rake over his abs and drop lower but she is unable to discern how blessed he might be. “This is highly inappropriate,” Evander catches her gaze and flushes red.copyright protection105ＰＥＮＡＮＡhi4r7GFBtq
She too flushes red, “Forgive me general, it’s been at least a turn since…” Arya’s voice trails off. She misses him. She misses them both.copyright protection105ＰＥＮＡＮＡBJqa35jG66
“If you were to ask my advice as your advisor I’d tell you his Majesty King Rayne would be a better suitor, stationwise. But if you were to ask for my advice as a friend, I’d tell you that we both know your heart has already decided. You simply need to act on it. The longer you straddle the fence of indecision, the more you risk the circumstances changing without you, taking away your right to decide altogether.”copyright protection105ＰＥＮＡＮＡxn2lLD6oRN
“If I choose someone will get hurt,” Arya sulks.copyright protection105ＰＥＮＡＮＡq96vBebgQF
“Two people are already hurting because you haven’tchosen,” he points out.copyright protection105ＰＥＮＡＮＡHro7BscV9i
His logic is undeniable. Both of them didn’t have to suffer. She needs to choose in order to set one of them free. “Would you think less of me if I didn’t choose Ihsan? He deserves me more, but our love was long ago and Malich has since filled that void in my heart. I still love him; I’m just not inlove with him. I know that now.”copyright protection105ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2GG41sI8RA
Curious, Evander asks, “Then why are you so afraid to admit it? Why are you afraid to make that choice?”copyright protection105ＰＥＮＡＮＡWhJ2MlgYB6
Arya inhales deeply and blows the air out slowly. “Because it would mean I’ve fallen in love with someone who tormented me as a young girl. And not just me, he tormented Ihsan too. I know he never asked to be viewed this way, but I thought of Malich as a father for a good part of my life. That circumstance alone causes me to war with myself.”copyright protection105ＰＥＮＡＮＡDjy2qauD5D
“But he’s not your father and from what I gather he never asked for that title, you gave it to him.”copyright protection105ＰＥＮＡＮＡW7kCcm5UvW
Arya nods, “True.”copyright protection105ＰＥＮＡＮＡvrdet0AKZb
“Again, why are you so hesitant to follow your heart?”copyright protection105ＰＥＮＡＮＡRDupFVzayF
Arya shrugs, “What would I be telling Ihsan if I chose the man who tortured us both over him? I’d be telling him our suffering didn’t matter. I’d be telling him I chose a man with so many flaws when he has none. I’d be telling him that every good thing about him isn’t enough for me.”copyright protection105ＰＥＮＡＮＡOuN97ZvcU1
“Is it?” Evander asked.copyright protection105ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8psmEWneGm
“I suppose not.”copyright protection105ＰＥＮＡＮＡpy0UYGQyQo
“Then you need to be honest with him, with yourself and with Malich. Preferably before the latter grows weary.”copyright protection105ＰＥＮＡＮＡdFS0O00kcU
Arya wraps her arms around Evander. With Lumi, Rayu and Dax at the alumni camp he is the closest thing to a friend she has here. He’s given her the strength she needs to do what she should’ve done in the first place. “Request an audience with his majesty King Rayne.”copyright protection105ＰＥＮＡＮＡlljOIXK5br
“And his highness?”copyright protection105ＰＥＮＡＮＡsBZswY8mwZ
“Something tells me if we request audience again he’ll just deny it, so I’ll go there personally when I can.”copyright protection105ＰＥＮＡＮＡKKEDKtDLNQ
Evander nods in approval and leaves the room. Alone with her thoughts, Arya realizes she needs to confront someone else she’s been avoiding and heads to lower levels of the palace that run beneath the surface of the ground. It’s heavily guarded with more than a few mechanisms in place to stifle the threat known as her sister.copyright protection105ＰＥＮＡＮＡF9cYXUWI07
Ihsan shared his only weakness with Arya. A weakness he and Alara both share…hushstone. Hushstone can be found deep inside the caves of the Seelie Mountains. She had Evander hire a few males looking to earn some coin in trade. They built Alara a wing beneath the palace made completely of hushstone. Alara was surprised when she felt the stifling power of the stone, but she didn’t put up a fight. Her only request was that Arya visit her and her son at least once a day and that her son be allowed outside the confines of their wing.copyright protection105ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9sI9Vf74BE
Alara sat, breastfeeding her son as Arya walked into her sitting room. Alara smiled at Arya who sat down across from her. “He’s a big eater,” Alara blushes.copyright protection105ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3loIZ9bDUZ
Arya searches for something civil to say, but nothing good came to mind. “Why did you do it?” She asks instead.copyright protection105ＰＥＮＡＮＡtz9Gy7AuPA
“I told you why.”copyright protection105ＰＥＮＡＮＡCY3k8Yzf2b
“Kahlem had your son?”copyright protection105ＰＥＮＡＮＡU6wiOwr09m
“Yes,” Alara nods.copyright protection105ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0DVajthTY6
“You’re lying,” Arya studies her body language. “You have a tell.”copyright protection105ＰＥＮＡＮＡuA5xVewvuz
Alara takes a deep breath and becomes visibly nervous. “I don’t want to put you in any more danger.”copyright protection105ＰＥＮＡＮＡGoFdGuJ8vS
This time it’s the truth, but Arya is more concerned with what she’s choosing notto say. “Why not? You’ve already slit my throat and threw me off a cliff. What’s more dangerous than that?” She narrows her eyes at Alara.copyright protection105ＰＥＮＡＮＡuwvpGOTXIS
“There are things I can’t say. Things you’d be better off not knowing.”copyright protection105ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4dsaLnohTS
“Why don’t you let me be the judge of that? You’re living in my home for Anan’s sake; hiding from a threat only you seem to be aware of with a baby no less. Where is the child’s father? Why didn’t you go to him instead?” Arya asks.copyright protection105ＰＥＮＡＮＡRzgwMX1w5w
“I can’t,” was all Alara said in response.copyright protection105ＰＥＮＡＮＡoA2U0JJTHr
“How can I help or protect you when I don’t even know what I’m protecting you from?” Alara stops talking. She focuses her attention on her son, rocking him to sleep and then placing him in his cradle. “Are you even my sister? And what kind of person kills her own sister?”copyright protection105ＰＥＮＡＮＡMMFeWqClHv
“Yes, I’m your sister,” Alara sighs. “At least I’d like to be. I’d like to start over with you.”copyright protection105ＰＥＮＡＮＡdy5u5Rs6nx
“And you give you another opportunity to finish the job you started with my throat?” Arya scoffs, “I think not.”copyright protection105ＰＥＮＡＮＡDM7GG7qq17
“I’m sorry for slitting your throat, but I’m happy it worked out in your favor.”copyright protection105ＰＥＮＡＮＡRNTw2QWFbE
Arya couldn’t believe what she was hearing. Alara spoke as if trying to kill her somehow did her some good. If she weren’t holding her son Arya would smack her across the face. She stands and leaves, sarcastically throwing over her shoulder, “Nice chat sis, wemustdo this again sometime.” copyright protection105ＰＥＮＡＮＡapdfUj7mqv
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