春風漸微，狹帶著濕氣的風隨著夏天的到來一天天增強，就連她們此刻身處的這片小空地也不例外。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvverN1Jspx
「我要打開囉。」鄭雅欣拿著對內折成一半的成績單緊張的說。而郭禹則在原地走來走去。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhBQCv3Oh4g
「嗯、嗯⋯⋯妳說吧。」她摀著耳朵說。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiXnJfJlGCQ
妳摀著是要我怎麼告訴妳啊？鄭雅欣無語的看著她。只要每次段考完，這充滿既視感的情景都會一再重複。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2tvoEbyzq6
郭禹非常注重成績，每次只要稍微考差，臉都會變得像苔蘚一樣的鐵青色，也令她不禁為郭禹捏把冷汗。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuQWdlnhVk3
鄭雅欣打開成績單，往下找著兩人的名字。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1NLqVlG3Al
「鄭雅欣⋯⋯郭禹⋯⋯在⋯⋯」她喃喃唸著，「啊，有了。」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu4u5h4T9pC
郭禹震了一下。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡozBfhCL7iI
「我⋯⋯嗯，一般般，跟往常差不多⋯⋯」再來就是她的了。她找到郭禹的那一欄。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡns4TtM8OU1
「——還是全年級前三。這次是第三名。」鄭雅欣說出這句話後，郭禹虛脫的蹲了下來。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiRKGSiv21r
「哈——」她吐出一口氣，「我下半輩子的壽命都減半了⋯⋯」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBgFyNsKPSi
「真是，每次都搞得像是要死了一樣，」鄭雅欣放下成績單，「妳爸媽真的很嚴格吧？」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj2hRMANWfa
「對啊，他們每次都說如果沒考好就是打啊、剮啊、或是讓我流離街頭之類的。」郭禹無奈的說。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXB5kfJygJW
她忍不住笑出來，「太誇張了吧。」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcYUg5p9ebS
郭禹對她搖搖手指，嘖嘖說：「我可沒誇大。」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJFFi70ESZK
雖然她嘴上這麼說，但鄭雅欣很清楚她的個性。這個什麼事都喜歡加油添醋、處事圓滑的傢伙嘴裡吐出的話有大半都經過修飾。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSZwFCoBg8z
不過，她爸媽注重成績的事倒是真的。看她公佈成績時的表情就可以知道了。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5YjQ7w5VTp
「那，這次我們也都算是安全過關了。」鄭雅欣伸伸懶腰，眺望著遠方的風景。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk5duurFkQY
從這裡，好幾公里遠的城市與街道都可以納入眼底，每個建築、車輛都彷彿玩具一般的渺小。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmircPv7m9W
「好熱啊——」放鬆心情後，郭禹開始抱怨。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAzANfr0pKo
「拜託，妳當然熱，在這種天氣裡穿長褲，」她指指郭禹那條煞風景的長褲，「活該。」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCZqRKtMgKJ
「我可是怕妳看見我這上美腿之後就會愛上它們，所以才一年四季都穿著長褲耶。」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWGhstjNo4L
「哈哈，是喔。」鄭雅欣翻翻白眼。「不過，說真的，妳為什麼都不穿短褲啊？」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjQki6XjSY8
「欸⋯⋯怎麼說，」郭禹似乎有些不願意坦白，「就⋯⋯小時候的一些⋯⋯心理創傷。」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbBo8X6t2Be
她感到有些驚訝。「喔，是這樣啊。」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpqQfKCnLAE
「我們該回家了吧？」郭禹開朗的說，「路上順便買支冰。」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8mTXKdBpT3
看著她無憂無慮的笑，鄭雅欣也沒多想，「好啊，走吧。」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAksi1ThC91
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「這兩條絲帶便是我們友誼的證明。」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1iROCWLtmS
「如果發生什麼事，不管怎樣都要排除萬難來這裡喔。」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfUx8hYQaiz
「嗯。」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWCcvHrlGi5
兩位女孩坐在地上，看著遠方的夕陽和風景。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsylk3ZY9oQ
而影子，就像是努力著要試圖觸及什麼一般。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyBUJ7K4rhy
被拉得很長、很長。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1n5a5ijYEQ
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鄭雅欣緩緩睜開眼，從座位上坐起。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTDm820wzlp
「又是⋯⋯這個夢⋯⋯」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgKkmB9zIuj
像這樣，兩個女孩並肩坐著的夢境她已經不知做過多少次了。她連她們的對話都可以背出來。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAVzfcN1Wob
「喂——起來了，下午第一節課要開始了——把還在睡午覺的叫起來——」有同學拉長著語調對全班說。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF9bmlX6ckJ
她抹抹眼。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdH9Ek38b1o
算了，也不是什麼大不了的事。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZU1P3CPhGs
大家帶著一副睡眼惺忪的臉去廁所或起身走動。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCjhptJyGzj
「妳剛剛也沒睡覺喔？」鄭雅欣走到郭禹的位置，看著她桌上滿滿的講義。「不會累嗎？」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo2j5pBW9Uw
「嗯？不會啊。」她有點訝異的抬頭說。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMH3xYXcWPM
但眼底下的黑眼圈隱約可辨。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGkJxBe5Zyk
「妳也太努力了吧⋯⋯」反觀她自己，從沒試著督促自己加油些，這樣自稱為她的朋友還真有些無地自容啊。鄭雅欣無奈的想。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbXOy6R63vv
「因為不努力不行啊。」郭禹喃喃說。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0xRHwRyEHg
「什麼？」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfdQvRTLn73
她馬上笑嘻嘻的對鄭雅欣說，「哎唷，妳想嘛，我們都已經國三了，馬上就要考高中了，不加緊腳步讀書的話之後只會死的很慘啊。」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhXGnrDZkBz
「那妳有想去哪讀嗎？」鄭雅欣問。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDf8qEFbHwm
「唔⋯⋯我爸媽希望我去讀北一女。」她說。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqByf6JuTJa
「喔，那間很難考欸。」鄭雅欣看到她前方的同學離開座位。「那妳自己怎麼想？想去嗎？」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkWABsItO37
她沈默了一下。「我⋯⋯不知道耶。」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZmHz1kpVjB
「什麼想法也沒有？」鄭雅欣坐到郭禹前面的位置上。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw1Ome0Iwcw
「⋯⋯我從沒想過我會讀到高中。」郭禹不看著她，直盯著窗外看。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd3ewEpA1BJ
而鄭雅欣有些不習慣她那種眼神。「是、是啊，畢竟這種事聽起來的確很遙遠⋯⋯」她乾笑幾聲，想試著緩和氣氛。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4MEqyaEB76
即使郭禹大多都掛著笑臉，但有時——就像現在——她會露出些許陰暗的表情。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAJ0gGeZVhC
郭禹看著鄭雅欣，回覆之前的笑顏，「是啊，未來什麼的，對我來說是個謎一般的定義啊。」她聳聳肩。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIPf5eIj3Zh
回來了。那個熟悉的她。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCJCciL1sn9
幾乎不自覺地，鄭雅欣鬆了口氣。她沒事呢。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSQ7IP2OaPa
「啊，要上課了，妳趕快回去吧。」她對鄭雅欣說。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡele6lZYU4P
「喔。」她回到位置上。再次回頭的時候，她看到郭禹繼續讀著書。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCbmY2pK2Uv
而在那個瞬間，她變得有點好奇那個夢境的延續。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsKAhB5zZ1I
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放學，郭禹回到家。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7X1erG2HbQ
「妳回來啦？」她媽媽正把菜端到桌上。「趕快來吃吧。」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4WAZzeL97A
「好⋯⋯」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk5mrgMd7Xp
郭禹正要進房間時，爸爸開口，「我記得今天是發成績單的日子吧？成績單呢？」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡox8ueYnWoK
「啊⋯⋯是呢，我差點忘了這回事。」媽媽緩緩的說，同時把郭禹的碗放下。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfAcJThs2Am
「來，拿過來。」爸爸說。郭禹把書包放下，東翻西找了一番，把成績單遞過去。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC5MkFqENPm
爸爸沈默的看著。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡblAWyDC3bw
郭禹數著制服上的線條。雖然她低著頭，但她知道媽媽也在看著這邊。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3BNBNItO5Y
「這次是第三名⋯⋯有在前三，很好。」爸爸點點頭。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ipD4i2eeF
她緊繃的肩膀放鬆了一些，準備轉身。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQW8YEDZlyk
「但，」爸爸又開口，她頓住。「上次是第二吧？」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCMgqmwmwni
她吞了吞口水。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1RyxO39BzR
爸爸加重語氣。「是不是？」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6vOVDawmOP
「⋯⋯對。」她低聲說。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVBwlRAnlWf
媽媽將碗放回櫃子，關上，並在這時開口，「好了，沒關係，下次再努力吧。反正她這次有考到前三，不是嗎？」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1knl08Ka5j
郭禹瞄了一眼媽媽。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwKRNohTooH
唔。她馬上放低眼神。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhFtQzf78Xy
剛剛媽媽⋯⋯在笑。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs340KhwcDI
安靜的那種。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡovSDjinNDu
讓人發寒。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtCAlDIBuD9
「下次⋯⋯會恢復正常的狀態吧？」跟爸爸一樣，她在最後一句加重語氣，「是不是？」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQPAf5lcGSl
郭禹點點頭。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXk0z0Dd12O
「是。」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOIW6HU3Ylu
「那就好，妳進房間吧。」媽媽說：「我想妳很清楚事情的輕重。」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsGETdZr97U
郭禹輕輕的把房門關上。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAjQtqLZvsO
她看著桌上的化妝鏡，裡頭映著一位，沒有笑臉的女孩。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9nFp9RqZtp
她把食指放在嘴唇邊，試著揚起笑容。但當她放下時，表情便會瓦解。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZmkvVtEQ91
她想起之前鄭雅欣對她說的。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ33mUhhgjWA
——「我看妳成天掛著笑臉的，好呆喔。」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM3p6NPwF8p
然後，是她今天說過的話。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeInsvidCio
——「不會累嗎？」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYA4xKfI0l6
雖然並不是在講同一件事，但⋯⋯539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDFNfGaT5XM
她起身把課本從書包拿出來放到桌上，順便看了看桌曆。大考的日子被畫上了大圈圈，距離今天已經沒剩幾個禮拜。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSeGVfz1a1D
「⋯⋯加油吧，」她翻開書，539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5F7d8qc2Zi
「這一切，很快，就會結束的。」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK4HNV0x667
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「妳有聽說了嗎？」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlMUE313InI
「嗯。戰爭⋯⋯就要開打了呢。」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1IdPfX5gRT
「是啊。」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeQd9WQ46TC
「敵國會攻到這個小村莊嗎？」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGbNS5Ih9pC
「不知道⋯⋯但這是最壞的預想。」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ19Rl8ChlKT
「這個地方⋯⋯也會被蹂躪成廢墟嗎？」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqTxoxxfFIo
「⋯⋯不知道。我不知道。」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Q9ebrhPxY
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鄭雅欣煩躁的搔搔頭。又是那兩個女孩。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8YmzD2jBII
只不過，這次她們換了個對話，聲音似乎也變得成熟些了。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmLtMsQVHpH
而且，不知為什麼，鄭雅欣覺得她們談話的地方很眼熟。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkwT4q7QVuK
「呃啊，我得準備了。」她看看時鐘，從床上爬了起來。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRcoJ9ZtZnK
這是個距離大考只剩四天的早晨。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMSkFxasALK
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到學校時，她一手拿著三明治、一手拿著飲料，坐在位置上跟郭禹聊著天。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfOifIo20ND
「妳知道我昨天看到了一個看起來好好看的電影預告，等考試結束後我一定要——」她口齒不清的說。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCCKNkQYhFC
「好髒喔，妳吃完再講好嗎？」郭禹厭惡的看著那張不停扭動的嘴。「都噴到我這了。」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXrjS74RTe4
「是妳自己要站在那的，」鄭雅欣哼了一聲，「怪我喔？」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaoJIpXlhwm
郭禹笑了，「對啊，就是在怪妳。」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡujI7tHcnX0
「腦袋有問題。」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgHrnmF8rc5
「哈哈。」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLub9m8Izat
正當鄭雅欣要拿起桌上的飲料時，不小心反手一揮，把飲料打翻了。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCvTSBS3Djt
「啊！」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvxQHhXgpa8
結果，就這樣灑到郭禹的褲子上。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0J6i9USPls
鄭雅欣著急的看著那片污漬，「對、對不起，我一不小心就⋯⋯」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡamFDxYSTKh
「啊，沒關係啦，我去廁所清一清就好。」郭禹不在意的說，去廁所清理了。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNXFC4sCOCw
「真是⋯⋯」鄭雅欣把桌子和地上的飲料漬擦的差不多時，想到自己還有一件備用的褲子。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2FvsfZsvio
「啊哈！」她從櫃子翻出一條褲子，「而且還是長褲！」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlA6pPJNkJL
她趕緊跑到廁所，想把褲子拿給郭禹用，畢竟是她自己手賤，把飲料打翻了，起碼一條乾淨的褲子是她能補救的。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSCRDS4zC3y
噠噠噠。她的腳步聲回盪在走廊。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ99s1jM7THn
而齒輪，開始無聲轉動。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHzuP4jq7BR
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「這是⋯⋯什麼⋯⋯？」鄭雅欣站在郭禹的面前。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk8J0IJzeyq
郭禹在心裡咒罵。我剛剛怎麼會沒把門鎖起來呢？539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF9zJffNTdA
「喂，那些傷⋯⋯是怎麼一回事？」鄭雅欣又問了一次。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2HdXVYoOUm
就在郭禹撩起來的褲管下，大大小小的瘀青遍佈在她的腿上。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfddi1TeIZh
「沒、沒事啦，」郭禹臉上的笑顯得動搖，「只是我笨手笨腳——」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVJPaIcVLOB
「不對。」鄭雅欣無視她的抗議，把整個褲管往上拉。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU7K3lQ6jl5
鄭雅欣屏住呼吸。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡirQO02en7m
整隻腳，全部都是傷。一條條的痕跡好似在踐踏著原本完好的皮膚。而且，估計另一隻腳也不例外。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡctHf3K2KYl
郭禹把她推開。「妳在幹什麼啦！變態！」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGGoY8NdA7v
鄭雅欣搖搖頭，「妳還有心情開玩笑？我才不信這是意外造成的。這個比起撞到⋯⋯看起來比較像是被用⋯⋯鞭的。是誰把妳弄成這個樣子？有人霸凌妳？」她頓了一下，「又或者⋯⋯家裡——」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLUEdVdpIkT
郭禹的表情僵住。 539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr5d9B9kUsn
「⋯⋯妳為什麼不說？」鄭雅欣語氣凝重不已。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8n4UtoOGYD
郭禹沈默，一把搶過鄭雅欣手中的褲子，把門關起來，鎖上。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOb5JK1G6zn
「妳這樣解決不了任何問題！」她敲門，吼著。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrSdDZ8nrgp
「⋯⋯妳不要管。」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBy63oapaTn
「妳——」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSd6OW0K75k
門猛然被打開，鄭雅欣嚇了一跳。郭禹面無表情的看著她。「這不關妳的事，我會自己處理。」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaUD3IpRKbE
看著那個陌生的她，鄭雅欣有點退縮。原來那個開朗的她去哪了？「但、但是⋯⋯」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ctff54zjA
「不然，我就跟妳絕交喔。」郭禹衝著她笑了一下，一瞬間，鄭雅欣看到了她平時常看到的笑。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsceuJaB2qo
但她現在才發覺到，那個笑是多麼虛偽。而且可恥的是，她剛剛在看到那個笑容後，居然莫名奇妙的鬆了一口氣。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq0wQYcQC5G
想著：沒事啊，還是原來的她。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyEPjrE7EAE
——真是可恥。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ79DGPMoBbx
「這一切都沒發生過，」郭禹對她說，並逐漸走遠，「這樣最好。」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmALBmdWXhY
看著她的背影，鄭雅欣心裡五味雜陳。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8TBJ00f4ci
她真的什麼也做不了嗎？539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcAUBBOIYrg
也許她可以⋯⋯539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1X7x8FUI6q
——「⋯⋯我就跟妳絕交喔。」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxrrzdTncot
她一震。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy12bszYva4
她並不想跟她鬧翻，也想維持這段友誼。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaZ4uvpnHMk
而且，剛剛她看著她的眼神像是已經決定了什麼似的，叫她回心轉意是不可能了。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtSTcpV0IbW
就先⋯⋯相信她吧。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF634fuqkT2
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雖然只是一種感覺，但鄭雅欣很清楚知道自己正在做夢。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjIpWOdTClP
她看見的四周有大大小小的火焰竄出，祝融在這片黑夜底下焚燒著一切。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvvRJPFlCaI
人們的叫囂、孩子的哭鬧聲也不絕於耳。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjw1rwGQe24
「快！他們要來了！」這時，一個熟悉的聲音傳來。是那兩個女孩。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsFgZGm3CcH
她們快跑在殘堐之間，身上的衣服及臉龐早已蒙上一層灰燼。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ24jXEynsdY
「沒想到他們居然這麼快就攻過來了⋯⋯」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ45NolOOA7X
「我們趕緊到那個小空地避難吧！那裡還算隱密。」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4SarJhBvAV
「早知道剛剛在逃走時不該對他們做鬼臉⋯⋯」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnl5z8tNhr5
「別再說了！」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo6RwRaCv4M
結果，就在她們說話的時候，後面的人追了上來。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhoDAy8NNrx
「喂！在那邊！那兩個逃跑的小兔崽子！」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKEqnlHbAfK
「快追！」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIF5wfwFpBq
眼看她們就要被追上，其中一位女孩停下。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzMf3HiMNSD
「妳在幹嘛！」另一位罵道。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEdHmGegcFd
「⋯⋯妳快走吧，我剛想起我有東西忘了帶走。」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJfOWTbW21o
「妳在說笑嗎？快——」她打住，「等下，妳該不會是要⋯⋯」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjE0o1mb4iO
「快走吧，我會跟上的。」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwKp4QwJpMu
「不要，要走就——」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw8I3n3zvPw
「拿著。」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCHiupYQc8d
她把一條絲帶遞給另一位。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs3gPc55pw4
「這、這不是繫在樹上的其中一條——」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuZ3CIQ4zaj
「拿著這個快走吧，幫我保管好它，我會回來跟妳拿。」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiXctOAZQB1
「騙人——」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5st4caJ1ik
「我像是在說謊嗎？」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnBRlmYb2dP
另一位看著她認真的神情，交過絲帶。「⋯⋯不⋯⋯像。」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtDy0XwHZFO
「很好。現在快跑。」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxKHFziB4pm
她拿著絲帶頭也不回的跑掉。「騙子⋯⋯」她不斷的唸著。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9zbtEBVda9
鄭雅欣看著自願犧牲的那個女孩，發現她長得很像一個人。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡns5yZWtD7S
郭禹。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl648hhCD7e
突然，四周景色消退，喧鬧的聲音也漸漸遠去。她看見了跑走的女孩。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPazjmCe28j
而她正在哭。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCIPQT9GjkP
「為什麼⋯⋯我要相信她⋯⋯明明⋯⋯根本不可能⋯⋯」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9BTDnjTHS6
為什麼。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7wpWUSdyTN
在鄭雅欣醒來時，這句話還在她腦袋裡嗡嗡作響。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiMhtjrYB2z
而今天，是大考當天。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5sDHU7LHqd
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「我們都要加油，知道嗎？」郭禹在考場外緊張的說。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoo1zsRGYPD
「嗯，嗯⋯⋯」即使醒來已多時，郭禹的臉龐仍會與那個夢中的女孩重疊。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNiD4ZCk3Fq
「妳怎麼了？」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW5iJf0guUs
鄭雅欣欲言又止。「⋯⋯沒事⋯⋯」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdpj4fbIiI1
郭禹笑了一下，「好啦，沒事的話——」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡopET735jZk
「我們，」鄭雅欣叫住她，快速的說，「我們考完後的隔天約在空地，好嗎？」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnEhQ7rP09o
郭禹安靜的看著她，最後答道：「好。」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkVuRTADTjU
啊，她的眼神，撇開了。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG0CdhiXzfp
但鄭雅欣不想去想她為何要撇開眼神。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡswnr8VkjvA
「再見。加油囉。」郭禹說。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1tZ1oXJ7nH
「⋯⋯嗯。」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxODnFKbBqh
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「很快，就會結束了。」郭禹在拿到第一張卷子時，喃喃的說。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLE87pQlCTq
「雅欣，妳⋯⋯會原諒我嗎？」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwGVrXgAo6r
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鄭雅欣回到上次夢中斷的部分。女孩依舊哭泣著。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8eu4iYu7Nb
只不過，天已亮，原本吵雜的四周也被靜謐取代。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZdlFEjNL58
那女孩正用小刀削著一片木頭。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkWmBQQpB7W
「啊！」她不小心劃到手，她將滴血的手指含住，一會而後繼續削。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIplijogfDk
鄭雅欣莫名覺得自己的手指頭有些刺痛。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVjrER5nfqL
不知過了多久，女孩終於削好。她在上面刻了幾個字，並把木片插在土丘上。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjMZ5NPy9YD
那是個墓碑。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj1M9AGFm2l
女孩跪在墓碑前，低聲說著什麼。「我⋯⋯」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAsxNPcCqDm
突然，女孩把頭轉過來，直視她的雙眼。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjNqU05S2I5
鄭雅欣後退，卻沒辦法對那張長得跟她一模一樣的臉移開視線。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ82IU9r6cN0
「為什麼，」那女孩嘶吼，靠近並猛力抓住鄭雅欣的肩膀。「為什麼！」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2fgzFhHyyG
「我不——」她試著開口。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkCzXZz4Kt1
「為什麼、要、相信、她！」女孩直逼著她的臉，吼得聲嘶力竭。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ80ai4tzcJc
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「嚇！」鄭雅欣從床上驚醒。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡymPWQgXFPj
沒事。她告訴自己。沒事，那只是個夢。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk5srIdFcWe
她看看時間。約定的日子，就是今天。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoBYiqfTGn5
她不懂自己為何那麼不安，只是，準備出門的動作變得越來越快。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGAktxLMbLF
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「那個，阿姨，請問郭禹在家嗎？」鄭雅欣問。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjnxkOU5RtR
「沒有喔，她剛剛出去了，說要買東西，」郭禹媽媽微笑道。「要進來等她嗎？她應該很快就會回來。」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1vK4wrbzcO
她看著那個跟郭禹一樣虛偽的笑，接著又想起她腿上的傷，她一陣暈眩。「不，不用了。謝謝，阿姨再見。」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8aS515fe1V
她馬上轉身逃走，感覺再待上一秒就會吐出來。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDRrgNDKR4g
郭禹⋯⋯妳到底在哪？539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP4DtlnA1aU
一陣涼意從她身上流過，彷彿被什麼牽引著，她往空地的方向跑去。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlVYY0UmQ8X
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抵達時，她看到地上一個信封，放在一個已經腐爛的木片邊，而那個木片上，繫著一條被蟲蛀過的絲帶。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNQY6u6frzS
信封署名是給她的。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvMEjFCw3vx
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致 我無可取代的朋友 鄭雅欣：539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxPpEM1QGlg
我想，我們見面時，一定是個風和日麗的天氣吧。 539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyfcDu4dKnW
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她的手顫抖著，紙張被她弄出許多摺痕。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSFtwpj0EHm
究竟是哪一步錯了呢？539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc8uWt1izUI
或許，是從一開始吧。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIrrGhLB279
因為她始終都在催眠著自己。她不敢去改變現狀、面對現實。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRodyELF4qB
美好的日常太易碎。不能夠去碰觸它。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwprTIzsULn
現在這樣、最好。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9BUPLshY3e
看吧，一切都不會改變。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYjeUhVr4Lh
——「⋯⋯為什麼、要、相信、她！」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFuUb0357kC
這句話擾動著她的每一根神經。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVJHTtRqFIC
「⋯⋯因為，我以為一切都會變好。」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq99QxvqGqy
她抬頭。郭禹面無表情的看著她。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk1nRi3QrX0
在她的想像中，郭禹的表情就像是在告訴她：會變好嗎？這是妳想要的結果嗎？539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwZDEU4jZC8
鄭雅欣閉上眼，眼淚唰啦唰啦落下。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5d7AmAS9OF
「妳看到了嗎⋯⋯天空中連一片雲都沒有喔⋯⋯」 539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKa0kjIWMWW
郭禹低著頭，不曾抬頭望過天空。
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