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I groaned in pain as I became aware of my body, before rolling over, and throwing up onto the cement,copyright protection133ＰＥＮＡＮＡw44oqvmsGs
“Gross…” Cameron curled himself inward,copyright protection133ＰＥＮＡＮＡDBzXzOdhUj
“...What the fuck happened…?” I asked, tugging on my hair,copyright protection133ＰＥＮＡＮＡB5wqaxPqp1
“You and Preston were really drunk, and since you guys, but mainly you, were both horny as fuck-” I vomited again, this time from disgust, “we had to go sleep a couple blocks down,”copyright protection133ＰＥＮＡＮＡMSKNJo2VS4
“Agh, gross. Next time don't tell me.” I readjusted my hood, copyright protection133ＰＥＮＡＮＡMB3IM45OQa
“Well, you asked, and I told. Besides, even though the sex thing was totally gross, you guys were flirting, and it was hella cute. Not to mention that it only further proves you guys are dating, or queerplatonic.”copyright protection133ＰＥＮＡＮＡnWv0AHYT3g
“Whatever, Cameron.” I rolled my eyes, though it made my heart flutter slightly,copyright protection133ＰＥＮＡＮＡeXQnNOkuHL
“Also, you might want to get fully dressed now.”copyright protection133ＰＥＮＡＮＡTj6ELfbXXX
“Huh?” I looked downward, to find that I was only in boxers and a hoodie, “Oh.” I felt myself shrink in embarrassment, making him laugh at me, before walking off.copyright protection133ＰＥＮＡＮＡLA6w8CyHOp
I quickly began to clothe myself, but by the time Preston woke up, I was still shirtless,copyright protection133ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ8m2raTOIe
“What the hell…?” He muttered, copyright protection133ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2GET9SZict
“Uhh…”copyright protection133ＰＥＮＡＮＡhTbjz8FcuG
“Oh god, oh god, d-did we… y'know?”copyright protection133ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7UUiFU0tRH
“From what I was told, yeah.” I nodded, making him turn bright red, as he rushed to put his clothes back on,copyright protection133ＰＥＮＡＮＡoRXAc81dCv
“I'm sorry,”copyright protection133ＰＥＮＡＮＡDzqa7U8XVE
“For what?” I raised an eyebrow,copyright protection133ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ809OXiqhi
“Y'know, that.”copyright protection133ＰＥＮＡＮＡS6zgt601El
“It wasn't your fault. We were both drunk.” I sighed, glancing over at him, “And either way, I was the one who initiated it… Well, at least that’s what I was told.” copyright protection133ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3BYXKnJctf
“Oh.” For some reason, he seemed to be relieved. “...This is awkward…” copyright protection133ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6sCuEwzbzY
“Yeah, a little.” I muttered, avoiding his eyes, which were burning into my back,copyright protection133ＰＥＮＡＮＡeuzTUq0mLC
“How are you feeling?”copyright protection133ＰＥＮＡＮＡw3yp7CLk4y
“Fine, I guess.” I shrugged,copyright protection133ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9n1F0h2qct
“You guess?” copyright protection133ＰＥＮＡＮＡSWmt1CYibO
“Yeah, I don’t know.” copyright protection133ＰＥＮＡＮＡ24yPMl1VEd
“Ugh, I have a headache,” He groaned,copyright protection133ＰＥＮＡＮＡGPhzzoYynr
“Well, I have some Tylenol in my bag.”copyright protection133ＰＥＮＡＮＡV39EvKvBDF
“Why?” Preston gave me a pointed look, and I laughed awkwardly,copyright protection133ＰＥＮＡＮＡDj6jWvMrdU
“Oops.” copyright protection133ＰＥＮＡＮＡWhasX55u0E
“Tyler…”copyright protection133ＰＥＮＡＮＡM5uaabZEmq
“I’m sorry.” I groaned, even though I didn’t feel guilty about it whatsoever, which Preston was able to pick up on,copyright protection133ＰＥＮＡＮＡvFf9ZOqey3
“No, you aren’t.”copyright protection133ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1wvLqZ6Rdq
“No, no I’m not.” I sighed,copyright protection133ＰＥＮＡＮＡv64uHcUVl6
“I don’t understand why you do this to yourself…” Preston frowned,copyright protection133ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4x9TYLGSY2
“I don’t know any other way to cope.” I muttered, a glazed expression playing on my face,copyright protection133ＰＥＮＡＮＡYW3hxqssZ9
“I thought writing worked?”copyright protection133ＰＥＮＡＮＡWAtiMLODVV
“It used to, but now it’s become ineffective, probably because now it’s a matter of addiction too.”copyright protection133ＰＥＮＡＮＡgB7gRkEHU6
“Well, do you know how to stop?”copyright protection133ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4uyJF3Pxwe
“I know of ways to stop, though I’m not sure how effective they really are… and I’m too scared to start trying.” copyright protection133ＰＥＮＡＮＡEsnTlZ2ZjB
“Why? You understand that it’s going to help you feel better.”copyright protection133ＰＥＮＡＮＡfYrywAYCrW
“But what if it doesn’t? What if I throw it all away, and then I end up craving it to the extent where I’d rather die than live without it?”copyright protection133ＰＥＮＡＮＡrR5R1FVgJT
“Then how about I keep them for you.”copyright protection133ＰＥＮＡＮＡRNwEMTML1i
“I don’t know, I’ll think about it.” I bit my lip, pulling the Tylenol out of the bag, copyright protection133ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9QvakVVH3D
“How much do you usually take?”copyright protection133ＰＥＮＡＮＡNbpD5dQSfo
“Uhh…” I opened it, and handed him a pill, which he swallowed, “1500 milligrams? Maybe 2000 depending on my mood.”copyright protection133ＰＥＮＡＮＡR2ZWigRn5B
“God, Tyler! That could kill you!” copyright protection133ＰＥＮＡＮＡDH8bvpep3T
“No shit,” I rolled my eyes, “But it’s gradual, so it'll take years. And I don't take them everyday.” copyright protection133ＰＥＮＡＮＡCliguXtn81
“Still…” He grabbed my hand, forcing me to look at him, “You shouldn't feel this way…”copyright protection133ＰＥＮＡＮＡs6loZnNRsV
“Well, I'm sorry that I do.” I muttered, not wanting to meet his eyes,copyright protection133ＰＥＮＡＮＡXwDaXi9lWN
“Tyler-”copyright protection133ＰＥＮＡＮＡGBOVg8t3Bg
“I'm sorry that my brain is so messed up. I'm sorry that I'm messed up.”copyright protection133ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8GLOX19h5A
“It isn't your fault.”copyright protection133ＰＥＮＡＮＡizyEgjQXNs
“But in a way, it is.” I sighed, “I could have kept myself from the cigarette, the drugs, the alcohol, and the self harming the first time I did it, but I didn't.”copyright protection133ＰＥＮＡＮＡYF7QDUIJLv
“Yeah, but you have mental illnesses,” He said, making me want to flinch, “that makes you more vulnerable than other people are.”copyright protection133ＰＥＮＡＮＡOux8JDw2ij
“I don't know,” I shrugged, and looked away, removing my hand from his. Instead of letting me sulk, he came up behind me, and hugged me, making me feel warm inside, “I’m such a fuck up.”copyright protection133ＰＥＮＡＮＡjPSHXObfW1
“You aren’t a fuck up.”copyright protection133ＰＥＮＡＮＡ854OuHG4bv
“How can you say that after how long you’ve known me, and how many times you’ve seen me fuck up…?”copyright protection133ＰＥＮＡＮＡy7DWExNIrD
“Because… I love you.”copyright protection133ＰＥＮＡＮＡpXPfcMojYE
“...I love you too, man.” I sighed,copyright protection133ＰＥＮＡＮＡPWwQv8TCUU
“No... I mean in a little bit more than a platonic.”copyright protection133ＰＥＮＡＮＡuiQF8daPJU
“Huh?” I stared at him, my face showing the pure confusion,copyright protection133ＰＥＮＡＮＡdIQOhdwlVz
“Dude, I have a mesh on you, goddamnit.” copyright protection133ＰＥＮＡＮＡaUjJO442tL
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