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“Uh… What?” I stared at Preston, who was bright red, as my heart raced, “I understand what you mean, but why?”copyright protection150ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7dMsZ4Uq4c
“I don’t have a specific reason, I just… Anytime you do anything, I can’t help but think, ‘Woah, he is perfect… I never want to be away from him.’ and you just… make me overwhelmingly happy.” copyright protection150ＰＥＮＡＮＡvQ3dDpCdp3
“I don’t… I don’t understand.” I sighed, “I’m a fuck up, and you’re… not. You can do so much better.”copyright protection150ＰＥＮＡＮＡbB4AMGv0S4
“You’re not a fuck up, stop denying yourself. If you can call yourself a fuck up, then I have to be a fuck up if I fell in love with you.”copyright protection150ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ2FdW4sUiz
“That… I…” I fumbled around with my words, until Preston grabbed my hands, forcing me to look into his eyes, copyright protection150ＰＥＮＡＮＡg98z18JtCw
“Look… Tyler, do you like me, or not? I understand if you don’t, but it feels like you’re trying to avoid it, or mess with me, and that… kinda hurts.”copyright protection150ＰＥＮＡＮＡp2DadVZe2b
“Sorry, I’m not trying to… But I… I don’t really know. What does attraction feel like?”copyright protection150ＰＥＮＡＮＡCJiPPMKRzC
“Well, whenever I see you, I feel like I can do anything, and my heart starts racing... Even though I don’t want to really marry you, unless we’re doing it for marriage benefits... I want to be with you for the entirety of my life… I don’t want to kiss you, but I want to do things with you that normal friends wouldn’t do with each other…” I felt myself relating to a lot of the things he said, but I wasn’t willing to admit that just yet.copyright protection150ＰＥＮＡＮＡpZdQGDnINQ
“Like what?”copyright protection150ＰＥＮＡＮＡVHnkmzgBeo
“Cuddling, or holding hands.” He explained, making me want to hold his hand a little tighter,copyright protection150ＰＥＮＡＮＡqKs8q8iLQD
“Oh…”copyright protection150ＰＥＮＡＮＡp9GWwU6Qhe
“I… I don’t know, let’s just forget this ever happened.” He rushed to get away from me,copyright protection150ＰＥＮＡＮＡc8mcwPWFYX
“Wait, Preston.” I called out,copyright protection150ＰＥＮＡＮＡJsQq95ZkuV
“Wh-What?”copyright protection150ＰＥＮＡＮＡcAbuTmkSpM
“I… I… I think I like you too.” I tugged on my hood, making it obvious that I was nervous,copyright protection150ＰＥＮＡＮＡfh6rkHSkKi
“You think?”copyright protection150ＰＥＮＡＮＡeXbVX4a7qQ
“I mean… Yeah… I’m… confused as hell romantically, and with all the other types of attraction Cameron told me about the other day… Especially because now things are starting to make sense… and I just… I’m not used to it, so I keep trying to deny it.”copyright protection150ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4iYpeIKWy1
“What about your sexual orientation?”copyright protection150ＰＥＮＡＮＡc65mnfgD8h
“Pretty sure I’m asexual… I’ve done it, and it was revolting.” Maybe that was because it was against my will, but either way, I don’t think it would be my thing.copyright protection150ＰＥＮＡＮＡAAzW9oGBOf
“I’m not gonna lie, and say it didn’t feel good, but genitals look disgusting.” He laughed, “And denial is pretty common.”copyright protection150ＰＥＮＡＮＡFqiNJMbocP
“Yeah, I know it is.” I bit my lip, as he took a seat next to me again,copyright protection150ＰＥＮＡＮＡBvG3XsXuRI
“I’m still not done with my denial stage. I keep forcing myself into romantic relationships, when all I want is a queerplatonic relationship.” He confessed, taking my hand once again, while leaning against me, “The thought of my previous relationships disgusts me, even though I don't mind the people themselves.”copyright protection150ＰＥＮＡＮＡTO1slsIgRw
“Oh…”copyright protection150ＰＥＮＡＮＡfkePlfZLCZ
“So… You think you like me?”copyright protection150ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ldzYXVdt6
“I mean… Y-”copyright protection150ＰＥＮＡＮＡv0WLt5Ql25
“Holy shit, get it done and over with already.” Cameron groaned, making me tug on my hood, “The both of you, probably, want to be in a queerplatonic relationship. So Preston, ask him, Tyler, hurry up and make a decision.”copyright protection150ＰＥＮＡＮＡia4YB1poI3
“Dude, shut up, go away, let us have our moment!” Preston laughed,copyright protection150ＰＥＮＡＮＡdbPAXMJDEE
“It’s your turn to leave this time, since you two made us leave because you just happened to be so horny.”copyright protection150ＰＥＮＡＮＡvlEuXX84Ae
“He has a point,” I pulled him up, and dragged him out of the camp, until we reached a small pond. I slumped down against one of the few trees, and Preston followed suit.copyright protection150ＰＥＮＡＮＡM2XAutF6hZ
“Would you want to… be in a Queerplatonic Relationship with me?” He asked after a while of silence,copyright protection150ＰＥＮＡＮＡspzPqH242c
“I think that would be nice.” I smiled shyly at him, and he blushed,copyright protection150ＰＥＮＡＮＡdZZXNKNwkH
“I love you Tyler…”copyright protection150ＰＥＮＡＮＡqH2sBRc78T
“I love you too…” I pulled him into a hug, and he rested his head on my shoulder. For a while, it felt peaceful enough to close my eyes, until we were interrupted by someone screaming at us,copyright protection150ＰＥＮＡＮＡs6Xd8IlSbP
“Put up your hands faggots, and this won’t get have to get messy!” My eyes opened, and I shot my hands up, as Dylan pointed his gun at me. I quickly glanced at Preston, who was clearly pissed off with Dylan’s word choice, despite his compliance, copyright protection150ＰＥＮＡＮＡBKftl1pZxj
“What the hell do you want?” Preston glared at him,copyright protection150ＰＥＮＡＮＡXfO0f9NuWX
“Hold on… Does someone here have a fear of guns?” Dylan smirked slyly, inching closer to me, causing my breaths to shallow out, and fasten. Preston yelled something at him, but my panic wasn’t allowing me to proccess anything, not even the bullet that had flew just above my head. Instead, I was trying not to send myself back to the horror of Sacred Hearts Academy.copyright protection150ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9brCoX0Nmp
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