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Haven’s lips always tasted like strawberries for some odd reason, and it really wasn’t as attractive - or fun - as it is when I’m kissing Delcan. But I sucked it up and pretended that I liked her back.8964 copyright protection310ＰＥＮＡＮＡIZLMushudY 維尼
Every time we start kissing, I always try to try harder, thinking that somehow, I’ll suddenly become interested in her. Of course, it never happened, and I had given up hope in feeling anything other than this is wrong when I’m kissing her.8964 copyright protection310ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5cQtPS3lDX 維尼
Haven pushed me down on her bed as she pulled her body closer to mine. I didn’t know if there was really any possible way I could get out of the situation I was already in, but she seemed too needy, and desperate for it that I felt horrible for wanting to get away from her. I was closing my eyes as she began turning the kiss into french kissing, and tried to think of anything other than what I was doing. I tried not to think about how Haven was pulling on my waistband and how she was trying to take her shirt off of me. I tried not to think of what the possible worst situation of all of this could be - even though I’m sure it couldn’t get worse.8964 copyright protection310ＰＥＮＡＮＡq5DIQ7p0mT 維尼
But it did.8964 copyright protection310ＰＥＮＡＮＡuWr6SI3KbB 維尼
Haven pulled away from the kiss and began taking off her shirt. Everything in my body and brain was telling me to stop her, but her lips were back on mine before I could say anything to her. It was fortunate that she was wearing a tank top under her shirt, but it still didn’t mean the entire thing wouldn’t end well. As I kissed her back, she began putting her hands in my hair (but not like Delcan ever does) and left me defenseless. It felt like there was nothing I could possibly do to fix what’s happening, but all I could even do was kiss her back as she never hesitated with using her tongue. 8964 copyright protection310ＰＥＮＡＮＡdo3V4zpQCs 維尼
I should’ve said no when Haven asked me to be her girlfriend. I should have just told her then. But I didn’t. And now, here I was making out with the girl I could never love. 8964 copyright protection310ＰＥＮＡＮＡFtu24weLHn 維尼
She started to unbutton my pants, and that’s when I pulled away from her as quick as possible. I can’t do it anymore. Sitting up, Haven looked at me, confusion spread all over her face. She paused for a minute before standing up, but I backed away from her, and buttoned my pants back up. 8964 copyright protection310ＰＥＮＡＮＡRnBwmkKNqd 維尼
“We can’t do this,” I said to myself. When I had gotten myself together, I began to walk away, but Haven grabbed my arm, anger spread all over her face.8964 copyright protection310ＰＥＮＡＮＡ71dtwnDmIl 維尼
“What are you even talking about?” she asked me. “My parents aren’t home. You don’t need to-” 8964 copyright protection310ＰＥＮＡＮＡQxYICgkElF 維尼
“I-that’s not what I’m bothered by,” I interrupted. It was beginning to become a problem for me - to interrupt others.. “Haven, I think you’re a beautiful girl, and that you are amazing and sweet. But-”314Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8nb3vpo1uH
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“But what?”314Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtWD4Y6UVbF
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“I’m breaking up with you.”8964 copyright protection310ＰＥＮＡＮＡOo29LUtoJs 維尼
When I looked at Haven, I felt a large sense of relief flow through me. She would just cry about it for a day before she’d finally get over it and begin loving on another guy. I was fine with her friends hating me for a little bit, and it wouldn’t bother me since they hardly even do much. All of this would be over - at least that’s what I told myself.8964 copyright protection310ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6FxUL4b2oW 維尼
But I was wrong.8964 copyright protection310ＰＥＮＡＮＡf2qiCrvKpy 維尼
And that’s when all ⟴ broke loose. 8964 copyright protection310ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8yqUzsd1q4 維尼
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