我曾認識一個老友,他的性格比較孤僻。890Please respect copyright.PENANAt2SskiQ3q9
他姓佘,叫卓謙。890Please respect copyright.PENANAkdA9XI4VcF
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我們由幼稚園開始相識,還這麼幸運地由幼稚園到中學我們都是同校,而且還是同班。890Please respect copyright.PENANAnzQ0UeQbYd
我們真的「由細玩到大」,那個時候,我們的關係真的十分要好。890Please respect copyright.PENANAwrVAX2XYX2
恕我直言,我還真的有點懷念那個時候的我們,那天真無邪,毫無擔憂的我們。890Please respect copyright.PENANARdTVHdNCAe
我們有什麼功課不懂,我們都會互相指導。890Please respect copyright.PENANAgQXg3Ts7hK
我們無論有什麼逆境,我們都會共同渡過。890Please respect copyright.PENANAn4DlfzfXzN
小學的時候,我們每晚都「煲電話粥」890Please respect copyright.PENANAVRcDNp2e57
還有好幾次,我們談得太夜,令我們被父母禁用電話一星期。890Please respect copyright.PENANAVu8jXLxxuz
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他還在學校告訴我,「冇電話傾好辛苦啊~」890Please respect copyright.PENANAL5kGviKWto
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還記得有一次他生病,他父母沒空照顧他,所以就搬來暫住一星期。890Please respect copyright.PENANAkiSNNzFNfK
你發高燒,我急急地從雪櫃拿毛巾過來,放上你的頭上。890Please respect copyright.PENANAymXvf8SJ07
他還說,「有你喺度我好安心,因為我唔會燒死~」890Please respect copyright.PENANAlMctGdRPGd
「如果可以嘅話,我想永遠住喺你屋企陪你!日日陪你傾計!」890Please respect copyright.PENANAwPlqTPr6k5
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不知道他還記不記起我們第一次去海洋公園,你還說很期待看海豚表演。890Please respect copyright.PENANAvpGifvq3eY
他還告訴我不用害怕,「海豚係唔會食人架! 」890Please respect copyright.PENANAldYnDqfDkC
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不知他還記得記起我們默書作弊,差點被老師看到。890Please respect copyright.PENANAItsvH5cVd3
他還安慰我,「就算俾人罰,我都會陪你架!」890Please respect copyright.PENANAxYyPO4Gyu7
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不知你還記不記起中一那年,我和你絕交。890Please respect copyright.PENANAiEcsvyMnr0
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升上了中一,佘比他在小學時還要孤僻。890Please respect copyright.PENANAZREcolSGi9
大概是因為他暫時習慣不了新環境,與身邊的同學少說話。890Please respect copyright.PENANAdYSkm0vGsk
我很清楚他的苦處,我亦很了解他,畢竟我們認識了這麼久。890Please respect copyright.PENANAqwt0vNTfDC
有好幾次我問他和其他同學相處有沒有問題,他都答我不用擔心。890Please respect copyright.PENANAbDyuZXZ2YJ
但那個時候我們始終還是很幼稚,還未成熟。890Please respect copyright.PENANAe6n4hwjKu8
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就是因為這樣,我們之間出現了一個衝突點。890Please respect copyright.PENANAAM2AwY03KJ
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那個時候,我們還了解不到什麼叫做是非。890Please respect copyright.PENANAgdLuYnJQfi
不知道當時一男一女相處是會被當作情侶。890Please respect copyright.PENANA7R6HNhYL8t
我們的一舉一動,都被同班同學無限放大。890Please respect copyright.PENANAKtW6RcoDEF
這個謊話被同學說得越來越大,越來越變得有殺傷力。890Please respect copyright.PENANAmR6QaWTZwj
令到我剛結識的幾個女同學都恥笑我,遠離我。890Please respect copyright.PENANA0wqDyYIVCB
說我和「鹹濕佬」有親密關係,性交。890Please respect copyright.PENANAsqnVUiSrGf
她們的這一句徹徹底底的傷害了我自尊,當時我被我的憤怒掩蓋了我雙眼,將矛頭直指向佘。890Please respect copyright.PENANAUo998ZclpP
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那天放學回家,我立即打電話給他。890Please respect copyright.PENANAHm2BttpGmD
「喂?做乜今日咁早打電話俾我啊?」890Please respect copyright.PENANAGPofkXFfeu
「依家啲人全部都話我同你有嘢啊!仲話我同你性交呀!」890Please respect copyright.PENANA4TvIf21P13
「你使鬼理人哋講乜啫,你做好你自己咪得囉!你又唔係真係同我有關係,你唔駛驚喎!」890Please respect copyright.PENANANykd7Y2Qff
「依家你無所謂啫,但係我有所謂喎!我為左呢件事我冇左幾個朋友啊!但係你就好似置身事外咁!件事你都有份架!」890Please respect copyright.PENANAkb2BaIrRS4
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「咁我可以做得啲乜啫!唔通我同佢地講我同你無嘢咩!講左都無用啦!」890Please respect copyright.PENANAspiyqucdpL
「冇用一件事啊,但係問題係你連做都唔做呢!而家我係咪你朋友先?」890Please respect copyright.PENANAHIsD1oNqnz
「你講呢句無非都係想我同你絕交啫!」890Please respect copyright.PENANAHxNFLaGccn
「唔係啊,我淨係想你解決呢件事咋!」890Please respect copyright.PENANAx64X8Npk3y
「得啦你唔使講啊!我哋絕交啦!」890Please respect copyright.PENANAqXD6FStN2N
「都話唔係咁囉⋯⋯」890Please respect copyright.PENANAuQLYmn9iTx
就是這樣,他就收了線。890Please respect copyright.PENANAZeLtO5BmoZ
我只是想他和我一起解決這個問題,但他卻這樣離開我。890Please respect copyright.PENANAxUCFYSsOLp
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隔天,他不理會我,如同我是個陌生人。890Please respect copyright.PENANA31CZbQW9qU
而我亦不再纏着他,如同他是個陌生人。890Please respect copyright.PENANAlBNgVwkD7z
但,我依然當他是我的朋友。890Please respect copyright.PENANAGNgVehpWN6
就是這樣,就過了整整六年。890Please respect copyright.PENANABINDhS8hzs
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這六年間,我認識了很多朋友,男的也有,女的也有。890Please respect copyright.PENANAxAEzZ67RdV
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唯獨是他沒有。890Please respect copyright.PENANA3zJbs2F7Gu
不知這六年間我對他的印象是怎樣,可能他會認為我是一個專門調戲男生的女人。890Please respect copyright.PENANAf94mqqWzhB
可能我是一個壞人,可能我是他的敵友。890Please respect copyright.PENANAHUME7AIRjh
可能,我對他來說是什麼都不是。890Please respect copyright.PENANAgsiEpJrD7o
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畢業禮的那一天,我打算跟你重修舊好。890Please respect copyright.PENANATa1ibdEcgp
「真係好對唔住,果日我唔應該賴矖係你錯,我都有錯。」890Please respect copyright.PENANAj5TbTIGxUs
「我係認真架,過咗咁耐,我仲係當你係朋友。唔知你仲係咪當我係你朋友呢?」我繼續說。890Please respect copyright.PENANAmoItZMr2JM
他沒有回答我。890Please respect copyright.PENANAec2eZp2Kl6
「其實講咁多嘢,我淨係想同你做返朋友咋。得唔得?」890Please respect copyright.PENANA0T1LvI3o5N
他沒有說話,一聲不吭的就離開了。890Please respect copyright.PENANA7A39imlj4s
我沒有追他,只站在場內望着他一步一步地離開。890Please respect copyright.PENANAMNlwSBPuDd
最後,他由人山人海的禮堂走到空無一人的走廊。890Please respect copyright.PENANABVLYguov4d
不知你是我的敵友,已沒法望透。890Please respect copyright.PENANAbBtwdfQ2LP
我已經不了解他,但以前卻是最了解他。890Please respect copyright.PENANAS7AMnCu0iq
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沒有人像你讓我眼淚背着流,嚴重似情侶講分手。890Please respect copyright.PENANAUDMXne6JXS
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自從那天起,我們就再沒有聯絡。890Please respect copyright.PENANAYbE8LI8E6X
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今日,我出外吃午餐。890Please respect copyright.PENANAMgknq7EZCX
餐店還是那一間,每天還是吃著B餐。890Please respect copyright.PENANAdih9Jx265X
剛好,我去的時候整間餐店都滿座。890Please respect copyright.PENANAHJ1eer9P5o
就只剩下那一個卡位。890Please respect copyright.PENANAcQmqEZelbJ
他就坐在對面,沒有說些什麼便離開。890Please respect copyright.PENANAvY3wqu1IMY
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唯獨他拋下一句:890Please respect copyright.PENANAHTr9sO1LW9
「唔好俾海豚食咗。」890Please respect copyright.PENANAxfh0THsefA