於是，Tim少和阿樂下樓吃飯，再買了一個蛋糕。回家，放進雪櫃，然後開始打機。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHfwn5Gy6eP
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青青外出和好友度過午餐和下午茶時段。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc9HRJp4oDJ
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之後，她去旺角，等Matt；他們約六點半，她先到，不停地來回審視自己的臉容，到洗手間看看有沒有面泛油光、甩妝，再仔細地梳一梳頭。六點五十五分，Matt出現。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQaBxeld1NP
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「好耐冇見。」776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLgtqUtAdtt
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「係。」776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOAY8SHbg3k
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkJXDuAuoQN
接下來的不足兩小時，他看她像遇上瘟疫一樣，避之則吉，連正視她的眼也像害怕感染病毒，總和她對看一會兒然後移開。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNik07ve2Yt
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx9UK42K2jg
沿路，她問了很多想知的事，還自己一個死心；他說了一些她應該想知的事，渾身不自在，忽然覺得很祼露。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2fxRKZ9hF6
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCekGe4OEQ2
他們都覺得對方是陌生人。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgafCLJJ1I1
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUYP19Nrd2l
但，他們分明知道對方的名字、知道對方穿幾號鞋碼、知道對方的恥毛長度。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUHmUN1TmtP
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡasWw0WLxmS
就像恰恰一對普通的白色筷子，明明在湯熱麵熟的時候他們是極其有默契的一對，和對方攜手穿梭不同的質感，偶有碰撞但仍在磨合中互相協作；可是，當過了那短暫的時刻，就只被隨便洗刷再扔回去雜亂無章的櫃裏，沒有再一起，對方也不再重要，因為下次自然會與另一枝筷子成為一對。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfRbIyi0dMC
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAfeSGpNIn3
就像，一切都沒發生過一樣。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWlT3eVA85P
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUK1H0A6SqT
「明明應承咗我唔揾第個㗎嘛——」、「你話遲啲先得閒，叫我等到嗰時先多啲見㗎喎……」、「啫係你出軌？你係因為識咗佢，所以先想走？」776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3bCGR1l99I
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcTBSwLbw3V
「我同你分手之前，只係同佢傾幾句咋。」、「後尾我同佢互相都鍾意咗大家。」、「有呢個因素，但又唔可以咁樣歸因……」776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVgFPl4PtAC
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9OXgGkOjeG
青青變得咄咄逼人，Matt仿佛努力地或以真話、或以假話去抵擋她的攻勢；她誓要剖家析族的知個明白，但他在說的時候卻感到難堪，偶然他回頭看見她小心地仰頭，防止眼淚掉下時，他又會感到心軟，如他所言：776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKO5GwBpf7e
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP1YUetznPA
「咁真係我辜負咗你嘅。」776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbDc6kODJMp
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnvsAvyFOzo
但Matt並沒有和青青說過一聲「對不起」，只逕行，最後不情不願地和她快快吃一個飯，然後趕急地跳上的士離去。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡicveZVB6L8
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhyS4XhUriZ
青青覺得自己今晚的行為很反常，平時，她的眼神從來不兇狠，也不會不停地追問一些已然沒有意義的答案，更不會捨棄自尊要求他人順她的意。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDsOsgwhYrL
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對。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCtm8asTMAS
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdmmaibFlKY
她有些不一樣了。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaCRAFywwRW
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmj1Sn1DjZo
她傻就傻在，有些東西，她想知得很清楚，如果不明不白又覺得很不甘心；但知道以後又更揪心。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD52LtvIObZ
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是她，將心掏出來，還將刀遞上去，留有一點卑微的盼望——776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1gTWTcBXm7
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希望他殺人就殺人、切莫誅心，留她一點尊嚴，不要講出太過殘忍的內情。但從來，說清說楚都不會有任何的好結果，被拋棄的人沒有資格說尊嚴，真心愛人何有好的結果？真相是真，比真相是假可怕億萬倍。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkctfIExVcU
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMszdXYxQVU
是她幼稚，不懂得原來，感情的真相是不可推敲的，只可瞞騙。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ30pxOAe6X0
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgx0WYLdtZ7
最後，青青輕輕地和Matt握手，像剛才所有的不愉快從未發生，迴光返照地笑說：776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMxhr9Xy9qJ
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ayI9WOcY3
「祝你平安。前程萬里。」776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD2FCLYK6gf
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrD9hwdWDCW
Matt有些錯愕地回握：776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQLIrhH53sl
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡopmj8c3yiZ
「你都係。」776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5RepgREzvg
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvFJQvTGXbJ
沒走幾步，他大喊，她聽不清，停下；他走到一個她勉強能聽見她說話的距離：776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdOwIRFTLpz
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7dYEelqN39
「返到屋企同我講聲啦，注意安全。」776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡibYybzLvmY
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh4yMvWnSHD
她挑眉，對他不可置否地笑笑，大步挺身向前行，因為她清楚，他不是真心的。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvc3lgpTU00
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行到轉角處，她突然覺得腳軟，隨之而來的是整個人的脆弱，她忽然覺得好悲傷，何有什麼落落大方的離別？她已死去一萬次。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZm4bz4Nnlq
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屌，失戀啫——776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7IUHfQOCSe
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3dcSKbmJpj
但是她不能再怎樣了，所以她行去乘車，到某個站下車，再行回家，感受着絕望得弱小的風在吃力地撫慰她。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtqcU19HbCj
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好痛。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNtmCp3249r
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3pEuSMenXp
回阿樂住處之前，她先回原先的家，拿走了她的身體磨砂膏、髮膜，以及一套她從未穿過的內衣。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT8PJUjGbwd
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFiNEnHBEFp
今晚，她會和阿樂更輕鬆地聊天。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡReAomcckrX
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF1CURmcHcT
在放過自己之前，首先要懂得折磨自己。對不起。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡspJh0c9Csv
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夜晚十一點半，青青到達阿樂的屋，他替她開門，見她熱得臉紅紅。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5GDkgaSVn6
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2bzytUReMH
「返嚟啦？食咗咩呀？」776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr3qxt8XMzf
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOvUmUZB5UF
「Jollibee，但我嗰時冇乜胃口，宜家又有啲餓。」776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkwMK0KLj2Z
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtxdrrDMgX2
青青只食了一隻雞腿和呷了幾口汽水，感覺什麼都沒有下肚就要走，後來悲傷又填滿了她的胃，一路行回家時還有些消化不良。現在，就如此直直地客廳燈照耀，仿佛是個胃鏡看見裏面空空的，又立刻感到餓。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiuCdV9PKlL
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSM8xF0KzXg
「咁就啱啦！我買咗個蛋糕，今日仲未過，快啲吹咗蠟燭先！」776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ275959B4o9
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhxIJO96IQo
阿樂遂去雪櫃拿出蛋糕，寫着「青青生日快樂」，黑森林口味。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyB2CqXI3rM
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdluBiV2TED
青青呆了好久，她沒有想過阿樂會給她買蛋糕。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2fiuy8RFpi
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB17hKCQc1k
出外一整天，整個人都零散地歸家，無論他送不送蛋糕，只要他講一句：「返嚟啦？」其實對她來說，已是安慰，因為怎樣都比Matt冷漠的眼神温暖。但現在阿樂捧出整整一個蛋糕，像是告訴她不需獨自吞下所有情緒，她就感動，非常感動。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYuv7DRZWOo
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3d2D3gkGDJ
青青有些哽咽，但又開心地笑：776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAncYnMutgy
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0e5tkTNkrZ
「哇、哇！竟然有蛋糕食。多謝！」776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHsPH2APnGL
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjbAk5ZV33l
阿樂見她眼紅紅，大概猜到，無謂多問破壞現在的氣氛：776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo980ZESBdW
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡheYQBFgetb
「快啲許願啦。」776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0txEdkM9DX
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBjN2HZNMqg
青青閉眼，吹熄蠟燭。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8tHhyj8vte
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhaqdCfjLmi
「多謝多謝！不過我出埋文、沖完涼先食，出咗成日街好污糟。」776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdtjHwkfFuA
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5JrsgdWN8S
她多在電腦磨一會兒，電話收到訊息，她打開一看，些許憤怒，絲毫不想回覆，然後將目光放在電腦上，打字打得極響。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2gr9RStItV
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcrMLXb9WYY
過後，就去洗澡，擦上身體磨砂，敷上香得要死的髮膜，然後再自己的所有部位洗得乾乾淨淨，一併沖掉。抹乾身體後，再搽上body lotion，換上內衣，外穿睡裙。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIiRR1hwaN9
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxZ6efrmJS6
她看着鏡子。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGRdIQ4rbRM
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一直以來，她都有些猶豫，但她決定交給阿樂決定，如果今夜裏他主動吻她，他就會被動地接受她看似被動的攻略。她沉默地觀望自己：776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqPc9jxS9xm
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQgTJVBjvqu
我都要證明，我有本事。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWBxDJFpQPo
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHHiNbKClP8
他在她的房間等她，心想：今日搞咩搞咁耐？平時好快就出嚟。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYb4sfeXe86
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoXNxoVdhgR
他想知道青青和Matt傾了什麼，他見她興致平平但不至頹喪，眼睛裏只有累的感覺。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3jgjvqV0DT
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0m80MKgBT6
她出來，整個人都很香。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsgCCLIxvBL
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzn4qfeknai
阿樂拿出蛋糕和酒，把刀給青青切：776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdD0klkeX3Q
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjhhC8h1nwd
「唔好切到底，如果唔係會嫁唔出。」776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTvXkp4OJ1b
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZmy692T7Xi
「你咁迷信咩？」776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnukSSPCCSi
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBpziPZC9zz
她又真的小心地切，提防切到底；她再見到這個蛋糕，還是覺得很感動，阿樂對她竟然這樣好，尤其是她傷心的時候。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDvLXNtoYXp
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd1RIIkJUNI
「寧可信其有。不過咁囉，如果你真係因為咁而嫁唔出，我都肯抵諗啲要咗你嘅。」776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW3nyBmTBf6
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR6mf0We74L
阿樂笑笑，接過她手上的刀替她分蛋糕。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHEGjM7bwhV
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVry0LTuXBr
「吓話？」776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnh3FPSxESX
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeT3V23fQvY
「講嚟聽吓啦，你哋今日做咗咩嚟？」776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ine4lV52r
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNAyAMIqynS
他們開始飲酒，開始說廢話，講講下午和朋友吃了什麼、做了什麼；阿樂也大概知道青青和阿Matt分手前的事，大概是：Matt因為Retake DSE而忙，青青和他很少見面，之後他就和青青說沒有了感覺。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaczZfGIYgO
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnyr3GVhKUU
慢慢，青青的臉通紅，頸也微微緋桃，呼吸輕輕加快，說了最近最多的話，情緒開始激動，但完全沒有前文後理，又突然加入一個新的女角：776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ViPo76any
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzeL3KfMr34
「佢——啫係我前男友，話俾我聽，個女仔同完佢原本個男朋友分手之後，就同佢一齊，但冇幾耐又揾返佢個Ex——你知唔知？我當時聽到個心好翳？776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0HACF7QvHZ
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL03iaIQv8X
以前，我連佢少少傷都唔敢俾佢受……男人忌諱呢啲綠唔綠帽嘅嘢，我明。一開始拍拖，我有同過以前追過我嘅人傾偈，佢發現咗之後唔太開心，之後我就冇再咁做。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡts8deQlT5g
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ14XOrUI424
後來，亦都冇試過同男仔單獨見面，都避哂啲曖昧嘢。就係因為我唔想佢因為咁而唔開心，所以從來冇做任何出格嘅行為，宜家呢？776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6C1wolvpZc
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGnfQqEevId
佢出面嗰個女仔咁樣對佢？我將佢擺喺心尖上面啊！但佢出去就咁樣？好心痛呀！776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmixcQrHSmw
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMMzg973Btp
但係……當我潤完佢咁都鍾意個女仔，佢答我話：『我都好心痛㗎。』，你知唔知點解？我突然間真係有啲着咗火嘅感覺，覺得個心喺度燒。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWdh3RaJoMb
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0X76XfpGir
我真係……用哂全部對愛情嘅精力去對佢好，我真係唔捨得佢受到委屈，至少喺我呢度，我真係、真係已經盡全力去保護佢唔好勾起唔好嘅回憶——佢以前有不愉快嘅經歷，然後呢？佢鍾意咗一個咁樣hurt佢嘅人？並且仲要繼續同個女仔過？仲繼續鍾意佢？仲因為佢，所以唔要我……776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZfMUGoatOB
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