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阿樂和青青出去附近吃飯、閒逛。653Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpXlehEE59I
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他們吃車仔麵，阿樂從青青的碗裏夾走了一塊魷魚：653Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvMLxhEMbSG
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「你都夾返我一樣啦！」653Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJhUpM2efOV
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她問：「豬紅好唔好食？」653Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNKcr8cW8o9
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「正。」653Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJtCHDRnwyw
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她故夾走，問：「你平時同女仔食飯，都會夾走人哋啲餸㗎？同佢交換食？」653Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLnaq3cytjB
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阿樂平時當然不會，因為他平時不怎麼和女生吃飯；那就只是Tanya，Tanya常看着阿樂的碟子，說：「好吸引喎！同我換幾舊得唔得？」然後就將筷子伸過來，阿樂已經習慣。653Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSLijFyn4UG
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久而久之，也變成了阿樂的認知——女生喜歡與男生交換餸菜。653Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡegqC4ETfGa
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阿樂答：「唔係啊。見係你咋。」653Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNzthETuNMC
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青青滿意阿樂的回答，忍不住微微一笑。653Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB9CFPzz3KM
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食完飯後，他們周圍行：到衫舖，分別挑選了一些衣衫，在鏡前靠在身上比一比；到書店，打一陣書釘；到家品店，坐在沙發上發呆，當是久站的休息，還有對住湛着霧氣的風扇抬手。653Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfhLk8y12Yk
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很快，又去遊樂店舖換了幾個硬幣，在籃球架前用力地，希望破今日、別人的紀錄。653Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcIcxmJ2fkV
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「Wow！最高分！」653Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡltzNAW5ce3
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他們投擲，最後擊掌，情緒高漲，已經忘記分幾鐘之前，他們內心想：653Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNJWZRGCmcl
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阿樂和Tanya玩過，一起投過幣，一起破過紀錄。653Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwUdA2H7GoU
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青青和Matt玩過，一起投過幣，一起破過紀錄。653Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4WuVAyV6s6
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就在剛才，他們將球投進籃子裏的那一刻喜悅，仿佛，不只跟對方分享；每次舉手投球，似是在昂頭上香，悼念未亡的心上人，煙在空氣中飄揚，不顯眼地刺痛着他們的喉嚨。653Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu6u5PPjZns
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他們看着對方，總閃過一刻乾冷的心虛。653Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeNP3ANb0GC
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已與自己無關的舊識，卻未曾不在心頭縈繞。653Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxHZND72c4S
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但至少，阿樂和青青都是愉快的。653Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwhlgLBpiuh
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他們太投契了。653Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Awfjgq5WK
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青青驚奇，她分不清楚，是他們天生投契，還是因為互相是對方的新貴，才有一層來自新鮮感的濾鏡；其中一方正在作追求之舉，當中是不是夾雜了迎合和討好呢？653Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4809BHhQDD
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無從知悉。653Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ9biV1WSFp
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下一秒又想，管他呢？653Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg3hhdmtlwE
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直到，他們去葵涌廣場四處行。653Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFzIyswWPc4
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阿樂和青青行到一間賣章魚小丸子的店舖，阿樂說：653Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtfD9mjc8oL
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「聽講裏面啲章魚係一隻隻，好大粒。」653Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBqcVMshwJ0
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「係呀。」青青漫不經心地點頭。653Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDUKjHJ8EmQ
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「你食過？」653Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIFC5P5z9FL
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阿樂問，因為他想試試，之前只在網上看過評價，這樣問是因為，如果青青已經試過，那他又不好意思要她再食——653Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnT7cH6yIDn
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但隨即，他又不明白這個邏輯，想什麼呢？花自己的錢，買什麼都是沒有問題的吧？他憶記Tim少的話：「咪嘰嘰趷趷，做自己，你哋係平等嘅。」653Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFpAk0pNhrO
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不應太多心思；青青答：653Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwxmqzoJyiQ
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「冇。」653Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXM4t24zCSb
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「咁試吓。」然後，阿樂就前行買了兩隻味。653Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7JVczVlDDH
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這間舖以前被青青記下，因為Matt喜歡吃小丸子；聽說這間舖常被推介，好像幾好食，她就等Matt考完DSE、真的完全得閒了就和他來；怎知他還未考完，就和她分手。653Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ThrwE9whw
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青青厭惡自己還在想起這些事，心頭永遠在用一種悲涼的啞聲來叫春。653Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJmB7tOmtFH
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但她也因而知道，她沒有走出來。653Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN5Gbjf7cAU
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不是不想，而是她走不出來，她在一座自己畫的鐵牢裏狠狠地留守着，四肢完全釘在牆壁上，血流至石地上甚至已經發黑，她全無逃離的生命跡象，但見髮絲油膩地貼在濕透的頸背。653Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqNUgisYDWT
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阿樂將一枝竹籤遞給青青，他自己吃了一粒：653Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡutmTaRKNNk
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「哇，好——熱，好食！你睇住辣親。」653Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbxJdCj46k0
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和上床一樣，這件事，似乎不應和阿樂做；青青現在清醒、沒有喝醉、沒有受到刺激，她覺得眼前的事有些不妥，明明應該是她和「男朋友」會做的事。653Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh9kqoNQjUi
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青青吃下，好食，這一種味道，Matt應該會很喜歡。653Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN25sOY1jnv
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她抬頭，看向阿樂：「好食。」653Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNo3CDxXayl
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不行了。653Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxoXsGU2cQ4
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這是不可以的。653Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS3fV1sQdh8
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她覺得自己不可以和阿樂在一起。653Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuUVF229nqf
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不要再浪費他的時間和心機。653Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxme4t6nBFt
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她都不夠尊重他。653Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZW0zkwVanz
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「我本身都好鍾意食，真係唔錯喎。喂喂，食多啲啦，唔好淨係食一粒。」653Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBhTt2PEhtW
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阿樂說；而Matt，說過一模一樣的話，此刻聽在青青的耳內，足以撼動她對於「放過自己」的信心。653Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ4P9S3B4Fa
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不該。不該記起。653Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxj5tsZ24us
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「我飽啦，你鍾意就食多啲啦。」青青說。653Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIPMySerh3u
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青青忽然僵硬。眼前的一切都像是一場考核，但她已完成批改，她的心無法容納其他人，手握不合格的結果；但不合格的不是阿樂，是她——653Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtLFXdIUCFY
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她不專業、夾雜異心、無法以乾淨的目光看待阿樂的追求。653Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjJ0B71SFYu
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是她不好。653Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqR7q9Hu1BE
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這是一種很突然的情感，明明前一刻還覺得可以試試，但下一刻卻有了頭皮發麻的感覺，生理反應鞭策她：清醒啲。653Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo85zJDO41F
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像極了被胡椒噴霧噴射在穿着緊身牛仔褲的腿上，瞬間既麻又辣極痛、無以脫下，就這樣餣着，痛感不斷似有還無地發酵；到認為已經適應了那種突發的疼痛時，當脫下長褲，看得見那刺辣的紅，但覺椒粒入眼，那種麻痹感又再一次忽然上腦。653Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvtWcy2Eehx
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不，對不起。653Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZkL5W1nDVA
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青青的臉色突然蒼白，阿樂問：「做咩咁嘅樣？係咪唔舒服？」653Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7CrrnhSDfV
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「唔係唔係，冇事。」653Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF0aRlGSG2h
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他看見她的僵木——怎麼沒事？故緊張地扶扶她的肩：653Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN7HTNmYmQO
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「係咪真係唔舒服？你食完先變咁樣㗎喎？」653Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCXN1ckW0eq
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她睜大眼牽扯一下嘴角，肯定地說：653Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmYAT2CyHrD
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「唔係呀，有啲攰啫，話哂都出咗成日街。」653Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm5r60DYJrt
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阿樂點頭，覺得也對。653Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡex6UVNz6Pg
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之後，阿樂和青青多逛兩個圈，打算回家。阿樂問：「行？」653Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYtSTpsYLAr
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反正很近，行半小時該差不多到，今天又不熱。653Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv7pRcHczy0
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青青搖頭：653Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNxXFSFLyUh
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「搭車？」653Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhaBxJSRIOz
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「點解嘅？」653Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ881w7QUkJf
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阿樂喜歡乘車，他覺得如此才省時間；只是青青喜歡行，他才覺得沒有那麼無趣。653Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv5h5UF6ixk
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「快啲返屋企嘛。」653Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvRzt7dWPSu
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青青只想早早回家，然後，不再阻礙阿樂尋覓真正對他好的愛人。653Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjSnLm7iIu0
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