而阿樂，也回到了當初。693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUT5jm1X1sa
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH0gahZGhGA
青青常常聽見阿樂在講電話，經常「嗯」、「哦——」、「係啊」、「係咩」、「咁得意嘅」，青青都會向他投向奸狡的眼神，一聽就知在和女神聊天。阿樂會沒好氣地笑笑，目送她回房的背影。693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6pSUtrmfoK
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡir9PNVReDs
阿樂像以前一樣，會和Tanya聊電話。693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUcgD7YL8iW
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡogaIcKP5Cb
他們會連線煲劇，他會打電話叫她起身，偶然會出街食飯。只要Tanya約，阿樂就會應約。他們的WhatsApp、Instagram direct幾乎沒有斷過，不斷和對方分享所見，看到無聊的笑話會一起笑，看到嚴肅的政事會一起討論，看到共同朋友的帖文會一起八卦。693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6UdGb5WOgH
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡilRmsGHjyv
又是如此，又、又、又。693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVal29xmUsX
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpg9zOtbdBQ
和以前不同的是，Tanya單身，完全單身，情感狀態應該是穩定的。693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQInxyZbjux
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAY7XykabOg
有天，阿樂和Tanya外出，有說有笑，非常開心。693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoobvLx6bXh
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNBO4P4Kcg3
晚上，他送她回家，到達她住的大廈面前。693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjCvDkz5O7x
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2gtcMJzi7f
Tanya温馴地擁抱了阿樂一下，說：693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡafj63jQQUL
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjYTfQw3fan
「拜拜，今日我好開心，多謝你啊樂仔。」693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6SCHl99D5r
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEcaGuTEw6C
當下，阿樂不懂反應，只靜靜地感受這一刻的美好，他緊張、胡思亂想——她竟抱了他，不再因為求安慰，而是就這麼單純地擁抱了他。693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbrLvW268Tk
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH5cTiFqnte
她對他瞇起眼睛笑，然後轉身。693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUILYvc7Eeg
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9umFRHJ67x
有瓦行人路頂的燈照射在他們身上，冷清，阿樂突然覺得身上的餘温應該要延續，不應如此逐點揮發、流亡於沒有記憶的街道。693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcqV04oyoFJ
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTSRlzdjToe
他追上去，拍拍她的肩。693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKSmUwGdlac
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDphRp1EO90
Tanya回頭，和阿樂對視，好奇地問：693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfGQ205nh81
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1xrzEFNIAd
「做咩啊？」693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvp2cb9c8WK
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgeArBUodfn
阿樂心跳加速，像要跳爆了。他吞一吞口水，抱住了Tanya，他的下巴擱置在她的頭上——像她剛才埋首於他的懷內一樣。693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡya6ETPZwZ3
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO2XNn45ddr
他享受了她的體温。693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfTfrZiseF3
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZzVJCzfR6f
他才享受了她的體温不夠兩秒，她就伸手推開他，皺着眉頭道：693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiaSE9bOrOp
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSizHxIGTHO
「你做咩啊？」和剛才的語氣不一樣了，帶點反感。693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKP09ix1460
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlB3n4ckaxY
阿樂錯愕，但明明他只是，對Tanya做了她對他做的事。僅此而已。693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNqBjpt5wTV
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYDlh8yvRL7
他不解。693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnWPM16yVF3
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡisT4hbuWdj
「冇啊，我、我想——」阿樂無法組織語言，一刻洩氣：「對唔住。」693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhgGzSs8pPU
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnSDFp9m5Rg
Tanya將頭轉向右方，只點點頭。693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3qeBStaZBF
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ5gqpNTRgV
「其實係，我見到你攬我，所以——」693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ9GnUrm9J0
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpNWQ3QgWji
所以，我以為我都可以。693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSmZnNDjq40
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrPxzyUNV2b
阿樂沒有講出口，就在這一刻，Tanya的神色告訴他，有些事，她可以做，但他不可以。693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbXdZ2t0GCX
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEgPejOxW6R
即使他們同為人類。693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIPhj73YXLV
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvL6hOVo0bq
但是，他們卻有階級之分，從他喜歡她開始。很明顯。693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4cX2c0CHLF
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfEFYigtjHx
此刻，他做出僭越的行為；原來抱她一下都已是逾越，始終，他是「低等」的。即使，她先主動抱了他。693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVGA6lobnX3
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7jTyJkK19f
是嗎？693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwOsArZcdSG
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXjrLbwreOL
單戀者。兵。沒有資格提要求，只能被索取，不可乞求一點點的愛欲嗎？693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd8PMk46spk
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIgJLbvNT8i
是嗎？693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxClyIuAHBP
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkzMYN5wm2n
「哦哦，好，冇事。」693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTMOk7hxNlW
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw7jXubx1V2
Tanya回復以往的平靜，對他微笑，然後邁步向前，回家。693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhlGEEdP5Qe
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvBbRtGcrsf
一刻，阿樂的胃有些抽搐。693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkflm5TMmI3
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB9lY8Rb5V8
他認清，他們之間還有一段很大的距離，即使他已與她每天通訊，但原來他們仍然遙遠……大概，所謂親密與疏離，都取決於心的距離，摟肩翹手不過是閒來無事的恩賜，並非實則的憑據。693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTGGMVmiW2f
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXWmnXP9Q6A
但他痛恨自己並不驚訝。693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgYvdIIG6Gz
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcCZlUuvlcG
他的錯愕只維持數秒，後退，卻理解、認為這是「理所當然」的。693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaiyQpiEgIe
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6is3eBDb6H
說到底，他的主動於Tanya屢屢無果。表白？失敗。約會，若然她想才能見面。擁抱？只能她給。693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJP53y7jGxg
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjV1JCtzccU
他應該明白，應該早已習慣……693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkcv3ZRBBEC
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpVGWenXcth
他生氣不來，認清他沒有氣她的權利。是他自己刎頸奉血，她都沒有說要，他就獻了這個殷勤，既然自尋煩惱，煩惱終於找上他來，得償所願。但始終他也是人，他不只是披盔戴甲的死士，還是一個有血有肉、仍活能死的人，他不樂。693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSSTF80MdXx
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCUJ7malSdy
回家，阿樂仍然苦口苦面，思緒混亂。693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0EB6O2Jvcu
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ56AOpkdPTb
客廳沒有開燈，只得廚房有光，青青在洗提子。她拿出客廳，坐在梳化上，借着廚房的燈看見了阿樂垂頭喪氣的側臉，而且，他不發一語。693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa3MKt2X0Z9
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAwBsZ3rlJ5
青青看見他低落的樣子，問：693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn7aUfPDoCK
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡib7aAWFTCf
「做咩咁嘅樣啊，唔係同女神出街咩？」693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJDnBiYlJvf
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyGSEbdNK9w
她拍拍梳化的空位，着他坐下，又指了指提子着他吃。阿樂點頭，問：693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡniFgGEc45k
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAGrLkThG0t
「可唔可以問你一個問題？」693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh9bU6AFaOt
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMvzE0rZ4Fp
這語氣死寂得生意盎然。她連忙說：693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpTp6G2BIAU
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcWuEbZ5BOr
「好。」693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtT9vPukFJ8
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHZsy58C9aj
阿樂認真地問，即使他已經有答案：693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaIEhIsmlNl
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiuGuDbxNee
「Tanya啱啱臨走前，攬咗我一吓，之後，我又去攬返佢一吓。但佢推開我，個樣好反感咁……你覺得係點解？」693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgJi3NmiykK
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