「我都係咁話。」679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOBWbxyi5es
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但她以前相信那是正貨，真的、不會爆炸、無有害物質，更苛求那並不會過期。679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh8mXcbPBRG
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阿樂點頭：679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ZoFze08Jy
679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHaAPhRjQvO
「算啦，證明呢個人同你唔啱囉。」679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaw1XOBiroN
679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJpUswXzE2T
「係呀。算啦。」679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrdvxAKHPTY
679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3RPN85Cxfz
他們各自回房。679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxMvRaak0M7
679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz2vmxRrHUM
Matt有什麼值得青青念念不忘呢？679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfL0ygBM5Sg
679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡak15o3j4jx
有。他有一些地方異常地吸引她。679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcYMFHuX6q7
679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQwD4K4O3Mt
縱然青青和他的結局不是那麼完滿，但她依然覺得，他這個人本身不錯。只是，可能，就是少了點緣分，他才另有新貴。客觀又撇開一切私人恩怨，她以冷靜的目光數了很多Matt的優點。679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjR1zxcTFTt
679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLs6TSBgqbQ
Matt聰明，頭腦很清晰，想事情很快、又可以多角度思考，邏輯思維佳。他的觀察力也很好，足夠敏銳去發現身邊不同的事。679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZhPVUbHMSK
679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Gtr9g2t4f
還有些細心，很温柔，很懂得照顧人。679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyS08z2JYhZ
679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTDK0fR9FHV
興趣很廣泛，好像什麼都能聊一下；他們戀愛期間很少Dead air，大概都要歸功於他。679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNh28s50Xrm
679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKkyaXtz4fG
他對她很好，出門在外會保護她、一同在家的話又很關心她、只要她提要求他都會實現、總是記得她說的話、紀念日又會送些禮物；包容心很強，包容她的不安情緒、做作、無甚戀愛經驗的稚嫩。679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCv7A5dXuQK
679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGvdfdlgdM7
曾經他在入睡的時候叫喚了她的名字，已夠她融化。679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbtn7LPFWhB
679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPMk5VtJ1uF
對，就回憶到這裏吧。因為，在分手前的一段時間，其實很多事情都變了，她清楚這一切都是回憶。679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA9MJ0CmN99
679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtl72EwKdYa
正因Matt「可以」是一個這麼好的人，她更怕。679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBE2Bsuu4IA
679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVnXaalhipX
她不明白，為什麼這樣的好人、曾經對她這樣真心真意的人，也會就此離她而去呢……她越念記他的好他的優點，就是一下下地自我控訴自己的無能。679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxhP7C3ujvv
679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP0Q5oWuFvV
那些最後的日子，他像變了一個人。679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIxIwhxGoC1
679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNl0VSuDAbj
她有什麼問題嗎？679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZExsk6PuXk
679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhyJrhzNTPB
她是不是很不堪？679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0vsPhH1xCs
679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9b9uqqM0QM
為什麼？679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ40hxlfmzxA
679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡID8JHXO2zU
青青打開Instagram，動態回顧提示她，去年今日，她曾在密友功能放閃。679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ89pRHbO7bo
679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Wql9rIyZ0
於是，她開始翻看和Matt的Direct Messages。679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc1nYRI64qM
679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIAV41aOk5E
Matt看到有趣的帖文會分享給她。679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlPq5B3BjSr
679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJjXP58Cw5i
Matt會回覆她的Story，會是一個表情，會誇她漂亮、可愛，會詢問她在說什麼，會說「愛你」。679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Qxfw1mg5O
679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiB2nz8aXQc
Matt也會秒回她的Direct。679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRgeflSIvQe
679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqbGzSHil1u
青青看見，一次，她在發佈了和Matt的合照供密友查看，寫着：679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2UBzILvJ9b
679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFTF6Xi9M35
「曬恩愛，好驚將來會被打臉添：P」679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ14JPXnu5YO
679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWiRtM1rQ9g
Matt回覆：「唔會呀寶！傻瓜」679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmFgFS3A5I2
679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfqUMcuW4Bi
她吸了一口氣，繼續看，繼續翻下去。679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ33qa1lQRdX
679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfKkGiu9BJF
慢慢，他不再回覆她的Story。679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvAdowv9OIL
679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMJijE9nQsO
慢慢，他冷漠地回覆她的回覆，可能不回，或者簡短的答。679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC3q14y2XkE
679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzM0HMfJ93Q
慢慢，他們DM的頻率極低。679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡukpWaCP7VZ
679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmeLdbdKeoP
然後，沒有了。他們已經分手。679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxqUhiGGpT7
679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkIrrsuPNTv
青青想起，Matt考數學DSE那一天，她偷偷地去了他應考的學校等他出來。她並不是想要和他吃飯、阻他時間，只是想見他一眼，就一眼，因為她想念他，非常想見到他的臉，聽見他的聲音，觸碰他的手。她以為他也是，因為他們已經半個多月沒有見得上面。679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJXjEdjGwZV
679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN47OatDV8f
青青在校門外等。終於，她見到Matt低頭行過，她滿心歡喜又充滿期待地拍拍他的肩：679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ15zPgwpNVP
679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFX7P4bvUII
「靚仔，考成點啊？」679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAygypm2jGX
679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgKeUBMS7nl
但Matt轉頭，馬上瞪大眼睛，瞬間反應過來後，非常厭惡地看着青青，問：679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdDjKpnSLVq
679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy26vhNRs7G
「點解你喺度？」679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQeOP39pHEu
679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBFUrUh3DR1
語氣非常不情願，仿佛她是什麼垃圾。她有些愕然，因和預想中他的反應很不同，身邊有人回頭打量他們，她尷尬地抿唇笑一笑：679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQowPKWRILC
679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYMvfSlV2RA
「冇啊，我想嚟見吓你咋嘛！」679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwkTq1ZIyNY
679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhkf03h6sWl
他皺眉，有些兇地講：679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3pNrLZzFkf
679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSwVhWjxUwJ
「點解嚟啊？嚟做咩啊？」下一秒，見到她呆滯的表情，才稍稍放輕語氣：「你屋企離呢度咁遠，我驚你辛苦咋，做咩咁傻啊？」679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3iXIKKC54w
679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6DPF9vUKIO
「唔辛苦吖，都係一陣咋嘛。」679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt9XzMUUEjF
679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ3Ka5qVbjb
傻嗎？這個舉動本身，她覺得不傻；但被他這樣講一講，又有些洩氣，即使她毫不辛苦。679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4KqFLoqiEP
679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgiYw6SHIkg
然後他牽起她的手，送她到旁邊的車站乘車，期間一邊行，一邊說：「以後唔好啦，做咩嚟啫。」和以前温柔的他，變了兩個人一樣。679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMJyFy5l2hl
679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNwmI8XGiJ6
「咁我想見你吖嘛，唔緊要啦。我冇諗住揾你食飯㗎，我只係想見你一陣咋嘛！你掛唔掛住我啊？我掛住你。」679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD16MOmAgGw
679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2jhGyEtYiH
她將聲音放軟，聽起來很有撒嬌的意味。679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxM45cM6jlC
679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvV9VimKVYu
他沒有回答她的問題，只看着前方的路道：679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS3LZcVcNeD
679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXCbBt2w2y5
「以後唔好啦。」679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡasUOj4BkF0
679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2czaT383MV
她問他考得怎樣，他說OK；也就聊聊最近怎樣，但是他好像很不耐煩，真的，Matt，你當時很不耐煩。她想，是因為壓力太大，或者未盡人意吧，所以她也不多說什麼，可能是她出現所以無法令他好好放鬆心情。679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfKH0vcVfMt
679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡapHjEDUxl7
直到去往車站，Matt仍不斷重複「做咩嚟」、「點解嚟」、「傻」，像青青真的做錯事一樣；她越聽越委屈。679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc77tYbhUG1
679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNlx3b96PPL
他沒有錯，這只是他的情緒表達。其實，她只是想來見他一面，沒想過他如此反感的。679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ509aRA9uq4
679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡixpCCoOL5t
青青努力微笑，務求眼睛不要有眼淚。因為她感覺到，如果她哭，Matt絕對不會再像以前憐愛地心痛，只會覺得她很煩。679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyquMQdeo7v
679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM69dIejqBf
愛哭的孩子有糖食，但她已不能夠是孩子了，因為，他不愛她了。679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOZLVDKD3Ws
679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLuDomgThZw
那天，他們見了十分鐘。青青只在分別的時候，看見Matt的笑容，她也回報他一個微笑。679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxTxaXezBcm
679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmNQ7A8rmvN
不夠一個星期後，Matt和青青提出分手。679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlgA4NjhWDN
679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡukS2YIlSQs
其實，就算沒有Yuki，青青也不能和Matt在一起了，因為，他已經不愛她了……動作、神態、語氣、情緒，都與當初他熱烈追求她時，大相逕庭。679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKgyU0aJDcB
679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMBllvmyvO4
很明顯了吧。679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ283HoaGjxv
679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJNjnVXPPzN
何需怪責他人？是他們不夠緣分。679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgmNAdEL1D5
679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAfkWywLtV9
叫她怎能不害怕呢，這次戀愛，血淋淋的告訴她，就算一開始有多好，最後都難免傷心。679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPSnqH5cPNi
679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuLe2BMv56f
所以，她恐懼。679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwAkVDQ3cIs
679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn1CceRxuMa
青青關上電話。她已經沒有當初那樣澎湃的情緒，只是她矯情，想起一些事時還是有「嘶——」的感覺。679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJy4hHfpQab
679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeveLjKT3du
但閉眼，湧上心頭的還是好時光，這是她貪戀舊故的理由，因為她仍在思念那些快樂的愛。679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuVwnfVpVzQ
679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS5h0vsb2rV
她不知道自己是在想念舊人，還是那段舊情。679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlOECg0n2CP
679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcfkLKzfdcu
如果這是一部小說，讀者還有耐性看下去嗎？因為，女主角一定很煩膠，很不討喜。679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTvlJHI4zp4
679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnNXrRWFpN4
創傷的復原，需要時間、新鮮，或者，另一種傷害。679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqLFULZzQVw
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