「我都係咁話。」629Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbmh6F9rJe4
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但她以前相信那是正貨，真的、不會爆炸、無有害物質，更苛求那並不會過期。629Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJmKnu3S16Z
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阿樂點頭：629Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ54RQrnkiv0
629Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMtLJh6eZZB
「算啦，證明呢個人同你唔啱囉。」629Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHZ2pekjysG
629Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYzz2EVMVPn
「係呀。算啦。」629Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡII7VgzCGWi
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他們各自回房。629Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi6kgOUPmOx
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Matt有什麼值得青青念念不忘呢？629Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG2WtA1Y4Te
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有。他有一些地方異常地吸引她。629Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg1rmlef9w8
629Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgV57NJZTHn
縱然青青和他的結局不是那麼完滿，但她依然覺得，他這個人本身不錯。只是，可能，就是少了點緣分，他才另有新貴。客觀又撇開一切私人恩怨，她以冷靜的目光數了很多Matt的優點。629Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpvujNAHwo4
629Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSA17awe6DQ
Matt聰明，頭腦很清晰，想事情很快、又可以多角度思考，邏輯思維佳。他的觀察力也很好，足夠敏銳去發現身邊不同的事。629Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj09bDNiroH
629Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6l2ZA8rTOS
還有些細心，很温柔，很懂得照顧人。629Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOJ2b7SZKTP
629Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUoNXiKnrpK
興趣很廣泛，好像什麼都能聊一下；他們戀愛期間很少Dead air，大概都要歸功於他。629Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUg1DYchuwG
629Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVOfXL9uBKC
他對她很好，出門在外會保護她、一同在家的話又很關心她、只要她提要求他都會實現、總是記得她說的話、紀念日又會送些禮物；包容心很強，包容她的不安情緒、做作、無甚戀愛經驗的稚嫩。629Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX11GFZXc5p
629Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBfCKGy65Fy
曾經他在入睡的時候叫喚了她的名字，已夠她融化。629Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpeXic6nIUy
629Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNSEGITSpRj
對，就回憶到這裏吧。因為，在分手前的一段時間，其實很多事情都變了，她清楚這一切都是回憶。629Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXuUnia8X4g
629Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR5ricweEQN
正因Matt「可以」是一個這麼好的人，她更怕。629Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2waWZSeYEF
629Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQHU3TqAsW6
她不明白，為什麼這樣的好人、曾經對她這樣真心真意的人，也會就此離她而去呢……她越念記他的好他的優點，就是一下下地自我控訴自己的無能。629Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIIUI8FVj2H
629Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWyRrSMkWWw
那些最後的日子，他像變了一個人。629Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJb83RHcX9Q
629Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEQ2dPzoCst
她有什麼問題嗎？629Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYbhjnZoZON
629Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiek3UMfxlu
她是不是很不堪？629Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN4mJiIi4mR
629Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvV10rYZtmk
為什麼？629Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5p9pEWFQGU
629Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq1G1WQ0gzi
青青打開Instagram，動態回顧提示她，去年今日，她曾在密友功能放閃。629Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3XWDsNYRsN
629Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbM6tHUKLKY
於是，她開始翻看和Matt的Direct Messages。629Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGo1fCLrVRL
629Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc5n7myoK5p
Matt看到有趣的帖文會分享給她。629Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLldvoO3iRR
629Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrg9EHiPuBb
Matt會回覆她的Story，會是一個表情，會誇她漂亮、可愛，會詢問她在說什麼，會說「愛你」。629Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVwsW4BvJZi
629Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYxKbvtBl9q
Matt也會秒回她的Direct。629Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyVE2z05lIN
629Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvfSbU5uigW
青青看見，一次，她在發佈了和Matt的合照供密友查看，寫着：629Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTD8HRFSAEO
629Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJSlRXOMxJ5
「曬恩愛，好驚將來會被打臉添：P」629Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Pjv08TmSB
629Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVbc2QEfaN5
Matt回覆：「唔會呀寶！傻瓜」629Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5BLPUcdHNa
629Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVbJETOd5mk
她吸了一口氣，繼續看，繼續翻下去。629Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSfCsB2Qf64
629Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT9EsJERVfD
慢慢，他不再回覆她的Story。629Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYyATCxrUQa
629Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7BNr7AgP7I
慢慢，他冷漠地回覆她的回覆，可能不回，或者簡短的答。629Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFkdkPTsjA7
629Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiR8kQFRgPj
慢慢，他們DM的頻率極低。629Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpgVKWdRBKZ
629Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMj0ccqu3k0
然後，沒有了。他們已經分手。629Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtDGF4Z8LRB
629Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsuaIG3zluy
青青想起，Matt考數學DSE那一天，她偷偷地去了他應考的學校等他出來。她並不是想要和他吃飯、阻他時間，只是想見他一眼，就一眼，因為她想念他，非常想見到他的臉，聽見他的聲音，觸碰他的手。她以為他也是，因為他們已經半個多月沒有見得上面。629Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzvB1vF1MBM
629Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMr2Bo2lEMt
青青在校門外等。終於，她見到Matt低頭行過，她滿心歡喜又充滿期待地拍拍他的肩：629Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNaPGrFAk3F
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「靚仔，考成點啊？」629Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQLpBvjh4nq
629Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡumjP9MbpdA
但Matt轉頭，馬上瞪大眼睛，瞬間反應過來後，非常厭惡地看着青青，問：629Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlu2MOZY9FJ
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「點解你喺度？」629Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZn2VdFK1IY
629Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT4QbZ58Kts
語氣非常不情願，仿佛她是什麼垃圾。她有些愕然，因和預想中他的反應很不同，身邊有人回頭打量他們，她尷尬地抿唇笑一笑：629Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6pKazT1t0y
629Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDY75Z2LfJ0
「冇啊，我想嚟見吓你咋嘛！」629Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSdRQWtKx4q
629Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg0YEWTwHmV
他皺眉，有些兇地講：629Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkaQGaXEkbL
629Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAfo9yAvS9K
「點解嚟啊？嚟做咩啊？」下一秒，見到她呆滯的表情，才稍稍放輕語氣：「你屋企離呢度咁遠，我驚你辛苦咋，做咩咁傻啊？」629Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTLiZtllQRw
629Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy06CgqkiaL
「唔辛苦吖，都係一陣咋嘛。」629Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgJ3t5x8mrm
629Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLfipIWMDsg
傻嗎？這個舉動本身，她覺得不傻；但被他這樣講一講，又有些洩氣，即使她毫不辛苦。629Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEktNt8wj6Z
629Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAZK0w8o0Tb
然後他牽起她的手，送她到旁邊的車站乘車，期間一邊行，一邊說：「以後唔好啦，做咩嚟啫。」和以前温柔的他，變了兩個人一樣。629Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8aD2h8MQDa
629Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9AxIjAto08
「咁我想見你吖嘛，唔緊要啦。我冇諗住揾你食飯㗎，我只係想見你一陣咋嘛！你掛唔掛住我啊？我掛住你。」629Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrHMCsTk2gU
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她將聲音放軟，聽起來很有撒嬌的意味。629Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUbi2Ib7xGS
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他沒有回答她的問題，只看着前方的路道：629Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiQvDP7Bw0X
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「以後唔好啦。」629Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVGzFX1EMcI
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她問他考得怎樣，他說OK；也就聊聊最近怎樣，但是他好像很不耐煩，真的，Matt，你當時很不耐煩。她想，是因為壓力太大，或者未盡人意吧，所以她也不多說什麼，可能是她出現所以無法令他好好放鬆心情。629Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe6DvmHl5Bn
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直到去往車站，Matt仍不斷重複「做咩嚟」、「點解嚟」、「傻」，像青青真的做錯事一樣；她越聽越委屈。629Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOJqope7aC9
629Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsVVzXMBD3p
他沒有錯，這只是他的情緒表達。其實，她只是想來見他一面，沒想過他如此反感的。629Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC7ZkN8QtVz
629Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHE9VPwJ8a9
青青努力微笑，務求眼睛不要有眼淚。因為她感覺到，如果她哭，Matt絕對不會再像以前憐愛地心痛，只會覺得她很煩。629Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡswfDFusCYn
629Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCRmduZWhHz
愛哭的孩子有糖食，但她已不能夠是孩子了，因為，他不愛她了。629Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ10DWTnLfM1
629Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Z0rCDrz8w
那天，他們見了十分鐘。青青只在分別的時候，看見Matt的笑容，她也回報他一個微笑。629Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoC2EGiIDYz
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不夠一個星期後，Matt和青青提出分手。629Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJbG5X3HClM
629Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1eaD4Tbq1H
其實，就算沒有Yuki，青青也不能和Matt在一起了，因為，他已經不愛她了……動作、神態、語氣、情緒，都與當初他熱烈追求她時，大相逕庭。629Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx1eNgmIEgo
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很明顯了吧。629Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2X7ofxSn1k
629Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9TLOLG1dE1
何需怪責他人？是他們不夠緣分。629Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ209bNNbJga
629Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH1SKqeo6pK
叫她怎能不害怕呢，這次戀愛，血淋淋的告訴她，就算一開始有多好，最後都難免傷心。629Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKaD82yyPXk
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所以，她恐懼。629Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4BLtwm7b1O
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青青關上電話。她已經沒有當初那樣澎湃的情緒，只是她矯情，想起一些事時還是有「嘶——」的感覺。629Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZtKoDjVpRa
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但閉眼，湧上心頭的還是好時光，這是她貪戀舊故的理由，因為她仍在思念那些快樂的愛。629Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFKDE7Lltsa
629Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy2Da1MT8av
她不知道自己是在想念舊人，還是那段舊情。629Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡstgmdtIkwZ
629Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPN81OgAn9d
如果這是一部小說，讀者還有耐性看下去嗎？因為，女主角一定很煩膠，很不討喜。629Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFha0onhsqh
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創傷的復原，需要時間、新鮮，或者，另一種傷害。629Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0DIxkn0a1J
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