「Tanya啱啱臨走前，攬咗我一吓，之後，我又去攬返佢一吓。但佢推開我，個樣好反感咁……你覺得係點解？」661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV3Ujns3MNK
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啫係叫你收皮囉……661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3uIcEyaXtb
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青青內心如此嘀咕，對上他氣餒的臉，問：661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrTKwUPueBM
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「你以咩身份去攬佢？」661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDngbsqYzr9
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他沉默兩秒，他沒有任何身份，只有一顆於Tanya不知何意何義的真心；反而Tanya才是那個地位崇高的人。661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW9Kcejw2p0
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「咁我見佢攬我——我以為我都可以……」661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJL0PWnqbbD
661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNoHj0T3duC
阿樂越講越細聲，像萎縮一樣。661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE3MTX2n1Bf
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青青說話一向很直接，唯有努力令語調聽來柔和一點：661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhKQOyH63YD
661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdHskFFwbhS
「佢攬你，係派糧啩，或者佢就係想攬吓你呢。你攬佢，就……可能，佢唔想啦，都已經攬咗。」661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMa0Twwx9M5
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她拍一拍他的肩，廚房的光照在青青的眼上，他盯着她的瞳仁：661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPKMZP75Lva
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「點算？」661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmMouHYa4S3
661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTeEkPfU4mN
「睇你㗎咋。」661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwZpZ8Ipb1x
661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡArft5wp9F2
放棄，或者，狗衝，大家都心知肚明。661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWF4Gx1EO7P
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阿樂明白，只是，如果放棄他不甘，如果狗衝卻無果、直接失去Tanya。在不甘與不再奉獻之間，他選擇不來。他含糊地說：661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx7cy5XO8CY
661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡivy0pagSbh
「我覺得宜家咁樣都幾好嘅。但係，原來，又唔夠好。」661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqVLoubBhdm
661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPk9vHTAQTs
青青咬下一粒提子，點頭示意明白：661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgfIioMRrqR
661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSwjePo99Xt
「冇計啦，一日唔達陣，一日都唔心足嘅。」661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQT206k4xWd
661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKeq2jDIi07
她內心想：單戀真係好濕滯，好難搞。為什麼Tanya不喜歡他，卻要擁抱他呢？正常人，都會覺得這是一個訊號吧？但她沒有資格質疑別人，因為她也跟阿樂做了愛，然後也沒有然後。661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1jQKRpnLqu
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「咁，點算？」阿樂又問。661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1HLFPtYRi5
661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbNcVq0sybG
「冇呀，睇你。」661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4PgqwUzLHj
661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbGzjamzcHc
他們的對話開始重複，在又暗又明的客廳中相視一笑。661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuXEltfkF8S
661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnV9jM0Qqh3
這種感覺很奇妙，他們兩個不算開放的人在上了床後，有過一些糾纏，但最終，各有心上人；現在，還與對方剖白對別人的心意，仿佛一切都沒發生過。661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡifaEkLkPQA
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有趣的成人世界，氛圍和善得像戒毒分享會。661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ30AadCHuNq
661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3yHqxtuF0G
「你要對自己好啲，唔好乜都諗女神啦，你覺得點樣自己會開心啲啊？」661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ26QlyReNUn
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講經了，青青開始變身煩膠，她已很久沒對人說很多的話。661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9aG3A8FQwa
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「唔知啊。」661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvt6hFVH3cw
661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtTCyg4fhkH
阿樂空洞的看着沒有打開的電視機。661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbrVJGvQcks
661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRiXz1uwKrN
「同佢一齊？」661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEvN5VYnqzx
661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuj72uN42Vl
「可能係啦……」661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvZWjnewaai
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阿樂常常都說「唔知」、「可能」這種字眼；青青問：661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhOulxaKxsT
661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡblonZsooSc
「咩叫可能，係定唔係㗎？」661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1xZiCoWCdd
661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3bTpbf7dr2
「係嘅。」661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHNCCzaBoPS
661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtqiFnQZYjz
青青覺得阿樂的心很模糊——不過行動二選一；但又有個大概——終於確認自己喜歡誰人，像剛剛好五百度近視眼中的風景。她竟然也敢批判他，她理應慚愧。661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqLPWFVxYHG
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「咁其實你當兵，開唔開心？」661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡldXMyxgeCl
661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWlmzwpoySi
她又跟隨他的視線看黑色的電視螢幕，身往梳化的背挨。661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDGIzmgP1gl
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「見到佢開心，我都開心。如果我哋傾得好埋，又開心。有時佢讚我，或者需要我，嗯，都開心。」661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC3EzVGfKm6
661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgVQXzl0pWu
阿樂認真思考，他真的在說心底話，這客廳的感覺過分舒緩神經。661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3lgbZr4tUg
661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpNRVRv7Mjt
「咁『鍾意佢』呢件事本身呢，開唔開心？」661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnL0Jr7eUOH
661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzS475p8jZZ
阿樂沉默。青青也不再說話，她就專心地吃提子。良久，他說：661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTItxk6fvqf
661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0hREg7alNn
「分唔開。啲記憶Mix埋一齊㗎嘛——唔知啊。」661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe94WowtpuL
661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx4M8CJBCn2
「你咩都唔知㗎。」661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbQIxH5nhDH
661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0jQZ8YL56L
青青笑他，但看見他沒精打采的樣子，突然覺得不忍——他的悲傷，似乎是來自不夠愛自己。661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrfIFNzhauw
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「係啊，可以點，又唔到我決定。」661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXRcFHqRlrU
661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDrni2Gc2f3
阿樂不可置否，他確實無法找到一個方向發力，忽然佩服自己何以能夠追求青青。她反問，大膽起來：661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtNT0n8otoT
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「係咩？你可以決定自己要點做㗎嘛。你真係好捨得令自己唔開心。」661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJMwbXh3MN8
661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu8tTd18VFy
「其實你之前已經話娘娘係唔好惹，叫我女死女還在。但係，就係冇計啊，我就係鍾意佢。」661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡswcM8nersO
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他也誠實地、肯定地講出心上人。661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJIgh706rWl
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「唓，一時一樣嘅。」661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE0V3VcCHLA
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「Sorry。」661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyCbQxGmwXq
661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡihb5AO7Y2e
「我都係。」661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTRC6WNWATP
661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrT18VDAgdu
這沒頭沒腦的道歉和跟機，他們一同歎氣。661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfnAfAXv31n
661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCDnYCWo9Rf
「真係唔明佢諗咩。」阿樂感慨。661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDRQodq1MAh
661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXdRQrFmscf
「你連自己諗咩都唔知，仲想諗人哋？」661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJB7l6ThIK1
661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY05vSlg5bX
「係嘅。」661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡauHJdgKNua
661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2e0wZzVxMT
他們坐在梳化上，得斜右方的廚房有光，昏昏暗暗，感覺極度安全，世界好似只剩下他們，無人窺探他們的秘密。站式風扇輕輕地轉頭，帶給他們一點點舒適的涼意。661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHdEs27PeGD
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他們都沉默許久，青青說：661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbs12ThhUz5
661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWUAUyWO2gg
「阿樂啊。661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBrQ9H8R0hs
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阿樂，你可以更加珍惜自己啊。你嘅搖擺不定同埋考慮，好似都、未曾將自己嘅心意擺喺首位咁嘅。661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBY8HGopbJ1
661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDTzAokR6FO
兜兜轉轉又陪喺女神身邊，但係，又好似唔知想點咁。咁你自己呢？你想要咩？661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMx7whvtS0n
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你自己開唔開心啊？」661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0aw0qlR7bv
661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0x4pOgKRJT
青青就是覺得，他不夠將關注放在自身。自尊呢？卻因心儀對象捨棄……但對方似乎不痛不癢。661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX5XPJUdKuh
661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0QfL0YT5xY
「媽媽。」661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQTbIxlBm5l
661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXfavDG0kJL
阿樂笑她長氣；她反了一個白眼：661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ43h6XLPhvz
661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkxVBQDrFp6
「咪笑啦，係有啲講經嘅。」661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWkmgfPYN86
661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq9sMm7OT0o
阿樂喃喃，但又是說給她聽的：661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVDozhCjw9s
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「你個《十年》故，我睇完之後，其實好羨慕阿朗（男主角）。就算佢迷失，但最後都諗得通，又有思思（女主角）陪佢。其實點解呢？」661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd9hvHhffdB
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「哦，阿朗靚仔啩。」661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHdJbKCEhcn
661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEgS1XBs5hr
「屌你咩。」阿樂笑。661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRcWogshlZd
661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5lr9RH2x4f
青青筆下的男主角，與阿樂在性格上差距很大，她嘗試梳理記憶：661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQi4tVlMdaZ
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「佢好知道自己要咩㗎喎，要老婆，要屋企。而且，佢迷失嗰時都係Focus喺自己情緒㗎，揾Fiona（女配角）其實講得好聽啲，都係照顧緊自己個心啊。661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd1FvuYdP0E
661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyp97w42lKa
同你唔同啊，揾親女神，你都係唔開心嘅，或者係佢開心你先開心。661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6n2Jd7abns
661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiJ9RKfB62b
如果，你可以為鍾意女神呢件事本身而開心，咁就最好啦。欣賞吓自己嘅堅持同毅力囉，好勁吖，喺呢個世代，好難得㗎，你已經好犀利。」661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiuIzKT2C2j
661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJl8QR0o86E
阿樂的眼眶濕潤，青青看見他不斷眨眼。661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUIO2Gyc6Ez
661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRZhETDuVXL
「多謝。」661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVrcUcZ141w
661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc788hdECcA
「呢個氣氛，好啱我，即刻成個阿婆咁。」661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOjhMObyuFN
661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuCWdOt2wFH
她突然好為人師——對住比她年長的人。這算是她的缺點吧。661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSNYxHrBYMZ
661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnj19cp1ajK
「係有啲長氣。」661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp4mripSSpk
661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAUfnsGau9j
阿樂又嘲笑她。青青也笑，看看他，點頭問：「咁所以點？」661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjhAWW3Wozr
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「見步行步囉。」阿樂答。661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡssxbtYCk1J
661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKXes5r6oQ2
「可以啊。」661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc4FmuJL0sC
661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9X3gA7oO8R
「繼續，直到我唔可以再繼續。」661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfbJZ4fmhhh
661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWBx4Dcs4yq
「好。」661Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrbaSgHc9H5
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一次沒有什麼進展的對話；但總有想通了一些什麼。
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