「我都係咁話。」688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBfaYM0vdNX
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但她以前相信那是正貨，真的、不會爆炸、無有害物質，更苛求那並不會過期。688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ02C3ud2wzd
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阿樂點頭：688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7t79MLMGlG
688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTaPYZsskOC
「算啦，證明呢個人同你唔啱囉。」688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcc7kt8DMLK
688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhNLS5j8wIv
「係呀。算啦。」688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrRd0lBuuwi
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他們各自回房。688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ82nVsHIMgc
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Matt有什麼值得青青念念不忘呢？688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnpCkwEGqLb
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有。他有一些地方異常地吸引她。688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyJIH515JHE
688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj23CsR2RCh
縱然青青和他的結局不是那麼完滿，但她依然覺得，他這個人本身不錯。只是，可能，就是少了點緣分，他才另有新貴。客觀又撇開一切私人恩怨，她以冷靜的目光數了很多Matt的優點。688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlah7koQDto
688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpQjxuryAdP
Matt聰明，頭腦很清晰，想事情很快、又可以多角度思考，邏輯思維佳。他的觀察力也很好，足夠敏銳去發現身邊不同的事。688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdZ0B8yGZrR
688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdSwRCXol0J
還有些細心，很温柔，很懂得照顧人。688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPY3gSfIDga
688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdOwlRpAJtq
興趣很廣泛，好像什麼都能聊一下；他們戀愛期間很少Dead air，大概都要歸功於他。688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqUIr6loJro
688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMJHIgKfthV
他對她很好，出門在外會保護她、一同在家的話又很關心她、只要她提要求他都會實現、總是記得她說的話、紀念日又會送些禮物；包容心很強，包容她的不安情緒、做作、無甚戀愛經驗的稚嫩。688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5kaHXB7ewO
688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKJb8oB5NER
曾經他在入睡的時候叫喚了她的名字，已夠她融化。688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTXETzaHUsJ
688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLYWpQud0wC
對，就回憶到這裏吧。因為，在分手前的一段時間，其實很多事情都變了，她清楚這一切都是回憶。688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3HpghPwlkj
688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiCWqyqi6YQ
正因Matt「可以」是一個這麼好的人，她更怕。688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKoK47XKAz4
688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrpq77qNuWL
她不明白，為什麼這樣的好人、曾經對她這樣真心真意的人，也會就此離她而去呢……她越念記他的好他的優點，就是一下下地自我控訴自己的無能。688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEde4oy21Hs
688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWErZRmiOji
那些最後的日子，他像變了一個人。688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1tjSwVP6Ow
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她有什麼問題嗎？688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8xWBS4EyJL
688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBGQ5Y58TPH
她是不是很不堪？688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD3g8t3R3bG
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為什麼？688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbv1yxbhCFu
688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAxrnuoT4Oi
青青打開Instagram，動態回顧提示她，去年今日，她曾在密友功能放閃。688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡETl4VJZU1L
688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfFjL225PEJ
於是，她開始翻看和Matt的Direct Messages。688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYF3HHDk6lj
688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7cEpfBdC9p
Matt看到有趣的帖文會分享給她。688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmMAPI4Yxe7
688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqkmcX2BdHV
Matt會回覆她的Story，會是一個表情，會誇她漂亮、可愛，會詢問她在說什麼，會說「愛你」。688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbuStQYDaNW
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Matt也會秒回她的Direct。688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV2XmE04p3q
688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsl3pFHNtGg
青青看見，一次，她在發佈了和Matt的合照供密友查看，寫着：688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ4iDQX9DJ4
688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxsDC9dxH16
「曬恩愛，好驚將來會被打臉添：P」688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgTaDlHbvve
688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Y2FidHbPk
Matt回覆：「唔會呀寶！傻瓜」688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU3mfhK5xO2
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她吸了一口氣，繼續看，繼續翻下去。688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkKCoThFtK2
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慢慢，他不再回覆她的Story。688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp07tx41Rad
688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ljBiBamQ6
慢慢，他冷漠地回覆她的回覆，可能不回，或者簡短的答。688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmd8oXOVRXs
688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjCAzJOsUpt
慢慢，他們DM的頻率極低。688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj2WAUjowMn
688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN7UJmIi3O0
然後，沒有了。他們已經分手。688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡndRKVF0ODm
688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw7UGzPYBQk
青青想起，Matt考數學DSE那一天，她偷偷地去了他應考的學校等他出來。她並不是想要和他吃飯、阻他時間，只是想見他一眼，就一眼，因為她想念他，非常想見到他的臉，聽見他的聲音，觸碰他的手。她以為他也是，因為他們已經半個多月沒有見得上面。688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQmCEa7saKG
688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJWJn7UWOdr
青青在校門外等。終於，她見到Matt低頭行過，她滿心歡喜又充滿期待地拍拍他的肩：688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyX3yY9FjYn
688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGsqid640QZ
「靚仔，考成點啊？」688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqIsN6NNBtL
688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt1oShjOAJ0
但Matt轉頭，馬上瞪大眼睛，瞬間反應過來後，非常厭惡地看着青青，問：688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHul3mLcVo9
688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCXrHMpH0Eu
「點解你喺度？」688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkqobS57lMz
688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQFZDRfHuZD
語氣非常不情願，仿佛她是什麼垃圾。她有些愕然，因和預想中他的反應很不同，身邊有人回頭打量他們，她尷尬地抿唇笑一笑：688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv0BcqUeJek
688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfBXFwC7Itg
「冇啊，我想嚟見吓你咋嘛！」688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhaIkDHy7VE
688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9MFUB0mQpU
他皺眉，有些兇地講：688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1d1I3IXJ5s
688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbnidJCTmFW
「點解嚟啊？嚟做咩啊？」下一秒，見到她呆滯的表情，才稍稍放輕語氣：「你屋企離呢度咁遠，我驚你辛苦咋，做咩咁傻啊？」688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF7OOc3hfaF
688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT5EyAgdKO0
「唔辛苦吖，都係一陣咋嘛。」688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmx5LoCntyc
688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwrNgFZNFwz
傻嗎？這個舉動本身，她覺得不傻；但被他這樣講一講，又有些洩氣，即使她毫不辛苦。688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0h9QqxDSPA
688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhzq7RBxiXV
然後他牽起她的手，送她到旁邊的車站乘車，期間一邊行，一邊說：「以後唔好啦，做咩嚟啫。」和以前温柔的他，變了兩個人一樣。688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ185VwIEgcO
688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnSqbdq99Uq
「咁我想見你吖嘛，唔緊要啦。我冇諗住揾你食飯㗎，我只係想見你一陣咋嘛！你掛唔掛住我啊？我掛住你。」688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡta6HkzTjGv
688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡplxdV0ejd3
她將聲音放軟，聽起來很有撒嬌的意味。688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOK1rc0SrkP
688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl4bYHzrOvd
他沒有回答她的問題，只看着前方的路道：688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCMZ3rg06VN
688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1NbsrjVPEE
「以後唔好啦。」688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVDPiAnySBv
688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqCTKi52hJs
她問他考得怎樣，他說OK；也就聊聊最近怎樣，但是他好像很不耐煩，真的，Matt，你當時很不耐煩。她想，是因為壓力太大，或者未盡人意吧，所以她也不多說什麼，可能是她出現所以無法令他好好放鬆心情。688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVpqH2ayyGj
688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡex2zUr1ora
直到去往車站，Matt仍不斷重複「做咩嚟」、「點解嚟」、「傻」，像青青真的做錯事一樣；她越聽越委屈。688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuQkGdjD1ig
688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVwJisnk15a
他沒有錯，這只是他的情緒表達。其實，她只是想來見他一面，沒想過他如此反感的。688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRgItP1yZc5
688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeYfTpb42kG
青青努力微笑，務求眼睛不要有眼淚。因為她感覺到，如果她哭，Matt絕對不會再像以前憐愛地心痛，只會覺得她很煩。688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeTN5wnZD0b
688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJCwUe1gUma
愛哭的孩子有糖食，但她已不能夠是孩子了，因為，他不愛她了。688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡowxzXOwvVe
688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcdkgJwsQPl
那天，他們見了十分鐘。青青只在分別的時候，看見Matt的笑容，她也回報他一個微笑。688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWtAdsc4ntt
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不夠一個星期後，Matt和青青提出分手。688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4YxtBsVMfl
688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ4mBS4CkRA
其實，就算沒有Yuki，青青也不能和Matt在一起了，因為，他已經不愛她了……動作、神態、語氣、情緒，都與當初他熱烈追求她時，大相逕庭。688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOaPiQWXrO4
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很明顯了吧。688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVblCMaMr95
688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoTtpg2aZVa
何需怪責他人？是他們不夠緣分。688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKk8qONgOCI
688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡABsSmkYIKy
叫她怎能不害怕呢，這次戀愛，血淋淋的告訴她，就算一開始有多好，最後都難免傷心。688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt2W4XZ5QSD
688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ812LGkLHbX
所以，她恐懼。688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ohO4Bmx7T
688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe6KRigwNbl
青青關上電話。她已經沒有當初那樣澎湃的情緒，只是她矯情，想起一些事時還是有「嘶——」的感覺。688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdVpwQVRVlb
688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOQD0OmWq1B
但閉眼，湧上心頭的還是好時光，這是她貪戀舊故的理由，因為她仍在思念那些快樂的愛。688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0t4hsTXJ79
688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ijyBun2E2
她不知道自己是在想念舊人，還是那段舊情。688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh1SaDFNAZS
688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTml4TOphlv
如果這是一部小說，讀者還有耐性看下去嗎？因為，女主角一定很煩膠，很不討喜。688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKQX590lIKr
688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTi2mjag8Ix
創傷的復原，需要時間、新鮮，或者，另一種傷害。688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7pOpAG1CpT
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