「我都係咁話。」639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGHfFfOsaG9
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但她以前相信那是正貨，真的、不會爆炸、無有害物質，更苛求那並不會過期。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOVOkbccRJJ
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiYLLbEYHMb
阿樂點頭：639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOTbjSPPxDC
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJTuxnd0X1Q
「算啦，證明呢個人同你唔啱囉。」639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNvBe07SYgb
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkqfuQzdT7Y
「係呀。算啦。」639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡybI82SayLu
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJANpSBSaC5
他們各自回房。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOilMKS02Mi
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoZmsJVUILN
Matt有什麼值得青青念念不忘呢？639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrsD1BYjgQF
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIwxptSA5Th
有。他有一些地方異常地吸引她。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiFqiZ8tizC
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB7kqA0c7Zg
縱然青青和他的結局不是那麼完滿，但她依然覺得，他這個人本身不錯。只是，可能，就是少了點緣分，他才另有新貴。客觀又撇開一切私人恩怨，她以冷靜的目光數了很多Matt的優點。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGSV9vouz5V
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFpFKGp7n7q
Matt聰明，頭腦很清晰，想事情很快、又可以多角度思考，邏輯思維佳。他的觀察力也很好，足夠敏銳去發現身邊不同的事。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKZNatblKSs
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbEu6xZuWwI
還有些細心，很温柔，很懂得照顧人。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO4yBHBgiGl
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI6EM2ofwQe
興趣很廣泛，好像什麼都能聊一下；他們戀愛期間很少Dead air，大概都要歸功於他。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTgXJRDu32x
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7E6QAbCHPQ
他對她很好，出門在外會保護她、一同在家的話又很關心她、只要她提要求他都會實現、總是記得她說的話、紀念日又會送些禮物；包容心很強，包容她的不安情緒、做作、無甚戀愛經驗的稚嫩。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFGcbk6Kumw
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA1UjJypXRp
曾經他在入睡的時候叫喚了她的名字，已夠她融化。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy35OKq1tQi
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFjWkBQL2jo
對，就回憶到這裏吧。因為，在分手前的一段時間，其實很多事情都變了，她清楚這一切都是回憶。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkXkjfbddkX
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoOEfxHP9zk
正因Matt「可以」是一個這麼好的人，她更怕。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFBYWOln70t
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4EBB4lvdyE
她不明白，為什麼這樣的好人、曾經對她這樣真心真意的人，也會就此離她而去呢……她越念記他的好他的優點，就是一下下地自我控訴自己的無能。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHrNUn5qOQH
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY9aJq0csJr
那些最後的日子，他像變了一個人。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqSoOojSNOP
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4owLLLZY87
她有什麼問題嗎？639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpCPjVbI3QC
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF626gP9486
她是不是很不堪？639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEQSInVtbnl
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJLwgRoI7Ci
為什麼？639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡajfdLYrOSW
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDcBwJVKdWe
青青打開Instagram，動態回顧提示她，去年今日，她曾在密友功能放閃。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtFvNNa4tEK
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgjblBbWC0p
於是，她開始翻看和Matt的Direct Messages。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsQV83YBaFJ
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1oiq4nPadJ
Matt看到有趣的帖文會分享給她。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuyfbuF81c9
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu0GTq91jxD
Matt會回覆她的Story，會是一個表情，會誇她漂亮、可愛，會詢問她在說什麼，會說「愛你」。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhJh49JCZ1u
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDFyVA1YXcT
Matt也會秒回她的Direct。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡluQo7q0fiJ
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM30h8V3hV0
青青看見，一次，她在發佈了和Matt的合照供密友查看，寫着：639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgeNMpooBHI
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM48U6xt39J
「曬恩愛，好驚將來會被打臉添：P」639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmOEF7DuSnf
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWd7Yl8g8Ms
Matt回覆：「唔會呀寶！傻瓜」639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkvhYRaqb2F
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYhJLpfXzp3
她吸了一口氣，繼續看，繼續翻下去。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6TM2XeAZSY
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkPFEoUtwGS
慢慢，他不再回覆她的Story。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCMWlyoi2KF
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXv3SGLRbjb
慢慢，他冷漠地回覆她的回覆，可能不回，或者簡短的答。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡurOyE2VLUR
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYkSVqJlWuA
慢慢，他們DM的頻率極低。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhOfuSLYRJq
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2bFOVlDbKQ
然後，沒有了。他們已經分手。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlCIYX91xjh
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdZQ6fyxbv7
青青想起，Matt考數學DSE那一天，她偷偷地去了他應考的學校等他出來。她並不是想要和他吃飯、阻他時間，只是想見他一眼，就一眼，因為她想念他，非常想見到他的臉，聽見他的聲音，觸碰他的手。她以為他也是，因為他們已經半個多月沒有見得上面。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJNcDW7yCID
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQjtDAnuhx7
青青在校門外等。終於，她見到Matt低頭行過，她滿心歡喜又充滿期待地拍拍他的肩：639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVB8fEwDlKK
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaSz9AjMens
「靚仔，考成點啊？」639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7jmmjBbsgt
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOYlFn5sgkT
但Matt轉頭，馬上瞪大眼睛，瞬間反應過來後，非常厭惡地看着青青，問：639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡedaUgXOrEX
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZekovOUuLQ
「點解你喺度？」639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjYaWpNkTwn
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTNbDf256GH
語氣非常不情願，仿佛她是什麼垃圾。她有些愕然，因和預想中他的反應很不同，身邊有人回頭打量他們，她尷尬地抿唇笑一笑：639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfpFIoEtdwU
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkttRC7HRDW
「冇啊，我想嚟見吓你咋嘛！」639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxgezVnUkqB
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJtamO7iOUz
他皺眉，有些兇地講：639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrSzqTzGH9C
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbNgrARLSx3
「點解嚟啊？嚟做咩啊？」下一秒，見到她呆滯的表情，才稍稍放輕語氣：「你屋企離呢度咁遠，我驚你辛苦咋，做咩咁傻啊？」639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPVoe4jJ7ti
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6w7cvOip3V
「唔辛苦吖，都係一陣咋嘛。」639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIGAlU90fjA
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLLZjsj8Jfg
傻嗎？這個舉動本身，她覺得不傻；但被他這樣講一講，又有些洩氣，即使她毫不辛苦。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS9EubQTgr6
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl1G7H101El
然後他牽起她的手，送她到旁邊的車站乘車，期間一邊行，一邊說：「以後唔好啦，做咩嚟啫。」和以前温柔的他，變了兩個人一樣。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8qP0zgRUNK
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWgXVhsXWgc
「咁我想見你吖嘛，唔緊要啦。我冇諗住揾你食飯㗎，我只係想見你一陣咋嘛！你掛唔掛住我啊？我掛住你。」639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT2J19siEhs
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmGavPGqh6e
她將聲音放軟，聽起來很有撒嬌的意味。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa1gfzfcOZN
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXG2cJ6J5pS
他沒有回答她的問題，只看着前方的路道：639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtClsQmBV9r
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwxypY4PQA5
「以後唔好啦。」639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ323g9vgO7A
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE1pshn34NR
她問他考得怎樣，他說OK；也就聊聊最近怎樣，但是他好像很不耐煩，真的，Matt，你當時很不耐煩。她想，是因為壓力太大，或者未盡人意吧，所以她也不多說什麼，可能是她出現所以無法令他好好放鬆心情。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNdyW7glSAU
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuZjIDQjkZb
直到去往車站，Matt仍不斷重複「做咩嚟」、「點解嚟」、「傻」，像青青真的做錯事一樣；她越聽越委屈。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡza2AAJQE5Q
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsQGshqDFgJ
他沒有錯，這只是他的情緒表達。其實，她只是想來見他一面，沒想過他如此反感的。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJNnHpISC2G
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUG9Vkit6pT
青青努力微笑，務求眼睛不要有眼淚。因為她感覺到，如果她哭，Matt絕對不會再像以前憐愛地心痛，只會覺得她很煩。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJBjBtXj6wn
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxVQ3w4ZFw7
愛哭的孩子有糖食，但她已不能夠是孩子了，因為，他不愛她了。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsu8HsqHswY
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZa0UCtHy4N
那天，他們見了十分鐘。青青只在分別的時候，看見Matt的笑容，她也回報他一個微笑。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqDAxk12hJv
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7M9FQdV121
不夠一個星期後，Matt和青青提出分手。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgRfkx2ibEc
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfShZ5iy6mk
其實，就算沒有Yuki，青青也不能和Matt在一起了，因為，他已經不愛她了……動作、神態、語氣、情緒，都與當初他熱烈追求她時，大相逕庭。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9bTqdsrQsL
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv0wXYPPCR9
很明顯了吧。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJG7mVpa5bC
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMb2LZN1v8Q
何需怪責他人？是他們不夠緣分。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM8jzeNrkjf
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4q72PmS8Rd
叫她怎能不害怕呢，這次戀愛，血淋淋的告訴她，就算一開始有多好，最後都難免傷心。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUhTLxvalZq
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnnO1Ml4Srt
所以，她恐懼。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIJZ7uzukZ0
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXDoUqmP4Ah
青青關上電話。她已經沒有當初那樣澎湃的情緒，只是她矯情，想起一些事時還是有「嘶——」的感覺。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ8Myplin8c
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsldC2jAGrX
但閉眼，湧上心頭的還是好時光，這是她貪戀舊故的理由，因為她仍在思念那些快樂的愛。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHxxHKX4A5Z
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBx3ZvwGE9a
她不知道自己是在想念舊人，還是那段舊情。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuE9c4cE1yn
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvf1A3qyjy2
如果這是一部小說，讀者還有耐性看下去嗎？因為，女主角一定很煩膠，很不討喜。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1EYNY39RiA
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwHlyULPK3Z
創傷的復原，需要時間、新鮮，或者，另一種傷害。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4wQrU7TArc
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