於是，Tim少和阿樂下樓吃飯，再買了一個蛋糕。回家，放進雪櫃，然後開始打機。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNzFyscKuWb
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青青外出和好友度過午餐和下午茶時段。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeiuhcYI72U
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之後，她去旺角，等Matt；他們約六點半，她先到，不停地來回審視自己的臉容，到洗手間看看有沒有面泛油光、甩妝，再仔細地梳一梳頭。六點五十五分，Matt出現。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRuvmvc2zrP
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「好耐冇見。」776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvetGljvJuG
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoL6CuAoXYX
「係。」776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnkuFcCTuGA
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhQ8ZvkL91H
接下來的不足兩小時，他看她像遇上瘟疫一樣，避之則吉，連正視她的眼也像害怕感染病毒，總和她對看一會兒然後移開。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYcvtlAjKWS
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgkwiLp4FnS
沿路，她問了很多想知的事，還自己一個死心；他說了一些她應該想知的事，渾身不自在，忽然覺得很祼露。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXxCHlAlUPr
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsqojAhO8re
他們都覺得對方是陌生人。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0luA5Dr788
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDgyhMJh1Qt
但，他們分明知道對方的名字、知道對方穿幾號鞋碼、知道對方的恥毛長度。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ361Yw9ZEb7
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOPEaDJ6Lz7
就像恰恰一對普通的白色筷子，明明在湯熱麵熟的時候他們是極其有默契的一對，和對方攜手穿梭不同的質感，偶有碰撞但仍在磨合中互相協作；可是，當過了那短暫的時刻，就只被隨便洗刷再扔回去雜亂無章的櫃裏，沒有再一起，對方也不再重要，因為下次自然會與另一枝筷子成為一對。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5a5C0Ld4Zp
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMwmvC9JV7c
就像，一切都沒發生過一樣。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnArGZAUqPU
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1KdcO5Jm6g
「明明應承咗我唔揾第個㗎嘛——」、「你話遲啲先得閒，叫我等到嗰時先多啲見㗎喎……」、「啫係你出軌？你係因為識咗佢，所以先想走？」776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPlmyB88LAH
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡplqb8VylIs
「我同你分手之前，只係同佢傾幾句咋。」、「後尾我同佢互相都鍾意咗大家。」、「有呢個因素，但又唔可以咁樣歸因……」776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5R65DLeJXq
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNbsaw0oyED
青青變得咄咄逼人，Matt仿佛努力地或以真話、或以假話去抵擋她的攻勢；她誓要剖家析族的知個明白，但他在說的時候卻感到難堪，偶然他回頭看見她小心地仰頭，防止眼淚掉下時，他又會感到心軟，如他所言：776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdVhEiNpgn5
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpZYxSzUkZ7
「咁真係我辜負咗你嘅。」776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVO9oN1qdEz
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡseyRWEsj16
但Matt並沒有和青青說過一聲「對不起」，只逕行，最後不情不願地和她快快吃一個飯，然後趕急地跳上的士離去。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR4BnNAjs8Z
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8AEW9fuKJt
青青覺得自己今晚的行為很反常，平時，她的眼神從來不兇狠，也不會不停地追問一些已然沒有意義的答案，更不會捨棄自尊要求他人順她的意。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm8zssgFzIk
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對。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMxqc1LQIH4
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUfCzVaY853
她有些不一樣了。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnBV63Tt8sA
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQo53xFhTMu
她傻就傻在，有些東西，她想知得很清楚，如果不明不白又覺得很不甘心；但知道以後又更揪心。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNUSAP6ea2y
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpw8mGWrhkL
是她，將心掏出來，還將刀遞上去，留有一點卑微的盼望——776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKuvdOdoaNA
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcH6wbGKI03
希望他殺人就殺人、切莫誅心，留她一點尊嚴，不要講出太過殘忍的內情。但從來，說清說楚都不會有任何的好結果，被拋棄的人沒有資格說尊嚴，真心愛人何有好的結果？真相是真，比真相是假可怕億萬倍。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ40JexIhVx6
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ742XJrqd2I
是她幼稚，不懂得原來，感情的真相是不可推敲的，只可瞞騙。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEO5SzpdukJ
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡujSW9BoP2a
最後，青青輕輕地和Matt握手，像剛才所有的不愉快從未發生，迴光返照地笑說：776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8P2SyBiYFo
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXfMF4G8Uzb
「祝你平安。前程萬里。」776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPJpsEdmifw
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbZ5tz4jTBt
Matt有些錯愕地回握：776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHvOFJ6WxZd
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv7kqPKWcMg
「你都係。」776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaA2eVCeobf
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ62m6yJ3AEC
沒走幾步，他大喊，她聽不清，停下；他走到一個她勉強能聽見她說話的距離：776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL4trX33arI
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz0WGG0OPkE
「返到屋企同我講聲啦，注意安全。」776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ76fqzqc7fm
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ20ZE8XB76
她挑眉，對他不可置否地笑笑，大步挺身向前行，因為她清楚，他不是真心的。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9S2UQq0LYh
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT2vv9SYKzS
行到轉角處，她突然覺得腳軟，隨之而來的是整個人的脆弱，她忽然覺得好悲傷，何有什麼落落大方的離別？她已死去一萬次。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXDwruvXQbr
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcG2VQXVduu
屌，失戀啫——776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXpwBNYHQWV
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但是她不能再怎樣了，所以她行去乘車，到某個站下車，再行回家，感受着絕望得弱小的風在吃力地撫慰她。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPUQIdJCMDk
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3VIWQ3YjJK
好痛。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoFULRNgmtA
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKXgIeHk5SD
回阿樂住處之前，她先回原先的家，拿走了她的身體磨砂膏、髮膜，以及一套她從未穿過的內衣。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNdp2sbySlo
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzbN9Mjgcgn
今晚，她會和阿樂更輕鬆地聊天。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYYXYrxNcec
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPHgCXI1mY8
在放過自己之前，首先要懂得折磨自己。對不起。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPfxhglo2Lh
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夜晚十一點半，青青到達阿樂的屋，他替她開門，見她熱得臉紅紅。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfjESjW47qI
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEmrDI9JQ1E
「返嚟啦？食咗咩呀？」776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ZPerLbMZr
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtJPdHgJb8G
「Jollibee，但我嗰時冇乜胃口，宜家又有啲餓。」776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkydOgsgYZ0
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR68CNDPGPG
青青只食了一隻雞腿和呷了幾口汽水，感覺什麼都沒有下肚就要走，後來悲傷又填滿了她的胃，一路行回家時還有些消化不良。現在，就如此直直地客廳燈照耀，仿佛是個胃鏡看見裏面空空的，又立刻感到餓。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFeuX4mElrT
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb8lMBNjzfz
「咁就啱啦！我買咗個蛋糕，今日仲未過，快啲吹咗蠟燭先！」776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS6km8cdqzk
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKhruXRGgEk
阿樂遂去雪櫃拿出蛋糕，寫着「青青生日快樂」，黑森林口味。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPdVM4MVaLs
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJGm91wl9VF
青青呆了好久，她沒有想過阿樂會給她買蛋糕。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAcTiMEadOz
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBNqywGTD3D
出外一整天，整個人都零散地歸家，無論他送不送蛋糕，只要他講一句：「返嚟啦？」其實對她來說，已是安慰，因為怎樣都比Matt冷漠的眼神温暖。但現在阿樂捧出整整一個蛋糕，像是告訴她不需獨自吞下所有情緒，她就感動，非常感動。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqc7DT95Wu8
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM4HMCAfczj
青青有些哽咽，但又開心地笑：776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVqEb8SStoD
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Xh3OJidQX
「哇、哇！竟然有蛋糕食。多謝！」776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM1d3DaSwuU
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnToO7uJ6Sa
阿樂見她眼紅紅，大概猜到，無謂多問破壞現在的氣氛：776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF4I3aG06mT
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKVSO7WS1xH
「快啲許願啦。」776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWOmsNHLbYL
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbsMJ9JtI3F
青青閉眼，吹熄蠟燭。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxJwFnNPVMO
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc6hkqowItB
「多謝多謝！不過我出埋文、沖完涼先食，出咗成日街好污糟。」776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYtH1e6A0RO
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPV44nD2aB1
她多在電腦磨一會兒，電話收到訊息，她打開一看，些許憤怒，絲毫不想回覆，然後將目光放在電腦上，打字打得極響。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6B4p7aDifq
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG8hVgDFrMP
過後，就去洗澡，擦上身體磨砂，敷上香得要死的髮膜，然後再自己的所有部位洗得乾乾淨淨，一併沖掉。抹乾身體後，再搽上body lotion，換上內衣，外穿睡裙。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEerPALj5OD
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwapbixXLRg
她看着鏡子。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡftcKOXw5Jb
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmFuWxgnhkD
一直以來，她都有些猶豫，但她決定交給阿樂決定，如果今夜裏他主動吻她，他就會被動地接受她看似被動的攻略。她沉默地觀望自己：776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYTicNdd9L3
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我都要證明，我有本事。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJLbQAxN8f4
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvDJFRrReCn
他在她的房間等她，心想：今日搞咩搞咁耐？平時好快就出嚟。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMoRcaCSgZW
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI8iv8yThHz
他想知道青青和Matt傾了什麼，他見她興致平平但不至頹喪，眼睛裏只有累的感覺。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7YqGucYj4l
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNzhB4CIiWd
她出來，整個人都很香。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq3gZMq7J5t
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ82OiUuKRwA
阿樂拿出蛋糕和酒，把刀給青青切：776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx0gSAwSUmO
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjUWPqBcHn6
「唔好切到底，如果唔係會嫁唔出。」776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKe5T1rfrLC
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT6RanIFuU1
「你咁迷信咩？」776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhJtteHb0kr
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7nQouoXPdB
她又真的小心地切，提防切到底；她再見到這個蛋糕，還是覺得很感動，阿樂對她竟然這樣好，尤其是她傷心的時候。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlkVafU3Mup
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4u9PGqgDiP
「寧可信其有。不過咁囉，如果你真係因為咁而嫁唔出，我都肯抵諗啲要咗你嘅。」776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMH1tq5oPuv
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ35KULvnAL0
阿樂笑笑，接過她手上的刀替她分蛋糕。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8HURAxH7pn
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0aZzr3cUbN
「吓話？」776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTZq4vMvYLN
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJREWAMnmMa
「講嚟聽吓啦，你哋今日做咗咩嚟？」776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZhW2a1pFql
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt2BDEIGfN0
他們開始飲酒，開始說廢話，講講下午和朋友吃了什麼、做了什麼；阿樂也大概知道青青和阿Matt分手前的事，大概是：Matt因為Retake DSE而忙，青青和他很少見面，之後他就和青青說沒有了感覺。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU9iz2TQgNe
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHklrgpmT1u
慢慢，青青的臉通紅，頸也微微緋桃，呼吸輕輕加快，說了最近最多的話，情緒開始激動，但完全沒有前文後理，又突然加入一個新的女角：776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuRD017JCiv
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBap9bavIGw
「佢——啫係我前男友，話俾我聽，個女仔同完佢原本個男朋友分手之後，就同佢一齊，但冇幾耐又揾返佢個Ex——你知唔知？我當時聽到個心好翳？776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBC3EhqOrGp
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEFTzPe6yp7
以前，我連佢少少傷都唔敢俾佢受……男人忌諱呢啲綠唔綠帽嘅嘢，我明。一開始拍拖，我有同過以前追過我嘅人傾偈，佢發現咗之後唔太開心，之後我就冇再咁做。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi5yE7JbGMa
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsGuVzAxHaP
後來，亦都冇試過同男仔單獨見面，都避哂啲曖昧嘢。就係因為我唔想佢因為咁而唔開心，所以從來冇做任何出格嘅行為，宜家呢？776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcEbrps98vj
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ53bkevaia3
佢出面嗰個女仔咁樣對佢？我將佢擺喺心尖上面啊！但佢出去就咁樣？好心痛呀！776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI7dTZFXhVD
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEQzFS9sk8S
但係……當我潤完佢咁都鍾意個女仔，佢答我話：『我都好心痛㗎。』，你知唔知點解？我突然間真係有啲着咗火嘅感覺，覺得個心喺度燒。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKhPHgNQU6u
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0KVIOnV7rV
我真係……用哂全部對愛情嘅精力去對佢好，我真係唔捨得佢受到委屈，至少喺我呢度，我真係、真係已經盡全力去保護佢唔好勾起唔好嘅回憶——佢以前有不愉快嘅經歷，然後呢？佢鍾意咗一個咁樣hurt佢嘅人？並且仲要繼續同個女仔過？仲繼續鍾意佢？仲因為佢，所以唔要我……776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi7qnWLfJUx
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