「我都係咁話。」689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8HeruPTQms
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDZPOKKnYZL
但她以前相信那是正貨，真的、不會爆炸、無有害物質，更苛求那並不會過期。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8hriWnFgui
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRR64ZdfvMl
阿樂點頭：689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrO59glFZK6
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBzwM5wrVie
「算啦，證明呢個人同你唔啱囉。」689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIWkKDNzcUY
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaziTo5mQZ0
「係呀。算啦。」689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe4CIYinN3C
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkG2wbfpKIh
他們各自回房。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzTBde1d7Yz
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQfJCjzOEYl
Matt有什麼值得青青念念不忘呢？689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlSWpNx9lfP
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxlZbPYwBEK
有。他有一些地方異常地吸引她。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0VdTIsypfR
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1xkdlXsgCF
縱然青青和他的結局不是那麼完滿，但她依然覺得，他這個人本身不錯。只是，可能，就是少了點緣分，他才另有新貴。客觀又撇開一切私人恩怨，她以冷靜的目光數了很多Matt的優點。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrtzBDlIIgG
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMeRVfGC5HK
Matt聰明，頭腦很清晰，想事情很快、又可以多角度思考，邏輯思維佳。他的觀察力也很好，足夠敏銳去發現身邊不同的事。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhcYoT05NBU
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXWKUDBqIWO
還有些細心，很温柔，很懂得照顧人。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtL6VrO267b
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1QvjGMWGw3
興趣很廣泛，好像什麼都能聊一下；他們戀愛期間很少Dead air，大概都要歸功於他。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv0H3d0SekZ
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtkWeIdLy2D
他對她很好，出門在外會保護她、一同在家的話又很關心她、只要她提要求他都會實現、總是記得她說的話、紀念日又會送些禮物；包容心很強，包容她的不安情緒、做作、無甚戀愛經驗的稚嫩。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡICtfuwJagc
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcbPAoPCZIo
曾經他在入睡的時候叫喚了她的名字，已夠她融化。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRnWbIACOEF
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBjDoK3gBMb
對，就回憶到這裏吧。因為，在分手前的一段時間，其實很多事情都變了，她清楚這一切都是回憶。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG0FvtEbWuQ
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEfBpiWh6Sa
正因Matt「可以」是一個這麼好的人，她更怕。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQvZZLELOJM
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6iqkupu0n6
她不明白，為什麼這樣的好人、曾經對她這樣真心真意的人，也會就此離她而去呢……她越念記他的好他的優點，就是一下下地自我控訴自己的無能。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx57rdAdrfw
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCbfjCPSKWG
那些最後的日子，他像變了一個人。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbPR73Nopag
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPIska6qh6s
她有什麼問題嗎？689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhiu9nFu7eq
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9CdjwIYUO2
她是不是很不堪？689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo20D5fMRsF
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsYDxMxehh1
為什麼？689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ02sKqaaN7i
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ02XcNqiIOx
青青打開Instagram，動態回顧提示她，去年今日，她曾在密友功能放閃。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYcJyqlrILu
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI0Up4LdxmN
於是，她開始翻看和Matt的Direct Messages。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB1uW3ivhmv
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6SROszOvPP
Matt看到有趣的帖文會分享給她。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXmFUHrH3xs
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB4D9AWYeev
Matt會回覆她的Story，會是一個表情，會誇她漂亮、可愛，會詢問她在說什麼，會說「愛你」。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpWQpHSdCb1
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4qV2fQ4rqc
Matt也會秒回她的Direct。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcJW8qKlu9e
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG8jkAOHIaH
青青看見，一次，她在發佈了和Matt的合照供密友查看，寫着：689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn7CKANLCp1
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy519y3iEU1
「曬恩愛，好驚將來會被打臉添：P」689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaYTFIko0Lb
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxknOMXEOaZ
Matt回覆：「唔會呀寶！傻瓜」689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Nimq3mZgx
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRFJSSQMbVi
她吸了一口氣，繼續看，繼續翻下去。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡquRLtWSCqa
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeBxHkXFG6Q
慢慢，他不再回覆她的Story。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIALATJBUo7
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdqXdFhuOnr
慢慢，他冷漠地回覆她的回覆，可能不回，或者簡短的答。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1075mFNFJg
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ88BSJcpsVF
慢慢，他們DM的頻率極低。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb7QuGYIhWY
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUYIYDqioc9
然後，沒有了。他們已經分手。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmCKOLNBiFN
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDOIxIBJiEK
青青想起，Matt考數學DSE那一天，她偷偷地去了他應考的學校等他出來。她並不是想要和他吃飯、阻他時間，只是想見他一眼，就一眼，因為她想念他，非常想見到他的臉，聽見他的聲音，觸碰他的手。她以為他也是，因為他們已經半個多月沒有見得上面。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR3Vi2CC790
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe14IMXdQhO
青青在校門外等。終於，她見到Matt低頭行過，她滿心歡喜又充滿期待地拍拍他的肩：689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3DCpvZuBGI
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnW7HIOVbeD
「靚仔，考成點啊？」689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEvBGl6JUZj
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBouMtV2Ztg
但Matt轉頭，馬上瞪大眼睛，瞬間反應過來後，非常厭惡地看着青青，問：689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB5ERgibbj1
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuqsNyXSp2i
「點解你喺度？」689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUuo0R1P713
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1zmHrzVz44
語氣非常不情願，仿佛她是什麼垃圾。她有些愕然，因和預想中他的反應很不同，身邊有人回頭打量他們，她尷尬地抿唇笑一笑：689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS5T8HUqIYF
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYDwNS9YJs6
「冇啊，我想嚟見吓你咋嘛！」689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKBjQ4JqW3T
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO91oDdVvyW
他皺眉，有些兇地講：689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQZMv3LzuFy
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgML4USWHje
「點解嚟啊？嚟做咩啊？」下一秒，見到她呆滯的表情，才稍稍放輕語氣：「你屋企離呢度咁遠，我驚你辛苦咋，做咩咁傻啊？」689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiP5LnMtvay
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwA3DzTKOBb
「唔辛苦吖，都係一陣咋嘛。」689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYRUFeA8Tzs
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZgJ7XetVfc
傻嗎？這個舉動本身，她覺得不傻；但被他這樣講一講，又有些洩氣，即使她毫不辛苦。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfjwpuQvJGm
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWDoiSMtZC9
然後他牽起她的手，送她到旁邊的車站乘車，期間一邊行，一邊說：「以後唔好啦，做咩嚟啫。」和以前温柔的他，變了兩個人一樣。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC5FD7yNa2b
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPi9G3otqGL
「咁我想見你吖嘛，唔緊要啦。我冇諗住揾你食飯㗎，我只係想見你一陣咋嘛！你掛唔掛住我啊？我掛住你。」689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7nYQbtxyhZ
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUNjwlxQ0N4
她將聲音放軟，聽起來很有撒嬌的意味。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9wQaSr3oDS
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgf0DcIIDea
他沒有回答她的問題，只看着前方的路道：689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ94U0NhzmFU
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyga9b8PlBB
「以後唔好啦。」689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN58ksCTJok
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIa1B6hfqUs
她問他考得怎樣，他說OK；也就聊聊最近怎樣，但是他好像很不耐煩，真的，Matt，你當時很不耐煩。她想，是因為壓力太大，或者未盡人意吧，所以她也不多說什麼，可能是她出現所以無法令他好好放鬆心情。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9KIyDmOquz
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnw37exh9JZ
直到去往車站，Matt仍不斷重複「做咩嚟」、「點解嚟」、「傻」，像青青真的做錯事一樣；她越聽越委屈。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMZxgqkseE5
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqUh6Js0cfo
他沒有錯，這只是他的情緒表達。其實，她只是想來見他一面，沒想過他如此反感的。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzhNDklFcMt
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbZpigcu70P
青青努力微笑，務求眼睛不要有眼淚。因為她感覺到，如果她哭，Matt絕對不會再像以前憐愛地心痛，只會覺得她很煩。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxOGiwx6Kl2
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVFIlgN2Uej
愛哭的孩子有糖食，但她已不能夠是孩子了，因為，他不愛她了。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl1HyoYfGWD
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl5MoisH5pN
那天，他們見了十分鐘。青青只在分別的時候，看見Matt的笑容，她也回報他一個微笑。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSVi917B6uH
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnKijlCGdqh
不夠一個星期後，Matt和青青提出分手。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGmZqNju4sb
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2WwOADtagM
其實，就算沒有Yuki，青青也不能和Matt在一起了，因為，他已經不愛她了……動作、神態、語氣、情緒，都與當初他熱烈追求她時，大相逕庭。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4YpkemhUkN
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFc1mdKaSaq
很明顯了吧。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEyBw9CfmA7
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbrjgv1Chwa
何需怪責他人？是他們不夠緣分。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzWBul1WSQK
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzifIGiLm30
叫她怎能不害怕呢，這次戀愛，血淋淋的告訴她，就算一開始有多好，最後都難免傷心。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdn6tA0b0sf
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgO9siNGJOv
所以，她恐懼。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEQo5l5eJfT
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs6xab80Kqw
青青關上電話。她已經沒有當初那樣澎湃的情緒，只是她矯情，想起一些事時還是有「嘶——」的感覺。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ51yyoMJxL1
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1fi8a1qbg7
但閉眼，湧上心頭的還是好時光，這是她貪戀舊故的理由，因為她仍在思念那些快樂的愛。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiZCRJWGZxa
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ5BzRvQxfe
她不知道自己是在想念舊人，還是那段舊情。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWM83mSNF4W
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAq0jG6iTXa
如果這是一部小說，讀者還有耐性看下去嗎？因為，女主角一定很煩膠，很不討喜。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtof96irW1Z
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJsJL6kqUxT
創傷的復原，需要時間、新鮮，或者，另一種傷害。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZEIaTcwGwR
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