那年，最親的某某 - 01 - 南姐姐的煙

人在國外很快就會找到適合的伴侶。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbVTwZ8ZmM7
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我的朋友圈也不例外，本來的五六個人，只過了一個月不夠就撮合了兩對。圈子一分再分，本來每天一起吃飯，後來一個星期才相聚一次，慢慢地，平日吃飯的飯腳只剩下我和玲玲。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDdTgvZG8E5
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「喂，胖子，今天我不想煮飯啊。」271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAm2KyG7FfP
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明明已是下午五點鐘，但電話中玲玲懶洋洋的聲音，讓我分不清她是想睡覺還是剛睡醒。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiGPbOIwDkl
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「吃炸雞吧。」我故意捉弄她。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkhvEEeY3dL
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「你吃炸雞巴，我吃炸雞腿。」玲玲反唇相譏。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXKhnhbUHp6
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我大笑了幾聲，正欲說話，她又說：「我不想吃炸的東西啊，最近有點上火......不如......咱們去吃土耳其烤肉吧！很久沒去過了！」271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaGOmcHzJ4v
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「你有病啊？烤肉就不上火嗎？」我頭上一排黑線，聽得她聲音確實有點沙啞，道：「吃清淡點吧，我煮粥給你吃。」271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzfjzNLHDTF
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「我想吃烤肉。」271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKmrYPE1mHv
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「你要吃清淡點。」271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGdPpscSML8
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「嗚呀我要吃烤肉啊！！！！！！！！！！！！」271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4FWladYN1r
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「你要吃清淡點。」271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyPKUNLRjrG
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「嗚呀我要發脾氣了！！！！！！！！！！！」271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIYATDjeNi5
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「炸雞巴和粥，二選一。」271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSbQXbKVsPI
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「你哪來的雞巴炸給我吃啊！？」271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFSQDJMcsmF
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「雞的雞巴，炸完會縮水，就手指頭那麼一丁點。」271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu7UldBQo3g
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「娘的！你很下流啊啊啊！！！！」271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuswCRZR2Ze
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「那就是吃粥咯。」271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkzqZW7oOk0
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敵不過我無厘頭口沫橫飛式的唇槍舌劍，最後，玲玲對著我煮的粥碎碎唸了一整個晚上。一會就說太稀，一會就說沒味道，可是在我的堅持下還是把一大碗的粥吃完。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOjpFN08enb
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或許白粥真的有效果，她的聲音沒有之前的沙啞，但玲玲不滿之情洋溢於臉上，她盯著我一聲不吭生悶氣。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvK1n3JW8Z9
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「幹嘛看著我眼都不眨，沒見過那麼帥的混血兒咩？」271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXmrcBGU4zN
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「哼！！！」玲玲對我做著鬼臉，隔了半響，忽然叫道：「喂！南姐姐！」271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0tl1Arles1
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我立即抗議，一個大男人，怎想到有人會稱呼我做「姐姐」？！玲玲壞壞一笑，道：271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKVjsz2QKGM
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「姐姐和婆娘，二選一。」271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMNFdNxqr2o
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說罷她自己也忍不住吃吃的笑，然後又重複一句：「姐姐，和婆娘，二選一。」271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFrC5wyaIYR
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我張大了嘴，正欲反駁，她又截住了我的話頭，大聲道：「你啊！嘮嘮叨叨的煩死人了！天氣冷了幾度就嘮叨我穿多件衣服，多吃幾個雪糕又嘮叨我會變胖，聲音沙了一點就嘮叨我一定要吃你煮得那麼難吃的粥！我覺得......不如叫你婆婆好吧？」她自己說完，然後就沖著我不停地叫「南婆婆」。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiOd4YejAU7
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我違拗不過，於是只能在姐姐、婆娘、婆婆裡面選擇了最年輕的稱呼。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2gyrFLEQrJ
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這一段日子，我倆每天一起煮飯、吃飯、促膝聊天至夜半方休，慢慢地，我跟她的關係變得最好。不知情的人以為我在追求她，聽到這些風言風語，我倆也只互視一笑，不作理會。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYbQzysmWhx
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也在這個晚上開始，我們有了只有我倆才知道的稱呼。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3eXDMVtmoA
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玲弟弟，南姐姐。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpDuTo95bjA
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一般來說，只有不能成為情侶關係才會以兄妹相稱。那我和她互相調換性別的姐弟稱呼，算是搞哪一齣戲？271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGzE1rapGFH
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罷了，反正這關係倒也讓咱們樂在其中。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5KURuJfeyr
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06年的11月，女朋友又因受不了遠距離戀愛向我提出「分手」。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmORl7CcmXm
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即便知道提出分手對她來說比吃菜還要容易，但每一次我的神經都綳得極緊，尤其這次已經「分」了兩個多星期仍音訊全無，更使得我意志消沉。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSzE11Ou3Bb
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煩躁不安地躺在床上胡思亂想，心裏煩躁得使我頭痛，腦袋就像被兩邊揪着拉扯，仿佛要從中間裂開一樣。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgYOTjE6mk9
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身旁傳來「鈴鈴鈴」幾聲，我起來取起電話。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP9miKmh6tg
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「喂?」271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHgj358GZXq
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「喂！我！好！無！聊！啊！！！」電話另外一端傳來玲玲的聲音。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ25DGr8YjhY
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「這……你想怎樣？」271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Hafm1Lyd3
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「我現在去吃炸雞！你來嗎？」271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrXjyI2e8ZO
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「不去了，我不舒服……」271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3xGtGGvEGR
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「不行啊！一起去一起去！」271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF6CLCsZ6ii
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「可是我不舒服！」我加重語氣，生氣地道:「自己吃個飯沒什麽吧？如果沒有什麽特別事我就不說了。」271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxtHHpX1g2D
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「出來就舒服了啊！」她也加重語氣，一字一字地說: 「而且，有要緊事！」271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTWJUWJnED6
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「要緊事？」271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNZ1KqOPtA2
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「嗯！」即使在電話裏面，也感到她在用力地點了點頭，然後她又一字一字的道:271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr4qU9jNj90
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「我心情不爽，我. 要. 抽. 煙!」271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrUXfXIzw4z
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本來什麽事情都不想理的我頭腦登時一醒，罵道: 「抽什麽煙? 好好的抽個屁！」271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3YDGV4PNPn
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「可是我心裏面不爽！我…」271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkR5DEo4wRW
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「不爽跟抽煙有啥關係！」我還沒反應過來她說了什麽便又罵了一聲，斷絕地道: 「不行！！」271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuStbhKYXxY
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「唉喲，南姐姐啊，你就讓我試一口，我答應你就這麽一口！」271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv4KeXgePM2
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平日我多數遷就，但這次卻是很斷絕地道: 「說了不行就不行！」271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5g5BwYnOh5
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玲玲發飆地喊道: 「哎呀！就一口！就一口！我這麽一口之後永遠都不抽了好不好？」271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC0pWjEWSYF
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被她這麽一吵，頭就疼得更厲害，我嘆了口氣，無奈地答應，忽然想到玲玲還沒夠十八歲，便道: 「好吧，我去買一包，十分鐘後見。」271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0rNkpAwRO7
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「哈哈，你不用去買喇。」271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8DgCiQpuFl
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「啊?」我愣了一愣，她續道: 「艾雲說他有，他帶過來！」271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFlWdZmnSoa
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「艾雲？」我楞了一下，只因我和朋友們都對這個人沒有好感，既不喜歡他的虛僞做作，又不喜歡他有事沒事過來套近乎的樣子。忽然聽到玲玲和這個人熟絡了，不禁泛起一陣難以形容的感覺。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUzif83jGty
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「那有人陪你不就可以了嗎? 」271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFKo9xNTv5J
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「哎喲哎喲！我跟他不熟！」271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa9XNpyr1pz
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「……我就跟他熟啦?」271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0K1eMLbfFr
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「哎喲南姐姐啊，你就陪我去嘛，沒有你我不敢跟他單獨去玩啊！」271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfr61NbvksP
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我「嗯」了一下，道: 「好吧，我直接在那等你們。」271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiWkR6CT4XL
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披上羽絨服來到快餐廳。坐下之後沒多久，遠遠就看到兩條人影向這邊走來，待二人走近，看得清楚，正是玲玲和艾雲。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIa8CC7AZos
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我微笑著打了聲招呼，二人才剛坐下，艾雲右手往袋子內一探，取出一盒萬寶路「啪」的一聲放在桌面，笑著說：「是不是要抽煙啊？快抽快抽！」271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡamemlzKiKZ
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玲玲如獲得一樣新奇玩具一般拿起香煙盒子把玩著，艾雲一手拿了過來，先倒轉煙盒輕輕拍打，再撕開包裝取出一根香煙出來遞給玲玲，順勢從口袋取出一個火機。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjwG2JtXKUp
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我冷眼旁觀，一言不發，心中確實有點惱火，暗道這人自己抽煙還罷了，怎能慫恿玲玲抽煙？271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRqHSnG13YJ
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但見她以不純熟的手勢拿著香煙，艾雲一邊幫她點燃，她還不懂得這個時候要用力吸氣，到她用力一吸……271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6S5mmHBsZ1
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「咳咳咳！！！！」271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxHHlh99kV7
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玲玲向艾雲扁嘴道:「不好玩！！！」271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjXxDCYzROL
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「誰告訴你這個好玩喇?」我終於忍不住插嘴。玲玲天真爛漫地笑了一笑，把香煙遞給我，道：「南姐姐，幫我搞定它。」271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5zOo8C7C24
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「我不抽煙。」271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF6depYJ6w9
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艾雲聽到我這樣說，臉上露出誇張的驚訝表情，大聲道：「原來你不抽煙的？」他對著玲玲道：「還是給我吧！」271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn0J4jSZkvf
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玲玲臉上一紅，啐道：「我…不給你！」271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmXDTub21sl
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我看到艾雲這模樣，心中忽然湧起一股衝動，右手取過玲玲手上的香煙，笑道：「嘿，凡事有第一次，我來。」言罷便深深地吸了一口。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMSwwdxq34I
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以前中學的時候我也試過抽煙，只是那時候是鬧著玩，把煙吸進口裡，還沒進肺內就噴出來，哪像現在一抽直接進去肺內？271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHwuiiQYkuL
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只感到一股氣從口中吸進胸內，不知為何，我不但沒有感到辛苦，反而隨著煙霧噴出，我的頭疼竟大是舒緩。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdehR5GCIOj
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玲玲那一眨不眨地看著我，忽地「噗刺」一聲笑了出來，我斜眼看著她，問道：「笑什麽?」271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtdFx5DZWRB
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她笑著搖了搖頭：「沒什麽。」271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRiU9qrLSS4
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之後大家沒再碰那盒煙，三人一直聊天至十二點才各自歸去。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEudUpxJZsR
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散場時，艾雲正要把那包香煙塞進口袋，我一手按著，笑道：「給我吧。」271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTHY824ZbaC
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玲玲和艾雲詫異地看了看我，前者頓了一頓，向艾雲笑道：「喂，你回去吧，你都不順路，南姐姐送我回去。」271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjrEmDCrjLP
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艾雲又用十分誇張的表情說道：「他不是更不順路嗎？」271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKv7M9UERB1
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玲玲「呸」了一聲，道：「你不聽我的話？我不告訴你她的事情哦！」271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjuPUboMIQ8
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一聽到這個「她」，艾雲立即呆了半響，然後道：「好吧，明天見！」271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡscgee5AeCd
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待艾雲走得遠，我陪著玲玲向她宿舍方向走去，她忽然道：271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡefcTf3UrmF
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「南姐姐。」271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHbMqKwpRZw
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「嗯?」271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOkOOJye3f5
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「本來你不舒服，我不應該叫你出來的。」271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHsLG3N2Zvx
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「知道就好。」口上雖是如此說，但我還是笑著敲了下她的腦瓜子。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlgmrtXii6L
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「只是我覺得你走出來會舒服一點…你好點了嗎？」271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6rfVok5g9R
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我先是楞了半響，然後隨即明瞭。這兩個禮拜我頹廢的樣子，恐怕臉上都刻上「失戀」二字了吧。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm3nocVTG0c
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心中一陣感動，我強作輕鬆地道：「嗯，好了。」271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYcbQpF3Udn
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她眼睛一亮，問道：「真的？」271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpmzIn7gbiz
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「嗯！」我點了點頭，隨即「啪」的一聲拍了拍她的腦袋。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ErcUI2cxz
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玲玲一臉無辜地捂著頭，我朗聲笑道：「可是你沒跟我說你幹嘛不爽啊！」271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡygsAHB4pmF
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她沉吟半響，笑道：「等你真好了再跟你說，現在不跟你添亂了…嗯？到了哦！南姐姐，明天見！」271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ89AcemOcw9
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「嗯，明天見。」271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0rxR60c09N
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其實，我跟她撒了個謊，我的頭疼根本沒好轉。待她轉身進房後，我的頭又像撕裂一般的痛。我不自禁地從口袋中取出香煙，取出一根叼在嘴上…271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlADlQDOuHi
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「塔!」271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzoo1llCmar
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吐出一口煙霧，271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBQuqhyZcI3
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腦袋一陣放鬆。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfVMMj5FSfk
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從那天起，我離不開這東西了。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQPeuGj9mYU
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莫約一個月後，女朋友重新找回我要求復合。但這段關係沒有絲毫改變，依舊三四天一小吵，一兩個星期分次手。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgSORHZQpZH
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那個時候的我覺得，不論如何辛苦，即便要改變自己，也一定要堅持這段得來不易的愛情。現在回望過去，總會自嘲怎麽不早點放手，既辛苦了自己，又委屈了他人。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB7BIqpHvVX
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打長途電話給女朋友求復合，對方直接挂斷我的來電。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCeUTUxNOtn
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那時候我對她的愛也開始磨滅，心裏面開始隱約覺得放手也未嘗不好。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMOEA578E6i
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打開MSN，見到玲玲處於下線狀態，我忽然想起她找我的次數大大減少，這段日子裏面別說每天吃飯，甚至一個星期才見得了一面。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ56dQ89Arh9
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此時已是12月初的某日，我一念及此，立即約玲玲到烤肉店裏，待大家都吃到一半時，忽然煞有介事地盯著她說：271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnJPsfFpAmS
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「我想不到，你居然是個見色忘義的人！」271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg2HDVjglil
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玲玲含著滿滿一嘴的烤肉，一臉詫異地看著我，然後長長地「哈？」了一聲，絲毫沒有注意到她嘴邊黏了一點蛋黃醬。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ03X6KQKvab
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「你肯定是跟哪個男孩子搞上了！最近我怎樣約你你都說很約了人！」我裝作認真地說。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZFFFxloIBO
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我倆都沒有說話，兩雙眸子對在一起。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Ejf6COMa1
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三秒後，我忍不住大聲笑了出來，道：「我還真的覺得自己猜對了！你就一副被捉姦在床的模樣！」271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTsVBK3ICCi
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玲玲俏臉一板，用力地打了我幾下，道：「被你嚇死我了！我還在想你在發什麼神經！」271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7mSHJ523HU
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我拿紙巾幫玲玲擦拭粘在嘴角上的蛋黃醬，一邊取笑著她。但見她眉間透出憂色，臉頰變得微紅，我停下手，用手指輕輕戳著她的臉笑道：「怎麼臉紅了？是被我說中了？還是你覺得很Sweet不好意思？」271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvaWPepzkJ5
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玲玲輕輕打了我一下，低聲道：「去你的。」低頭半響才續道：「沒有喇，最近艾雲經常來找我，所以少了找你喇。」271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMCmw9J1kNC
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我楞了一下，一個月前晚上發生的事情瞬間浮現出來。心中再次泛起一陣難以形容的感覺。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkUggtiJ6Va
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玲玲自是知道我們不喜歡艾雲，於是只點了點頭沒有說下去，我吃完烤肉，點燃了一根香煙，玲玲嫌棄地伸手撥走我吐出的煙霧，道：「你怎麼還在抽煙？趁還沒有癮，快點戒了吧。」271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡONyVGKL0bv
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我不想跟她討論這個問題，於是轉移話題笑道：「話說回來你眼光怎麼那麼差勁，居然跟這矮冬瓜搞上了？慢著慢著，他不是也抽煙嗎？你怎麼只嫌棄我？」271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAD9rfr1QDW
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「去你的！什麽搞上！」玲玲用力錘了我後背，力氣大得害把我手上的煙也掉落在地，看到我狼狽的模樣，她得意地笑了好一會才說：271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8FtzgDmKXt
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「他要追陳晨，要我幫他。」271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgbdLpiYjyr
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「哦？」271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLAlnzKsC48
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「嗯，就上次咱們去Chester的特價場，他見到陳晨就一見鍾情啊，於是想借我親近她。」說到「一見鍾情」四字，玲玲又再笑了好一會兒，才邊笑邊說著艾雲借故親近陳晨的烏龍事，說到艾雲在她面前表露如何喜歡陳晨，玲玲大笑道：「你說肉不肉麻啊！」271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0orehUUIht
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我重新點燃一根新的香煙，問：「陳晨知道嗎？」271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBwVfbNxLHG
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忽然，玲玲收起了笑容，她沉默了會，嘆道：「當然知道啊，可是陳晨對他時熱時冷的，這讓艾雲很痛苦。唉，我真覺得這樣很不對啊，喜歡就是喜歡，不喜歡就不喜歡，何必吊著別人胃口呢？」271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN7cifmDc3z
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我心想這只是很一般的女生擺高姿態而已，但我沒有說出口。此時，玲玲忽然接到艾雲的電話，她向我投來一個抱歉的神色，我擺擺手，道：「走走走。」271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXWbTbdc0R0
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她神色複雜地看了看手機，然後又看了看我，道：271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx2toawBDK1
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「南姐姐，你......」271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrpSGuJIgLc
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我別過頭去，擺手道：「行喇，我又不介意。」271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBJ9Y0Prko7
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「不是喇，我說的是這個。」她焦急地指著我手中的香煙：「快點戒！」271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbaxLh8ndoH
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我沒有回應，玲玲站在原地一會，就默默離去。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMop3o4JSH1
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香煙還剩下半支時，玲玲已經走遠。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYS5iWOy6lt
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我看著手中這東西，微弱火光下浮出的煙霧不斷上揚，聚而不散地向著玲玲離去的方向飄散，隨煙望去，我眼前似是出現一幅又一幅圖畫。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3oDKxiNKyx
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我知道這只是一種逃避，或許，我需要的也只是逃避。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1K5LqyQoPL
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逃避那段痛苦的感情，也逃避自己心裡面的一些感覺。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPWQQHotIv9