大家好，我是沙織。
希望我能活著把這段話公開，因為，我正身處慘烈的修羅場之中！288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBCAjnUOavu
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這裡是聖華書院三樓圖書館，長桌對面的男女在大吵大鬧，音量大到我的耳道隱隱作痛。288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhRNL4Bp12v
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「那個…大家都冷靜一點……！」我嘗試大聲叫停他們。288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Cvdf0Krq4
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「「和稀泥給我閉嘴！」」雙倍音量的斥喝，我仿佛撞上風牆！288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4o2mPtkziD
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「嗚…你可以幫幫忙嗎？」我轉頭望向旁邊的女生。288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbxyGbPh7bV
288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNJ8W60K4RA
她斜著脖子，頭屈得極低，喃喃喃自語，「人命如屎，人命如屎，人命如屎，人命如屎，是的，快點，我坐在撒旦那邊，你想從我這裡得到甚麼，我和你不一樣，來吧，混蛋，每個人都必須死，人命如屎，人命如屎……」288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWtIuQ6UtE5
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我低頭看著自己的雙手，十指握得發白。視線開始被淚水模糊，糟糕，這樣下去真的會哭出來……288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw5XoufnBHU
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加里救我啊……為甚麼會變成這樣……？288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4j3iIQJfSl
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一切要由放學前的自修課說起。288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz5jj7Gz4fG
288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0OZsiwWSU1
6EX班每天都有一節自修課，聽說是為了增進學生之間交流。我們可以在班房内自由活動，基本上和小息差不多。288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ52VxjoQwJ8
288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2AqiylMbGI
當時，那個男生來跟我搭話，「沙織，聽說你數學成績很好的樣子。放學後可以來圖書館幫我們溫習嗎？有兩位同學也想加入的樣子。」288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTXcaETMVmU
288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFfshbvqS9q
我認得這位同學，東田體藝中學的清麻友，座號11，文青型學生。暱稱麻油，喜歡讀幻想小說，是一名重度書迷。288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr3xcHqsJcc
288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHoMA0hcpzd
「是可以啦，雖然我不覺得自己的水準可以教人。」我說。288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfFWgTdK2Q5
288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjLjPxa0LjX
「謝謝，那麼待會兒見囉。」288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJLSF5QFEeQ
288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡma6GWRkVpz
麻油離開後，我轉向加里，開口邀請她一起參加。288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrTwf4SnKC6
288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2n0NC3F5ws
「對不起，今天放學後約別了人在理科室衝浪，不能陪你啊。」288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwgCJvoN5aZ
288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8jqbMXYNy5
「哈？」這傢伙為了逃避學習，又在胡謅藉口。288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU4HVnvQJlS
288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZJAcGeW0cK
以加里的個性絕不會在放學後留校溫習。每次測驗考試，她總能在合格線上表演花式飛行，所以我也沒有唸她的理由。288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡObGDgrtrs1
288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrL4nulPYkH
細心一想，我好像太黏加里了，由開學至今一直跟她形影不離。我應該自己去認識新朋友，不能一味依靠加里。288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSoMh4uOCWs
288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUAhKQBUcnr
於是，放學後我跟加里道別，獨自到圖書館應約。288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ18aJ6HGDw2
288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeR0DwE0IY2
除了麻油之外，到場的還有一位女同學。尼古拉斯科技學院的譚珍妮，座號15，天才型學生。暱稱真里，成績彪炳的特等生，聽說有小行星以她命名。288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSXXlagwJ5t
288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyn5bxeHOnu
「為甚麼真里會在啊？你真的有需要溫習嗎？」面對傳聞中的天才學生，我不禁變得畢恭畢敬。288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQLeIWk6L5j
288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB4SgC4Xifj
「有空，所以來觀摩。」真里說罷輕推眼鏡。288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrbjg5NnbaG
288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHJI1YeUYef
「嗯，好。」我反射性的也輕推眼鏡。288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLvlAwhfcqx
288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡva85mmlpeu
我坐下來，才察覺旁邊有位不顯眼的女生。288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ16ULX3ttWQ
288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxZoBiOQ6rZ
身形偏瘦，短髮，黑眼圈，不，那是深色的煙燻妝眼影。她也是EX班的，名字忘記了，暱稱是浣熊。288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6b41olb5ca
288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUHayfzkAUm
我們稍為聊了一會，然後進入正題。我提議交換筆記，了解各人的水平大概到那邊。288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ91PS0Jl5Ji
288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDuuprM2CZt
麻油的筆記就是一團糟，要導正他的思維是最費心力的部份。288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRnYAKDVvyg
288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmoi3xaoiDR
真里的筆記，寫得比教科書還詳細，反而令我懷疑自己的正確性。她是那種會對理論的基礎提出質疑的人，那種讓授課老師頭大的學生。288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡowqiLwPUAS
288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYH7nWj36h8
她說了我才知道，畢氏定理有四百多種證明方式，她自己就驗算了三百多條。
她到底在說甚麼，我已經聽不懂了。288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8LS6eyauVa
288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdpTQ1zwO5R
最後輪到沉默寡言的浣熊，筆記皺巴巴的，看來已經用了很久。288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM3tc1zO7eU
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我翻開筆記：288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPLcSeAyo3s
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FXXK！288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnnbk9d0RmG
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殺了他，殺了他，殺了他，殺了他288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4c5uMsCgx3
288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQRobK8cMcb
這不是我想像中的樣子，我無法控制自己的顫抖！
我到底是怎麼到這裡來的？關於這件事，非常錯誤。我不得不笑出聲來，我不喜歡這樣。288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVjH1KtZhMJ
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殺了他，殺了他，殺了他，殺了他288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQq4dG62Rl9
288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrCursOpgqx
在我的皮囊裡，我等待並流血，滾出我的腦袋，因為我不需要你！
為什麼我沒看到這個？我是受害者，我剛剛犯了罪。
我下定決心，讓你屏住呼吸。我感覺到仇恨在我心中升起！288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGPlYYLO8Lv
288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0GkoQ9v0fn
MOTHERFXXKER！288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyC8NwEplrR
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「你掀錯頁了。」浣熊蚊滋的小聲說。288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYge4um6UFY
288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPJDFRJvpdC
筆記寫甚麼已經不是重點，我大受震撼，腦袋斷片失憶了一段時間。
當我回過神來，我們已經蓋上筆記，放鬆心神開始閒聊。288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7bYs7qG4XJ
288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfK7y3Ukzk9
「你們平時會看書嗎？喜歡讀那種類型的？」麻油聊到感興趣的話題，表情變得精神奕奕。288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeZ5q1hS351
288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0kxg8LtgvY
「不看書。」浣熊小聲說。288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡovDlJiD1nm
288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgyjJl3bsTD
「主要看流行文學！最近被朋友推薦，在讀『霸道千金』系列的言情小說！」我趕快把話題接起來。288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIR4smCDbDA
288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXus4ke7kR2
「大集團總裁愛上新人小職員，這部我也挺喜歡的。」
麻油居然能搭上話，讓我始料不及！288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpGgYuTYzuj
288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlT7BvHd9LS
我：「你最喜歡那個角色？我喜歡總裁藍大小姐，又強又帥氣的！」288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ21BBkgCHvP
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麻油：「藍大小姐+1！不惜投下殖民衛星也要成就霸業，這份氣概令人肅然起敬！」288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Q6hVAlbtL
288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbvd2HMer76
我：「對啊！第六集男主角被詛咒變成不穿女裝就會死，而藍大小姐依然不離不棄！」288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQpcRXSSQFe
288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVwh7zJnCRB
麻油：「真正至死不渝的愛，每次讀到這邊我都不禁感動落淚！」288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxfuyE42izj
288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnh3tK4FRID
真里：「只是一本小說啊，有必要那麼誇張嗎？」288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA6jPsCxYtR
288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKBg6Ir9pGQ
麻油：「你不懂啦，這部的作者文筆超好，不自覺就被書中世界吸進去。人物之間千絲萬縷又不失細膩的關係，值得人不斷揣摩和回味。」288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCg5quRiNat
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真里：「你把虛構的故事當真啊？」288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiynhQXYC4n
288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5EV5Z4m7G0
麻油臉色一沉，像噎到骨頭。288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhWCpAW1B5w
288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJnermmzT3O
「虛構作品又如何？當其中的文字能打動心靈，對讀者來說就是真實且獨一無二的存在。」288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJIyjBcPev8
288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcfZGLFxCW3
「其實讀小說只是為了消遣，何須那麼認真？」288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdzAvOmBqtD
288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1T1D4WWEh8
「對對對，小說全都是假的，只有你那些冷冰冰無靈魂的數學公式是真的。」288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCV9NDHmPjM
288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfeveS030wv
「——！」真里怔住了，整個人坐直了腰，「沙織！你幫我唸他！」288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG8IDpWpd3o
288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3zIkxJVyWP
火勢突然燒向我，「大家一人少句，這兒是圖書館啊。」288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt7sRPCEZCQ
288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2jZNN3LQgZ
麻油和真里不約而同對我擺出鄙視的表情。288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp5nu7rihrn
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唉，保持中立的結果，就是兩邊都不討好。
「很多公式都是學者們傾注一生心力的成果，數學的精確性和邏輯性才是真實的藝術！」288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqlB0sloqMa
288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVt8BQaHumF
「那些呆板的東西不能表達出真正的美感！你們這些冷血的理性主義者，永遠無法理解文化藝術如何觸動心靈！」288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZcxlhKqXiD
288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPDT1perZJe
「『冷血』！？你說得太過份了！給我去跟亞基米德道歉！」288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQoRwkBTdHe
288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS6vXbtdvnm
「你這傢伙才給我去先賢祠磕頭謝罪！」288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwoXlsyEyUB
288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc2qjf7cYUa
「那個…大家都冷靜一點……！」288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ1ZLrMWPhz
288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8JhAQ9DRXh
「「和稀泥給我閉嘴！」」288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMGmMqwqSGI
288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtz358036vp
我低頭看著自己的雙手，十指握得發白。視線開始被淚水模糊。
嗚…鼻子好熱……眼淚快要掉下來了……288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFVldHTVAPe
288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlGGuZOhmSK
咚咚！有人拉開椅子，坐到我的旁邊。288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqY8EojlPp0
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「已經沒事了，因為我來了！」288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv4ZuoqxNFo
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——加里！288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTM3BvWL0Pp
288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ1WFdJRwQs
看見救星登場，我的眼睛明亮起來！288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0zORY0kFTr
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等等……288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmygCJg5dzG
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為甚麼加里全身溼答答！？頭髮還在滴水！？288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRVsmrgF6D2
288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwxK4Hwk6pv
我的腦中生出一打問號！？288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuyvhW4Crek
288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQdF16hYHMs
「「加里！你來評理！」」288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBHBvNtkNRq
288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzOXmogmEUk
怒火中燒的麻油和真里不顧一切，火頭立刻撲向她！288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4rDYcKCRVH
288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfEd02QKGn6
「你們吶，作為高年級更應該立好榜樣，在圖書館大呼小叫多失禮啊。」288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEmjEAPSS09
288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsPYxOxqCUg
我心想，渾身濕透地踏入圖書館，真是大言不慚啊！288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhg2fQMsnND
288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT2GmCPBuWD
二人終於意識到自己的失態，劍拔弩張的氣氛稍稍收斂了一點。288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj3j40H1E1L
288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTGhQbk4pjt
麻油：「不，事情不能就此打住！這傢伙侮辱了藝術！」288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH02LjC2BM8
288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPdv4T4QId7
真里：「這傢伙是學術界的公敵！未教化的野蠻人！」288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgfYHOT0dzf
288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9y1lY4vFZt
加里單手托腮，瞇瞇眼笑起來，「你們看起來好合拍呀。」288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOCMLfOWalD
288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRGClmL29zv
「「誰跟這傢伙合拍！」」288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8dPshVBhyK
288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnGN4iLYVkH
兩人異口同聲，怒目對視，突然吹過一陣熱風，二人漲紅了雙頰，不約而同地別開嘴臉。288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT6pWD6sW9n
288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBfw2Bl0tNI
「嗚汪~感謝款待~」288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWqY8Ux6Ayq
288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0v55H8vYqe
不愧是加里，輕易地壓止了兩人的爭吵。288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpICyQuDO1n
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