今天一整天都在昏睡135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡce9LFYdmfF
原本沒打算要發日記135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4vvFYdz9Wr
但突然冒出一個念頭135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuHM80VsiFU
雖然支撐我活下去的念頭是等待死亡135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhSME07c6pp
跟 看到未來135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqKeQkBuOUl
但是我真的能等到那一天嗎?135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdAflnwOsJf
能等到結婚生子135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFTXDISS3vq
有我的孩子135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7XgvbNhKcC
我自己的孩子135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9IByNEinnD
無論怎樣都不會消逝的愛135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkbaI84x3JJ
但其實這件事在十年内發生的概率...135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGqM9T8rU2a
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那如果我希冀的末來沒有實現135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgUnHy1IybA
我會變成什麼樣子？135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgjZWIudO5F
我也不知道我為什麼這麼想結婚135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4mSLnimc0g
沒有愛的人135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGiV7aj0ZPg
甚至只要是不討厭的對象就行了135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTkTe1Rof4p
好像是在逃避什麼135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5hdFFd6fOw
又像在渴求什麼135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcQ4BvzClNR
不知道過幾年看現在的自己會不會覺得很可笑135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡal3WaxElK7
怎麼會有這麼幼稚的想法135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfk1kpLbK8U
不過這是獨屬少時的煩惱135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7E1zMiNYAc
請容許我幼稚下去吧135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAX7gYJe1cn
這禮拜學校出了不少事135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqJx3OsMlZA
主修老師說 自殺未遂的人之後就不敢再自殺了135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7pXayYKFF8
因為比起煩惱 死亡當前的恐懼更甚135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLHm7SibK9N
我還沒有那麼強烈的想死過135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8TfFk4hFzV
所以不清楚135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPOKice8sZG
但是那些人 真的是不清楚死亡的恐懼才這麼做的嗎135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZYGWEn8DMp
比起活在人間地獄，不如前往一個未知的世界135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCIkKfKmpof
就算是另一個煉獄也無所謂135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxIIaWqlR21
大概是這種想法吧135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSJwVoo6fql
就算是我，從高處一躍而下也是需要勇氣的啊135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjkrTrOGEU4
甚至都不知道會不會成功、究竞會前往哪裡135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFMBvEd94rr
會選在大家都看得到的地方135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFXHodoJY8c
不就是為了留下會經活過的證明嗎135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr4nOl9i7Q1
然而連血跡也被沖的一乾二淨135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8zUPSwsDf0
大概再過幾個月大家就會忘了這件事吧135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡunhhcht1Zh
我也是135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnmOyMvq2uN
